This is Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing, played by Qin Han and Lin Qingxia in the rolling red dust! Of course, people are particularly good-looking, in all the roles played by Lin Qingxia, this is almost unbearable, except for the laughter at the beginning, the rest are all angry and crying! Readers who have seen hulan's photos of people think that hulan is handsome?
But Hu Lancheng is definitely a talent among talents. Although born into a poor family, but there are hills in the chest, people are humanistic and literary, it is better to look at them separately. But no matter how to say that in the male lover's love for him is the best of the scum, to take the current words: the old driver who is familiar with the road, the fighter in the old driver.
Although the woman he loved and himself did not feel anything wrong, when they loved each other, they only loved each other, and they did not say evil words after separation. But in the end, everyone is only a mortal flesh, and the mud bodhisattva still has three points of qi, let alone a mortal person with seven passions and six desires. Zhang Ailing's departure just illustrates this point.
Hu Lancheng said that for women, it is not so much love as it is knowing. In fact, it is also true that the first foot he stepped into the hearts of all women began with knowledge, his mind was delicate and quick-witted, and the nature of doing it was just right, and the most important thing was that every step was accompanied by sincerity.
Almost all women can see three points of good, treat it with sincerity, in fact, there is a difference hidden in it. Among the many women, only Zhang Ailing is a lover-like existence, and she is also the most deeply hurt.
Indeed, he first admired Zhang Ailing's name, took Zhang Ailing's address from Su Qing, and visited her. Zhang Ailing did not see the guest, only received a note from the door opening, knowing that it was him. Instead, he went to see him at his residence, and the first time we met, we talked for five hours.
On the way back to Zhang Ailing, the two walked side by side, only one sentence: "Your figure is so tall, how can this be?" Such an old man's offensive is like a freehand landscape painting, and the artistic conception is probably only something that Zhang Ailing next to her can bear. One after another, love was born.
The time and space of people in the 65th room on the sixth floor of Apartment 1926 at Jing'an Temple, at the intersection of Luhede Road, often reminds me of wonderland, as if such a happy trance can only happen in the sky. He said: "I just feel that everything in the world that has a word, a thing, is about Zhang Ailing, it becomes good." ”
The two are in the room, as if "looking at the mirror before and after the flowers, the flowers and faces are mirrored", living together in the same practice, the same fate and the same phase, seeing the same knowledge. Men wasted farming, women wasted weaving, and they didn't want to go out to play with the Tao, and they didn't have kung fu. No matter what Hu Lancheng said, Zhang Ailing always felt that it was "climbing the strip to pick fragrant flowers, and words are joyful breaths".
She wrote of him: "He sat alone on the couch, the deeply buried tranquility of gold dust and golden sand in the room, the wind and rain outside, and the mountains were all over today. Then he said, "You man, I would hate to wrap you up like a sachet, with dense needles and threads sewn and hidden in the suitcase." ”
It seems understandable that Zhang Ailing would fall in love with Hu Lancheng like this. When they met, he was already a middle-aged man who was well versed in the world, and he was politically turbulent and wrote a good article. And Zhang Ailing sat in the living room of his house, a childish and pitiful look, to say that she was a female student, and even the maturity of the female student, like the new buds on the tree, not stained with dust.
That is, this unstained temperament falls to a solid place full of dust, and often the pain of life is painful. Hu Lancheng was born in a poor family all the way up, although he has great ambitions, it is not easy in the end. Zhang Ailing was born into a noble family and had a prominent family. Although it has not been smooth since childhood, it is still a large family in the end, and it is absolutely impossible for the two people to look at personnel matters the same. As Hu Lancheng said in his book: "In my opinion, the feelings that should be felt, in her there is no such should." ”
He also clearly blamed Zhang Ailing for not being humane and sophisticated, and had no basic enthusiasm for his friends and relatives. At that time, he fled back to Shanghai, accompanied by his niece Qingyun and his friend The young master of the Si family, And Zhang Ailing did not leave them to eat, which aroused his strong disgust. And she didn't feel like she was doing anything wrong.
Nurse Xiao Zhou was met when he was fleeing to Wuhan, and the two of them were well. Xiao Zhou in his eyes: "Only because she values the world." She also always takes care of the other person's decency. Even with Xiao ZhouYi's attitude of criticizing people, he felt that it was better than Christian forgiveness, and better than Shakya's compassion. And these are things that Zhang Ailing does not have, and she will not learn in her lifetime.
Zhang Ailing in his eyes never pities people, nor does he sympathize with anyone, and the heart of compassion and charity is completely absent, "there is no exaggeration in the world, and there is no grievance", very selfish, and the heart is fierce. When I read the book, I was thinking, Zhang Ailing saw this, I am afraid that she will cry out sadly.
It was such a Zhang Ailing, who wrote for him behind the photo: "When I saw him, she became very low and very low, low to the dust, but her heart was joyful, and flowers blossomed from the dust." It was such a Zhang Ailing, who ran to Wenzhou alone to visit him in the refugees, regardless of her safety, and when she knew that there was an extra Fan Xiumei in addition to Xiao Zhou, she still gave her the opportunity to let him choose, even if she repeatedly embarrassed herself.
Zhang Ailing, who is still the one who in his eyes, is not unfamiliar with spring flowers and does not fall in love, in Wenzhou with Fan Xiumei and Hu Lancheng in the three people's room, sitting in the middle of the night is still reluctant to leave. On the boat back to Shanghai, I looked at the Tao Tao River, wept for a long time, and endured for a year and a half before I wrote a parting letter: I don't like you anymore. You don't like me anymore. This time I made a decision after a year and a half of long consideration, at that time, only a small luck, did not want to increase your difficulties. Don't come to me, even if you write a letter, I won't look at it. The phrase "only for Xiao Ji" does not know how much thought is hidden in it.
Zhang Ailing really left, traveling far away from home and abroad until she was old. In the face of Zhang Ailing's departure, Hu Lancheng was also as alive as death, and he wrote in the book: The eldest husband acts as if he were alive and dead, and he is not as good as Ai Ling's desire to die, and my Ai Ling is even better than the Bodhisattvas of the Indian Heavens. Ailing is mine, not mine, it's the same, it's good to have her in the world. Reading the heart is not a taste, as if everything is blank.
I just remembered the sentence in the book that Christ said: "The one who belongs to Caesar belongs to Caesar, and the one who belongs to God belongs to God" is used to describe the two people. Just like the sentence: "The clouds are in the blue sky, the water is in the bottle" Nature, what is needed is to return the public to a clean Zhang Ailing, and I hope that there will be fewer Hu Lancheng in the world, so as not to provoke many smoke and rain hatred!