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Inscription: One night in May, Hua sent me a call for papers for "My New Teacher Years", I was a big package to help her recall it, when a drumbeat wrote to the campus for the first time, after sorting out the American article in August, I fished for a day and have been drying the net. Until nearly the middle of December, the sense of responsibility drove that it could not be delayed in this way, so it reopened the floodgates of long-sealed memories, slowly unfolded a picture of the history of middle school teachers and students, a very grand project, and finally completed in the fragments of human fireworks. The first is to fulfill the promise to China, but also to explain his youth. To Fanghua, than the heart.
Original title: My Middle School Years
Author: Tiger Boy
Source: "Tiger Boy" Beauty (authorized forwarding)
One night in May, Hua forwarded me the "New Teacher Years" call for papers, opened the link, and saw the youth of so many old seniors, as if seeing their burning years, and also as if seeing the legendary glory of their alma mater. What is particularly interesting is that there is a group photo with the same background as our year, the same angle, the same color matching, the school leaders and teachers of the C position seem to be frozen there, which makes people have a strong illusion at once, thinking that it is our photo, we are not a group of people, but we are a group of people.
The students of the iron school flow, how many outstanding students have been sent to the society by the alma mater, they have become the mainstay not only in the educational field, but even in all fields of society, which is the proudest capital of the alma mater in the annals of history! A strong feeling came out of nowhere: yes, in our classroom, there have been generations of people; the seats we have sat in have the temperature of generations. It turned out that I had never thought about it so carefully, and I couldn't help but feel moved by it when I chewed it like this. Xintai Normal School is not only our alma mater, but also everyone's campus. There are so many people who love it and miss it. Each has a deep affection...
Xintai Normal School, my alma mater. Because of its remoteness and backwardness, the conditions were simple, and it was once a place where I wanted to escape in my dreams. Until I was invited by my classmates to revisit my hometown a few years ago, I was timid and tearful before I left, and I told myself that in fact, my alma mater has always been in my heart.
In the days that followed, I happened to read the article by Tian Zhiyuan, the daughter of Principal Tian at that time, when the children of YuanYuan (Tian Zhiyuan's milk name) were little girls who grew up on campus, and when we went to school, she was also five or six years old, calling my sister, and often pestering me to play with her. She described the childhood home of Xintai Normal School from her own perspective, I found that the alma mater that I once wanted to escape was so cute, it was also once the Garden of Eden for so many children, in the article of Zhiyuan, recalling the summer night, the students were on vacation, the campus was quiet and peaceful, the children lay on the playground with the adults and counted the stars to tell stories, this beautiful picture was so inadvertently frozen in my mind, the original love, you can be so funny. Time flies, when I realized that the children in the garden in my memory were now already wives and mothers, I suddenly felt that youth, campus... It's already so far away.
Hearing that the old site of the alma mater has now been demolished, and that there is no trace of its past can never be found again, I can't help but secretly rejoice that I did not easily give up the opportunity to go back to see it a few years ago, and left an image, which is now more precious. There, I have stored my youth, nurtured my growth, and met those important people in my life, warmly accompanying me for life. thanksgiving......
(About 6 or 7 years ago, I was invited by my classmates to revisit my hometown)
(This is the only way we have to go from the school building back to the dormitory, and it is a very emotional aisle.) I made a special souvenir with my daughter. ）
In 1991, I graduated from junior high school. My family knows that I am not the material for hard work, and I can't stand the pain of the three years of high school. So, decided to let me apply for secondary school to jump out of the farm as soon as possible, I remember that the most popular secondary school at that time was the electric power school, but considering that most of our family is engaged in education, I am a girl, so in the end I was decided to apply for the teacher training, my life was arranged like this. Only when I first considered that in order to be close to home, I applied for the Laiwu Normal School, and I obviously saw that I had cast a file, but what I was waiting for was the admission letter of the new Tai Normal School.
Later, I understood that it seemed that because the enrollment of my alma mater was not enough, we were allocated in batches. I heard that this school is far from home, and it is in Loude, located in a township, as a rural child, originally wanted to open his eyes by going out to study, and that disappointment can be imagined. The adults in the family had to comfort themselves that there were also benefits of being farther away, and that they took it as a good opportunity to exercise themselves. Besides, Lou De Normal was once quite brilliant, and it was very famous at that time. This is how much I have a vision for the school.
So sometimes I think about it! Where people should belong in this life, who should know whom, most of them are arranged for you by fate, this is fate. Therefore, when the boat of destiny turned its rudder and set sail for the new Tai Teacher, those who should meet in life, those destined to be married in the past life, were coming to me step by step. There are also some similar souls, who only recognize each other after trekking through thousands of rivers and mountains, and know each other and embrace each other, and it is a lifetime from then on.
Before the start of school, we went to Xintai City for a physical examination. At that time, I had already contacted Hua, who was admitted to the Xintai Normal School in the same township as me, and that was the first time I met her, and I remember that Hua was wearing small pigtails, wearing red and white chiffon pants with vertical stripes, and army green pants with ruffled fabrics, so that for many years I remembered her, it was always this image.
When we arrived at the physical examination site, we met Ling from Steel City and their eldest bride, and vaguely remembered that the eldest bride was particularly enthusiastic, and a strong command said: "In the future, you will be sisters, the adults are not around, you can take care of each other..."
Just last year, when we went to visit the eldest bride, the eldest bride also emotionally mentioned the scene of our first meeting, which was as clear as if it had happened yesterday.
After the beginning of the school, it is coincidental that the three girls we met were actually assigned to the same class, and sometimes we think, how the fate is so wonderful, when we went to the physical examination together, we did not know, the glance we saw in the vast sea of people was actually the beginning of our life, we would not think that the two girls in front of each other would be close sisters for a lifetime, and even the fate was so deep that they lived in the same community and became neighbors. ...... Whenever I think about it, I am very moved.
The campus is at first sight
Autumn is coming quickly, and the start of school is fast approaching. The teenager's heart always flew to the distance, I was full of excitement to follow my father to sit on the departing car, the mother who came to send off, did not say two sentences have been choked, saw the mother wipe tears, when only 15 years old, the teenager did not understand the sorrow of separation, and did not understand the mother's worries, but saw the mother shed tears, I was also instantly infected with red circles. It was the first time I left the house when I was a child, and it was also the first time I went so far away, and I felt like I had been in a car for a long, long time!
