Ai Qianxue "wears two" and convinces Yan Baoyue, and reveals his true hidden feelings of being untamed

"Special Battle Glory" is a hit, and the biggest controversy is the absolute protagonist Yan Baoyue. No matter in anyone's eyes, his thinking logic and actions are absolutely headaches.

Thorn heads seem to have a commonality: they always love to compete and compete in everything. In Yan Baoyue's own cognition, from the day he decided to enlist, he vowed to be the strongest.

With this "unparalleled" heart in his heart, Yan Baoyue was indeed outstanding. However, in an ordinary recruit company or even a special service company, even if there is no mistake, it still seems too eye-catching.

Wanting to make a person with a very personality like Yan Baoyue serve softly, like Li Xiang, hard and rigid has no effect. Because in Yan Baoyue's heart, even the legendary "Dragon Tiger Dog" in his company was only his goal.

What made this thorn head change was the appearance from Ai Qianxue, a "one through two", knocking down not only two cans, but also the disdain of Yan Shaoyue.

This invisible pressure finally made this proud young man bow his head high. He chose to reveal to her the secret he had been hiding in his heart for a long time.

Companionship is a luxury.

In the eyes of the instructors of the new recruit company, Yan Baoyue was indeed stronger than most of the newcomers. Despite all sorts of attempts to tame him, the results and effects are moving in opposite directions. And the biggest headache for them is that such an excellent person is difficult to integrate into the group.

Many times, especially when you are just entering a new and unfamiliar environment, there will actually be situations like Yan Baoyue. But for soldiers, not being able to mingle with their comrades-in-arms is the biggest taboo of this profession.

Yan Baoyue believed that as long as he was strong enough, he could solve all problems. Subconsciously, he doesn't see everyone as his companions, especially those weaker than him.

Some people say that this is Mu Qiang's psychology at work, which is one of the reasons, and the more important problem is that it is also the childhood encounter that has plagued him for more than 10 years.

Kidnapped at the age of 7, it was a nightmare that affected him. In that nightmare, it was pitch black all around, and he didn't have anyone to turn to. If he wanted to escape, Yan Baoyue could only rely on himself.

In his repeated attempts and failures, Yan Baoyue finally found an opportunity to escape the heavens. But when he tried to turn around and take away the others he had locked up in the cellar, he was greeted by shouting for him to flee. As a result, Yan Baoyue ran desperately until he met the person wearing camouflage clothes, who in his heart thought was the safest.

When Yan Baoyue poured out these childhood shadows to Ai Qianxue, he already regarded Ai Qianxue as a friend who felt sorry for each other at first sight.

From childhood to adulthood, Yan Baoyue rarely had friends, and companionship was a luxury for him. Subjective avoidance in the heart, seeing all people who have a relationship with themselves, will find opportunities to pull themselves down. He doesn't need sympathy from others for himself, and he doesn't care about the ridicule of others.

He believes in the law of the jungle and strives to make himself stronger, so that he will no longer be the weak one.

Becoming stronger is the best protective color.

"Didn't something worse happen?" A cook wants to be a special operator. Ai Qianxue's words revealed the real dilemma that Yan Baoyue was facing.

Yan Baoyue did not think of himself scrambling to be the first, thinking of surpassing his father, but he was trapped in the cooking class of the special service company who "died before he could get out of the school". Originally thinking of his own hands with a gun, he began to cut vegetables and chop meat, and dealt with chai rice oil and salt every day.

Indeed, in the eyes of many people, the cooking class is the most unspeakable category among the soldiers, and Yan Baoyue also thinks so, so when he found that he was arranged by Li Xiang to the cooking class, he rushed to the playground desperately and asked why with anger.

At this time, Yan Baoyue did not understand, nor could he understand.

He has clear goals and redoubles his efforts for them, which is something that most people lack, and that is his merit. But his shortcomings are also obvious, personal strength is not really strong, in the face of the real battlefield where either you die or I live, Yan Baoyue's end is only two: either a hero or a corpse.

Yan Baoyue was a good seedling to become a soldier, which made the legendary figure of "Fan Old Dog" have to admire. In order that this good seedling would not be destroyed in his hands, he asked Li Xiang for instructions several times, but in exchange for Li Xiang's cold three words: Still have to practice.

Compared with the same batch of people who enlisted in the army, Yan Baoyue was already good enough. But if you want to become stronger, your eyes and vision can't just stare at the people around you, you must look at the stronger people.

However, this is Yan Baoyue's biggest problem at the moment, he hopes and is trying to make himself excellent, but his mentality is the biggest stumbling block to him.

Li Xiang did it very right, at present, all he could do was to let yan break through the barrier first, and completely remove the current protective color, so as to truly move towards the ranks of the strong ones he thought.

Write at the end.

We will always have a natural worship of the strong, thinking that either they are geniuses or crazy people, and only these two kinds of people can turn themselves into an absolute minority.

Whether in the play or in reality, Mu Qiang has always existed. If you want to be strong, you must first have the consciousness of a strong person, and then bear the suffering that most people cannot bear.

Maybe this process will be calculated, denigrated, and despised, but as long as it survives, these fly camp dogs are the best opportunity to experience themselves.

In this world, we still only look at strength and do not look at tears!