Life Essay, my study abroad experience in Japan dou initially opened, confessed to classmates

The above talked about some Japanese culture, as well as the Japanese level test, now talk about my personal emotional experience, the above introduces Zheng Xing's emotional experience, I first saw her, I had a strong interest in her, she came a year earlier than me, and then, a year earlier than us to enter the university, these make us feel very envious, because we began to charge tuition fees at the national university. They are still a relatively lucky group of people.

She is from Tieling City, Liaoning, is the hometown of Benshan teacher, she has a kind personality, treat people and things have a star temperament, in a period of contact process, I have a deep impression of her, her name is Guo Xinying, since the good impression on her, I began to find opportunities to get close to her, after all, everyone in China University is still a classmate, in Japan there is a care between each other, because at that time everyone had a mobile phone, are facing the exam, so I only texted silently to bless her, But one time when I was texting, she was interviewing and it made me look awkward.

Once, I was drinking with my friends, and everyone was up, and they started joking about me, saying, "There are thieves who don't have the guts, guys, not men." To be honest, it was really lonely in Japan at that time, and it would be wonderful to have someone to accompany me, and thinking about it, I began to brag: "Believe it or not, I will immediately text her and confess to her." In a burst of joy, everyone also coaxed, let me immediately confess, I was also groggy to pick up the mobile phone, began to find the phone number, after seeing Guo Xinying's number, I opened the call, at that time, may be working, no one answered the phone, my confidence began to grow stronger, said: "See no, not I do not fight, but no one answers the phone." In this way, in a frolicking, our party ended, it was about 10 o'clock in the evening, Guo Xinying returned the phone, I was drunk confused, asleep, in the haze, picked up the phone and said: "Hey, is it Guo Xinying?" Just now everyone was drinking, making fun of me, let me call you. "Call me for something, they're really bad." Guo Xinying revealed the innocent laughter of the little girl and said: Maybe it is a little too much wine, I plucked up the courage to say: "I really like you, can you be my girlfriend?" I know I don't deserve it, but I still have to tell you out loud that I like you. At that time, I did not know where the courage came from, at this point, my chest was heaving, as if a stone had fallen to the ground, at that time, the other end of the phone did not speak, the phone was silent, and the answer I waited for was: "You let me consider it." "Just ended the call, my first confession ended, this is also my last confession to the girl in Kyoto, so I thought about it and there was no response, I knew that this confession ended in failure, and when I prayed for blessings at Yasaka Shrine in the New Year, I also met Guo Xinying, just like that, my confession was also over, and later I learned that she later made a boyfriend." The echo I wanted to hear did not come, so I sorted out my emotions and prepared for the university exam with Zhang Sen. Choose a university, go to the school to take the exam, Japanese universities as long as time permits, sufficient funds, you can apply for several different universities. I enrolled in two universities in order to stay behind. Later, when I returned to Kyoto, I looked at Kamogawa and walked on the path of philosophy, and my heart was not very good.