So on the way, he asked his father one by one, why hasn't he arrived yet? Why hasn't it arrived yet? (I've always felt that the distance between my alma mater is too far away, and even after three years of traveling, I haven't shortened my feeling a little because I'm familiar with the road.) The sense of distance is also one reason why I basically did not go back to see it after graduation. ）
Finally arrived at the station, the car stopped on a street, far less than the comfort of the adults at home, it looked relatively empty. I remember that at that time, there were eight or nine grade seniors who came to pick up the station, let people come to a strange place, and added some warmth. Among the volunteers who picked up the station, there was an elderly scholar who was in the village, and when he heard that we were fellow villagers, he was even more enthusiastic. The senior was wearing a big red T-shirt, the boy in that era was more fashionable with such a strong color, the senior still had a little mustache, in fact, he wanted to come to that age, that is, he just grew a little fur on his mouth, but this made me feel that he did not look like a good person, so when my father talked to the senior, I was very repelled, and I did not say a word to hide far away. Later, I learned that this senior was the vice president of the student council and was very good. It is precisely because of my absurd psychology that I have always been particularly impressed by that side.
After getting off the bus to take a not short road, the road also passed a small stone bridge, and finally came to the school gate, a look at the gate is full of age, the campus trees and old buildings, precipitated a calm temperament, making it different from the surrounding environment.
Xintai Normal School, like the declining nobles in Loude Town, has spread the cultural atmosphere over the years, allowing it to stand there in the clear highlands and be independent for the rest of the world.
Now think about it, the school's library building, water tower, and the front office building, and even some bungalow buildings are somewhat charming, especially some are also antique, calm and thick. The biggest failure is the teaching building, which I guess should have been newly built in the 80s, and it is no wonder that it is a collective regression of social aesthetics, which is also a characteristic of the times.
Our girls' dormitory is in a courtyard, and after checking in, we go to put our luggage. As soon as you enter the door, the heart is cold, the ground is a pit, which is very conducive to rats to make holes, very pristine. Very old bunk beds, very old wood made, I don't know how many generations of sisters have stayed here. Located in the countryside, I will not know what heating is. The whole environmental index that is definitely five stars. At that time, the floor of our own home had replaced the red bricks for sprinkler cleaning with mop-cleaning tiles, the roof ceiling, the large mirrors that were popular at the time, the corner TV cabinet, the two-seat sofa... It is completely standard in the living rooms of people in the city. Looking at this dormitory, the gap in conditions makes people just want to cry.
The father helplessly smiled bitterly and comforted: "We are here to go to school, not to enjoy." There is nothing wrong with this, plus there are many girls who grew up in the city like Nana among the classmates, and the village girls who grew up on the soil, and what is there to be pretentious, lay down and settle down, simple dormitories, because of these young and vivid lives, become vivid and warm. However, the pit of the toilet and the flies that fall on the rope of the dormitory in the summer make people look back several times in their dreams.
Now I understand that our group of students is just taking the last train of the teacher's training, and the school has been planning to relocate to Xintai City as early as those years, so naturally there will be no investment in hardware.
I remember that after my father sent me home, it was as if I was suddenly abandoned in an unfamiliar place of life, the lonely and helpless desolation of life, the first time I wrapped myself tightly, at that time I was broadcasting the popular TV series "Floating and Sinking", in the evening, I don't know where Xu Xiaofeng's story-filled voice floated: Why did the evening wind blow the leaves, disturbing people's sorrow even more... The familiar theme song seems to come out of the TV at home. My heart sank at once, and I instantly fell into the melancholy of homesickness, and until now, if I heard this music, I would still fall into the atmosphere of that year and relive that melancholy.
It was the autumn harvest season, because it was in the countryside, studying in the classroom at night, the sound of the nearby motor would be more clearly heard, I think except I did not have any classmates will pay attention, only I seem to hear the father who drove the tractor to finish work and go home, as if to see the parents talking and laughing, one in the yard to fill the basket with peeled corn, one standing on the flat roof, with a rope pulling the basket up to transport up ... ... ...
When the teenager first came to the distance, the homesickness was always inadvertently attacked...
My teachers and classmates
"The university is big, not in the building, but in the master". Although the conditions of the school are simple, "there is elegance in talking and laughing, and there is no white ding" in exchanges. The most soulful, most active and dynamic element of a place is always man.
The teachers of the new division have a common feature, that is, they all speak Mandarin in class and in life. Don't underestimate the effect of language talk, it is much more temperamental than clothing ornaments, and it is the inside of people. So until now, when I think of the teachers who are teachers, in the most straightforward words, they are not soily at all. That kind of cultural temperament from the inside out is very different.
From the school leadership team to the ordinary teachers, they all exude a gentle atmosphere of books,...... In the impression, our Principal Zhu is tall, thin, thin, with a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, always wearing a Zhongshan suit, which is a particularly typical image of intellectuals. I always feel like a righteous professor in the 70s and 80s on TV, with two sleeves and a clean wind, very literary, gentle and unspoken, very respected.
Principal Tian, who has a lot of contact with our students, is a great talent, Bai Jing Dunhou, gentle and humble, talking and talking, exporting into chapters, is the idol of our students, listening to him speak is a kind of enjoyment, Principal Tian's voice has a metallic texture, and from the current professional point of view to analyze, out of the Dantian, the resonance is excellent, coupled with the tone of not being impatient, and the content of the five cars of learning, especially into the ear.
Director Xia of the Teaching Department, a handsome man, always speaks softly and is very gentle and elegant. Director Guo, who is always dressed in a suit, has the impression of being tall and shy, and he is our Laiwu fellow, but in the accent, he can't find a trace of the hometown, which does not affect, his place of origin brings a sense of intimacy to Laiwu students like me, of course, this feeling, he does not know. Now that I think about it, the leadership of our school generally does not have any official authority, but is more and more respected.
There are poems and books in the belly, and my teachers are even more different in personality, each with their own interests. Our class teacher, Chuan'en, is a male teacher, with curly hair and white skin and a red halo, I think he was only in his 30s at that time, much younger than we are now, but he was extremely old and heavy-handed, often teaching us how to do things at class meetings or class cadre meetings, and the class teacher of a class was like the parents of the whole class, not to mention in front of such a group of fifteen or sixteen-year-old children who had left their hometown.
Now Teacher Li is in our class group, you can also see the teacher from the photos of the annual Xintai classmate gathering, I don't know if it is good at maintenance, or because of the good foundation, we are all old, there are some male students who even look much more vicissitudes than the class teacher, but the teacher has been frozen in age, which makes people envious.
Our Chinese teacher has changed twice, and I remember that the top teacher did not teach us for a long time, and I remember that he should have been very young at that time. Because he is tall and fat, with glasses, speaking slowly and slowly, this temperament always reminds me of our national treasure, and then I don't know whether to go to further study, or transferred away, the person who took over us was Teacher Zhenqian, I remember that Teacher Zhenqian's teacher mother liked me very much, so I always felt that teacher Zhenqian's family was particularly close, Zhenqian teacher's sound quality was particularly good, in order to improve our Mandarin level, he often broadcast the news himself, and used a tape recorder to put it on us, at that time I found that The central news will add a lot of points to the whole sound than the local news broadcast, and I think Teacher Zhenqian will also have a dream of being an announcer or host; our math teacher Mao Kehe is the class teacher of the next class, a person who disdains trimming the edges and has an uninhibited personality, so he always has a kind of arrogance and dry cloud agitation in mathematics class, or when he is agitated, he does not know who is unlucky, he will be picked up and trained inexplicably, and it is also very fun to think about. I have also seen the photo of Teacher Mao in Xue Lei's circle of friends, it looks like we were when we went to school, is it not that the teachers care about the students, and they have to stop and wait for us on the way to getting old?
