What am I going to do

I had been separated from my ex-wife for more than two years, and I had seen that happen to her and her boss, and after that we had a big fight, and she went back to her mother's house, and I was alone with the baby. My daughter suddenly fell ill two days ago, bleeding non-stop below, and a beautiful woman from the neighborhood took the child to the hospital with me for a check-up.

My name is Zhang Longqiang, some time ago just 41 years old, opened a small shop, every month also has 9,000 yuan, ten thousand income. My ex-wife worked in the same unit as me before I married, we were colleagues, I was in charge of marketing, she worked in the advertising department, we were often in touch at work, she liked me and confessed to me, I just happened to have a crush on him, so after she confessed to me once, I agreed to associate with her.

My ex-wife was two years younger than me. Young and beautiful, serious and delicate. Every time the tasks arranged in the company can be completed well, and soon after coming to the company, he became a good employee of the company. I am a long-time employee of the company, I often help her with a lot of work things, we are often together at other times in addition to work things, so we know each other very well. My ex-wife was plump, had a beautiful face, and was able to work, so something unexpected and incredible happened. One day after work, we went home together, and she actually told me a headache, the boss confessed to her in private, and invited her to dinner together, I think she is so good, this is normal. A beautiful, intelligent and hard-working girl, and her figure is still so charming. Who can bear not to like her?

But to my surprise, my ex-wife actually agreed to the boss's request. I've always thought our love can't be measured in terms of money. But her actions made me feel like I was thinking wrong and my thinking was wrong. She also told me solemnly that she promised her boss not for money or promotion, but to meet the right soul. She thinks that the boss is a good match for her. I listened to her in a daze, and I was silent. I thought my ex was joking with me, she was just teasing me, and I questioned if she was with me to fool me. She didn't answer, just asked a question: "If a female colleague in the company accidentally falls to the ground, will you take advantage of the opportunity to help, or are you careful not to touch those places?" The boss was that kind of person, and although she was obsessed with my figure, she didn't take advantage of me. "I think this is a very normal thing, but I didn't expect that she would fall in love with the boss because of this." I felt like she just didn't love me anymore, and I couldn't help but shed tears at the thought of how happy we looked when we got married. The nose was also crying red like a clown.

I always thought my ex-wife and I were truly in love. Because there are big differences between our two families. My ex-wife's family was wealthy, and my family came from the countryside. Since we got married, our consumption concepts have appeared differently. Especially after having children, because of the busy work, we also hired a nanny to take care of the children. The child also had to drink high-end milk powder, and the wages of both of us and her were simply not enough to ask for babysitting and milk powder money. For the sake of her children and our family, she would often ask her family for money to support our lives.

Although she never cared about face, I felt very useless, and I felt that I had no ability to support the family. Slowly, because of the pressure of work and life, my temper also became grumpy. The two of us often quarreled, often lost our temper, and this time when this kind of thing happened, she didn't face me, she just packed up her things and left, and didn't tell me.

I didn't stop her and let her go anywhere, and neither of us divorced. The children stayed here and lived with me. Although she also loves her daughter very much and is afraid that her children will not be able to suffer with me, she knows that she has not come to take away the children without my good education.

My ex-wife and I have been gone for almost a year, and I feel like our marriage has reached an impasse. It just so happened that recently because my daughter was ill, the neighbor helped me a big favor. I feel like I have a new starting point for my later life.

I've always had a good relationship with my neighbor, Fan Linlin, she's a widow, and I'm now a bare stick. She usually works at home, and every time I see a woman moving such a heavy thing up the stairs, I am very distressed and help her move things. She would invite me to dinner every time, but I didn't say yes.

Sometimes she had to ask me to eat and then leave, and I couldn't help it. So I often take my daughter to her house for dinner. My daughter is in the same elementary school as his daughter. Because the home is close. Soon, they became the best friends in school.

Then my daughter often takes her daughter to play often, her daughter is very well-behaved, very cheerful, we all have a good impression of each other, I think Fan Linlin is also a very good woman.

One day I was at work and my daughter called to tell me he was uncomfortable and still bleeding underneath. I heard that I wanted to take him to the hospital for examination immediately, but the company was too far away, and it was definitely too late to rush over! So I called Fan Linlin and asked her to accompany my daughter to the hospital. Fan Linlin asked her daughter what was wrong on the way, and she seemed to understand after her daughter said it, and she took the child to the hospital for examination. I was anxiously waiting at the company for the results of the hospital's test.

After my daughter and she got home, Fan Linlin told me. The child did not have any serious illness, laughed and said that my daughter accidentally got hemorrhoids because she had not had it before, and was embarrassed to tell me that I was both angry and funny. It was uncomfortable to think that this child had eaten some very spicy cold dishes the other day. There was blood on the toilet and he wasn't embarrassed not to tell me. Now I feel more and more that my daughter still has to have a mother to accompany him. But his own mother was reluctant to come back. I can see that Fan Linlin loves me and my daughter very much, but although I am now a person, but there is no formal divorce, should I divorce and be with Fan Linlin now? What should I do now?