The Psychiatrist's Tale 002

Ling Feng and Liu Wen finished junior high school together and entered Hefei No. 1 Middle School as they wished.

　　At this time, the two have transformed from pure and ignorant teenagers into more sophisticated and mature youths...

　　Ling Feng was one meter and seven tall, with an oval face, and was more elegant and easy-going in a bit of emaciation, but occasionally seemed a little lonely.

　　Liu Wen, who is about the same height as him, is the opposite, and after the baptism of years, he looks more masculine. The original self-confidence and melancholy between the eyebrows is still full of ambition...

　　Students who have entered high school are the battlefield that determines their lives. Among these students who work day and night, everyone is busy greeting the college entrance examination and dare not slacken off, but Ling Feng is still the same...

　　Because in his view, to go with the flow is to imitate the Heavenly Dao, that is, to learn the Heavenly Dao. Obtaining a heart that is leisurely and self-reliant is the success and harvest that goes straight to the source...

　　He felt that if he only tried to absorb the knowledge of books like a machine, he would only turn himself into a spiritual biological machine. If the whole world is possessed only through the weapon of knowledge, but the world is not known, then what is the value of so-called possession?

　　He may be right about that. But for many people who struggle for reality, it is not only difficult to understand, but also difficult to accept. Because such a difficult to speak mentality is equivalent to reality, it is equivalent to a depravity that is not self-motivated, and even a kind of slow suicide behavior...

　　Nevertheless, it was a different world for him. It seems that only idle wandering away from all things is the meaning of his life, the cradle of hope...

　　Perhaps because of this, he was already hanging around the playground alone as usual.

　　In the quiet of the night, he looked up at the stars on the playground and danced. It was as if the stars in the distance were like a girl full of youthful breath, always letting his high-altitude wandering thoughts run through the boundless heavens and the earth...

　　At that moment, he looked into space, browsed the stars, and how eager he was to travel the universe with the wings of an angel!

　　However, no one thought that in the days when he dreamed of traveling the universe, he inexplicably gave up the college entrance examination and dropped out of school...

　　Perhaps only he knew that the college entrance examination was meaningless to him. Since you know there is no hope, it is better to quit wisely. I thought that this could also leave more suspense for more people...

　　However, in anticipation of everyone's expectations, Liu Wen initially realized his ideals and successfully entered Nanjing Normal University, majoring in psychology!

　　Time is like a fierce horse, constantly running, and soon let five years pass.

　　At this time, Liu Wen's more confident pair of eyes did not know when he had more glasses.

　　A scholarly man, he returned to the door again with a passion for blood, but he fell to his knees and cried bitterly on that bleak night!

　　Because his mother has left this world with infinite hope and concern for him.

　　Because just when he was ready to take everything and take his mother to Shanghai, his mother committed suicide by throwing herself into the river in her father's abuse...

　　At that moment, the belated Liu Wen, the lonely figure, let his former self-confidence and strength, swept away under the impact of tears, and what remained was only full of sorrow and desolation...

　　Although he is now a qualified psychiatrist, despite how much he once longed for a warm home, a father who knew how to love his mother and love himself, and how much he hoped that his former father would be kind to his mother for a lifetime, all this has become a thing of the past...

　　Although this was once his life's wish, although this wish made him choose the profession of a psychologist, everything today, all the successes, has lost its meaning to him!

　　Once upon a time, in his days at school, he looked forward to it day and night, how eager he was to graduate early and return home early to recover his father...

　　Because he knew that although his father was violent, it was fundamentally from his childhood experience, and as a result, he suffered his mother and harmed himself!

　　However, he did not expect that today, when his wish was about to be fulfilled, the heavens would make him kneel on the stone slab of the small courtyard. Especially the moment when the mother's figure filled the brain, I unconsciously already hated my father...

　　At that moment, the silent night sky and the tears of grief made it difficult for Liu Wen to treat his father kindly from the perspective of a psychiatrist, but under reason, after all, blood was thicker than water and it was difficult to treat him badly...

　　Grief-stricken by reasonable entanglements, until dawn, his lonely figure looked up at the stars, and finally left this sad place with indifference and despair for his father...

　　Liu Wen, who once longed for prosperity and success, has been ruined by his mother's departure.

　　When he returned to Shanghai with a tired heart and walked on the starry streets, his once desire for success had long lost its vitality in the world of tears and heartache...

　　At that moment, he dragged his heavy steps and looked at the city of thousands of lights, as if the mother in heaven was also looking at herself with tears on her face, telling herself: "Child, you have to live well, because your mother will look at you in another world..."

　　At that moment, the tears of Tuotuo, with the fluttering thoughts, when he remembered the moment when his mother in heaven also had to get out of the grief, he began to imagine himself, walked through a section of the path, and entered the primeval forest...

　　When he walked into the primeval forest for a moment, he saw that the lights in front of him began to look like fireflies in summer, more and more, more and more bright. Slowly, the night began to become quieter and softer...

　　On a dreamy night, he didn't know how long he had been walking in the primeval forest, until he walked through a long tunnel with tears on his face, and he found that he had come to the evergreen psychological studio near the Huangpu River.

　　This is his rented place of work. In order to facilitate the work, the area of nearly 100 square meters is decorated with three rooms, and a separate kitchen!