Our language base teacher Li Ning is our director Guo's wife, the impression of Teacher Li is not smiling, a high body, the teacher's Mandarin pronunciation is particularly standard, there is enough proud capital, she wears a high ponytail, every time in class, the teacher walks around in front of the blackboard, and even when the board book, because the writing is particularly energetic, the ponytail will follow the shaking ah! I've been staring at it! So much so that I forgot what the teacher taught back then, but the teacher's ponytail has never been forgotten.
Our plant class Xiulan teacher is our principal's wife, tall and thin special love to laugh, but also tied a ponytail, but the low kind, the top is also tied a handkerchief, the teacher lectures very quickly, plus I basically know nothing about plant biology, often did not hear clearly what was said, the knowledge point passed, so in class I basically put the concentration on the teacher's tone in a daze, I want to come to secondary school when I am really a full scum, but Xiulan teacher likes me, so her daughter Garden called my sister, Loved playing with me.
Our physics teacher Wang Ruici is our principal's wife, people as her name, until now I have never seen her so graceful temperament, Teacher Wang is medium in stature, slim and well-proportioned, short ears, always wearing plain clothes, but can not hide her beauty and dignity, Teacher Wang's skin is also very fair, cheeks pink, the speed of lectures is also particularly fast, I often can't understand, whether it is physics is too difficult or her beauty interferes with me, so in physics class I basically stare at the teacher's face to move in a daze, It was a truly unforgettable experience, and God knows how I passed my graduation exams.
Our chemistry teacher is Xu Jitai teacher, the impression is that he often wears a coffee-colored casual suit, the big back comb of the light, is a very upright person, the speech is also slow, junior high school when my inorganic chemistry is super good, so I am full of good feelings for the chemistry class, but after going to the teacher's organic chemistry, I found out that I was wrong, so this is another class that makes me dazed, fortunately, Teacher Jitai is very kind to me, basically all the teachers are kind to me, grateful for the teachers' non-abandonment.
Our political class teacher Zheng Rongjian is very young, but also not too trim look, always wearing a fat suit coat, the face is white and pure, always say some words that we can't understand, but also with a strange smile, remember once I walked with my classmates in front of the school's January gate, met Teacher Zheng Rongjian, he suddenly stopped me, said I dropped something, I hurried back to look for it, looked for two trips did not find anything on the road, the teacher did not tell me, just in that cunning smile, I couldn't feel my head because at that time I was particularly stubborn and sincere, so I wondered what I had lost for a long time, so that I remembered the teacher's trickery until now, and I was particularly curious about whether people like Teacher Zheng had now been obediently tipped up by life, and there was only human fireworks left under my eyes? ......
As the director of the literary and art department of the school student union, the nature I deal with the most is naturally the music teacher, because our school is located in the countryside, so I can't keep professional teachers, I can only second, remember when Teacher Chen Shuping first came to our school, everyone was overwhelmed by her posture of Yuanna, Teacher Chen combed a long braid, tall and plump, the figure belongs to the very Western kind, walking slowly, the perfect waist line swings, it is very charming. Walk by and you'll see a scent waft through. At that time, people were small, did not understand aesthetics, forgot to listen to whom, that is the most beautiful appearance of women. So I learned to taste it slowly... Such a beauty speaks in a natural tone that is also gentle and graceful, and the goddess is full of style.
I remember once, Teacher Chen touched my head and said to others: "Hy this little girl is very simple..." At that time, I only roughly knew the Chinese meaning of the word simple, and I didn't really understand identification until I became an adult. So at that time, I was a little shy, and I thought silently in my heart, it turned out that I was so embarrassed and stupid that I was called simple! Teacher Shuping's lover and children seemed to be in Tai'an at that time, so she often went back to reunite, so she gave me the key to show her the dormitory, then directly used the teacher's cover, now think about how the teacher is not abandoned, because the two places are separated, Shuping teacher quickly transferred away, until two or three years ago, also in Xue Lei's circle of friends to see him and Shuping teacher in a teaching and research activity in Tai'an, I was very excited, the years have never been defeated beauty, I remember when Teacher Shuping was wearing a shawl, elegant as before. I miss her a lot, but I don't know if the teacher remembers my hurried student from her long teaching career.
Later, the school seconded Teacher Zhang Lin to teach us music, Teacher Zhang Lin is actually a little girl in her 20s, walking and jumping, especially like a little elf. Teacher Zhang Lin's parents are teachers at Xintai No. 2 Middle School, her home is in the local area, she learned the accordion from an early age, played very well, and often performed for us. Once she asked me to ride a bicycle to take her to lourdes to buy something, and on the street, she suddenly wrapped her arms around my waist in the back seat, pushed her face forward, and said with a bad smile: "Honey? "At first I didn't hear clearly, when I reacted, I actually blushed, at that time it was too stupid, no joke at all, no interest at all, just because the shock wave at that time was too big, so I haven't forgotten this scene until now, how can this little sister-like teacher know that one of her jokes will make her students shy for a lifetime, and once, Zhang Lin's parents are not at home, at night she lives alone and is afraid, let me and a girl of the ninth and second grades go with her, Spend the night with us, yes, how simple and beautiful the time was!
As in the past, thinking of my teachers, I did not expect that I would remember everyone's voice and smile so vividly, life is like a train to the far side, many people accompanied you for a short stop, and since then they have disappeared into the vast sea of people, and some people can remember in your heart for a lifetime.
At that time, the students who were admitted to the middle school were some very good students, and from the perspective of double business, they were basically 985 materials, so when they first entered the school, everyone was very proud. This invisible pride has been in the bones of the continuous, our class of girls, generally young, generally high and hardworking, continue the self-discipline of junior high school, other classes have been a lot of love scandals after the news, our class is basically not, at most is to be remembered, this I have always been proud of our class. Self-discipline efforts will become an inertia, so my classmates are very good in their respective jobs, many have been principals, those who are not here will devote themselves to research and teaching to become professional experts, the remaining few, Mingge became the people's police, Ping worked in the court, Huazi took the civil service, I am the least motivated one, but being a sunny person is not a disgrace to my alma mater. Therefore, because of this, whenever I think of my teachers and classmates, my heart is full of pride, because of these, as a new teacher, I am honored and honored.
