Wrong love, but I still miss you

That afternoon, Qi Chuan knelt for three hours, and Xiao Ai never said a word. In the end, Qi Chuan left silently, and the moment Qi Chuan closed the door and left, Xiao Ai said to me: "He no longer belongs to me, and I have lost the qualification to forgive him." Even if I say 'it's okay', he won't come back. ”

Xiao Ai met Qi Chuan at the age of 23, which was her first love. As Xiao Ai's girlfriend, I used to accompany her through the single years without worries. We watched "Spirited Away" twelve times together, and after seeing it, we were in tears, but we couldn't say a specific reason, the two people stared at the screen without saying a word, on the screen, Chihiro left, and the white dragon's hand stopped in mid-air.

At that time, Xiao Ai's eyes were clear, his long hair was scattered, and he always wore a cowboy skirt. Many boys wrote love letters to her, but she has always been single.

After graduating from high school, we went to different universities, and later Xiao Ai became a Chinese teacher in a middle school. We were in the coffee shop that Saturday afternoon, and Ai removed the juice from the table, leaned over to me and asked, "If you want to chase someone, what would you do?" ”

I looked at her shy face and smiled: "Yo, there is a girl who is in a hurry to get married, which one do you like, don't let me see, give you a check?" ”

Xiao Ai told me about Qi Chuan. Qi Chuan is an art teacher who has just been transferred to her school, and is in the same office as Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai remembered every detail about him, and I finally experienced the magic of love, and before the formal love, Xiao Ai was already deeply involved in it.

A week later, Xiao Ai opened my mobile phone and didn't say a word, just cried. When I rushed to her teacher's dormitory, she sat in a chair and was unconscious, and it took half a moment before she would talk to me.

It turned out that one evening, Xiao Ai went back to the office to get the mobile phone he had forgotten there, and there was almost no one in the teaching building, but Xiao Ai bumped into Qi Chuan and a strange girl. The girl shouted at Qi Chuan in a dialect that Xiao Ai could not understand, and Qi Chuan stood at the desk without saying a word. Not knowing what Qi Chuan suddenly said, the girl grabbed a dictionary and smashed it on his head, Xiao Ai rushed over to stop it, and the dictionary fell to the ground.

After the embarrassment, the girl slammed the door and left, and before leaving, the girl said viciously to Xiao Ai: "You will regret it." ”

That night, Qi Chuan confessed to Xiao Ai. He told Ai on the phone that he had always had a crush on her. The strange girl, his ex-girlfriend, pestered him for a whole year after the breakup. "I promise that the feud between me and her has ended today and that she will not appear in our world again."

Xiao Ai accepted this sudden happiness, but she saw Qi Chuan and his ex-girlfriend together, and they stood at the school gate holding hands. Then Xiao Ai turned and left, crying and calling me.

"Are you moving too fast?" I asked tentatively. Xiao Ai raised his head, his eyes misty with tears: "You say, will he be forced?" She ignored all my questions and advice.

Xiao Ai's mobile phone rang, and she listened to Qi Chuan's voice with tears. Finally she laughed and said, "He wouldn't lie to me, he didn't know I saw his ex-girlfriend, but he told me about it anyway." Xiao Ai did not tell me what had happened, she said that she had completely forgiven Qi Chuan.

On the weekend I met Qi Chuan, he had beautiful features, black hair, some silence, and his eyes looked at Xiao Ai quietly and affectionately. Xiao Ai twisted her feet the other day, and Qi Chuan would not let her walk, carrying her through the noisy crowd of people on the street.

Xiao Ai's cooking skills are not good, and Qi Chuan has to eat all the ribs she burned. Everyone knows that Qi Chuan spoils Xiao Ai without principle. The only time they quarreled was because Qi Chuan refused to let Xiao Ai go to the party alone at night, after the quarrel, Qi Chuan went to send Xiao Ai, and he was late for the evening repair class, and was arrested by the principal.

One autumn two years later, Qi Chuan suddenly disappeared and did not come to school for three consecutive days. When he came back, the first person I went looking for was me. "My ex-girlfriend is pregnant with my child." This was his first words.

"What about Xiao Ai?" Shock and anger confused my thoughts.

"Are you going to accompany her?" I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it. Qi Chuan's voice trembled a little. I got in his car and didn't want to say a word to him.

What Qi Chuan hides from Xiao Ai is that a few months ago his ex-girlfriend used his colleagues to trick him into a bar, get him drunk and seduce him. Three days ago, his ex-girlfriend put the hospital examination report in front of him: "I must give birth to the child."

Xiao Ai listened to all this and still sat quietly. Three hours later, Qi Chuan left her world completely.

When we reunited at the supermarket, we almost didn't recognize Qi Chuan. His hair was cut a lot shorter, messy and dirty. He came to buy something with his children in his arms, looking tired and not at all like a man in his twenties. He saw us and stopped talking, and the three of us stood still, said hello awkwardly, and left separately.

That weekend, Little Ai pulled me to watch "Spirited Away" again. "Return to a happy single life." She said.

Xiao Ai cried as she watched, and finally she said, "Is Qi Chuan happy?" Why didn't he tell me? ”

Although we are separated, I still want you to tell me that you are living happily.