　　One main entrance is the reception room, one is the consultation room, and the other is the hypnosis room.

　　The reception room is relatively simple, mainly with sky blue as the background. Because sky blue evolves according to nature, it can make it easier for people's consciousness to obtain natural relaxation. It can improve the degree of integration with the patient.

　　This is followed by the consultation room. Because the workload is mainly focused on this. The background is mainly based on off-white with colorful lights. This can be effectively communicated according to the patient's situation with the aid of light. It is also accompanied by a design based on classical music. Therefore, in special cases, it is also easier to improve the success rate of communication.

　　Finally, there is the hypnosis chamber. The hypnosis room seems simple, but first of all it needs good sound insulation, and secondly, the lights and music background can not be less...

　　Liu Wen looked around for a moment, looked at the ready studio, and opened Cai Guoquan's dream of not decorating you in the pale...

　　As the rhythm flowed, the full tears soon burst out again!

　　Because he understands that repressed emotions can affect physiological chemistry. If not released in time, it will accumulate in the body to strengthen negative emotions.

　　As time flowed minute by minute, Liu Wen's soul was washed with tears, and in his thoughts, he found that his mother's sad eyes seemed to comfort a lot...

　　Liu Wen stared at the ceiling in a daze at the night when he missed his mother, and did not wash away the tear marks on his face until dawn, splitting himself into the real world.

　　At that moment, he opened the curtains and looked out the window, remembering Ling Feng again in the panicked dreamy world...

　　Over the years, he had almost no real friends except Ling Feng. Because the interest in psychology covers all of his.

　　But this does not mean that he does not know how to socialize, the truth is just the opposite, because of his keen psychological feelings and professional level, it is easier for him to find the depths of human nature in his interaction with people, and he knows how to use human nature to calm down. Liu Wen, who is only eager to pursue his true self, is more inclined to be alone with his soul.

　　Although the psychology major makes his mind stronger than ordinary people, more self-communication and insight, he is also a human being, and there are always times when he is vulnerable, but the depression of growth makes him not used to being easily revealed!

　　Therefore, at the moment when he remembered Ling Feng, in the depths of his heart, he also felt a long-lost comfort and relaxation because of the fragile existence...

　　Quiet clinic, thoughts flying, the afternoon of the slanting sun hanging west, he finally dialed Ling Feng's paging...

　　In Ling Feng, wuhu, the cruise ship heard the sound of the pager as usual, a casual look to the little brother next to him said: "I don't know which beautiful woman is calling me again, hurry, go help me back to one..."

　　The chubby little brother listened, took the paging and secretly smiled, thinking that the eldest brother was so strange, it seemed to hide from the girls every day, but every time the paging was so positive. No wonder everyone else says he has a brain problem!

　　However, he looked at Ling Feng's slender figure and the windward swinging windbreaker, especially his somewhat dawn-like hairstyle, although the thin one was not very heavy, but the handsomeness that stood facing the wind in the cabin, he couldn't see any problem, at most it was just a little different...

　　The wind on the river is neither small nor large. After the little brother left, there were still seven or eight young boys and girls running around on the deck. Only Ling Feng stood facing the wind with a bit of an old man's eyes, as if only those regular waves could attract his attention, and it was his special thing in the world...

　　Ling Feng stood on the deck and looked at the endless waves, until half an hour later, the fat little brother ran back and pretended to be surprised and said: "Big brother, really a beautiful woman again, his father let you hurry back and prepare for marriage!" ”

　　When Ling Feng listened, he was still calm. However, several girls in the cabin scolded: "It turns out that the frog prince is fake and serious..."

　　"It turns out that the eldest brother already had a marriage contract..."

　　……

　　Ling Feng listened, accustomed to giving them a blank look, and then looked at the little brother zheng'er Bajing and asked, "Tell me quickly, what did her father say?" ”

　　The fat little brother saw that he had a serious face, moved his mouth, and hurriedly said: "Call, call Liu Wen, let you have time to go to Shanghai immediately..."

　　However, when Ling Feng heard this, he seemed to be prepared and immediately jumped off the cabin and walked towards the shore...

　　When several girls saw him disembark and leave, they suddenly shouted like butterflies picking honey: "The prince waits for us..."

　　"Big brother wait a minute..."

　　"Frog, slow down..."

　　Ling Feng listened to their chattering and shouting, and walked to the bunker and deliberately fell, until he made his own gray head and gray face and then climbed up. Then I saw him dumbfounded, and soon walked to the shore with their support...

　　Along the way, they sprinkled the glow of the sunset and walked through the Gojishan Hospital back to the dormitory, and Ling Feng sat on the sofa with a thousand emotions. I thought that I had been wandering alone for so many years, like a cloud living in a fixed place. In the eyes of others, if you don't do your job properly, you are either fortune telling or engaging in psychological games. As a result, they cheated on eating and drinking, and they also deceived themselves into becoming the frog prince in their eyes, the mentally handicapped master in the eyes of everyone!

　　These glorious images are not to say, but under their instigation and greed, they have also become big brothers in gangs...

　　But what is this big brother? In addition to going to work is playing. Being with them is like bringing children. Gay men are fine, girls are sometimes more troublesome than children!

　　Ling Feng thought of this, thought about Liu Wen, ate something and fell asleep, thinking that tomorrow he would go to Shanghai to see it first...