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Chen Zhiyun: The certainty of things | poets choose themselves

Editor's Note On January 31, 2021, the Fourth National Member Congress of the Chinese Poetry Society was successfully held, and 170 people were elected as members of the Fourth Council of the Chinese Poetry Society. This WeChat public account will select the selected poems of directors and members on the basis of merit for the benefit of readers.

Chen Zhiyun: The certainty of things | poets choose themselves

Chen Zhiyun, Guangdong Electric White, male, Han ethnicity, born in 1963, graduated from the Law Department of Peking University in July 1984. He currently lives in Foshan and Zhaoqing, Guangdong. His works have been published in "Flower City", "Everyone", "People's Literature", "Shanghai Literature", "October", "Writer", "Poetry Journal", "Poetry Monthly", "Mountain Flower" and other journals. He has published a collection of poems, "The Three Leaves of Yanyuan Garden" (co-authored), "In the Place Where the River Disappears", "Thirty-three Poems and Two Interpretations of Chen Zhiyun" (co-authored), "Dreams: The Ineffable Shore", "The Flame of the Waves under the Moonlight", and "Before Dusk". He won the 9th October Literary poetry award.

Certainty of things

Chen Zhiyun

Tonight there is no rain, sit and listen to the rain

"Rain is the prophecy of the world, within reach"

— The New Fourteen Elements: Past lives and present lives, chapter 2, ninth song

In the depths of the night, the rhythm of everything is rhythmic and the silence rises and falls

Slowly, slowly. Sit cross-legged

The mind is like an entangled tree, intertwined with meditative tentacles

Every leaf, in a toppling posture, longs for rain

A rain of death struck by the rising of flames of light

Vast, open, cheerful, and cold

Invisible images, only through the texture of light

Release the anxiety of survival. Falling points of light

Break through the reverberations of the earth and enter the veins and rhizomes of love and sorrow

Pour out the clarity of life into the water

The surface of the water is like rice paper, splashed with ink

Write prophecies that you have repeatedly missed:

"What else can be better than a crushing rain."

Let the world shatter into glass, make everything one? ”

The sound in the body is more accurate than on a rainy night

With the wings of trying to speak, retreat to the solemnity hanging in the darkness

And lightness, rejecting the signs of a warm winter

Suddenly, it burned coldly

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Tea Horse Trail

"The horse's back is to survive", when taking over the reins of the horse

I didn't ignore the hand that held the horse: the protruding green tendons

It's like an ancient road, hidden in the dark land

Up the slope, faintly glowing

"Then there are mountains, mountains connected like teeth

Between the teeth, you will only hear the echo of the horse's hooves. ”

Maybe it's not the first time I've learned to ride in the mountains

Corresponding to a certain dynasty, our people are good at riding, especially the fine arrow method

Strategize, open the bow, aim: Oh, within the range of history

A tough man appeared

After dying a thousand times, he would die again as scheduled

But the knife-splitting scar on his face is the heaviest stroke of the word

Pulling at the brim of his diagonal hat

His horses are strong and his horses are strong

The killing was just a spark on a cigarette stick

They chew on the words in their mouths

The sweet and sour and bittersweet are faded

It smells of a woman kissing goodbye

The light and shadow of the pear and spruce leaking

Inject the soil beneath you, such as water, to give birth to the seeds of love and death

Grow into a skilled riding and knife technique

Their heads were tied to the bridles of the horses

It is tied to a distant dream

An arrow was fired, and the moment I fell, I saw only that

High white clouds on top of tall spruce trees, high white clouds on high blue skies

Chen Zhiyun: The certainty of things | poets choose themselves

Photo by Chen Zhiyun

Kanas River

Snow and water chased all the way, nothing more than Kanas's reluctance

The extension of the river bank always cannot withstand the speed of the rapid rotation of the wheels

The car is walking. The view from the opposite shore blooms. Go to the other side

It can only be a wish. The car is walking

Pick the silhouette of a bird in the air and give yourself wings

Fly in the swaying of birch trees and five-leaf pine. The body is completely open

The car didn't stop. The sound of horses' hooves on the other side came. Go to the other side

It can only be a longing. The car didn't stop

Or hide in a drop of water and follow the roots deep into the core of the landscape

Walk towards the veins and scales, half dreaming and half awake, and kissing with the sunlight

The car continued to walk. Butterflies fly on the other side. Go to the other side

It can only be a luxury. The car continued to walk

Finally dreaming that he is an insect, like a student who has lost in the shadow of a fox

Blow the breath of the grass into a flute and use a melodious look forward to the next life

The car went farther and farther. The afterscent of the opposite shore is faint. Go to the other side

It's a permanent regret. The car went farther and farther

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Time

It always feels like standing on a cliff, lonely

Even his own shadow could not be retained

With petal-like fingers

Lead the many disoriented rivers

But it has been lost in the river

Wind on all sides must be the norm

Overlooked like an eagle

And no eagle wings

Stick the silhouette of the wind and moon on the glass

Let the windows of a lifetime be closed and feel the sorrow of the rain

There is no way to tell whose voice is drifting away

Before the final moment comes

A painstaking heart, still unable to pass through the plot of a book

How I wish I had heard a word from the dark core

"Being alive is a burden

And death makes the burden heavier."

