Source: Beijing Youth Daily
Six years of anti-cancer insisted on not giving up, finished college, and the hand-drawn Q version of the "anti-cancer diary" encouraged herself She wanted to take her mother on a trip when she was cured
Sun Ying was treated in the hospital
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Anti-cancer six years, more than 50 times of chemotherapy, five recurrences, two degrees of suspension, once due to severe pneumonia into the rescue room, the diagnosis of "Hodgkin lymphoma" into "relapsing refractory Hodgkin lymphoma", the disease is tenacious, Sun Ying is also tenacious. She recorded her anti-cancer experience in the Q version of the caricature to cheer herself up and cheer for her patients.
At present, Sun Ying is still enduring the fifth recurrence, but she is still confident in the treatment. Because she wanted to prove to her father, she persevered and was not defeated by the disease.
Sun Ying is 23 years old
Identity: Graduated from henan normal university college of fine arts oil painting
Memories of the Year: An exclusive graduation ceremony for one person in the ward
Sun Ying was diagnosed with Hodgkin lymphoma after the 2015 college entrance examination. Her father, who had advanced lung cancer, gave up treatment for her and left the money to her. In 2019, she attracted attention for her hand-drawn Q version of the comic to record her anti-cancer experience, and her strong optimism touched netizens. After six years of fighting cancer, she took two breaks from school due to illness, but still insisted on completing her university studies, and in June 2021, she finally ushered in a warm and exclusive graduation ceremony in the ward. She was still confident about the next anti-cancer treatment, and she wanted to prove it to her father, and she persevered.
So the effort is to prove it to Dad
On April 30, 2015, 17-year-old Sun Ying was found to have a thymoma during a college entrance examination. In the beginning, the hospital puncture found to be a benign tumor that could be healed with surgery. The day after the college entrance examination, Sun Ying went from her hometown in Xinxiang, Henan to Zhengzhou for surgery, but the disease did not heal, and fate seemed to give the 17-year-old girl a blow, she was diagnosed with Hodgkin lymphoma, which is a malignant tumor.
"My illness scared him, originally his lung cancer was well controlled, and then the brain metastasis, he left the money to me, and gave up the treatment himself."
In the college entrance examination that year, Sun Ying, as an art student, scored the first place in the school. In order to facilitate the treatment, she chose Henan Normal University in Xinxiang and became a student of the oil painting major of the school's Academy of Fine Arts.
But the grandson did not witness his daughter graduate from college, nor did he see his daughter overcome the disease and pass away in December 2015. On the third anniversary of her father's death, Sun Ying wrote in her diary: "My superhero bid farewell to this world, the human world has been lost for a long time, and from then on, I put away my willfulness and cowardice, and I became independent and strong." ”
"I worked so hard that I wanted to prove it to my dad." Her father's love gave Sun Ying the strength to fight cancer and live.
From her freshman year to her junior year, Sun Ying took classes while undergoing chemotherapy, did not take leave, and her grades ranked among the best, and she was repeatedly rated as "three good students". In order not to delay the class, she will try to choose to go to the hospital on the weekend, and the classmates around her do not even know her condition. Even if misunderstood, Sun Ying is reluctant to say that these are all because she is sick. Because her father taught her from a young age to do her own things, she did not want to trouble others and let others worry.
"I can laugh just for a while"
After three months of each chemotherapy, Sun Ying had to go to the hospital for review, and every time she got the news was "recurrence". After repeating this three times, at the end of 2017, she gave up Western medicine treatment and chose Chinese medicine. But the condition still did not improve.
By April 2018, the family had run out of savings and borrowed money, and she had become resistant to anti-cancer drugs. Sun Ying felt that her body could not hold on any longer, and she had completely lost confidence in life. "I wanted to give up treatment and saw no hope. I asked my mother to go through the suspension procedures, and the teachers and classmates knew about it. The next day, the teacher immediately came to my house and encouraged me to continue my treatment. ”
At that time, Teacher Sun and his classmates raised funds for this purpose, "I saw that everyone helped me like this, and I didn't want to give up." Every time my mother advised me to go to the hospital, she said that I don't think about others, I have to think about her. Actually, it's really uncomfortable when it's uncomfortable, but I can laugh for a while. ”
In the past three years, Sun Ying has had more than thirty times of chemotherapy and more than twenty times of radiation therapy, experienced three recurrences, and also had advanced symptoms of lymphoma, and has also entered the rescue room three times due to fungal infections in the lungs.
