Life is a practice, and everyone is carrying a heavy load

In the first month of 2022, I received several 'good night' text messages from the People's Daily, and one of them triggered my thinking.

"Hello, I am a soldier of the Chinese People's Liberation Army, and I have been guarding the motherland for 3287 days. This is my tenth year as a soldier, and I will continue to watch over you every night. Good dreams and good night to all! ”

It's not hard to see that it's a group, but my mind is already flying.

1. Life is a practice, and everyone is carrying a heavy load.

3287 days, plus these two days, is 3289 days. Ten years, like a day of persistence.

My writing journey, but only 1289 days. To be precise, the hundreds of days of stopping the change are not counted, it is only less than 1,000. What reason do I have not to insist?

As it was said in the movie "Farewell to the Overlord": "Man must become himself by himself." ”

Honestly, I envy those who can publish books, especially paper books. In order to complete myself, I signed up for the course, started the daily change, also began to change the public account, insisted on reading every day, learned typography...

After this period of study and reflection, as well as the sincere suggestions of literary friends. I understand that although I like poetry, I am good at prose essays; although I am committed to the inheritance of Hanfu culture, I have not taken any big action.

There are many excellent people around who are still working hard, which is exactly the answer to the sentence "What is frightening is not excellent people, but excellent people who are still working hard." ”

To this end, I made a weekly plan, as well as a monthly plan, and worked hard to complete it every day, which is quite fulfilling. My friends often encouraged me and helped me a lot.

I once fantasized about the leisurely under the breeze, the poetry under the white clouds, the chess pieces under the lights.

The years are fine, and now it is good. Carrying the weight forward, everyone is practicing.

2. The real growth is in the loss of COSCO

In life, there are always 100 kinds of unsatisfactory, once close to the end of the world, hoping that the end of the world will be within reach, and the result is only the end of the world; once the day and night are opposite, such as today's side; once intimate, now running to things...

One migration after another, one farewell after another, one dispersion after another, the waves of life rushed without warning.

Along the way, I lost my former partner. Classmates who didn't have contact in elementary school, friends who used to be good in middle school, and playmates when they were young.

On the road to growth, I am lost everywhere, and I am afraid of parting.

Shortly after college, we learned that a grandfather who had a good relationship with us had passed away, but before that, we had gone to a wedding together.

At that moment, I seemed to feel the passage of time and the impermanence of life. But life always has to be supported, isn't it, after all, my life has to go on!

I found a goal for myself, set sail, and got busy. No longer obsessed with the past, no longer afraid of the future, cherish the moments in front of you.

Perhaps, this is growth, even if life is not as easy, it will set sail in the loss and ride the wind and waves.

3. On the road to chasing dreams, there is sunshine

The road to dreams is sometimes cloudy and thorny.

One of my older brothers, like the characters in the People's Daily 'Goodnight' text message, had not returned home in the army for several years. He is an armed police soldier, in the cold north, guarding the lights of wanjia, for several years like a day.

After half a month of military training in college, I finally deeply realized his difficulties. I've seen him hurt, I've seen him tired, I've heard of his helplessness...

I asked him, why do others have long since retired, and you have been insisting?

His answer is because of love, because of dreams.

If you want to wear a crown, you will bear its weight. Because of his love, he has now grown into a real soldier, learning a lot of skills and taking on a lot of responsibilities.

On the way to his dreams, he harvested sincere friendship, and there was also sunshine on his shoulders.

Finally, I hope that my brother and all the other warriors, all will be safe and all will be victorious.