Where is my way?

Yesterday I went to the hotel for a wedding, after finding an empty seat to sit down, suddenly came to me a cool woman wearing a cheongsam, she immediately introduced herself as soon as she sat down: My name is Yang Fang, I have always wanted to talk to you, I heard that you are a writer, can you write about me? At this moment, Yang Fang's hair is short, and the short hair newly grown after chemotherapy is one inch long, which looks very energetic.

Today's story is Yang Fang's self-narration. Let's listen to her story in Yang Fang's tone.

I'm 55 now, and I'm not afraid of bumps anymore. As you all know, 13 years ago, my ex-husband Zhou Xiaogang and I divorced. He and I had three daughters, the last of whom was supernatural, hiding in Tibet, paying the fine, and in debt, so I called my old man "superfluous.". What kind of person Zhou Xiaogang is, you may not know, he is too nestled, a stick can not suppress a fart, the needle is not humming the Lord. Thinking that there are three daughters, I will pass. But I found that Zhou Xiaogang was becoming more and more disagreeable. Once I fried five big fish, there were too many people, afraid that there was not enough to eat, I deliberately made two more, but when I came to the table, there was not even a fish head. And the children rush to grab the white face, is this what people do? Speaking of which, I hate to stumble. We were both angry, and for ten and a half days they ignored me, and I had to coax him. People can live with it, and they don't touch me at night. I made a joke to test it, people are still reasonable, and they don't pay attention to me anymore. Just this compelling, I still keep it for him?

You know about me and Li San, Li San is really a grandfather, take it up and put it down, but fate is unfair, Li San is partial to marry a nest waste. My family's major affairs and small feelings, I consulted with Li San, and almost all of them were successfully solved. One day Li San worked for my family again, he drank a lot of wine at night, it happened that the mother-in-law was sick and needed to go to the hospital, Zhou Xiaogang went, when the two eldest children went to live in the school, the small one went to the uncle's house, Li San used his hands and feet on me after drinking, and I was in a state of hunger and thirst, and I was half pushed and half pushed. Only then did I realize that I had lived all these years in vain. Zhou Xiaogang did that thing when 123 was finished, but Li San was infinitely rich despite drinking a lot of wine, and I am not afraid of your jokes, I feel that doing it with Li San once, it is worth it for a lifetime. Later, Li San and I were inseparable from each other, to be honest, at the beginning, I also paid him 7,000 yuan for the famine, after all, he built a commercial house on the side of the avenue, and the cost was quite large. Li San found out that I was not the person who wanted his money, so he fell in love with me from the bottom of his heart, and later you all know that we both almost made it public, and his daughter-in-law fought with him, and I felt quite jealous, but Zhou Xiaogang, this dead wood, I and the people of the whole country he was indifferent. So the grand wedding that Li San and I held 13 years ago was also very smooth. When we were young, we didn't get married at all, and this time we both made up for it. After taking the wedding photos, I also put on makeup, and the whole thing was quite like that. I think that I also marry people clearly, because of love, to reorganize the family.

It can be said that after marriage, Li San and I were very happy. He became the village chief, and there were many things, and I had the final say both inside and outside the home. Li San's wife is also married, no longer beaten and angry, and my ex-husband Zhou Xiaogang also married an honest woman in this village, and it can be said that they have found a suitable other half.

However, the weather is unpredictable, Li San because he works in the village, often drinks, and finally one day, drank down, overnight to the hospital, cerebral hemorrhage, due to the careful care of me and my three daughters, Li San recovered very well, there are no sequelae. I paid for him without complaint, served him, and did not let him worry about anything, and I did not complain a little. My two eldest daughters are married and are very good to Li San, often buying seafood, clothes and so on. And Li San's son and daughter also gave me a mouthful of an aunt, called the kiss, I think, are so old, content.

I also did not expect that last year I had a serious illness, pancreatic cancer plus cervical cancer, almost killed me, went to the provincial city of Shenyang University Hospital after the examination directly underwent surgery, spent more than 100,000 yuan, this money, no Li San's penny, are my two handmaidens to pay for me. It was also my two servants who served me. After a few courses of chemotherapy, I recovered very well, the doctor said that there was nothing to do, I was very happy, I also had a pension immediately, I think as long as I am okay, Li San and I can still love each other. When I came home from the hospital, I was dumbfounded, my clothes, cosmetics, bags, etc., were all thrown on the avenue by Li San's daughter and son, and I and Li San's wedding photos were covered with black cloth. It was obvious that they were going to kick me out.

I talked to Li San's children and asked them what they really thought, and people who usually looked good to me did not talk to me now. Even Li San's brothers and sisters didn't talk to me anymore. That night I was in pain about to explode, why did this change so fast? In this way, no one paid any attention to me, and I had to endure for seven days.

On the eighth day, about 2 a.m., Neither Li San nor I slept or spoke. But I can't lean on people like this without skin and face, I asked, Li San, what do you really think? Li San said bluntly, you have also seen it, no one has paid attention to you, what do you mean by being here? I asked Li San again, what do you really think? Li San said, my health is not good, you are like this, I have been with the children.

I've had it with kids. Li San's words made my heart like ashes. No wonder his children were so arrogant, it was Li San who gave them the courage to take me away, I cried and got dressed, and walked out of the home that I once loved so much in the dark night. Li San did not have a trace of retention.

In the end, I could only let out a long sigh, and I didn't know how to go down Yang Fang's path!