My campus life
(Climb to the top of Mount Tarzan)
Because we are ordinary teachers, someone like me who has a little literary and artistic expertise has emerged, and naturally he was elected as a member of the recreation committee in the class, and then he entered the student union and became the minister of literature and art. Because of a little specialty, he was invincible in the school's Mandarin competitions, speeches and other competitions, and repeatedly won the first place, which is the limelight.
At that time, he was invited by the local primary school to guide the choir competition, represent the school to participate in the town party, follow the teacher Li Yinchang of the Youth League Committee to Xintai City to participate in the League Congress with The President of the Student Union, Shi Cheng, and represent the school to Tai'an City to participate in the Middle School Singer Competition... Got a lot of exercise, the singer competition was directed by Teacher Shuping at that time, the repertoire was "White Haired Girl" excerpt and song "Little Back Basket", of course, the strength could not be compared with the students from the Tai'an Normal Music Class, it seemed that they had won a second prize. In the future, these two songs became the carry-on tracks of my coaxing children. The melody hums, as if traveling back in time... Now that I think back to the storm in school, I suddenly sigh, as if my career luck in life has been used up in school.
As a student union cadre, the biggest advantage is that I don't have to run exercises when I take turns on duty, I remember that in the winter, when the sky was not yet dark, I stood in the middle of the playground with the female minister Liu Na and other student union cadres, pretending to check the discipline of each class, and being complacent about avoiding the morning run of this day. At that time, the main role of the recreation committee in the class was to teach the students songs, start singing before the first class of each day, and later, slowly everyone began to slack off, listless, singing began to hum like mosquitoes, and the class leader helped management to no avail. Finding that the team was not good to bring, I began to think of a way. The first is the wisdom of crowdfunding, so that the students in the class take turns to be the entertainment committee, teach new songs, and hope to ignite everyone's passion with new songs. This has aroused everyone's enthusiasm to a certain extent, and the song "Dear Friend" that Nana taught us so far is familiar to me and likes it very much.
The past sang that song in my ear slowly
That was once your favorite song
You always sing softly, I follow slowly and
In our young moments
Do you remember me
My most missed friend
Do you think of me occasionally?
My dearest friend
When will you sing that song with me again
………
When the class's resources were exhausted, they began to seek "international cooperation.". As the Minister of Literature and Art, I held a meeting with the cultural and recreation committee members of the whole school, and carried out the exchange activities of the literary and art committee members, and the freshness of the moment could save a little vitality, and also promoted cultural exchanges, and at that time I also secretly thought: "Hmm, our class students are not rare in their literary and art committees, other classes can be my fans!" ”...... Now that I think about these practices, I am still a little proud.
In addition to learning about culture, our school life is still very rich. We once had a labor class, and I remember that we seemed to have gone to the canteen together to make dumplings, and the only time we did it was particularly exciting. Therefore, if the school can carry out more cooperative education courses in this regard, it will leave students with a lifetime of good memories. Every Friday afternoon is a big cleaning, the school loudspeaker puts popular music, the students are doing a good job, after the cleaning is over, the Minister of Labor will lead the labor commissioners to the classes to score, if the scoring is unfair, the class will inevitably be grumpy, the class leader led the class cadres to reason and calculate the scene, now think about it, people really can't help but be funny, that passion burning years! The reason why I was impressed by the weekly cleaning, in addition to the visual impact brought by the energetic labor scene, is also a little exciting that the food will be improved after the cleaning, and the canteen will have large buns or long strips of scallion oil rolls, which are delicious.
Most of us girls eat our own meals, and boys like to hang out in groups of three or five, so on the way, you will always meet two boys carrying a basket of large buns or scallion oil rolls with a wooden stick, which has become a landscape in my memory.
Speaking of eating, it is the most enjoyable, eating the food in the canteen every day is inevitably boring, so the kind of fried cakes sold by nearby villagers to our courtyard are particularly popular with us, golden yellow, round and thin, with meat filling, sugar filling, after that, I really never saw this kind of meal again. At that time, I only bought sugar stuffing, meat stuffing because there is fat meat can not eat, but see other students eat, for them to feel that fragrant ah! Hh in the next class and we have a dormitory, I remember she likes to eat fat meat, we fight back the dish with fat meat will pick her to eat, she always does not understand and said: "How fragrant, you still don't eat!" ”
After the start of each winter break, we would bring some fried knife fish from home, or stir-fried pickles, and use steamed buns to call a fragrant one!
Once Hanako made a new discovery, she said, "It's delicious to dip the bun in soy sauce, so you try it." ”
Sure enough, after I tasted it, it was like discovering a new continent, and I really went to buy a bag of soy sauce, and came back to dip it and eat it, and the soy sauce at that time was not very fresh, but the taste was so mellow and fragrant! Although I have not been embarrassed since I was a child, I have always lived a good life, I think it may be that as a descendant of farmers, the hard and simple genes of farmers flow in my bones, when I was a fifteen or sixteen-year-old child, it was the age of snacking. Therefore, occasionally go to the school commissary to buy a bag of honey food, you can meet for a while. The commissary was opened by a teacher at the school, and I heard that it was also our Laiwu hometown, and I can still clearly remember the appearance of that teacher. In addition to honey food, the most attractive thing for me in the commissary is a small bottle of soda, and the impression is that there is a kind of grunt waiting to be canned, for me at that time, it seems to be a kind of fairy water, or qiong pulp jade liquid, when I went there staring at the soda and doing many struggles in the heart, after all, I did not want to.
In the third year of secondary school, I should have bought honey food three or four times, but I didn't buy a bottle of soda, so that soda made me worry about it until now. What a good boy that was! I want to hug myself at that time! So I remember that at that time, my father laughed and said to people several times: "My daughter is really saving money for me!" The three-year tuition fee and living expenses of secondary school cost less than 1,000 yuan! "I have a great sense of accomplishment when I listen to it, not only did I spend less than 1,000 yuan, maybe a few hundred yuan, but not only did I spend less, but I could also have filial piety to my family." Because the state has preferential policies for teacher training students, from the day of the entrance examination, it is already a public person, our monthly meal tickets and vegetable tickets are issued by the state, and we do not have to pay a penny, so in addition to buying some daily necessities, we do not need the family's money at all. I will have a lot of meal tickets left every month, to the holiday time, with the saved meal tickets to the canteen to exchange a lot of instant noodles to take home, at that time did not know that instant noodles are junk food, but it is still a rarity, the mother said that when I came back from the ground tired and did not want to move, soaking a bag of instant noodles is really convenient, I listened to it and was full of a sense of accomplishment, especially happy.
What a girl! It will always be a child's heart for the mother's family, well, as a child, I am sure I have come to repay the favor.