"Life kisses me with pain, and I sing in return." This is Sun Ying's words of encouragement written many times in the circle of friends and Weibo, anti-cancer treatment, life, she has always been optimistic.
The anti-cancer diary encourages oneself and encourages the patient
In early 2019, while waiting for a review at home, Sun Ying drew her three years of anti-cancer experience on a small white paper in the form of a Q-version comic. She roughly summarized "three recurrences in 2015-2018", "16 chemotherapy treatments in the central hospital (2015) july and February", "21 radiotherapy and four chemotherapy treatments in December 2016", which were paired with cute cartoons, and the torments and pains could hardly be seen.
Sun Ying loves her profession, often staying in the studio for a day, painting is easy to forget the time. Usually, she also has the habit of writing a diary and making a handbook to record her life. After falling ill, she rarely went out to play, but every time she went out to play, even if it was just a movie, she would record it on her handbook. She also drew a hand-drawn Q version of the anti-cancer diary patient group, cheering herself up and encouraging patients.
From the hand-drawn cartoons, we can know the "exquisite girl" Sun Ying - she gets up on time at 8:30 every day, never sleeps, but may eat snacks and play mobile phones in bed; she will make her own sandwiches or hand-grabbed cakes, but she also pays attention to health, will drink soy milk or drink milk to supplement nutrition, and sometimes make herself five red soup to replenish qi and blood; when she eats lunch, she wants to drink yogurt; when she has time, she draws small stories or makes handbooks at the desk, which is one of the things she likes to do; as a health girl, She usually drinks porridge for dinner, then takes a hot bath, and throws away her mobile phone at 10:20 p.m. to go to bed... Her comic style is as cute as ever, with a touch of optimism and humor.
Just like her anti-cancer comics, this strong and optimistic anti-cancer girl has brought encouragement to many patients and moved countless netizens. After this group of Q version comics became popular on the Internet, what impressed everyone was that whether it was Sun Ying with long hair or Sun Ying with short hair, at home or in the ward, she always had a smile on her face and bright eyes.
The ward hosts an exclusive graduation ceremony
Due to her illness, after her first suspension in 2018, Sun Ying took another suspension from school due to illness in April 2019. In April 2020, with the permission of her doctor, she returned to school to complete her studies, and finally graduated in the summer of 2021.
But just two days before the graduation ceremony, on June 8, 2021, Sun Ying was told that her condition recurred for the fifth time, and she missed the graduation ceremony because of treatment. Surprisingly, on June 23, 2021, the school went to the ward of Henan Provincial Cancer Hospital and held a warm graduation ceremony for her alone.
On that day, she got up at 5 o'clock and changed into her bachelor's uniform early in anticipation of this special graduation ceremony. At the ceremony, the dean of the School of Fine Arts of Henan Normal University awarded her a certificate of collection of works, the deputy secretary of the party committee of the school read out the decision on the award of the degree certificate, and the secretary of the party committee of the school allocated spikes for her. She was wearing a bachelor's uniform, holding a degree certificate and taking photos with her family, teachers, and medical staff, and the smile on her face could not even cover the mask.
After the ceremony, Sun Ying took photos in the circle of friends to wish herself a happy graduation, and thanked the school, teachers and family for their encouragement and companionship. She said, "It is your encouragement and support that has led to the now optimistic and cheerful Xiaoying, and I will continue to cheer." ”
"Wish the world loved me a little more"
For several years, the pressure of medical expenses has been pressing on the hearts of Sun Ying's mother and daughter. In order to reduce her mother's burden and help the family pay off debts, during the school period, Sun Ying went outside to substitute for classes as soon as she had time. Even if there are all kinds of difficulties and dangers, Sun Ying is still confident in the next treatment. She remembers the care and support given to her by her family, teachers, classmates and even strangers in her life, and she wants to prove to everyone that she can persevere and become a role model for everyone. "I was critically ill several times, so close to death but rescued, the disease is tenacious, I am also tenacious. Hopefully the world loves me a little more, I really want to live. ”
Sun Ying has never forgotten to live well and prove it to her father. Before she fell ill, her father had wanted to take her on a trip until she was admitted to college, but this plan was disrupted by a medical certificate. Now that her father is gone, she wants to wait until she is cured and try to make money, take her mother on a trip, and make up for the regret of not being able to travel with her father.
Article/Reporter Dai Youqing