Author: Hu Yang Yingyue
Love, as I understand it, is also a living thing. Or it can be said that love, too, is spiritual. Once a person has a true love, the heart is lost, and he can no longer find the self he once was, and there will never be any real love again. In other words, people who have truly loved once have their hearts dead!
I think that all people who have experienced a true love may have this resonance: never want love again. I don't want to be loved by others, and I don't want to love others anymore...
Liu Mingming, 45 years old this year. He just broke up with his wife Gao Yuanyuan last year, and the two of them spent a total of eight years together. In these eight years, from the moment two people began to fall in love, they liked each other very, very much, and belonged to a true love at first sight. Two people can be said to truly interpret love to an extreme state, and also taste all the sweetness and happiness about love.
After the two people started in love and became friends for about two years, the two people got married and started a family.
From the second year after the two people got married, the two people worked together to want a crystallization of their own love. However, the two people waited bitterly, hoping, and the high round stomach was always indisputable, and there was never any movement.
The days passed slowly day by day, about half a year of waiting, Gao Yuanyuan's stomach still did not change at all, so Liu Mingming's mother let Liu Mingming and Gao Yuanyuan go to the hospital to check it out.
When Liu Mingming's mother proposed to "go to the hospital for examination", at first, the two people did not agree. Because the two people have undergone a premarital examination, they are healthy and there is nothing wrong with it.
However, the two people could not stand the mother's nagging all day, and later wanted to simply take a form and let the old lady die. Therefore, Liu Mingming and Gao Yuanyuan came to the hospital for examination.
However, what wannabe did not expect was that the results of the inspection were really problematic - Liu Mingming's problem. And it is impossible to have children for life! Liu Mingming and Gao Yuanyuan were completely confused - why didn't the marriage test check out?
Since Liu Mingming learned that he could not have children, Liu Mingming's whole person had changed. I became no longer talkative, became less interested in anything, and the whole person seemed to have changed into a person with the former Liu Mingming.
Such a situation dragged on for several years, and just last year, Liu Mingming finally made up his mind and proposed to divorce Gao Yuanyuan.
However, how could Gao Yuanyuan, who deeply loved Liu Mingming, be willing to divorce Liu Mingming? Therefore, Gao Yuanyuan said: We can not have children, isn't it very good for us to live our own two-person world? However, Liu Mingming knew that this was Gao Yuanyuan comforting himself, because Gao Yuanyuan had always liked children and had long wanted a child of his own.
Liu Mingming insisted on divorce, Gao Yuanyuan did not leave, so the two people spent half a year.
In the middle of one night in the second half of last year, Liu Mingming's room heard Gao Yuanyuan's heart-rending cry: Help, help...
It turned out that because Gao Yuanyuan had not agreed to divorce, Liu Mingming had no choice but to secretly take more than 20 sleeping pills and wanted to end his life, so that he could force Gao Yuanyuan to leave himself...
Fortunately, Gao Yuanyuan found out in time, Liu Mingming rescued him, but after this incident, Gao Yuanyuan did not dare to insist on not divorcing. She was afraid that something would go wrong with Liu Mingming. So the two went through divorce procedures last year.
After the divorce, Liu Mingming said that he would never marry again, and Gao Yuanyuan was waiting for Liu Mingming to change his mind until now. He told Liu Mingming: We can not have children. We can adopt a child if we want...
People who have truly experienced a true love are often too deep because the feelings invested are too deep, so when this affectionate love has no results or is scattered, it is almost a desperate blow to themselves. From then on, he will never fall in love with anyone else, and no one can replace the person he truly loves in his heart. Since then, I have closed the door of my heart and never wanted to love again...
In fact, in our real life, there are such a part of the people, now they do not believe in love, and once they were people who really experienced a true love...