Compared with high school students, the life of our secondary school students should be colorful. In particular, the middle school teachers and students who are partial to the text are a group full of romantic feelings. At that time, between classes, some boys would take out a flute or harmonica to practice in the corridor, I remember that the next class of Mi Chengguan students played the harmonica quite well, especially the "Shanghai Beach", with chords, good sounding goosebumps, it is because of this song, let me deeply remember his name.
During the non-classroom period, it seems that walking in any corner of the campus, you will hear the jerky intermittent flute or harmonica sound, which has become a unique landscape for middle school teachers and students. Although this intermittent instrument sound is not melodious, it gives people an indescribable beautiful feeling, it is a voice of youth, it is a voice of love. Just like in my current neighborhood, sometimes standing in the courtyard, I will hear the sound of a flute from a nearby upstairs that does not know which room to entertain myself, and the difference between the flute sound and the piano sound is that one always feels more penetrating, and the other is because it has a special appeal.
Once, when the father of a child who did not like music heard it, he would actually sigh and say, "Who blew this, and it is strange to come!" "In fact, the pitch of the flute blowing is relatively poor, let alone gentle and moving." But I knew that what impressed my father was the beauty of the mood. People have to be a little emotional, and we need this beauty in our lives. Therefore, whenever you hear the sound of the flute in the neighborhood, you will feel immersed in it when you have time, as if you hear youth...
In school, playing the flute harmonica is just a hobby, because the teacher training students claim to walk around the pot platform, which means that they can control any class in the future education post, so regardless of whether there is a specialty, learning to play the piano is a compulsory course, at that time we mainly learn to step on the organ, there is a special piano room, the sound of the piano is stirred together into a pot of porridge, but also can do not interfere with each other, think about it is also a skill. Usually the basic skills are mainly to practice a variety of fingering, the left hand, mainly practice a variety of accompaniment, at that time everyone practiced the basic 8 degree accompaniment, chords belong to the advanced, use is really good. I can't remember which teacher it was, it seems to be the art teacher Xu Xizhao? Playing "Playing the Tiger on the Mountain" with the pedal organ and strings, as soon as the door sounds, it is really shocking! The atmosphere is full of feelings, as if you also put on a cloak and cross the rapids in the snowfield of the forest sea, the sound of the wind, the snow, and the air rushing! I sometimes wonder, on this piece, if the timbre of other instruments is taken out and practiced alone, it is really inferior to the organ.
You see, even objects have their own unique places, let alone people?
I still remember that there was a senior named Liu Bo, who was very gentle and elegant, with slender fingers, playing and singing "I Don't Know the Wind" in the music office, with a melancholy wind, very handsome and cool look, and now I can still remember that picture, remember the appearance of the senior. I once wanted to use this song as background music, but unfortunately I searched from the Internet, and there are many versions that do not have the melody of that year, which is neither good nor the desolate charm of that year.
I don't know the wind
In which direction is it blown —
I was in a dream
In the light wave of dreams.
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I was in a dream,
Her warmth, my intoxication
At this moment and even tonight, this "I Don't Know the Wind" is looping in the mind of the single...
There was the only piano in the school music office, and I was the only one who had the key except the teacher, so I would sometimes open a small stove and go there alone to practice. And he knew the simple score, taught himself the cheerful "Little Swan Dance" on the piano, of course, the fingering did not pay any attention, it was purely random playing. I remember when I went to buy a piano for my daughter, in the shop, I casually tried two sentences of this song, and I successfully fooled the clerk and was blindly worshipped by him for a while.
I don't know in which direction the wind is blowing, the music office where I practiced myself was several times in the light waves of dreams...
In addition to the compulsory foot organ, I also joined the school's military band to learn to play drums and perform at the opening ceremony of the Games. Up to now, the drum beats that the teacher taught us can still open our mouths: "Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom"... In addition, I also had the privilege of following Teacher Zhang Lin to learn the accordion two or three times, I think the accordion is too difficult, really need the child's skill, can not hold, both to control the bellows, all the keys also have to rely on touch, at that time especially like the "Song of the Four Seasons", can pull the front play plus two melodies is already complacent. It seems that there is a row of very small houses on the easternmost side of the playground, right? I vaguely remember that during the afternoon activity class, I kept practicing fingering there, and the house couldn't remember clearly, but the fingering could come with inertia, so that when I was bored sitting, I would get used to playing on the table or chair."
1234543213243524154535254131214131241531231..." (in the text can not be recorded with the standard of the notation, can only be replaced by numbers, people who have learned the simplified notation should be able to understand, this is the fingering that was repeatedly practiced in those years, the finger at the beginning, like the program that has been set, can not close the gate, must be completed), so the year was also diligent.
Because I like it, I work hard. Because I like and work hard, so the inspiration will occasionally come to visit, I remember a music class, the teacher taught us a new song, just copied the sheet music to the blackboard, I can't help but sing the melody with the score, when the teacher was very surprised, let me stand up and continue to sing, that was the first time in my life to master this skill, according to the score to identify the melody, so the praise of the teacher at that time was also unforgettable. Even now, if you can look at the simple score, the more complicated songs can basically sing the melody less standardly, and the simple and bright songs are even more important, and I am proud of myself.
At that time, we sang Chen Baiqiang's life, sang Zheng Zhihua's sailors, sang Na Ying's mountains do not turn water, sang Yang Yuying's wind with love and water with laughter, ... My aunt gave me a red delicate tape recorder, which is my rarest treasure, I have two tapes with Lin Zhiying's 17-year-old rainy season, Zhou Huajian's make me happy and make me worry, Aaron Kwok, whether I should walk away quietly and other songs, often played on a loop at my bedside. At that time, I especially liked to imitate Zheng Zhihua's hanging er Lang Dang in "Thirty-Three Pieces", "I have 33 yuan in my pocket, and the rich man is really cute." Or is it to imitate Aaron Kwok's special singing voice: "Should I walk away quietly?" Or should we be brave enough to stay..."
Unfortunately, during the holidays, I put the tape recorder in the red suitcase and locked it, but it was still stolen by the thieves in the village who sneaked into the courtyard, and when I returned from school, the heartache, the regret! Until now, when I think about it, it is faintly painful. What was once so beloved, a lifetime of hard work.