Warm and sparkling with flames

Ignite the tears that flowed alone

Then lock yourself deep in a flower

Flowers, blooms or withers

Chen Zhiyun: The certainty of things | poets choose themselves

Cup or hand: a presence or absence

Last night, it must have been in a dream

The cup I drank from was broken

It was a crystal glass

By a hand as warm as jade

Break in the grip

Flickering fragments, scattered all over the ground

The water in the cup, sprinkled all over the ground

I saw me like a three-year-old

Weep over the loss of our beloved cup

The broken cup can never be brought back

The water that moisturizes me can never be brought back

And the white hand kept coming together

Like a white swan

Cruise the water

Until it was shredded by those stars

Keep scratching

Until the blood doesn't stop

Until all the blood dripped down my heart

Early in the morning, I woke up

The cup was as good as ever

The water in the cup is also as complete as ever

But that hand no longer exists

I took a glass of water

Faintly smelled the blood of swans

If you think of my cup as Swan Lake

I just want to wait for the return of the swan

Even if the cup is broken again

Even if the water dries up again

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flood

Flooding. You open your chest and the rapids are injected

Blood vessels become rivers

No one dug deep into what was drowned out

The stillness of the entanglement of water weeds. It's frighteningly quiet

You occasionally listen to the flames in the water

Like listening to the fish of April

Oh, and it's April! April fish travel through the body

Like a needle running through cloth

Or pain travels through the cells

Before the levee, the fish were peaceful

You are also peaceful. Peace built by the collapse of a lifetime

Love stops at the peak of the flood, hate stops at the flow of blood

Chen Zhiyun: The certainty of things | poets choose themselves

"The nature of things lies in their certainty,"

When you say this, the wind and dust are servants, and a gust of wind is freed

Pounce in my arms. The face is so precise that the fluff at the corner of the mouth is clearly visible

Even the rhythm of the heartbeat is determined. But who can hold on to a gust of wind?

Where I turned, I was in the empty meadow

Pick up a leaf like pinching an imaginary thread

Fictional figures cannot be touched

In fact, the form does not need to be imaginary, and the form is even less needed

When you come, you always follow the veins of the leaves and walk into my veins

Every drop of blood is your form

It's like you shot my form from every wine glass

Of course, wine glasses can be non-existent

Just as the night does not exist, even you, or mine, does not exist

Alcohol is a herd of scaly fish

An illusion that wanders between words and words

"No illusion", you raise your mouth, your eyes cunning and determined:

"The nature of things lies in the absence of the certainty of illusions!"

Deep sleeplessness

Deep sleeplessness, only for the poetry that fades away

At three o'clock in the morning, the pain was like a silent flower

Open inside the stone. Listen to some of the wounds

It is more certain than witnessing the cold of a sword

To be alive is always a tear

Death is nothing more than a pool of blood

What bones are there in such an era

Can you carve your own statue?

At night, paint the words a little color

Loneliness is darkness

Love, as the root of the word, is a twisted flame

Extinguish, or burn all collocation words

There were no more utensils to hold the ashes

Only the flowers of pain, through the festering stones

Open at such moments

Become a still life and be copied every night

Sunflowers in the middle of summer

In July, in Kuizhuang, Panyu, Guangzhou

Millions of sunflowers bloom in unison toward the scorching sun

They are thrillingly warm

Every petal

They all vigorously displayed the flames in their bones

It seems to be sweating the sun

Refined into gold

In my opinion, these sunflowers

It's like a patient who was born in a certain era

Uniformly locked in the yard

With unbridled attachment

Ignite the imaginary sky

Some had their heads cut off

But it has nothing to do with Van Gogh's severed ears

A night without sun

We are long away from the Aoi Village in the middle of summer

Dried melon seeds dug out of the heart of the sunflower

It was casually sniffed

We chatted and thought about some distant past

Sometimes it's slightly sad

Sometimes it's funny

Chen Zhiyun: The certainty of things | poets choose themselves

Hide in a word

Tonight, hide in a word

There alone, insomnia, thinking about something for no reason

There you watch things, get the process

Put your shoes on the moon and make the way clear and transparent

Corresponds to the deep darkness in the body

Turn the pronunciation into bird language, and the teeth grow wings

Bite a stream of water, eat the fragrance of flowers on both sides

If you are not finished, keep your eyes on them like dewdrops

Reflect the other on the tip of the grass

This appendage of suffering is instantly illuminated by purity

Halos drag the essence of life

Reach the depths of chaos that no one else can reach

Or, simply take off the skin bag into a black suit

Take off a lifetime of long sighs

Bone is also a word that obscures the back from the language

Enter another word

There meditate, face the wall, hold on

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