Have you ever felt this way, like a person by yourself, and go to great lengths to chase each other to the hand, but when the other party began to fall in love with himself, he did not have the feeling of liking at the beginning. So we began to escape or even disappear, and finally lost each other in our cold violence.
Yang Wei is in this situation now, and last year, Yang Wei fell in love with wu Li, a colleague of the same company.
Wu Li is beautiful, cheerful, and has a good wind evaluation in the company. At the first sight of her, Yang Wei liked this beautiful girl, so Yang Wei began to approach Wu Li and introduce her into his net step by step.
Yang Wei has always been the kind of other people's children in the mouth of his parents, with excellent academic performance, handsome and handsome, and has always been the object of envy in the eyes of others from childhood to adulthood. However, his childhood was not happy, and it can be said that he was not born in anticipation.
When he was a baby, his mom suffered from postpartum depression. From the time he was born to the time he was weaned, he was carried by the nanny. When he was in elementary school, his mother's depression improved, but it was also from this time that his mother began to strictly control his life and study.
In his impression, since he had a memory, his mother had never hugged him, but blindly asked him to study hard, the exam must be the first place, and the piano must pass the grade. If there is a little bit of failure to meet the requirements, mom will be furious.
Last month, Wu Li confessed to him that she wanted to confirm their relationship. The ambiguity between them is well known, and under the background of the atmosphere, the two stole the forbidden fruit early.
He clearly understood that he liked this girl. But when Wu Li took the initiative to break through this layer of window paper and confess to him, he suddenly found that he had lost all his feelings for this girl. The ambiguity faded, and he just wanted to escape.
It was Wu Li's phone again, and Yang Wei did not answer it. Since that confession, Yang Wei has begun to hide from Wu Li, without giving any explanation, and even directly applied for a business trip to other places, wanting to temporarily leave this land of right and wrong. He began to get tired of Wu Li's pestering, and felt that Wu Li was now like her mother, full of dissatisfaction and accusations against him.
On WeChat, Wu Li's small essays were written one after another, full of incomprehension, pain and grievances. He didn't understand how the girl who was full of light before had become like this now, he listed the shortcomings of Wu Li one by one, looking at the message sent by the other party, he did not block, nor did he delete, but just replied to let the other party calm down.
Two months later, Yang Wei returned from a business trip, and although he had a headache about how to face Wu Li, he could not always come back in order to hide from people. But he didn't realize one thing, he hadn't received any calls or messages from Wu Li for two weeks, and he thought Wu Li had finally calmed down.
At the end of the business trip, he had been working for two days, looking everywhere but still did not find Wu Li's figure.
He finally couldn't help but ask his colleagues around him, and the colleagues couldn't help but be surprised:
"Isn't Wu Li the best with you?" She left her job, didn't she tell you!? I thought you two were boyfriend and girlfriend for a long time, but before Wu Li left her job, I saw that she was not in a good state, and I specifically asked her, she only said that there was something wrong at home, denied your relationship, and it didn't take long for her to leave. ”
He didn't listen to what the colleague said later, but just began to chill and returned to his seat with a pale face. His heart was full of confusion and regret, he just wanted to escape for a while, but he never thought that Wu Li would disappear.
After that, he inquired for a long time before he heard a little news from Wu Li's hometown, and heard that Wu Li was pregnant, but the doctor did not recommend miscarriage, saying that beating it would lead to lifelong infertility. But Wu Li was really cruel, and let the doctor drain the child without even thinking about it, preferring not to have children for a lifetime, and resolutely not wanting that child.
When Yang Wei heard these news, he didn't stand still, and suddenly sat on the ground, covering his head and crying loudly.