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"Princess of NanxuGuo" super wonderful short story super abuse has ended super good looking

author:Home with little grapefruit baby

The enemy major general liked me, but I didn't like him.

He was the eldest son of the King of Beiqian, and the troops of Beiqian washed the eight directions in blood and unified the Central Plains, but he was like a purely sincere teenager, hugging me tightly, said

"Brook, we will have many children in the future. Then you're going to teach them to read, okay?"

I didn't tell him my name, Xihe.

I am the most honorable eldest princess of the Nanxu Kingdom, my people were slaughtered by the Northern Army, and the Emperor and Empress of Nanxu, who were tortured to death by them, were the brothers and sisters-in-law who hurt me the most since childhood.

I looked at him, smiled shyly, and said, "Okay." 」

"Princess of NanxuGuo" super wonderful short story super abuse has ended super good looking

Chapter 1

Before I was sixteen years old, my life was like a dream, not my dream, but a dream of millions of Nanxu's people.

That Chenguang, the chaos of the world, the world laid down by Gao Zu, little by little was defeated by the ancestors of the past, and finally in the hands of the grandfather, it was already a small court in a quiet corner, and those old XuanHe had become jokes.

But the more this happened, the more drunken and dreamy, grandfather had eighteen concubines, nobles ate human milk to feed the big piglets, beautiful white peacocks perched on the highest part of the palace, coldly looking at the hungry and beggars in the streets.

They waited in despair, waiting for Beiqian's iron hooves to step on and shatter this dream.

I was born at this time.

On the night of my birth, the prince, that is, my father, was beheaded by the general of Beiqian, Nanxu lost the city and the crown prince, and also lost the backbone of the last resistance, my grandfather sent envoys to tremble and talk with him, and after my mother's hysterical crying, rose from the pool of blood and became a star in the sky, the palace was a mess, and my eight-year-old brother clumsily held me in his arms.

"Xihe, don't cry."

Grandfather was very indulgent of me, he had a figure eight eyebrow, always frowned when he laughed, and held me on his knee to tell me how mighty the emperors and generals were in the old days, and he said, "When I am old, no one loves to listen to me, only Xihe." The brother timidly reminded on the side: Grandpa, Xihe fell asleep early, he was stunned, looked at my sleeping appearance and smiled, said: It is good to sleep, Xihe can eat and sleep, and he is blessed than Grandpa.

In such an environment, even if the new students are like twilight, my brother and I naturally grew into a standard clumsy, my brother was not yet fifteen years old, there were five such wives, those little beauties danced in the main hall only in lotus leaves, and I liked to destroy things, the best satin, I wanted to cut a thin, ingenious porcelain, I wanted to fall one by one to listen to the sound, my grandfather could not manage me, but my brother was after all a prince, he wanted to come and go, and decided to marry a daughter-in-law to my brother.

The future prince husband, called Helan Zhiqiu, the Helan family poetry heirloom, the history is longer than our dynasty, the girl who was raised is naturally a bridesmaid in the boudoir, the grandfather is hoping that she can manage the more and more unorganized brother, by the way, also teach me how to have a girl's appearance.

When she first entered the palace, I was throwing a tantrum, and I made a kite out of satin and wanted to send it to the sky, but no matter how the slaves ran, it just couldn't fly, and now that I think about it, probably because I have tied too many snacks to it.

"Princess Ben just wants to see the wind and wait to fly, and since the phoenix kite can't fly, you will fly to show me!"

I wanted them to jump off the roof in real satin, dress up weirdly, and have fun, and the slaves didn't dare to disobey the order, sobbing, and jumping in line, and I saw them dancing in the air, falling on a big ass, and laughing.

"What are you doing?" Seventeen-year-old Helan Zhiqiu said to me in a sharp voice. She wore an autumn-scented palace dress, her appearance was dull, and there had never been such a plain girl in the palace.

"Miss, this is Princess Xihe." There was Mama quietly reminding her.

Her eyes were clear, and she still looked at me sternly: "They have made a mistake and punished, why should they engage in these tricks to fool people?" 」

"Because they are slaves, I am a princess." For my pleasure, it is their honor to die!" I looked up and said aloud:

"You dare to teach me a lesson!" I'm going to tell my brother..."

She didn't budge, "What is royalty?" The people set an example! The first prince gave up his life and forgot to die, and the first prince was pure filial piety and simplicity. And today, in order to entertain the lives of the grass camp, you are worthy of the offerings of all the people? Can it be worthy of the virtuous name of the first crown princess?"

For a moment it was quiet all around, and I looked at her stunned, then flattened my mouth and cried.

I didn't know at that time, it turned out that my grandfather had also been shrugged by the old minister of Helan in the courtroom, I only knew that no one had ever scolded me so harshly, I wanted to find my brother, I cried all the way to his palace, he had just finished sucking five stones, lying on the bed with his chest bare, and the snow-white little beauty was lying on his bed like a lamb.

"Brother—" I cried and shook his hand.

