In the early eighties, nineteen-year-old Su Tao was in his youth, a boy who loved to write poetry and special literature, with a metal frame glasses on the bridge of his nose, neat dress, and black pants and white shirts, but Sven was also shy and smiled. In the classroom, Su Tao and the teacher discussed literature often witty, exported into chapters, and occasionally saw poetry works in newspapers and periodicals, which were regarded as talents by students and deeply loved by teachers and students. It is the age when the love sinus first opened, many amorous female classmates secretly sent Qiu Bo, expressing their liking but su Tao politely rejected it on the grounds of "no career success, no love". It was such a tall boy who was particularly eye-catching in the crowd.
One summer morning, Su Tao came to the campus playground as usual to read in the morning, the morning sun rose slowly, due to yesterday's heavy rain, the air was unusually fresh, and the weather was not as hot as usual. The weeping willows on the edge of the playground swayed under the breeze and danced gracefully, and the students in the shade of the trees read or talked in the morning, and the beautiful figures of youth appeared from time to time under the sway of the weeping willows.
Su Tao came to the playground for half an hour, looked at the sun, remembered that there was another lecturer coming to class today, so he got up from the grass and closed the book to prepare to leave. At this time, from a distance came the laughter of two girls, Su Tao subconsciously pushed the frame of the glasses, but saw a girl chasing another girl who fell far away from her, while running and shouting softly: "You slow down, wait for me!"
The girl wore a white dress, her long flowing hair was blown up by the wind, the wisps were soft and smooth, because of the urgency of running, she did not find that a boy got up to leave, and almost bumped into a full heart. At the moment of awkward staring, the girl's shy face flew up to Yunxia, and Su Tao fixed her eyes on it, this girl had fair skin, bright teeth, and long hair with eyebrows scattered on her shoulders. Su Tao only looked at the girl, and before she could respond to the repeated apologies of others, the girl had already run away, leaving a string of laughter behind her, Su Tao fixed his mind and shook his head with a smile, turned and walked towards the classroom.
When Su Tao came to the lecture hall, it was already full of friends, and I heard that the lecturer today was a very famous professor, Su Tao looked around and found that there were still several empty seats behind him, and hurriedly walked away. Then a familiar voice came, "It's you, so coincidental, come here!" ”
Su Tao fixed his eyes on the girl he had just met in the playground, waving at him. Su Tao answered the call and sat down next to the girl. On the podium, the teacher was hanging in the river, talking about the past and the present, while Su Tao was distracted for the first time, and the thunderous applause dragged him back from thousands of thoughts, but he happily sketched his beautiful love blueprint, feeling that love was already on the road.
After the lecture, she exchanged personal information with the girl, and since then I have known her, it turned out that the girl was her own sister, enrolled in the Chinese Department, and she also had a nice name called Shu Ting, whose name was like her person.
In the days to come, Su Tao often asked Shu Ting to read together in the morning, and he often saw the figure of the two in the canteen and library, and the students were privately rumoring that Su Tao was in love. In fact, Su Tao fell in love with this girl thoroughly in her heart, but Shu Ting was close and far away, and if she was separated, she did not dare to cross the relationship between classmates.
One stormy night, Su Tao and Shu Ting came out of the library, they jointly took an umbrella back to the dormitory, the light rain did not hurry, and occasionally cool raindrops splashed into Shu Ting's neck. Shu Ting subconsciously shrunk her neck, Su Tao painfully took out a handkerchief to wipe her, Shu Ting did not refuse. When the two people looked at each other and saw the shy Shu Ting, Su Tao suddenly said loudly: "Shu Ting, I like you, I want to protect you from being wronged for the rest of my life." ”
Shu Ting was stunned, looking at him with a timid look for the first time, swallowing and trying to say something, but never said it, but left Su Tao and ran away in the rain. Since then, Shu Ting has rarely interacted with Su Tao.
Time flies so fast! Three years of college life is coming to an end, and when they graduate, their classmates are busy with their graduation thesis, and no one has noticed that Su Tao is becoming more and more silent and depressed all day. Because Shu Ting has not been to school for a week, where has she gone? Su Tao kept inquiring about her news from Shu Ting's friends, and finally the night before leaving school, she received a letter from Shu Ting from a female classmate, which read, "Su Tao, you are very good, because I have a special family, I lost my mother since I was a child, and I have no choice for marriage!" My father has already made plans for my life, he found someone for me, because my father's fate is difficult to violate, I can only follow his wishes, we have no chance in this life, and we will continue in the next life..."
Su Tao held the letter paper in a daze, but the tears inadvertently slipped down, a gust of wind blew, the letter paper fluttered and fell slowly on the ground, Su Tao sadly pulled his leg and ran away.
The beautiful love died before it sprouted, and later learned that Shu Ting was married to a working class in Beijing, and he secretly went to see Shu Ting after he found out about Shu Ting's whereabouts, only to be blocked by Shu Ting's family, forcing him to leave. The family made a concealment of what Su Tao found, Shu Ting later heard that Su Tao was obsessed with finding the matter and cried into tears, Shu Ting did not love the man, and the man was also laid off a few years after marriage, life was very difficult, and then later, there was no later...
I thought that the story was over, but I didn't think that some time ago, Su Tao returned to his hometown. After experiencing the feelings of failure, Su Tao resolutely left his hometown and went to Shenzhen, relying on his own ability, he later set up a company and achieved a career.
Although Su Tao said that his career was successful and the spring breeze was proud, he always had a first love in his heart, so he returned to his hometown and contacted his classmates, of course, the most looking forward to it was to meet Shu Ting and want to know if she was doing well. Very smooth, through repeated invitations from classmates, Shu Ting was invited to go, and the two cried with joy after meeting each other.
In the days that followed, the party was held again and again, and Shu Ting only participated in it once and never had the courage to face him again, because his brilliance and his own downfall made him even more unbearable. The following poem was written by Su Tao when he saw Shu Ting unsuccessfully, before leaving, after getting together again, he sent it to Shu Ting through WeChat, and after reading his poem, his eyes were misty with tears...