Maybe it is because of the protagonist's aura, although Yan Baoyue is very unpleasant, but along the way, he has met too many nobles.
Li Xiang favored him, Fan Jin and he were also friends and teachers, Zhang Tianyang broke his heart for him, even the regiment leader at the time, has been worried about him, after learning that he has a psychological disorder, he also in the spirit of love for talent, transferred him to his side.
To be able to become the leader of a regiment of correspondents, to do things that are just around the corner.
However, these are not what Yan Baoyue wants, he just wants to be the best soldier (weakly spit out, put in reality, Yan Baoyue's character, nine times out of ten has been returned).
After knowing Yan Baoyue's true thoughts, the regiment leader asked him to go to Ai Qianxue and took him to a mental hospital.
Although there is no love line between Ai Qianxue and Yan Shaoyue at present, we cannot deny that in order to help Yan Shaoyue, Ai Qianxue really hurt his brain-
After learning that Yan Baoyue had a psychological disorder, Ai Qianxue has been trying to find a way, even this mental hospital, she also found it after consulting a lot of information, the purpose is to help Yan Baoyue overcome her own psychological obstacles.
Because the people living in that mental hospital were veterans who had been traumatized by war, their roots were severe war stress reactions.
After seeing those veterans who had been traumatized by the war, Yan Baoyue began to understand that the war stress response was not a shameful thing, and only by bravely facing it could we truly solve the problem.
After getting along with the veterans, Yan Baoyue finally slowly walked out, although he was still imperfect at the moment, but he had made great progress.
However, compared to the transformation of Yan Baoyue, I was more touched by those veterans. Because even if they forget themselves, they have not forgotten that they are a soldier.
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Because they remember their military identity, their hearts are always on the battlefield.
Although when he first arrived at the mental hospital, Ai Qianxue had already given Yan Baoyue a preventive injection and talked about the situation of the mental hospital, when the first old man rushed out, it still frightened us.
"The cannon is fired, and you're going to lie down."
The reason why the old man suddenly fell ill was because the tv was playing the footage of the war, and although the person watching the TV had turned on the sound very quietly, he still heard it.
As soon as he heard the cannon, the old man's dusty memory was immediately awakened, and his first reaction was to let everyone quickly lie down.
We don't know what happened to the veteran, but I think that after so many years, the sound of the cannon is still his nightmare, and as soon as he hears the cannon, he will immediately remember everything that year.
Even if the scene in front of him is no longer what it was, for him, the battle has never stopped.
Blind guessing is likely that he lost his comrades in the shelling, so every time he heard the cannon, he had to urge everyone to lie down.
I even felt that for so many years, his nerves had been tense, listening to everything around him.
Because he didn't want the tragedy of that year to happen again.
As Ai Qianxue said, they exchanged their lives for the happy life we have today, but they have long lost themselves in the war.
Hell, there are not only one or two people who suffer from such war trauma, but two in that mental hospital alone.
After carrying the flames of war and wading through the mountains and seas of corpses and blood, the heroes who should have enjoyed the glory were trapped in their own world, which was admirable and even more painful.
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Because they remember their military status, they have always stuck to their posts.
Just when Yan Baoyue was vigorously shouting to deny that he was not ill, Qin Ge appeared.
Unlike the first old man, this communication soldier who had once been a battalion and a company of the 384th Regiment was much calmer, and he came out of the cat's waist silently, completely like battlefield reconnaissance.
Hearing Ai Qianxue greeting himself, he immediately stood up and saluted, "ordered to hold the three-nine-one heights and stick to the last person", and after reporting his "mission", he immediately shouted "fire at me" to attract the fire of the "enemy".
In the end, it was Ai Qianxue who told Qin Ge that his comrades-in-arms had come to change their defenses, and Yan Baoyue temporarily acted as Qin Ge's comrades-in-arms to hand over the task to him, and he only let go of the stone in his heart.
That "yes", we heard full of relief, because in Qin Ge's heart, he was no longer a lone soldier who "Yan Ran did not return to the house", but a hero who could go home with confidence.
(However, there is a saying in the barrage that makes a lot of sense, that is, mental illness knows to obey orders, but Yan Baoyue has been a soldier for two years and does not know this truth, I don't know if it is a BUG.) ）
"How many strange husbands in ancient and modern times, broken heads and yellow dust, Yanran Legong, still hot blood is still red", how many good boys, sacrificed their lives on the battlefield.
Even if they are old, even if they are faltering, they still remember the unfinished tasks and still stick to their posts, because for them, these missions have been engraved in their bones.
I once talked to a veteran who told me that although I have been away from the army for many years, most of them still return as soon as they need to.
Perhaps, this is the military soul of chinese soldiers.
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Because they remember their military status, their habits have never changed.
In our stereotypical impression, mental hospital is synonymous with dirty mess, not that the doctors and nurses in the mental hospital are irresponsible, but most mentally ill people have no way to control their words and deeds, even if the doctors and nurses have three heads and six arms, they may not be able to take care of everyone.
But this psychiatric hospital is an exception —
When they first walked into the mental hospital, except for the veteran who shouted "lie down", everyone was quiet, either reading books and newspapers, or looking at photos and counting memories...
Later, when Yan Baoyue came to visit the veterans, when he took the veterans to "train" in the courtyard together, although the veterans' uniforms were old, although their faces were no longer youthful, each of them was trying their best to straighten their waists, and their faces were full of perseverance.
Because at this moment, they are soldiers.
Not only that, but the later scene touched my soul even more.
Yan Baoyue used the skills he learned in the cooking class to cook for the veterans. However, as in the army, everyone sat up straight, and only when the "chief" spoke did they start to move their chopsticks.
Although many years have passed, they still maintain their original habits.
A colleague many years ago, a veteran, although he was almost sixty years old at the time, more than thirty years old, but his living habits are still very regular, getting up on time every day and resting on time.
As long as it's not a rainy day, he will keep running. At that time, I didn't understand, and I once asked him how he did it, and he told me that all this was a habit developed in the army.
"When a soldier will regret it for a while, an improper soldier will regret it for a lifetime", which may be the truth.
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When bidding farewell to the mental hospital, Yan Baoyue saluted the veteran with respect, from the heart.
It is estimated that it would be difficult to do this in the past Yan Baoyue, because at that time, he only wanted to become stronger, and it was difficult to pay attention to other people around him.
On the other hand, people who are too psychologically strong in Mu Qiang may feel sorry for these veterans, and may be grateful for the dedication of the veterans, but it is difficult to produce real respect.
After this period of time together, Yan Baoyue began to understand that the real mission of the warrior was not to kill, but to guard.
Although Yan Baoyue had not really grown up yet, for him, understanding all this was already a great transformation, at least he had overcome his own psychological obstacles.
I can't help but think of a sentence that the real strong person is not without weaknesses, but after knowing his weaknesses, he bravely faces and overcomes his weaknesses.
"Veterans don't die, they just fade away." It was with veterans like Li Xiangfan Jin that although they temporarily left the army, they left their spirit behind and passed it on in the body of Xiao Yunjie, Yan Baoyue.
As for themselves, even if they leave the army, they are still warriors, and where they have changed, they continue to fight their own battles.
I believe that because of the experience of the troops over the years, even if they reach a new post, they can continue to write their own glory.
We always say that the years are quiet, but many times, we forget that if there is no bloody struggle of the ancestors, without the guardian spirits of generation after generation, we may still live in the depths of the water.
A tribute to the veterans, a tribute to those who have been guarding us.
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(Originality is not easy, if there is a reprint, please indicate the source.) ）