"Well, what's wrong?" He struggled to stand up straight and stroke my head, "Mo cry, who bullied you, brother went and killed him."

"Helan, Helan Zhiqiu, she's a villain, brother, don't marry her as a wife!"

My brother smiled lazily, and so did the little beauties around him, picked me up and put me on his knees, wiped my tears for me, and when I leaned on his chest and finally stopped crying, I heard him say, "She's something, and she's worth crying for my sister."

My brother eventually avenged me, and on their wedding night he summoned his favorite lady, Ru, to have fun in his newlywed bed, while his bride, the future Empress Helan Zhiqiu, was thrown out.

How absurd it is, how absurd it is.

I want to see her decadent look, ahem! Let you be high, make you frown and scold me, let you—

What I didn't expect was that what I saw was a very calm Helan Zhiqiu.

She removed the ring in the side hall and was facing the sky, painting through a lamp.

The autumn wind, blowing so cold and so gentle, I leaned out and cried, "My brother doesn't want you, you're ugly!" Hahahahaha"

After laughing, I quickly retracted and hid.

She turned back and asked, "Is it Xihe?" Come here."

Come here, I'm not afraid! I walked in with a big wave, and she asked me to see the painting she had drawn.

Ah, the pink rouge skirt, the flying step, that's me, but it's a lot of me.

"Why are you painting me?"

"Make a kite." She said, "I picked up the kite you shredded and looked at, you want to show the heavenly princess and concubine what you look like now, right?" Although, the painting is a little poor, and the words cannot be written clearly."

I was so angry that I almost reached out and tore her painting to shreds, but I had to endure it again, after all, it was me, and it was, I had never seen it before, so beautiful me.

She lifted her pen and dipped it in ink and said, "You still want to say something to Princess Xian, come on, I'll help you write it down."

I rested my chin on the table, thought about it, and said sullenly, "Tell me Auntie, I'm very well-behaved."

"That's a lie."

"You!"

I was so angry that I couldn't leave, so she outlined it with a pen: "If the next time you are obedient, I will write it on the kite for you."

"What about this time?"

"Look."

She picked me up and put me on my lap, and I saw the dim sum with the plate on it, and I clapped my hands and smiled happily.

"Yes, yes, I heard my grandfather say that Ah Niang loves to eat five-petal cakes the most!"

That night, the wind was so strong, the glass lamps in the palace were shaking, and the eyes of the grandmothers could not be opened, but they still had to look at the future empress dowager and the princess of Xihe flying kites in the palace.

"Hey, did you say that Ah Niang really became a fairy in heaven?"

"I don't call hello, I'm your sister-in-law." She looked back at me, and her hair was scattered by the wind, but it was much more vivid and bright: "However, you can also call me Zhiqiu."

"Zhi Qiu," I said, "Does Ah Niang miss me?" Am I the only one thinking about her?"

"If there is a mother who does not want to have children, the first princess and concubine have been looking at you in the clouds, so ah, Xihe, be a good child."

In the blur of tears, there was really a woman who gently stroked my head and hugged me into a soft and warm embrace, and I couldn't figure out for a moment whether it was the mother on the cloud head or Zhi Qiu.

On that day, the moon was lonely, and my kite was sent very high and very high.

Helan Zhiqiu was a famous empress in history, she was known for her poetic talent, thrifty and benevolent, and the governance of the harem was lenient and strict, and everyone praised her, except for her brother.

The reason why my brother did not like her was also very simple, he loved beauty, and she was too weak, and she did not have a soft and humble disposition, always strictly disciplined him, and our grandfather always sided with her in everything, and of course my brother regarded her as a thorn in her eye.

Almost every time I went to the East Palace to look for her, I would meet them arguing.

The brother threw something, and the jade agate shattered to the ground, and the palace people were silent, while the qiu face was as heavy as water, and he would not give in.

"The five stones scatter the mind of the people, and they are not good things. Your Highness must abstain from it."

"What are you?" Why do you care about me? J

"I am The Wife of His Highness and a subject of His Highness."

My brother clipped the pillow and brushed her sleeve away, and she won, and she didn't seem to be happy, so she sat there for a while before she forced herself up and smiled at me: "Yihe, have you practiced writing today?"

..... Confucius would never have been so diligent in his life!

I went over and showed her the written words, tilted my head and asked her, "Shall I be good?"

"It's fine."

"So, where are you going to take me?"

I like her a lot. Even though she disciplined me at a glance, she was my first friend, and she taught me how to read, to weave and embroider, to go out and find interesting craftsmen and craftsmen. Before I met her, I thought I had a little lion on my chest, often roaring with violent teeth, but now the little lion had been smoothed by her and turned into a satisfied kitten.

"If only I were a man," I sighed worriedly, and said, "I will marry you for my brother and I will treat you well."

She was looking at the kiln, and just when I thought she wouldn't pay attention to me, I heard her reply, "If you were a man, you would hate me too."

"Why?"

"The kiln is open."

