The debtor's burden moves forward

The same as the debtor, do you have such a mood, you will collapse because of a text message, you will be because someone else's words are talking and laughing, you will not be able to sleep because of the sudden awakening in the middle of the night, yes, the debtor bears not only the pressure of money, but also the mental torture, we do not say what the reason for the debt, no matter how the reason, the result is that we are in debt, this is the fact, can not change the fact.

The mental torture we endure is far more painful than the torture of money, debt repayment, natural righteousness, these debts are nothing more than let us carry a few more years, cut back on food, bear a few more years of interest, bite the teeth, as long as we are still alive, we can pay back, but when we really get lost, often torment us is the spiritual level, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind is not stopping, the child wants to raise and not to wait, we are afraid of our parents in old age, so we are afraid of our parents when they are old, as the saying goes, barefoot is not afraid to wear shoes, The more we take care of it, the more we are afraid.

This month, I can dream of beating myself, and in reality I do slap myself, lost to know home, this sentence is true, before the daily shopping Taobao to take the courier to get soft people, a month can abandon it, no longer have the desire to buy and buy, clothes are no longer disliked less, but feel that the wardrobe is stuffed too full, now look at a bunch of useless things bought, the heart can only scold themselves a stupid sentence, the original purchase of things is just a kind of criticism of me, not that I lack something, this problem can be changed;

Has been more than half a month has not been to the supermarket, before each time can push a full shopping cart to return full of me, now you can also look at the inventory in the refrigerator to make up enough, not what bread must eat, is not what rice I do not eat, will be hungry, this is really just a habit of psychology, when the habit is changed, you will find that nothing is a necessity, nothing is necessary, the original open source throttling is not so difficult, as long as you are fierce to yourself, You will find that there are many things that are not necessary, and only your own psychology is pretentious.

A person, I became silent, tearful eyes, but to no avail, I am still poor, can not solve anything, and even affected the various functions of my body, need to spend more money, worse, only deep regret and fear, a month, looking back, I have not much choice except for these, only to carry the weight forward, to say goodbye to the past self, I remember I read a sentence, Zeng Guofan once said: "People's hearts can be quiet, although there are all kinds of changes, there is nothing wrong." If it is not quiet, Yanju is idle, and it is also longing and quiet. Be still in the heart, not in the realm. In other words, the human heart can be quiet, even if it is in a kaleidoscopic strife. If it is not quiet, it is (complaining that it is not) idle, and it is also swaying and not peaceful. Rest in the mind, not in the environment in which you are located. This month I said goodbye to vibrato, because I am brushing away all the opportunities that can make money part-time, calm down, I suddenly want to read a book, sometimes trapped in a dead cycle, can not come out, not exaggerated to say that the heart will become magical, panic and anxiety all day, even if there are beautiful things appear, because the mind is only thinking about their own worries, it will only increase the trouble, you will find that the days are more and more sad.

I will often think, I am still young, it is not too late to return the wayfarers, as long as I can live, as long as I can make money, I can live my life again, so many people, are not all from failure, they are still brave to get back on their feet, why can't we, compare our hearts to hearts, I am just paying for my original wrong decision.

Refueling debtors, we are all living with weight, but we are not living like this for a lifetime, difficult days we always have to pass, the inner collapse is absolutely the most terrible, think of parents, think of family, we still have to continue to move forward, let our hearts be quiet, continue to move forward, and go ashore as soon as possible.