"On every side of life, there are beautiful scenery."
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Original: The edge of life
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01
worry
There are some things that I want to do in my heart, but I am afraid of the east and the west.
What are East and West?
For a thousand people, there are a thousand East and West.
All sentient beings, what everyone is worried about and afraid of, can be the same or different.
Only you know.
In "Man Ting Fang", Qin Guan recounted the worries of a singer:
The mountains smeared with clouds, the sky sticky and faded grass, and the sound of the painted horns broke the door. Pause the levy and talk about the common leader. How many Penglai old things, empty looking back, smoke and mist. Outside the slanting sun, jackdaws counted, and the flowing water surrounded the isolated village.
Soul destroyer. At this time, the sachet is secretly dissolved, and the strip is lightly divided. He won the favor and Qinglou Bo survived. When will I see you here? There are cries in the air over the sleeves. At the place of injury, the high city was broken, and the lights were already dusk.
02
Old
"Man Ting Fang" is about the separation of the hero and heroine.
Slightly more special, the heroine of the story is a singer.
The mountains smeared with clouds, the sky sticky and faded grass, and the sound of the painted horns broke the door.
The first three short sentences are preemptive, rendering a sad tone, a "broken" word, which seems to be the protagonist's speech, and buries all the foreshadowing before the main narrative begins.
Of course, we can say that this "broken" word is nothing more than the psychological feeling of the protagonist listening to the corner of the painting, and on top of this, all explanations can only be speculation.
However, if the author deliberately chooses a special word, it not only evokes the psychological feelings of the protagonist, but also evokes more associations from the reader, and even points to the parting of the hero and heroine, which is enough to explain its meticulousness.
This kind of meticulousness is not to show off the power of words, but to help the laying out of words.
Pause the levy and talk about the common leader.
The farewell scene may have been arranged in advance, or it may have been that the singer temporarily learned the news that the hero was leaving and hurried to come at the last moment.
Pause, chat, seems to be a little perfunctory, and seems to be a little careless.
Of course, everyone knows that this is not the case.
Sometimes, it's like this —
The more cautious you are, the more you have to do nothing.
How many Penglai old things, empty looking back, smoke and mist.
Who is reminiscing, who is trembling, who is seeing the days of the past in the smoke and mist?
Maybe it's one of the heroes and heroines, maybe it's both sides.
These are not important to the onlooker.
But for the parties involved, the reason why the memory is a memory, and the reason why the old thing is an old thing, is that it belongs to the two of them.
03
twilight
Soul destroyer.
Such a description does not mean "enjoyment" that people take for granted today, but is full of sadness.
Extreme sadness.
Why is it sad, is it because of the old things of Penglai that are full of smoke and mist, or because of the loneliness of the jackdaws outside the slanting sun?
The person in front of you is still in front of you, but soon it is not.
At this time, the sachet is secretly dissolved, and the strip is lightly divided.
The sachet is a close-fitting object, and under normal circumstances, it will not be easily shown to people, and it will not be given away.
Then, the action of unscenting the sachet and the fact of giving the sachet are enough to show that the relationship between the hero and heroine is extraordinary.
All this is not difficult to understand, and what is difficult to understand is the rhetoric used in the lyrics " dark solution" .
Obviously it is a bright and upright demeanor, why use such a word?
There are many possible reasons.
For example, the special status of the protagonist as a singer.
For example, there are other people in the scene, and the protagonist has some scruples.
For example, the protagonist is in a state of great emotional fluctuations, and the subtle explanation is precisely the subtle explanation of her efforts to control herself.
But no matter which reason, it is showing the protagonist's anxiety and hidden worries.
So, in the end, she is still timid, both deeply in love with each other, but also clearly aware of her own identity, so as to see the seemingly insurmountable gap between her and him?
Even if she has a thin reputation in the Qinglou, there are some things that she can't change after all, let alone what she should expect.
At the place of injury, the high city was broken, and the lights were already dusk.
There was only hurt.
04
Looking
Of course, we don't have to doubt the love between the hero and heroine in "Man Ting Fang".
But whether such love can have a happy ending, or what kind of ending it will have, in fact, many people already have the answer in their hearts.
Such an answer, the protagonist himself can not be ignorant.
Perhaps, this is the real reason for the protagonist's hidden worries.
Love can indeed be invincible, but in the face of reality, love often needs to give in.
This and whether the protagonist's love is sincere or not, can not be compared with the two.
Just like some people in love will desperately rush forward, and some people will give up for love.
Or even, give up altogether.
Can we despise them and even deny the love between them?
Who is not afraid of the east and the west, and who does not have small or big concerns in their hearts.
Life is like this, and so is love.
Therefore, knowing that this may never be seen again, there is no way at all.
Where the lights flickered, the person who made a cry mark above his placket was doomed to look back in his isolated village.
Looking back again and again, hurting again and again.
Hurt again and again, look back again and again.
The mountains are smeared with clouds, the sky is sticky and the grass is fading, the shears are continuous, the rational is still chaotic, it is dusk.
Life Jun said
"All love wants to be happy."