In the school, the most festive atmosphere of teachers and students together is the New Year's Day, every year when this day comes, the teacher uses the class fee to buy colored paper, candy, melon seeds, etc., the clever girls are responsible for cutting flowers with colored paper, tall boys are responsible for using colored paper paste lamp sticks, calligraphy painting students are responsible for decorating the blackboard, when thinking back to these pictures, the mind is with the background music of "Xiyangyang", and finally in the evening, everyone pulls the desk to the side and surrounds a small stage. The students ate candy with melon seeds and enjoyed the small program of everyone's improvisational performance. And play drumming flowers, or a few people grab a chair kind of small game, so not lively, the cold outside the window is compelling, but the house is vibrant, youthful, enthusiastic attack. My own home is lively enough, the homeroom teacher took me to other classes to visit the door, in fact, at that time I did not want to go at all, I just wanted to join in my own class, rather than go to other classes to perform the program, I remember to sing "Eighteen Phases" to others, Liang Shanbo sang lyrics using Huangmei opera, Zhu Yingtai used a more gentle Yue opera singing song, this version is particularly good, when I was studying with my aunt at home, the two women repeatedly listened to the fascination. Unfortunately, searching for this version on the Internet is also lost. Another track that was good at that time was the ending song of "The Story of the Editorial Department", "Put in Love Once", when singing was blindly imitating the original song, such as Mao Amin's pronunciation of the word and so on. When I was a child, all the songs that I sang into my heart were melodies, but when I became an adult, it was the lyrics that I sang my heart. I remember the years when I first had WeChat, I once found that the lyrics of this song were very beautiful, so I copied and pasted it and sent it to the circle of friends, remembering to resonate with many friends and like it.
Laugh once, forget yourself;
Invest in loving once and forget yourself.
Reach out your hand and don't worry anymore; ；
Open your heart and don't hesitate.
Throw yourself into the blue sky, you are the white clouds;
Throw yourself into the white clouds and you are drizzle.
In the common eye,
You have me, I have you.
At that time, because there was a family working in the education department, in the summer vacation in the continuing education school to organize preschool teacher training, they took me as an auditor, so I stole two dances in the report performance" "Mud Doll" and "Just Love This Soil", at that time, the stage design of "Just Love This Soil" was amazing to the audience, and I still remember the beautiful girl who led the dance. So I am now learning to sell, go back to our class girls to rehearse "Mud Doll", to the boys to rehearse "Just Love This Soil", especially the dance of "Soil", think that we were simply Dong Shi Gong, super kill Matt, nevertheless, it has become an unforgettable memory of several boys who participated, black and strong Huren children's shoes had left a message some time ago, deeply honored that the rehearsal was not eliminated, unforgettable that the passion burned the years. In fact, it is precisely because of his kind of temperament that he complements the rough northwest wind, but it was the weak half summer that was cut because of the lack of strength in the action, but he has been fond of this song since then. When I met "Soil" many years after half a summer, I shared it with us for the first time, and my memories of this period of youth gradually became clear...
In addition to literature and art, I also love a lot of sports activities besides running. For example, I used to be a member of the women's volleyball team in the class, volleyball is really fun, I catch the ball in general, but the serve is more personality, belongs to the short and fast kind, as a characteristic player, the comprehensive strength can not be regarded as the worst ah, but was listed by the teacher as an alternate member, I was confused at the time, now I want to come, must be the height of the reason, alas, this makes people convinced of oral discrimination! However, it was I, the alternate team member, who turned the tide in the official game, turned the situation around, and saved our team from fire and water.
I remember that final, my class lagged behind the other side by a lot of points, seeing that it was going to lose, the class teacher decided to let me this alternate player play a gamble, saying that it was very painful to be a waiting team member, always watching people play without their own play, it was not easy to get the opportunity to come, naturally like playing chicken blood, I remember that as soon as I played the ball, just at the moment of preparation, I made a "yaha" to grab people first, the other side's friends were all stunned, stupid, no one reacted to catch the ball, (writing here, I myself had burst into tears), and just like that, in the laughter of everyone's reaction, I recovered a point. Then the second ball flew out of the arm of the opponent's partner with a short and fast lethality, it was so handsome, and won back a point, the third ball, the morale of our little partner came up, and from then on, it was impossible to receive, and successfully won the championship.
I remember that afternoon was particularly spirited, the teachers and students were happy, they all praised me for being a meritorious man, I remember meeting the class leader Brother Gang on the road, they carried a basket of large buns to meet me, Brother Gang shouted at me: "You have made a great achievement, go back to eat more two buns", no one invited me, I just ate my own big buns, which also made me happy. I have always regarded this ball game as my glorious history, two years ago when the sports commissioner Liang Ge came to Laiwu, everyone recalled the campus life during the banquet, naturally this episode was indispensable for everyone to drink, I stood up from my seat and danced with my eyebrows, happily imitating the relaxation that did not need to be held at the class reunion, simply not too happy!
But there was a sporting activity that punched my ignorance in the face and made me learn a lesson until now. I remember that the school was ready for a sports day, physical education class, the teacher let us choose the project we like to practice playing, that was my first contact with the hurdles, because the hurdles set up at that time were particularly low, I took a few steps, I thought this project was like fun sports, so fun! Therefore, I, who had never been an athlete, signed up for the name without knowing the depth.
It's just that when I get to the sports meeting, looking at the high railing from a distance, I am dumbfounded, what to do? Anyway, I have already signed up, just think about it, try it, I can't step over it and pull it down! So, desperately ran over, the railing immediately hit the knee and immediately fractured, the whole person could not stand up, remember that at that time, the teacher let several class cadres use bicycles to drive, to the town to find a folk doctor to paste the black plaster. Classroom is unable to go, every day lying in the dormitory, classmates to help with food and water, the toilet also needs help, I don't know how long it will be, I can hold one foot to support the wall in the courtyard of our dormitory, do short-distance activities, the senior sister saw it and ran over immediately, and sadly insisted on carrying me. The phrase "going out to rely on friends" was deeply understood at the time.
During that time, I received too much help from everyone, and my emotions filled my heart... In that case, I didn't know where the sensible thing came from, and I didn't even mention anything to my family about it. Compared with before, now it is more and more pretentious. It wasn't until the time of basic recovery that I mentioned it to my family in the family book, and I didn't expect that on the weekend, my aunt and uncle found a friend to drive a Santana car to pick me up, and at that time I felt quite face-saving, but the most difficult time had passed, how could I follow back? Having the love of a family is already a great happiness. Today, when the weather is bad, the injured knee still faintly hurts, reminding this old trouble.
I remember that soon after recovering from my leg injury, the class teacher organized the whole class to climb Mount Tai together. That should also be my first climb of Mount Tarzan. To watch the sunrise, we set off in the afternoon and climbed the mountain in the evening. This kind of collective activity is very exciting for teenagers, and I still remember the aroma of various snacks at the foot of Tarzan at that time (eating is eternal true love), and I remember the excitement of finding classmates in the hazy moonlight. The homeroom teacher named again and again, afraid of leaving anyone behind, but also broken heart. When I first started climbing, in the silver moonlight, blowing the mountain wind, smelling the fragrance of mountain flowers, everyone twittered, and I thought it was so romantic to climb the mountain together!
