At a young age, it was often instilled by parents, how important it is to read, the hope given by parents is also very large, and the desire to hope for Jackie Chan is estimated to be the same in every family, but this cannot stop a young heart, after all, the childhood of such people is so happy.
At that time, the happiness was so simple, climbing trees, rolling iron rings, riding bicycles, going up the mountain with friends to explore, jumping off a hill that was much taller than himself, climbing the roof of the village where you could see the whole village, playing hide-and-seek with your friends was a game we often played, who in the village wanted to build a new house and bring us small sand dunes that would make us happy all day, go to the fish pond outside the village to swim (whether he would be able to water or not), take the needle that my mother sewed clothes into a fish hook to fish (it seems that I did not catch it once), steal and eat the apples in Uncle Zhang's orchard, Zhongxiu quietly picked the apricots of Uncle Wang's family (sour teeth)
However, when I arrived at class, it was like being chartered in the movie theater in my head, all kinds of hauntings, all kinds of fantasies, which led to being reprimanded by the teacher every day, but it seemed that at that time, it didn't feel like that, and even felt that being taught by the teacher was a great thing!
When I was in junior high school, I felt that I couldn't keep up with any subjects, and the overall Internet café played games (to be honest, my game talent was still OK) At that time, my downstairs was an Internet café, waiting for my parents to fall asleep every night, secretly running down to play for a night (this play is two years, the eyes from one hundred degrees to seven hundred degrees. The next day of class... (I slept there) Just a flash of junior high school passed, (digression: I still remember that I was the class grass at that time) junior high school graduation without grades, I went to vocational high school (said that high school is actually a place to play, every day I see is a fight, at that time I am not a bad student, but I read novels every day, listen to songs, occasionally eat a snack noodles in class, sleepy on my stomach for a while) Gradually two years have passed, and it is time to go out for an internship in the face of society!
It was the first time I went to Beijing, what a bustling city, but I didn't get to a bustling place, our group was arranged to work in an electronics factory (it may be young, or it may be that the working environment I can't get used to) I resigned with two friends, and my two-month-long Internet café career (during which I bought a mobile phone in Beijing and was pit by thousands of people in Xinguancun, because I was too young to understand anything, I swallowed a breath) and then my gray life began.
15 years of hometown to find a job, did the financial industry (in fact, to do loans, ask people to charge 2w membership fees, only to make a website for others, loans can not come down) because I may be kind-hearted, so I resigned after doing it for a while.
In 16 years, I went to Beijing again, and after experiencing various situations because of the difficulty of eating, I went to do temporary work (the kind of card holders) At that time, the ID card, mobile phone, wallet, and bank card were all pressed, and I could only sneak away if I wanted to do it, and I couldn't even buy a ticket to go home when I wanted to go home during the New Year.
17 years into the pit of online loans, until now can not be paid off.
Time flies really fast, the blink of an eye is the end of 2021, old parents, unmarried me, no house me, no car me, how to get back on track.
I wonder how many people have the same experience as me, the same situation as me, and are we still working hard? But if you don't work hard, how can you face your future life? (How long until we get ashore!) ）
Please forgive me for the bad literary style!