In my freshman year of high school, I didn't get better in many hospitals due to sudden illness. In the doctor's repeated sighs and shakes of his head, the expression on his father's face looked solemn. However, turning around, my father always calmly said to me, "It's all right, I'll take you to Changsha to find a better doctor." ”
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At four o'clock in the morning, there was still no light on Xiangya Road, and my father took me into the registration hall of Xiangya Hospital. The hospital has not yet gone to work, and people have already walked in the hall one after another.
"At four o'clock in the morning, the begonia flowers are not sleeping", I looked at the man in front of me and felt a little strange, and the long-term labor turned into vicissitudes on his face. The beard that had not been shaved for a while made my father a little older.
In the struggle against the disease, I have thrown away my armor and become a slave to the disease. Although I was unwilling, I could not break free from the shackles of fate. The drawers at home were full of my medicine, and I ate Chinese medicine and Western medicine over and over again, but my condition never improved.
Looking at my father in front of me, I found the courage to persevere. However, Dr. Xiangya's words were like a basin of cold ice water splashed on my father and my heart. I thought that Xiangya Hospital could give me a glimmer of light, but the long-awaited expectation turned into despair. After listening to it, his father could no longer hold back the helplessness and self-blame in his heart, and turned around and cried bitterly.
In the winter, Changsha City is colder than usual, and my soulless father walks the streets with my little me. The cold wind cut like a sharp blade in my father's face, and my father bowed his head and said to me, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I think at that moment, my father needed more comfort than I did. I can deeply feel the self-blame in his heart as a father.
Riding on the train back to his hometown, my father looked at the window with a sluggish look and didn't say a word.
Outside the window, it was already pitch black at this time. The night shrouded everything in the world, and fortunately, there were still a few glimmers of stars in the sky, not too dark. I could see through the shimmer of light what my father had done a few years ago under a plane tree.
"Father, do you remember that you wanted to take me to see Huangguoshu Waterfall?"
My father quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said, "When your illness is better, I will take you with me!" ”。
I nodded and said, "Then you must take a lot of pictures!" ”
My father's face revealed a long-lost smile, he touched my forehead, and said, "Father promised you, he will definitely do it!" ”
"Father, how about we build a super big snowman together this winter?" I said.
Father smiled and nodded, then hugged me tightly.
Little by little, the years slipped away, and inadvertently, more than a month had passed. During this time, my father was still inquiring about the doctors who treated the patients everywhere, and when he learned that my classmates had the same disease as me and had been healed by an old Chinese in Liling, his dim eyes reappeared. Then, my father took me to Liling. After a day of travel, my father and I managed to reach the old Chinese medicine doctor's residence.
The old Chinese medicine doctor took the pulse for me, and then gave me acupuncture treatment. After the acupuncture procedure, the old Chinese medicine doctor prescribed me several courses of medicine and a prescription. He said to my father and me, "As long as you take the medication according to the course of treatment, your condition will slowly improve!" ”
Father and I had been waiting for the doctor's words for too long. After listening to the words of the old Chinese medicine doctor, I regained my lost courage, and I wanted to try to fight the disease to the end. I knew that all along, I was not alone, and my father had been silently accompanying me.
When I was a child, when I wrote essays, I always wrote about my father's love, and at that time, I didn't know the weight of my father's love, only that my father's love was very deep and heavy. Until today, I feel more and more that my father is inseparable from me. If it weren't for my father's insistence, I'm afraid I would have become a deserter under the disease and lost the courage to live!
Young dreams, chasing the wind, father's love accompanied me through the most difficult time!
Author: Beichen Carp
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