Mother-child love (part 1) Author: Xuan Naiqiang, Shaanxi Xingping people, public number: small shrimp rice hanging fish

My father was hospitalized with illness, his condition continued to worsen, his health deteriorated, and his life was in danger.

During the hospitalization of my father, my heart has been worried about my grandmother, asking the whole family to block the news of her illness from my grandmother, not wanting to make my frail and sick grandmother afraid, and even more afraid of the wise grandmother detecting the clues, suspicious, specially let me go home to take care of my grandmother's food and clothing, told me to let my grandmother take medicine on time, and focused on reminding me that my grandmother has a problem with the cornea in her left eye, and I should always accompany when I go out to prevent falling.

Although the elderly grandmother has poor eyesight, she has a clear heart and is recognized as a pedestrian in the village.

One day, when the neighbor's second aunt and the villagers discussed their father's illness, the grandmother hiding behind the wall heard the news that her father was sick and hospitalized, and after the two saw the grandmother, they wanted to stop talking and dodge, and when the grandmother came forward to ask for verification, the two hurriedly walked away.

When Grandma came home, she was nervous and uneasy, and she kept nagging her father, asking me to call my father and ask him to come home to see her immediately.

Grandma's abnormal behavior, in my expectation, I hurriedly explained to My Grandmother: "Milk, the school sent my father to teach in other places, and he can't come back for a while and a half, if you insist that he come back, the students there will be no teachers in class." ”

Grandma hesitated and said: "Oh, it turns out that this is the case, you see I am old and confused, since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety can not be complete, teaching and educating people is a big thing, above all else, students can not do without teachers, then don't call your father." I just heard your second aunt from the neighbor tell the villagers that your father was hospitalized, and I was worried before asking. ”

I hurriedly defended: "Grandma, don't trust what the neighbor's second aunt said, you may have heard it wrong, my father is fine, yesterday my father called to greet you!" ”

Grandma half-believed it, but every day she stood at the entrance of the village and looked around, fidgeting, shouting her father's name, eagerly looking forward to her father's return.

When someone in the village passed by, Grandma thought of trying to find out the news of her father from the mouth of the villagers, and the villagers, under my suggestion, jointly made up lies and coaxed Grandma, grandma was as clear as a mirror, but she didn't say it was broken, and she always had trouble sleeping and eating every day, and she frowned bitterly.

While circling with my grandmother, I always pay attention to my father's condition, learn that my father's condition is getting worse, my heart is like a knife, the liver and intestines are broken, I really hope that a miracle will appear, let my father get better quickly, several times dream that my father is well, the family sits around, there is talk and laughter, when I wake up happily, I find that it is a dream, and I can't help but cry.

When my father was terminally ill, he had to be discharged from the hospital to go home, and a 120 car rushed into the village, and the villagers rushed to my house with an ambulance, helping with all hands and feet.

An ominous premonition hung over me, and my heart had already flown home with the ambulance, eager to see my father, who was thinking about me day and night.

Grandma asked me incomprehensibly: "Niu Niu, who in our village is sick, how did an ambulance come?" ah! I couldn't stop panicking at this moment, and my heart was in inexplicable pain. ”

People often say: "Mother and child are connected to each other, and they have mutual induction." Grandma's question made my heart cut like a knife, and I hurriedly turned to block Grandma's view, and explained duplicitously; "Milk, it may be that the ambulance is passing by our village, don't think about it, I will accompany you to exercise for a while." ”

I absent-mindedly accompanied my grandmother around the village entrance, constantly deceiving myself, my father should be well before he was discharged home, and I was afraid of my grandmother's vigilance, forced a smile to chat with my grandmother, and intentionally changed the topic and diverted my grandmother's attention.

Suddenly, my mobile phone rang, and my brother called to say that my father had come home, that his life was in danger at any time, that everything had been arranged, and that my father wanted to see my grandmother one last time.

Hearing the bad news of this sunny day, my heart was like a knife, extremely sad, my whole body collapsed, without a trace of strength, I was going to lose my dear father, to become a fatherless child, I put my back on my sleeve to wipe away the tears on my face, and turned back to tell my grandmother the news with heartache.

Grandma panicked after hearing this, and with Si'er's heart, she struggled to fall off the crutches and ran home like crazy, and I hurried to catch up behind.

When I was about to get home, I found that there were many neighbors at the door, each with a painful expression, sighing, I instantly fainted at the door, and the third father in the door hurriedly hugged me.

Grandma deeply felt that the atmosphere was not good, suddenly pale, trembling, when entering the door, almost tripped by the threshold, the second father hurriedly supported Grandma, signaling the villagers to avoid it.

Grandma entered her father's house with the help of her second father and brother, and her father lay on the kang, skinny as wood, dazed, and his face as earth-colored, and Grandma looked at her dying father and painfully wiped her tears with her clothes.

When the father saw the grandmother, the old tears flowed, smiled and took the grandmother's hand, with tears in his eyes, and said reluctantly: "Mother, I am forced to go out of the far door, I can't accompany you for a long time, I hope you take care of your body, mother, let me take a good look at you again..."

Grandma hurriedly took her father in her arms, helplessly and desperately crying in the sky, her liver and gallbladder were broken, and her father cried quietly like a child in grandma's arms.

Looking at the silent grandmother, the father gently wiped the tears from the grandmother's face with his hand, and the grandmother cried and said, "Poor son! No matter what, the mother will accompany you, guard you, don't worry about the mother, the mother is all right..."

Mother and son tacitly comfort each other, love and love, mutual concern, mother and son love the final confession of this life, the father is afraid of grandma's blind sadness, hurt the body, signaling us to send grandma to the second dad's house, grandma took the father's hand and refused to let go, the second dad forcibly took the grandma away, the grandma teared his heart and lungs to see the father crying desperately.

When I turned back to my father's room again, I found my father kneeling on the kang, constantly prostrating his head in the direction of grandma's walk, crying and shouting: "Mother, forgive the child is not filial piety, this life can not give you the end of the pension, I give you three prostrations, if there is an afterlife, I will still be your son, good filial piety to you..."

Suddenly, my father was lying on his side on the kang, sweating profusely, panting heavily, pale, weak, and when I cried and wanted my father to lie down, my father said weakly: "Cow cow, carry my father up, go to the backyard of our front house and turn around, my father wants to look at our family again." ”

I carried my skinny father on my back, my legs were like lead, it was difficult to walk, tears kept falling on the ground, my father looked at the home he had bought by his own hands reluctantly, full of feelings for brick by brick, grass and tree, crying and drooling on my back, tears falling on my neck from time to time.

After dinner, my critically ill father explained the aftermath to us, and said in a weak voice: "Relatives, I may not have much time, my relationship with our family is exhausted, although I am very reluctant, but I have no choice." Children, all blame Dad for not having the ability, did not create favorable conditions for you, when he was dying, he was sick and dug a big pit for his family, he really couldn't stand it, after I left, you donated my cornea to my mother, hoping that you would keep it a secret from my mother. ”

Then he instructed: "Children, don't be sad and sad, I beg you to do your father a favor, take care of your grandmother and your mother, these are the two women I can't stand in my life, I owe them too much, and I do filial piety for them." My body was cremated, and everything was done from Jane..." The family sobbed and choked under the kang, crying.

At dawn, my father died and drove the crane west, and the family was in chaos,......

To be continued...