Source: China News Network
On December 24, Feng Xiaoting, a player of Shanghai Shenhua Club, posted a long article on social media with the title of "The Annual Confession of a Chinese Footballer", summarizing his 2020. In the long article, Feng Xiaoting talked about the bits and pieces that have happened in the past year and expressed the dream of Chinese football to go to the world.
The full text is as follows:
【Confessions of an Annual Chinese Footballer】
In 2020, everything is changing.
I went from Evergrande, where I played for 9 years, to Greenland Shenhua. At that moment, I sighed, missed, and did not give up, but at the same time I also knew that everything in the past had passed, just like Márquez said, no matter where you go, you should remember that memory is an endless road, and all the previous springs no longer exist.
You have to go all out and keep moving forward.
The average age of the team this year is the largest in the Chinese Super League, so before the game began, it was cleverly pressed on the title of the pension team, so when the first game was lost, the pressure from all sides followed, and the prophets also began to show off their wisdom, fortunately, we won two consecutive wins, but what we received was still irresponsible cynicism. It reminds me of the first home win at Champions City in 2003 but was called off and disbanded. History is always strikingly similar, but the details and results are not simply repeated, we were lucky to walk out of the group of death, everyone was not excited that day, perhaps in this process everyone has experienced too much and harvested more valuable wealth than the result.
From the pension, the running distance is small to the team with the most steals in the Chinese Super League, the team with the most clean sheets, the team with the most domestic players, and the shenhua spirit praised by the people's network, these are the results of everyone's efforts. In the Asian arena, we have also broken through the years of unwinnable results, under the choi Kang-hee head coaching system, everyone in every position is very important, and everyone is not indispensable, everyone must do their best.
Remember that we have a game that must be won, after everyone fights down, in addition to the excitement are also very tired, can not move, that night, I lay in bed, reminiscing about the game, suddenly the heart began to hurt, which made me begin to doubt life, the word sudden death has been around me, and then think about what has been paid over the years, what has been left, if it really does not work, in the end it is not worth it, 3 o'clock, as if to understand, just like this, simply ate a bowl of noodles that I did not dare to eat for a long time, it is also magical, the heart does not hurt.
It was also at this time that I felt no need to care about those things that were not nutritious anymore, slowly being alone with myself, I closed the Weibo comments, did not read the news, occasionally sent a small dynamic, put more energy into interesting and meaningful things, nearly 200 days of closed time, 37 books, 22 movies, 4 serials, and teammates to fight the king and cs, as for the other, do not have to show anything harder, everyone has eyes, there are feelings.
After many years, he came to the head coach, he is still strict, especially the arrangement of tactical play, when it comes to people-oriented tactics, in fact, he has only heard of no contact, it seems that only Radko has tried once, and then it is seen in the book that Rome used this tactic in the last century to defeat the powerful Juve at that time.
So this tactic everyone at the beginning of the implementation of a lot of difficult questions, with one after another, from incomprehension to argument to resolute implementation, gradually familiar, the team's combat effectiveness has also been greatly improved, but the change on the field is rapid, the details determine success or failure, if we can strengthen the ability to adapt and read at any time on the field, the effect will be better.
Of course, it is also necessary to strengthen english skills,
For example, Xiao Bi, whose game with Australia was seriously violated, shouted referee as a keeper in a hurry, shouted confused to the opposing players, and asked Xiao Bi why keeper. When Xiao Bi was strong, when he returned to Shanghai to isolate, in addition to exercising and reading every day, he also signed up for an online English class. For example, like Li Shuai, after leading with Japan, the referee asked him to serve quickly, and the handsome guy fluently told the referee, I am 38, how fast. Of course, I also want to strengthen my studies, download a fitness software, and practice with a female blogger for 2 weeks, thinking that this sport is called Pamela, and the original blogger is called pamela reif.
This year is coming to an end, there are many gains, there are many regrets, there are many good changes, but also found a lot of deficiencies and gaps, try to change and achieve it, and the times have nothing to do with age, are relying on strength to speak, not in frustration when pointing to others to say that it is because of him or anyone else.
Every present is our golden age, not once it has passed, it will become beautiful, and next year will certainly encounter more difficulties and challenges. What to consider is not what it can bring me, but what I can do for it.
Finally, I would like to thank the head coach for saying that he worked hard for us after each game this year, and also thank Mr. Zhou for eating and living with us in the closed time of nearly 200 days, solving problems for us, relieving pressure, inspiring everyone, protecting everyone, and feeling really good to be supported, and more grateful to Mr. Wu for his strong support and encouragement to me and the team.
I am Brother Ting, I have a dream, Chinese football, to the world.