But crawling and crawling, especially by the time of the 18th set, I felt that I had reached the limit, plus the leg injury had just recovered, and I began to feel that the knee was stiff and mechanical, unable to give strength, so I fell far behind the team. I still remember that at that time, I was a difficult challenge of pressing two knees with both hands and biting my lips step by step, where there was a mood to pay attention to the surrounding scenery and people, your eyes and heart only had this level of steps, you need to use all your strength to conquer. Later, the class leader and another classmate were ordered to come back to me and help me. When I stood on the top of the mountain with everyone with their help, I remembered that the class teacher praised me specifically, and the teacher smiled and said that I really didn't think I could stick to it, and it was from the teacher's praise that I was sure that I was great! In today's terms, it's worth adding chicken thighs to yourself! That collective strength and warmth is also remembered in my heart.
At sunrise, everyone scrambles to feast their eyes. I used to join in the fun, and I didn't see any reason why they said that the sun jumped out of the sea, and I could only pretend to follow the excitement. At that time, the most important thing I wanted to do was to find a place to sleep upside down, and for me, the most important sense of accomplishment came from conquering these countless steps, and as for romance, I had no extra energy.
Later, our whole class also went to Qufu, and now that we think about it, aren't these the popular research activities now? Decades ago, we didn't fall behind in this lesson. Now think about both pride and gratitude, gratitude for the teacher's responsibility to us, and leave these beautiful memories of our youth.
At that time in school, the teachers were afraid that we would be bored on weekends and organized us to watch TV at night. Once the unified organization we watched "Dream of the Red Chamber", just watched the episode of "Shi Xiangyun Drunken Sleeping Peony Medicine", Xu Jiaying of the third class said excitedly: "How do I think Shi Xiangyun's personality and you think so!" In fact, I also secretly felt that Shi Xiangyun's frankness did have a bit of a temperament towards me, so I was very impressed by this sentence, but I also secretly thought in my heart: In addition to this external side, in fact, the sentimentality in my heart is even more comparable to that of Er. It's just that as the years go by, the simple happiness that once xiangyun is getting farther and farther away, and the depth of life after tasting it is getting thicker and stronger.
I have painted so much ink to depict my colorful campus life, but I forgot to recall the military training as the first lesson of campus life, write as I want, and put it in this section at the end to make up for this lesson. When there were many instructors on campus, we were looking forward to being the most handsome in our class, but life always likes to tease people, and sometimes the more you look forward to what you want, the less you will come. As a result, we were assigned to a shortest and longest instructor who was very southern and isolated, and I was not disappointed in my heart for a moment. Our instructor's name is Wang Bing, which should be the youngest of all the instructors, and after a few days of contact, we found that our instructor was the most talented and interesting of all the instructors, and we slowly lifted our dislike of him. I vaguely remember him breaking and dancing well, performing for us during our training breaks. The most enthusiastic and burning part of the whole military training was the evening song, all the classes gathered on the playground, and we shouted loudly together: "China, China, the bright red sun never sets!" ”
"Did the class sing well?"
"Good!"
"Do you want another one?"
"Yes!"
The vocals are deafening! Life rarely has this kind of explosive passion, and life needs this explosive passion! This hormonal passion is characteristic of the troop culture, which is the peak of the well-trained state of the warrior when charging! Everywhere you go, you are invincible. Very army charm! And this peak of passion migrated to life, why don't we also become a warrior to charge a certain life high ground, to realize the value of the peak of their lives!
The unforgettable military training life ended quickly, and my heart was lost. I remember that Xu Jing and I were crying at that time, and our noses were red, and from the photos of our whole class and the instructor, we could see the traces of tears that had just flown.
When my daughter told me that they said goodbye to the instructor at the end of their military training, there were many girls who cried a handful of snot and tears, and when I heard it, I was distressed and wanted to laugh, and I told her: "Your mother is such a girl!" ”
Sensual people have such a presence in every era and in every corner, and they feel sorry for each other, fortunately, in the inheritance and mutation, my daughter maintains just the right sensuality and rationality! ...... In the overwhelming news a few days ago, I saw Sun Haiyang taking Sun Zhuo back to his hometown of Jianli County, Hubei Province, and suddenly remembered that our instructor was from there, so I remembered this period of military training life.
Looking back on the three years of campus life now, it is so flavorful, in an era of moderate volume, no need to worry, has created a warm and romantic leisurely time, everyone in this time, are lucky and rich.
I don't know what happened
(There is a beautiful flower in the world, that is the youth tufanghua)
At that age when the love sinus first opened, many boys were already eager to move with the development of hormones, so some campus gossip would be spread as a condiment for our study and life.
The girls in our class are generally young and full of learning. But this does not affect being favored by others, our class has a goddess-like existence, of course, it must not be me, I belong to the female nerve series, and we boys have successfully become brothers. I'm genuinely proud to save a lot of trouble, but occasionally there are times when I'm lost.)
For example, I heard that there was a peach forest in the army near our school, and when spring came, on the weekend, I would hear that there were girls who were pursued who were asked to go there to see peach blossoms, because I had never noticed that there was such a place, so I was full of curiosity about that peach forest. However, I once vaguely heard that there was a very clean boy in another class who had a good feeling for me, and I didn't care much at the time, until one recess, it happened to be only me writing in the class, and I inadvertently looked back and found that the boy was lying on the last few rows of our classroom, far away quiet, I immediately thought of listening to what others said, my heart was very repulsive, very unhappy, quickly stood up and walked out of the classroom, now look back, at that time, it was just sixteen or seventeen-year-old children, It was a very normal hazy, simple precious emotion, and it should be appreciated by the classmates.
If you say that you should keep a moderate distance from your male classmates, then you can rest assured that although you are bold and good with female classmates, not only that, I am also very careful, sometimes think about the sisterhood that teachers have gained in three years, and really feel warm...
Sister Xin is a two-level higher sister than us, and she is also our hometown. I can't even remember how I met Sister Xin in the first place, and how I became acquainted with it. I just remember that at that time, in the courtyard, I was often beckoned to their dormitory by Sister Xin, Sister Xin had two girlfriends, the three of them were always smiling and squinting, I seemed to have asked them why they liked me? I remember Xinjie saying: "Because we think you are very simple, strange and cute" and so on. Anyway, from now on, I and Sister Xin have nothing to talk about, I remember when I showed Teacher Shuping the dormitory, I was afraid myself, Sister Xin and I went to be a companion. We looked at her pictures together, a quilt to share each other's little secrets and future plans, and I still remember the touch of her skin, and after she got married, I also went to live in her house.
