I sat quietly and looked out the window, silently closing my eyes, listening to the sound of rain. I am calm now, like a pool of stagnant water, without waves! What else in the world can excite me?
The door opened and I opened my eyes to look at my mother, who was carrying a plate with a large thin golden egg cake. He looked at me lovingly and said, Hungry! Eat it while it's hot, I was going to refuse, because I really have no appetite, although I am hungry, but if I don't eat, my mother will be more worried, looking at my mother with a kind face, I took it and took a bite.
Egg cakes were a rarity in those days, and my mother praised eggs to sell for money, and even boiled eggs were very luxurious. Originally I thought I couldn't eat it, but after eating a bite, the mouth was full of the aroma of eggs, so fragrant, a big appetite, wolf-swallowed up, my frown also unconsciously stretched out, more than two days without eating, really hungry, a few bites of a cake to eat, my mother has been letting me eat slowly, don't worry.
When I ate, my mood was much better, my mother looked at me with a smile, did not speak, I and my mother laughed a little, I got off the ground, walked to the mirror, a haggard face appeared in the mirror, the eye sockets were deep, the face was sallow, the hair was messy, just two days, I changed my appearance, I looked at myself in shock and said, forget her, you still have to live. Tears wet the eyes again. My heart aches again, and I never forget that pain, and until now, I still remember it, and I have never forgotten it.
After two months of muddling, my vacation was long overdue, but I didn't want to go, and for me, craftsmanship no longer meant anything. Because my heart often hurt, every time it hurts I broke into a cold sweat, so my mother found me a barefoot doctor, prescribed Chinese medicine for two months, the Chinese medicine at that time was very effective, two months is almost good, the doctor told me to go out and walk more, don't hide at home every day, and let me not think about those unhappy things. My mother did not urge me to leave, my father worked outside the home for many years, and he could not return home several times a year, except for spring planting and autumn harvest, and generally would not come back.
These two months were the saddest two months of my life for me. I didn't tell anyone about my experience, but my mother knew, because the letter that Cai Feng left for me was missing, and I think my mother hid it for me. I didn't ask my mother for it either, because my heart ached when I saw that letter. I think the doctor also knew what happened, and the doctor at that time asked in great detail, as long as he knew what the disease was, he could prescribe medicine. So the medicine works. In the past two months, my mother has always been with me, enlightening me, encouraging me, and I have slowly come out of that haze. Although I often think of her, as long as I think of her rhythm, I will desperately divert my attention and dare not think too much about her. I slowly got better.
Autumn, it was cold, I suddenly remembered, more than half a year has not wiped the gun, I went to the ear room to take the gun out, when I touched the gun instantly, my heart produced an inexplicable pleasure! That feeling came back, and until now, I feel like I'm truly recovering. I excitedly took the gun to the house and wiped it carefully. Guns are my favorite, and if I don't suddenly think of guns, I forget that I used to be a hunter.
I had planned to fight the rabbits in the afternoon, and I was also distracted, but at this moment, the big horn of the brigade sounded, I vaguely heard my name, but I did not hear what was said, I quickly ran to the courtyard, listened carefully, and when the horn stopped, I realized that there was a letter from me in the brigade. I hurried toward the brigade.
When I got the letter, I realized that it was a letter from Master, which basically said, "Why didn't I come?" Don't you want to do it? Master said that he liked me very much and hoped that I would still come and give me thirty pocket money every month. Let me be sure to come, that's roughly what it means. I told my mother about it, of course my mother was happy, in that era, the apprentice did not want money with you, not to mention giving you pocket money, I am also very happy, after all, not small, but also to start a family!
I went, and from then on, I took the apprentice seriously and worked conscientiously. I was very diligent, because my father often told me that when I went out, I must learn to suffer hardships, eat the suffering that others can't eat, suffer the sins that others can't stand, and stay up for three years to earn money. Because I suffered hardships and was willing to work, my master and master all liked me very much, and at that time my master took in a total of five apprentices, and I ranked fourth, with a master brother above, two master sisters, and a master sister below. It's very good to get along. There was a sister who was originally younger than me, but she came earlier than me, and she was older than me. She often came to tease me, I knew her thoughts, but I didn't want to touch the feelings anymore. There are also many girls who pursue me, and I ignore them. Because of that pain, I am unforgettable.
Time passed quickly, and after my three years of apprenticeship, I earned another four years of money, and when I was twenty-six years old, the matchmaker introduced me to a girl from the same village, who was also at the age of marriage, and I also looked at each other with a fierce heart, and I got married in such a confused way. At this time, Cai Feng was twenty-seven. She has also been married for seven years. It is estimated that his children are also in kindergarten. I also laughed bitterly and gave up,
When my child was three years old, at the end of the twenty-sixth month, I just came back, just had lunch, the door opened, came in a person, small flat head, wearing a black suit, very strong, very handsome, I was stunned, his walking figure is too familiar, he walked very fast, trotted into the house, when he stood in front of me, grinned with teeth, I looked at him in shock, forgot to speak, or my wife said, sitting on the kang, the soldiers looked at my wife and shouted "Sister-in-law good" I jumped to the ground, in the past it was a few punches, I know that I have a heavy hand, because I am angry, I hit him a few times and hugged him and cried, so many years of missing, I want to vent out. The soldier hugged me and did not fight back, but there were tears in his eyes. We talked for a whole afternoon, and I knew from his mouth that Cai Feng was married very well, and now she has two sons, and I didn't ask what her husband did.
At that time, a lot was said, I don't know why, the soldiers did not give me the address, I only know that their family is in Sarazi, as to whether Cai Feng is in Sarazi I did not ask. This is the story of me and Cai Feng.