A letter to a good girlfriend

Dreaming of you again, July. This time it was you who got in the car and left, passing me by. For a moment my excited heart cooled down, extremely cold. The dream was chaotic, and I was anxious to call you, tell you I was here, stop, wait for me. But you can't find your phone in the phone, there is no WeChat, and the QQ password used before is also lost. This time, there really was no contact. I woke up from my dream with tears streaming down my face.

I will never tell you about this mess, dreaming that you are crying before you can stop. You will definitely laugh to death after you know it, and then you will say how you are still so funny, so funny. So I secretly wrote this letter to you at that time. I want to tell you that I have always missed you, my best girlfriend. But I'm sorry, but missing lost to reality.

1

How we got to know each other. I remember a group of college roommates who had just met for dinner, and on the way back, the school put a jay Chou song "Qilixiang", only the two of us stopped at the same time, chose to listen to it and then go up. In the autumn twilight, we both looked at each other and smiled, and we saw each other for the first time.

In college, at the age of 18, the transformation of girls is great. We squeezed the bus together to the big mall, and you replaced my rustic T-shirt denim with a lady's-style dress, and your canvas shoes into high heels. Sneak into the bar together and dance with k songs, I also have the courage to find handsome guys pk.

In the winter in Harbin, after the road was frozen, it was very unfriendly to me, a southern girl. How many times have I struggled forward like a duck in the front, and you laughed mercilessly in the back. In the end, I couldn't bear to see it and led me along, and as a result, we both wrestled together, on campus, in the crowded snack street, in front of the handsome brother. We're so ugly.

You said that the most humiliating appearance of each other is a good girlfriend, we have pretended to be cool together, we have had trouble together, and we have shared the hearts of girls together.

The goddess is as rich as your love history, and I was envious when you talked about your first love and confessed to you by setting off fireworks downstairs. When it comes to the deep affection of your ex-boyfriend warming up early in your arms, I am sorry to shoot the case. I can't bear to cry when I talk about the love in your heart. I am also full of fantasies about love, believing that I can meet a special soul in the future.

My favorite is to go to a beef noodle restaurant near the school, a large bowl of noodles for one person, a bottle of beer and a plate of sauce cucumbers. Under the heavy snow outside, we could talk about our dreams of graduation inside. Bold words to fight together, overlooking the prosperity.

2

The life of stumbling North Drift is like a flashy dream, how many people rush to the dream, and how many people have come true.

Ambitious us, when we are embarrassed, we eat the same bowl of instant noodles on the cold winter night, and drink red wine in the Western restaurant to celebrate when we have little achievements. Proud of each other's pursuers, not willing for common ideals. After a few years of busy work, at the end of the year, they had to work together to solve the problem of tickets home.

This year, I was impatient with my parents' nagging and went to the north again. The heart is confused, because the universal success seems to be far away, but the parents are old. Unlike you, I have the responsibility of "feeding back". The road in my hometown is bumpy and bumpy, and every college student is bent on the back of his parents. How can I continue to squander my youth without thinking about gains and losses? Maybe it was also an excuse for my cowardice, and in the end I made a deserter first.

We sang together at KTV all night on the day we decided to leave, and you kept trying to hold on, asking me why I gave up. I was speechless and could only sing "Grateful Heart" over and over again. This time you're not elegant, crying in the arms of your handsome boyfriend. I am particularly relieved that you have found someone to accompany you, and you should not be alone.

I left in the car the next day and neither of us said goodbye. South and north are really too far, no matter how fast the traffic, no matter how deep the friendship, will be diluted by this too long distance, trivial new life.

3

Goodbye is 3 years ago, after 2 years of separation, my goddess is going to get married, I crossed the Qinling Huai River again to come to you, you said: Silly girl, I am going to get married, the bridesmaid must be you. The wedding is unexpectedly ordinary but warm, not the kind of luxurious romance you expected. You say that you are not disappointed, that your goddess has fallen into the mortal world. No, July is on fire, you have always been my yearning.

Unfortunately, the time together was very short, and we went to eat the familiar beef noodles together and drink and talk about each other's changes. You know I also finally had a boyfriend, not a special enough but interesting person. Do I still have my dream now, you ask? I said yes, I've been working on it, it's just a stretch of time. One day in the future, we will become a better version of ourselves, not bothered by life, and we will meet again when we are free and wanton.

Now that I'm married, we have children with each other. The trivial life and busy work make us less and less connected. When memories emerge, I always dream of you, it should be obsessive.

Write this letter to tell you that although I miss losing to reality, I end up leaving the flashy dream. But thanks to our encounter and the time we have struggled with, I also have the courage to obsess and break free. Goodbye, girlfriend, we'll see you better.