I forgot everything and rushed to the front and asked, "How?" Is my little bunny all right?"

At that time, there was a saying in the firing of porcelain, "Seventy-two hands can be made into a vessel", seventy-two processes made a little mistake, and they abandoned their previous achievements, Zhiqiu brought me for a few months, painted dozens of small rabbits, but none of them were formed.

After turning his head over for a while, he held out a sweet white glazed porcelain bottle with a cute little rabbit on it, sleeping under the laurel tree.

"Princess, burned!"

I don't know how good it is, I want to reach out and hold it, and I am afraid of breaking it, so I have to jump around it with joy.

At this time, Zhi Qiu took over and said, "I heard that the sound of white porcelain shattering is like jade shattering, why don't we break it and listen to it?"

"No!" I was so frightened that my face turned white and jumped up to grab it:

"That's mine!" I've had a hard time burning bunny."

She didn't listen, avoided my hand, turned around and smashed it—

I covered my eyes in fright, but I didn't hear the cracking sound for a long time, and I peeked through the cracks of my fingers, but I saw her crouching in front of me and handing me the little rabbit.

"Destroying a thing is very simple, but shaping it is very difficult, so Xihe can't take the destruction of things as a play in the future, that is the painstaking effort of others, right?" 」

I nodded vigorously, hugged the little rabbit tightly, and refused to let go of it anymore.

That day, I walked on the way back to the palace, holding the little rabbit I liked in one hand, and holding the Zhiqiu I liked in the other hand, and I looked up unexpectedly, and saw the orange sunset and the royal blue sky blending in the sky, beautiful like a dream.

That was the most beautiful and final glow of my memory of Nanxu's dream.

The eunuchs waited eagerly for us at the palace gate, and before they could even perform the ceremony, they shouted, "Princess, the emperor has fainted, so you can go quickly!"

Beiqian was dissatisfied with the tribute, and raised a sensational number, and the grandfather could not afford to give, sent envoys after several pulls, they were annoyed, sent back a box, the box .... It was the bloody head of the envoy.

Grandfather immediately fainted.

When he woke up, it was already three days later, my brother and Zhiqiu were lying on their stomachs and sleeping, only I was awake, my grandfather looked very energetic, shaking his eyebrows and smiling at me, "Yihe, is it cold?"

"Cold"

He let the quilt go a little and said, "Come, come to Grandpa to warm up."

I took the bunny into his arms, and his dry hand slapped me like a child.

I thought he was well, so I said, "Grandpa, when dawn comes, I'll take you to the place where the porcelain is burned, it's fun, you can turn the soil into a little rabbit..."

He laughed and murmured, "Grandpa is not going, Grandpa is going to find Grandma and your dad... I forgot the appearance of my grandmother, only the way she looked when she was young, riding a jujube red horse under a persimmon tree, so beautiful, and on the day of the expedition, your father was wearing armor, beautiful and majestic, I was so happy at that time, I was eager to tell the world, that was my prince! It was me and Mingzhu's son, but I had a straight face, and if I had looked at him more at that time, how good it would have been..."

The quilt was very warm, dozing up, I snuggled up to him and slowly fell asleep, half dreaming and half awake, I heard his old voice, he said: "Sorry, Xihe, live, promise Grandpa, try to live,"

I had a beautiful dream one night, there was a grandfather, there was a brother and Zhiqiu, and there was a faceless grandpa and a niang, we rode horses together, flew kites together, rolled on the grass full of rabbits together....

When I woke up, I found myself in a soft quilt, tightly wrapped, and my grandfather was gone.... Accompanying me is Zhi Qiu.

"What about Grandpa?"

Zhi Qiu was dressed in a mushroom and reached out and hugged me.

Strictly speaking, his grandfather's life was not a qualified king, he was too benevolent and weak, so that the delicate balance between Nanxu and Beiqian was broken, and Nanxu was completely reduced to a vassal of Beiqian. But it has to be said that he has exerted all his talents for governing the country, and although the Nanxu he governs is in a quiet corner, he has been carrying the tribute of the Northern Qian Lion for thirty years, but he can still maintain a full treasury and the people live and work in peace and contentment.

However, it was too difficult for my brother.

For the first sixteen years, his brother was committed to being a standard fool, he lacked the ability to govern the country, he did not even have the ability to preside over his grandfather's funeral, and after the hasty succession, the courtiers' interrogations and complicated state affairs made him anxious, and even with the support of the Helan family, he was often ridiculed for asking some too naïve and stupid questions in the court.

And I, like suddenly growing up overnight, no one has taught me, but I suddenly understood that there is no grandpa in the sky, there will be no grandfather, death is death, even if I make more kites, no one is looking at me on the clouds. The dream that my grandfather had crafted for me and my brother was suddenly torn apart, and we landed on a scorched land, and the world was filled with the flames of hell.

I began to have nightmares all night long, there were many terrible scenes in the dream, and finally it was always my grandfather's thin and pale face, he said, Xihe, live, promise Grandpa, live....