Sister Xin has always been a person I admire, and people in our family often hear me talk about her, so they and Sister Xin also know and know each other. Sister Xin is particularly smart, is the kind of legendary god of learning, she usually does not have to work hard, such as when the two of us are together, they pull a night, and when I am in the dormitory, the girls in our class take out books to study as soon as they have time. But Sister Xin is so greedy, casually taking the exam is still the first place. So later, she easily took the 3+2 exam, and later easily admitted to the civil service, and is now the leader of the district. In short, as she said at the time, she never worried about learning. Excellent, some because of the efforts of the day after tomorrow, and some because of talent.
Mei is a Xintai local, very beautiful, quite well-proportioned, sometimes in the dormitory to change clothes, I secretly look at her secret envy. She always had short hair in her ears, and her spoken language always had a strong new Thai flavor: "Should it be?" Should it be? ”
That's when she said to me, "Honey! Let's get married in the future! ”
I said happily, "Good! ”
In this way, Mei often calls me wife, and I call her husband. I remember that every time the long holiday started, as soon as Mei saw me, she opened her arms and played with tears: "Wife, I miss you!" I said, "Husband, I miss you too!" "Two people hugging, tears will really fall...
Because Mei's home is not far from our school, on the weekend, a few of our classmates rode bicycles to live in her house, ate the dumplings that their aunt made for us, and drank salty paste.
Speaking of this, I also remembered that at the weekend of that year, several of our male and female classmates also rode bicycles to Kong Chao's home, but Kong Chao's family was in Ningyang Ciyao Town, relatively far away, and I remembered that I ate thick noodle dumplings and leek stuffing for the first time in Kong Chao's home, which was particularly delicious, so it was fresh and unforgettable. Think about that year, in order to improve the food, it is really enough to fight, children really have endless enthusiasm and strength.
Continue to say I Mei, a few years ago, after our class group was built, we contacted Mei again, and Mei's first greeting was: "Wife, are you okay?" I miss you", but, somehow, after adulthood, but the husband of this title I am embarrassed to call out, so I also call each other Mrs. Mei, sometimes the old classmates also make fun of our two sons, although I promised Mei in the group, in my side of the Concubine is just a pet concubine, Mei's status as the main room will not waver, but slowly and slowly, I found that Mei began to no longer call my wife, but changed to called dear, or kiss, so my heart silently sighed, alas, this is the sadness of long-distance love! ......
The girls in our class are all super family-oriented people, basically willing to be tied up by the family, so although Mei is in Tai'an, we have not met once in Laiwu after 30 years of contact. I sometimes wonder if when we have the opportunity to reward ourselves for getting together once, and I wonder if Mei could still open her arms to me like the girl who met 30 years ago and say, "Wife, I miss you!" "Will you still be in tears?" ...... I'm sure I will, and tears welled up at the thought of it.
When I was at school, after the cleaning was over, Hua often asked me to climb up to the third floor of the teaching building, where the classrooms were empty and quiet. The two of us went there in a daze at the crowds coming and going in the playground, homesick by the fence. Sometimes I would hum homesick songs such as "Mid-autumn Moon, Hanging in the Sky, Reflecting Wood Building, Illuminating Small Windows" or "A Moon in the Sky, a Moon in the Water, Watching the Moon Thinking of Hometown", and Hanako unceremoniously interrupted me: "What to sing?" It's even more uncomfortable to make you sing..." So the two of us just let out a long sigh at you, and I sighed a little...
Unexpectedly, many years later, it is still Hua who accompanies me. So I'm going to write about Hanako, who is a very important person in my life. Because I once took an article "My Sister My Xiangyun" to write about dear Reiko, I will share some ink with dear Huazi here.
What kind of person is Hanako? It may only take one sentence for you to get to know her. For example, when she is deep, she will say: "In two days, in the evening, I will cure a few dishes, you call Reiko up, and we will drink together." ”......
Hanako was the deputy class leader personally appointed by our class teacher that year, so I really admired the teacher's vision. Hua has a kind of thing on hua's body that does not let the eyebrows bloom, not sticky, not tangled, not calculating, and not careful with the eyes. So you will be very relaxed in front of her, you can make bold jokes, and you don't have to worry about anything. Both of us have a big grinning side, so the two of us often lose each other on the street, and then laugh at each other if no one is around, so unhappy! I like her atmosphere, like her double quotient, like her incoherence, like her affection and righteousness. If I belong to the flood of sensibility, then Hua's sensibility and rationality are just right, so she can be just rightly understanding and constructive.
I often say that it doesn't take much effort to talk to Hanako, and that people who understand it at one point are really cute. Because of the common background and common temperament along the way, the two of us often express some feelings, one can say the first half of the sentence, the other can take the second half of the sentence, that kind of speculation, that kind of empathy, that kind of empathy, can only be understood. I told Reiko that in this world, my parents and my relatives generally know my temperament, but it is Hanako who knows all my states the most, and my joy and sorrow. So I often lament that, in a sense, she is a very important person in my life.
Therefore, in the 30s and more sisters, we know each other's joys and sorrows very well; we lament the passage of time together, life is not easy; we laugh and scold together, happy to spit out; and on the other hand, we ruthlessly analyze ourselves, face ourselves, and then help each other accept themselves, improve themselves, and remind each other to redeem themselves in forgiveness. In short, under the grind of life, we share our reflections and gains with each other, and learn the wisdom of life together. Not to consume each other, only to nourish each other. So the good news is that we are getting softer and more compassionate.
There are articles that say that there is a general loneliness in life, that is, to go through all the address books, because there are various concerns, so I can't find a person who can tell the truth. So I often feel that I am lucky enough to have such a safe enough person around me that you can completely open yourself, face yourself honestly, and be brave enough to break through yourself. In life, there are often times when you need to go to the soup by yourself, but when you look back, there is a pair of eyes watching you, seeing your suffering, she can use her eyes to cheer you up, you will no longer be lonely in spirit, and you will gain enough strength, which is the meaning.
So I sometimes think that if Heaven closes a door for me, then Hanako is a window that Heaven has opened for me. I also often feel that the two of us who are dependent on each other in the heat and cold of the world are like the two young girls who looked deeply at each other on the third floor of the teaching building, or that we have always been those two young girls, standing side by side, standing until now, and standing in the future... This is a gift in my life.
(In the summer of 2021, there are forecasts that a flood may come, and receiving Hanako's advice is a warm and happy thing to be remembered.) ）
(Share the daily life of joy and sorrow, think of it and take care of it, and don't have to be accompanied by it if you can't think of it.) ）
If loving me and the people I love is a gift in my life, then this gift is a seed planted in the soil of the new division for three years, which takes root and sprouts in the years...
The first time I heard Ban Xia say, "You were like a princess at that time", I was goosebumps on the ground, and later I understood, he was referring to my innocence and the thousands of favors I received. It turned out that my alma mater had given me so much... It was a simple and splendid, ignorant and fearless time, and everything was new and new.
Flood of tears.
(Toward the wind, embrace the rainbow, always young, always tearful, brave to go forward.) ）