[My Drug Rehabilitation Diary] Don't let "I Think" Become "I Shouldn't"

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"It shouldn't matter if it's just once", you can always hear such words in life. But if you ask people who have sunk in the sea of drugs how to stay away from drugs, they will say that there must be no "just smoke once" idea. I was like this, under the words and instigation of my friends "it doesn't matter once", I thought it was okay, but in the end I was addicted to drugs and sank into the sea of drugs for 18 years.

I am 42 years old, with scars on my arms due to frequent drug injections, and my thighs with severe varicose veins have begun to ulcerate, which is also the sequelae left by years of drug use. I started smoking heroin when I was 18 years old, and then tried new drugs such as K powder, methamphetamine, and mixed smoking, and almost half of my life was accompanied by "poison".

Because of the greedy play and do not like to learn, after I dropped out of high school, a friend's birthday, at the instigation of a friend "it should be okay once", I tried heroin, I thought it was okay to smoke so once, but under the influence of my friends, I could not receive it, and I smoked many times and became addicted to drugs.

In order to take drugs, I stole my parents' money, cheated the family's demolition compensation, and later in order to raise drug funds, I began to steal, once Caught by the police at the scene when stealing an electric motorcycle, and then sent to the city compulsory isolation drug rehabilitation center for compulsory drug rehabilitation.

After more than 22 months, I thought I had finally quit my addiction, but I relapsed again within a few days of coming out, and I made up my mind every time I quit drugs, but when the drugs were in front of me, all the things that quit drugs were completely forgotten. Because of relapse, I was forced to isolate myself several times for drug rehabilitation. Fed up with drugs at the mercy of my life, I pounded my head on countless lonely nights, and there were thousands of things that shouldn't have filled my mind.

I was lucky because in the days when I was determined to quit drugs, I met my current wife, she chose me without hesitation, supported me wholeheartedly, and she illuminated my life path, so far I have not touched drugs for 5 consecutive years. Last year, I got married and had children, although the burden on my body became heavier, but my heart was much more solid, I wanted to work and live well, and give my wife and children happiness.

I want to tell all young people not to touch poison, even if it is only once, once is the abyss, do not let "I think" become "I should not".

Finishing: Wang Lotus

Edited by: Chen Universe

Review: Zhao Chunmin