I jerked up and ran outside crying, I was looking for my brother.

At the palace gate, there were no palace guards, and in the half-hidden door, there was a suppressed cry.

It's the older brother.

He was the most honorable man in the whole of Nanxu, and he was also my omnipotent god, but in the middle of the night, he curled up in Zhiqiu's arms and cried like a wronged child.

Just after the first snow of winter, the moonlight was as cold as the snow, and I was stunned, watching Zhiqiu hug him like a little mother, and said, "Your Majesty, I accompany you, and I will always accompany you."

The palace people chased after them with their cloaks, and I turned to take them away, I didn't know at the time, everyone regarded their brother as a laughingstock, and what was even more frightening was that there was already a powerful civil rebel uprising, and it was like a bamboo, straight to the capital. The ancestral country and mountains are about to be destroyed in the hands of their brothers.

I just suddenly understood the look in my grandfather's eyes at the moment of his death, why did he say sorry, my brother could not save Nanxu's decline, we were destined to be martyred for this devastated dynasty, that was the fate of my brother as a monarch, but it was also my fate.

Unexpectedly, the brother, who has always hated the military, decided to ride the imperial conquest to save the demoralized morale, and on the day of the expedition, the brother wore armor and rode a black horse to look back under the city wall, and there was also a bit of heroism, and Zhi Qiu wore a noble and cumbersome dress, standing on the city wall to send off the Wang army.

At that moment, everything in heaven and earth no longer existed, leaving only this way to look at the empress from afar.

In a trance, I saw my grandfather and aunt, the heroic prince who went out in my grandfather's mouth, and the princess who was pregnant with his child, presumably there must have been such a soft and sad look.

After my brother left, Zhi Qiu dealt with all the trivial matters inside and outside the court alone, which was too draining for a weak woman, all the lights inside and outside the imperial city were extinguished, only the lights on the main hall were still on, when I went up to see her in the morning, I often saw her tired and lying asleep on the case, and when I woke up and saw me, I rubbed my eyes and asked: "Xihe, have you practiced today's writing?"

I nodded, sat down next to her, and asked, "Zhiqiu, when do you say your brother will come back?"

"I don't know," she sighed wearily, then bowed her head and said, "Whenever I wait for him."

I found out with hindsight that Zhi Qiu, such a pure and cold woman, actually deeply loved her brother who was absurd and stupid in the eyes of others, perhaps because of the instinct of the woman to love her husband at that time, or because her brother was born beautifully, there was an unknown moment that made her heart move, in short, she loved him, loved this man who had never treated her well, just like every woman loved her sweetheart.

When the first rain of spring came, my brother returned, and with him came the news of triumph!

I was running in the spring rain, and the palace people couldn't keep up with me, so I fell into my brother's arms, looked up and asked him, "How did you come back?" If I don't come back, I'll forget what you look like!"

My brother picked me up, smiled very reluctantly, and said, "The Xihe River has grown taller, and if it is a little bigger, I can't hold you anymore."

At this time, I found that next to him was a man dressed in black, born very strangely, a pair of brown eyes, a frightening nose bridge, looking at me with great interest, saying: "This is the legendary Princess Xihe?"

I don't know why, I was a little afraid, buried my head in my brother's arms, heard his heartbeat, so violent panic.

My brother came back and held a grand banquet, but Zhiqiu didn't have any happy looks, I sat next to her, and kept teasing her, "Zhiqiu, how did you see that person sit in the brother's position?" He looked like an eagle with a human face."

Zhi Qiu gently covered my mouth and said, "Xi He, don't talk nonsense."

But the man stood up, and many years later I knew that his name was Dan Xuan, and he came up to us with a glass of wine, his face flushed with drinking.

"Why is the queen sullen and unhappy at such a feast?"

Zhi Qiu lowered his eyes, as if the person in front of him did not exist. I don't know when it started, and the crows in the main hall were silent.

Dan Xuan tilted his head to look at Zhi Qiu, and then slowly poured a glass of wine, saying, "A certain empress has a cup." 」

He did not drink, but sent the wine glass to Zhi Qiu's lips, Zhi Qiu's face was pale, the whole person was trembling, she had always been so dignified and calm, this was the first time I had seen her in front of everyone to become like this.

"If the queen doesn't drink, then the princess will drink instead!"

Dan Xuan smiled lazily and turned his head to look at me, and I was inexplicable, reaching for the wine glass.

"I drink it, I drink it, don't bully Zhiqiu!"

"Zhi Qiu!"

Huo Ran, who had been quiet as if he were dead, stood up and shouted loudly.

Zhi Qiu looked at him, then looked at the Dan Xuan in front of him, then reached out and took the wine glass, looked up and drank it, and two lines of tears flowed down.

Dan Xuan smiled, as if he had seen something interesting, laughing so hard that he couldn't stand up straight, I suddenly felt very scared, I went to grab Zhi Qiu's hand, but found that her hand was as cold as ice.

