Why, exactly?

Why, exactly? Where am I?

I am not beautiful or ugly, my work ability is not bad, and the world's top 500 companies have achieved the position of manager. Not very clever but never stupid. I didn't let my husband raise it.

But in the eyes of that so-called husband, I am nothing, often disliked, and I can't do anything right. One day lying in bed and sighing, being lectured by him that he hated sighing the most, I sighed his luck away. It's really wrong to even breathe when men don't love you.

We met ourselves at the age of 15, officially patted at the age of 18, got married at the age of 22, and had a son at the age of 24. No bride price, no house, no car, nothing to follow him. With a house, a car and a deposit on his own, he began to look at me unfavorably, saying that he would be scolded for everything he did. I was so depressed that my breast nodules were very serious, but he didn't ask, and for three days he was cold and violent.

The cold icy rain slapped on my face, but it was not cold enough for my heart.