That night, Zhiqiu disappeared from the palace. For three whole days, I cried and ran through every piece of the palace, but I couldn't find her.

"Where is Zhiqiu?" I cried and asked my brother, who had a haggard face, red eyes, and stubble.

He held out his hand and hugged me tightly, like a desperate man holding his last treasure.

"Xihe, don't cry"

On the third day, Zhiqiu returned, and I went to look for her happily.

She lay on the bed, her hair was loose, her face was scarred with dark blue, and her eyes were closed, as if she were asleep.

"Zhi Qiu—" I was so frightened that I reached out to shake her hand, and she gently dodged it, showing me a smile that looked like she was very tired.

"Don't touch it, it's dirty."

I looked at her sheepishly, I didn't know anything, I didn't know that Beiqian sent troops to suppress the rebellion for us, and the price was that the tribute was doubled completely.

I didn't know that the man named Dan Xuan was the most brutal king of Beiqian.

He unified all the tribes in the north and established the most powerful Beiqian regime in history, and at the same time, his army crossed the border everywhere he went, such as Shuluo.

All I know is that my acquaintance is gone.

I couldn't find her again.

At that time, I actually didn't know what happened to Zhiqiu, although I understood the love affair between men and women early on, but the literati and inkers, and the beautiful people who played with my brother, made me think that it was a very happy and elegant thing, and it shouldn't be like that....

When she barely got up to take a bath, the blood slowly stayed down her legs, meandering to the ground, bruised all over her body, without a good piece of flesh, two teeth missing, and she had a fever for a whole month, and even screamed hysterically when she fell asleep.

I stayed by her side all night, fed her medicine, wiped myself, cried and whispered to her, Zhiqiu, please don't die, I beg you.

Occasionally awake, she looked unconsciously at the door and murmured nonsense: ".... His Majesty has gone on a journey... I'm going to wait for him to come back."

And the brother did not come once, for a whole month, the hall heard day and night song, they drank Da Dan, drunken dreams and death.

And my Zhiqiu struggles between life and death.

I don't know which god my prayer touched, she survived, but the Zhiqiu I was familiar with, the wise and gentle girl, died forever.

She always looked at people's eyes with a kind of refusal to be thousands of miles away, as if she was no longer interested in everything, and sat in the house every day, sitting until late at night.

At this time, the doctor said that she was pregnant.

Later, I learned that it was a tradition in Beiqian that men and women who wanted heirs would stay together for three days in the spring, believing that this would increase the probability of a woman's conception.

Dan Xuan was deliberate, just as the victor wanted to stomp the defeated at his feet, and he mentally castrated the king of Nanxu by insulting Empress Nanxu.

You know how innocent Qiu qiu is.

"Knock it off."

"However, Niangniang's body is weak, and I am afraid that I can't help but have such medicinal properties."

Zhi Qiu's eyes did not have the slightest radiance, and she repeated again: "Knock it off."

I didn't dare to speak.

Zhi Qiu drank abortion pills bowl after bowl, and in the middle of the night, I heard her suppressed cries, only to find that she was in extreme pain, covering her abdomen, curling up in a circle, biting her knuckles, and the blood was dripping.

I couldn't do anything, so I could only hold her and whisper, "Zhiqiu, will you bite me when you hurt?"

A month after the doctor checked the pulse, the child was still there.

Tai Yi sincerely told me with trepidation that Zhi Qiu was weak, he had already used the heaviest medicine, the child and the mother were in the same breath, and then under heavy medicine, I was afraid that the mother and child would be damaged.

"Zhi Qiu, otherwise give birth to him, you don't like children, shall I raise him?" J I said cautiously.

Zhi Qiu didn't say anything, just fixed his gaze into the void.

Suddenly she ran wildly, and I didn't know that a pregnant woman could run so fast!

It was a late night, the extravagant banquet was on the other side, and there was only a lonely moon reflected on the lake, and Zhiqiu jumped down and jumped into the bottomless lake.

Without hesitation, I jumped down.

I'm going to fish for my moon, and even if it's broken, she's still my moon.

We were all rescued by the palace people, Zhi Qiu was crooked at the head of the bed, her face was haggard, and I was wrapped in a quilt, constantly sneezing. She looked at me and smiled.

It was the first time she smiled at me after an accident.

And she said, "Yihe, you want me to die, okay?" I was so anxious to shed tears that I grabbed her cold hand and said, "No, please, please. Is it you who said that shaping is more difficult than destroying a thing, you are so good, you are so good, you don't want to destroy yourself okay? I beg you to know the autumn."

Zhi Qiu shook his head and smiled miserably: "It's not so simple, Xihe, there is no impermeable wall in the palace, what have I experienced, how did this child come...... Many people know in their hearts that once this child is born, it will inevitably have the characteristics of a foreign race, and then the emperor will execute me for the crime of fornication, and the Helan family will be implicated in this, and the name of the century-old will be destroyed. Even if the door is full of slashes, do you want to see me become a sinner of the Helan family, Xihe?"

"No, my brother wouldn't do that."

She smiled coldly and said, "Is there anything in this world that he can't do?"

I stumbled out, and I wanted to ask my brother, but I found him standing in the doorway, pale.

"Brother—"

He didn't look at me, but went straight to the house, and when Zhiqiu saw him, he turned his head to the other side in disgust.

He knelt down in front of her bed and whispered, "Sister, I'm not running away." J

Zhi Qiu was older than him, and before it all happened, he kept joking and angrily calling her sister.

"You give birth to a child, don't waste your body. He's my obstacle, not yours."

On that day, the elder brother decreed that the child in Zhiqiu's womb be crown prince, which was the first prince who had been made a prince before he was born since the founding of the country of Nanxu, and the brother proved to the people of the world in this way that his empress was innocent.

And Zhi Qiu, from the beginning to the end, did not have half an expression.

This child, who was not expected by his parents, was born in June of the following year, a twilight night that had just rained heavily, and before zhiqiu was very tired, before fainting, he took my hand and said, "Xihe, go and see the child."

The sunset will stain the clouds, the palace people will show him to me and my brother, the abortion pill and the mother's bad mood still affect his growth, he is much weaker than the average child, pitiful, like a kitten.

"Brother, look at him, he's so good!" What are you going to name him?" I said excitedly.

"Take it down," the brother rubbed his eyebrows wearily.

"Wait."

The palace people stood still, I took the child from her arms, lifted my head, and smiled innocently again: "I like the little doll so much, so I prepared a nursing mother and a messenger for him in the morning, Knowing that Qiu Qiu was weak, my brother handed the doll to me.

My brother looked at me fixedly, and I smiled at him.

That year, I was nine years old, there was no innocence anymore, the world was only a bloody truth for me, and I knew that if I flinched half a step, my brother would kill the child. If the prince dies early, he can make a second prince.

But I had to protect him.

Zhi Qiu was already like a walking dead, like half a soul had gone to the underground mansion, this child was her only concern, I couldn't let her wake up and see a small corpse.

The brother finally sighed and said, "My Xihe has grown up." 」

He dragged the king's long skirt into the curtain, and the last words he left for me were: "Since you like it so much, you will take the name."

He indulged me again.

This child was born in the late summer evening, so I named him Xia Bang. May he flourish like the grass and trees of the middle of summer, and may he be able to keep the man I cherish.

The most important reason why my brother can tolerate the existence of Xia Bang is probably that Xia Bang's body is very weak, that year, there were many babies who died early, even strong children are difficult to live to adulthood, not to mention that Xia Bang was born insufficient, and he did not learn to eat, so he first learned to take medicine.

Except for the sake of Zhiqiu, I really like him, even though he actually has no blood relationship with me, I take care of him all night long, he always has a fever, he even cries in my arms and his throat is dumb, I use a small spoon to feed him a little bit of medicine, his small hands tightly tugging on the hem of my clothes, as if to say, Aunt, you don't let me go back to heaven."

"Your aunt won't let you die, and when you grow up, your aunt will take you to fly a kite, take you to see the great rivers and mountains, and you have to try to live, you know?"

I muttered and chanted, and I couldn't stop falling asleep, and I hadn't closed my eyes for five days. Just then, open your eyes again, and the sky will be bright.

The child was on the side, silent, my whole body was cold, jumped up to see him, but saw him with round and slippery eyes, quietly biting his small fist, seeing me come over, he wrinkled his small face and smiled.

"You scared your aunt to death, you little bastard J."

I muttered and lifted him up high.

He thought I was playing with him, so he waved his little hand and giggled.

The southern people have white skin, the facial contours are not deep, and the pupils are black. Northerners have dark skin, high nose bridge and high cheekbones, and brown pupils. It was a difference that could be recognized by the naked eye, and Xia Bang did not have the aggressive appearance of the Northerners, but was born delicately and gracefully, like the little prince of the Helan family, but only one thing, his eyes were a little lighter than brown amber.

This is actually not a foreign characteristic, after all, there are also southern people whose pupil color is not pure black,.... For a person who knows the inside story, his eyes are a thorn.

After Zhi Qiu was a little better, he took Xia Bang to his side to raise him personally, she was very strict with him, she used the most stringent standards to discipline him, when he was three years old, he began to read and read, when he was five years old, he began to learn martial arts, he was very smart, but once he made a mistake, Zhi Qiu's ring ruler did not hesitate to fight down, he never cried, just obediently knelt on the ground, saying: "Mother Mo Qi, it is Xia Bang useless."

In addition, she lived in a Buddhist hall and did not ask any questions about the affairs of the palace, and at this time, Beiqian was eager to move, the people complained about the high taxes, and her brother handled government affairs day and night, not yet thirty years old, and his sideburns already had white hair.

None of them saw anyone, but occasionally when I came to look for Zhiqiu, I would see my brother standing outside the door, listening to the Sanskrit sounds in the Buddhist hall, and that look made people look sad.

The state crisis, internal and external troubles, I had to deal with some government affairs to share my brother's worries, and occasionally I had to go to Zhiqiu to sit down.

It was an autumn afternoon, the persimmons in the palace were ripe, and I ordered someone to pick a basket full of them and send them to Zhiqiu. She was reading a book when she saw me and smiled and said, "Make tea for the princess." Call Xia Bang and talk to your aunt."

I don't know if it's my delusion, every time I see her, I think she's thinner, and the kind of burnout in my bones is becoming more and more obvious. I pretended not to be aware of anything, and happily married the tenth concubine from the taiwei, and said which literati had made a wonderful poem, and I was eager to tell her all the interesting things in the world. But she never spoke up, only when I really couldn't say anything, she smiled lightly and said, "It's late, the princess will come back early."

I froze with a smile on my face, and quickly pretended not to notice anything, and used to tire of her: "Late in the day I stayed to sleep with you, just to taste your jai dish here, you see my belly, fat like fried lard meat."

"Isn't it good, Zhiqiu?" I shook her arm, and she sighed clearly, "Xihe, you don't have to do this, I won't before Xia Bang grows up..."

Suddenly, there was a noise outside the door

"Emperor, the lady is not seeing guests..."

"Get out!"

I looked at the door in amazement, my brother walked in full of wine, and when Zhi Qiu saw him, he raised his eyebrows in disgust and looked to the other side.

"Brother, how did you get here?" I stood up uneasily.

He looked at Zhi Qiu's drunken smile, those smiles were crazy and cruel.

"Come and discuss something with the Empress"

A bolt of lightning swept across the sky, and a dull thunder sounded in the distance.

"Come, take Princess Xihe down, and then lock the door, and no one is allowed to come in without the order of Yuan."

"What are you going to do?" Brother!" I struggled desperately, but I was still dragged down, and I pounced on the door and heard the sound of Zhi Qiu's trembling inside.

"What are you going to do?"

"Sonless, ask the empress how long she will be the prince of that wild seed!"

"You go to life with someone else!" You go to life with someone else! J

Zhi Qiu's voice was already panicked, and she wanted to run, but she was hugged by her brother.

Helan Zhiqiu, don't you look down on me? he gritted his teeth and said, I wanted to tear your body to pieces, see if you dare to show me this arrogant face again! Want to purify the six roots? You dream, you are my queen, and you will live with me forever!"

"What do you want to do?" You let go of me!"

With the sound of thunder and the pouring rain pouring down, I slammed the door desperately, "Brother, you don't want it, that will kill her!" Brother I beg you not!"

The palace people came up to pull me, I clutched the steps hysterically, two blood stains snaked out of the ground, the sound of the cloth tearing and the crying of Zhiqiu came, and it was quiet again, and I finally stopped struggling and sat in the rain.

The door was opened, my brother staggered out, blood flowing from his shoulder blades, he looked at me, wanted to say something, but finally didn't say anything, stumbled away,

When I wanted to walk in, I heard Zhi Qiu's voice, which sounded faintly: "Xihe, you go, I'm fine——"

That night, Zhi Qiu inserted a long plier into her brother's shoulder blade, which was almost violent resistance for her.

"I look down on you?" So who looks up to you? The First Emperor? If he looks up to him he won't name you Sunset Photo! If he looks up to you, he will discipline you instead of letting you be a waste!" Her eyes burned with fire, but she smiled so coldly: Yes, I look down on you, what I despise most is myself, XiZhao, I actually loved you once!" 」

I didn't go in.

I didn't have the face to go in.

I walked in the rain, one foot deep and one foot shallow, until I couldn't support myself sitting on the ground.

An umbrella rested on my head, and I realized that I didn't know when it would start, and Xia Bang had been following me, he was wearing a long glass white shirt, looking at me quietly, like a small bodhisattva.

"Why are you here?"

"I accompany my aunt"

He was a gentle and taciturn child, and I smiled wearily and said, "Aunt J

The people I cherish are hurt in front of my eyes again and again, but I can't do anything.

"Aunt Mo crying"

Xia Bang wiped my tears for me and whispered, "When I grow up.... Kill all the people who make your aunt cry."

When I returned to my bedchamber that day, I was seriously ill, and in my grogginess I had many ominous dreams, and I dreamed of a huge white bird skimming the field at dusk, and then falling to the ground, igniting a blue-black flame. In my dream, someone kept calling to me, "Auntie wake up!"

It was Xia Bang, and he sat on his knees at the head of my bed, awkwardly putting a damp and hot towel on my head to cool down.

"How many days have passed?" How can you be here alone, palace people?"

"It's been three days, and yesterday the Northern Qian army hit the capital, and many palace people fled." He said very calmly.

Chapter II

I stood up.

That year, when I was sixteen years old, Nanxu's drunken dream of death was finally brought to an end, like a dream of yellow sorghum, and it seemed like waiting for many, many years.

I ran outside with Xia Bang, and the darkness was full of palace people who were in a hurry to escape, except for my brother's main hall with a light.

"After you go to your mother, tell her to lock the door, and your aunt will arrive later."

I walked into the main hall, and my brother was sitting on the throne, not knowing when it would start, he looked like a grandfather.

I originally planned to never speak to him again in my life, but I still couldn't help but feel a pang in my heart, so I walked over and advised, "Brother, let's go, General He Sulong is still guarding Linnan Town, let's go and run to him."

"The capital city will fall tomorrow at the latest, how long can Lin Nan hold out?" He looked ahead, where there was only the autumn night fog, a black expanse, and said, "Sooner or later, the Beiqian people will destroy Nanxu, and this is Nanxu's life, and it is also the fate of Nanxu."

He looked back at me and said softly, "It's just a pity, I originally wanted to find a good mother-in-law for Xihe, but I didn't have time."

With tears in my eyes, I tried to laugh and not let it fall: "Don't, people like me can't be anyone's wife."

"How come, Xihe of Yuanhe is the best girl in the world."

"The best girl in the world is Helan Zhiqiu."

The brother laughed and said softly, "Then, don't be a good girl."

Don't be groomed by the family to be the best bridesmaid, don't fall in love with your weak and cowardly husband, don't hold on to your last breath for the sake of your children, and live in this miserable world.

"Xi He, take Zhi Qiu away, tell her that she will live for herself for the rest of her life, and also, forget about this waste of mine."

I pulled Zhi Qiu and Xia Bang and fled from the imperial palace from childhood to adulthood, under the morning sun, it was still so majestic, as if nothing would change, but the time there would never come back.

Before we could run out of the city, the army of Beiqian had already invaded the capital, so we witnessed what hell it was, they indiscriminately slaughtered all the civilians, insulted women in the streets, set fires to play with the fleeing crowd, protected our relatives and soldiers to die one by one, we blackened our faces, and hid in fear all day long.

On the third day, the pace of the massacre finally stopped, and the soldiers of Beiqian urged the survivors: "Come here!" Or I'll kill you!" Hurry up!"

Zhiqiu and I were pushed and shoved by a few Beiqian soldiers to the front of the palace, so I saw my brother again.

In a strange posture, he crawled on the ground like a dog, dragged to the ground by the neck of a Beiqian man, still wearing a dragon robe, while his knees and elbows were already stained with blood from crawling.

His expression was very strange, he kept smiling, and seemed to be humming some song silently, but he could not make a sound, because his tongue had been cut off, and only a black hole hole was left in his mouth.

"This dog! It is the king of your Nanxu!" The Beiqian people, who were the leaders, roared in stiff Nanxu's words, "If you don't obey the instructions of the Northern King Danxuan, this is your fate!"

The crowd didn't dare to look up, and I desperately covered my mouth and listened to them laugh madly while kicking my brother in the back.

"The dawn is unknown. Xiao Shuangren did not do it. There are only the remnants of the city, and I will live my life." Zhi Qiu suddenly murmured softly next to me, and when she saw me turn around, she smiled at me and said, "The first time I met His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, he played and sang this song in the middle of the night feast, which was really good."

"Zhiqiu...""

She did not look at me again, but said to Xia Bang next to her: "In this life, nothing really belongs to me, only you are my bones and blood, you have to accompany Xihe for me, never let him be personal, promise your mother, okay?"

Before I could react, she got up, stood tall in the midst of a crowd of kneeling people, and shouted, "I am Empress Nanxu!" Will you dare to kill me?"

Most of the soldiers in Beiqian could not speak Southern Language, and for a moment they were stunned, and the leading general looked at her hesitantly and said, "You say you are?" Empress Nanxu Helan Zhiqiu?"

The brother held his head high in the dust and shook his head desperately, while she smiled and ran over, like a girl on a date.

In the next instant, the long pin in her hand penetrated her brother's chest, then pulled it out and inserted it into her own chest again.

They hugged each other tightly, as if back to the beginning of everything, and the young emperor hugged his empress tightly, all of them when he was a waste, only she was not.

"Concubines are always in the palace waiting for His Majesty to return."

"Well, when you come back, give birth to a prince."

She never waited for her hero again, he lost the girl who loved him with her life.

In this life, they actually went missing like this.

The last kings and queens of Nanxu were exposed in front of the palace, and their skeletons were left unseemly, crushed by the hooves of the Northern Qian horses, and flew into the distance.

On the tenth day, the Northern Army finally stopped the slaughter and began to clumsily establish a new country on the ruins, and I fled with Xia Bang to Lin Nan, which was guarded by General He Sulong, he Jun Xiaoyong, which was the last land of Nanxu.

Along the way, it was full of bones left by the raging Northern Army, some mothers holding their children, some thin old people, holding silver coins, their hands were cut off, and they died in a round and angry look.... We walked all the way, collecting the skeletons on the side of the road.

"Why are you doing this?" Aunt."

"Because we don't know how long we'll live, and if we can do one more thing, we can do one more thing."

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