For love
Text/Egret Forest
Synopsis:
Seemingly perfect life has imperfect love, seemingly imperfect life but harvested perfect love. What coincidence is there in between? Because love, as a mixed product of social life, requires too many conditions, including personality, age, economic conditions, social status, cultural level, skills in dealing with the world, psychological maturity and so on.
This story tells the story of the elderly young woman Ruan Xia, who once suffered from depression, met Liu Yuheng, a civil servant who was recently divorced, through the Internet, and the two quickly fell in love. But Liu Yuheng did not know Ruan Xia's past. After getting married, Ruan Xia recurred because of the old illness of pregnancy, and the past kept pouring into her heart and almost collapsed. And Ruan Xia's past feud began to come to Ruan Xia's trouble again. Where will Ruan Xia's marriage go? What happened to Ruan Xia's past? In the midst of her pain, Ruan Xia wrote a blog that revealed her own red dust past that she had hidden for ten years. She was cornered by the university teachers she blindly admired and suffered from depression, committing suicide several times without success. After the disease recurred, Ruan Xia almost committed suicide, but fortunately was able to save herself. The storyline is complex and tortuous, and good and evil are displayed separately. But the end of the story is what you envision.
Part 1 The Late Wedding (17)
Marital conflict (1)
Due to the recurrence of the disease, Ruan Xia began to reminisce frequently about the past, especially the pain she experienced in the past began to torment her nerves.
Moreover, she regarded all the people around her as enemies.
She couldn't help but call her sister-in-law Li Qin over and over again, telling her painful past, her love and hatred, those who had hurt her, those who had helped her, all came alive on the phone, pouring out her strong feelings of hatred or gratitude.
Only then did she understand that hate is also a kind of pain.
Every time Liu Yuheng came home from work, Ruan Xia couldn't help but mention the past to him.
Although Ruan Xia controlled her thinking very sensibly when she went to work, as soon as she got home, she let her thoughts flood, and the flooded thoughts were full of pain and sadness, and she needed to talk, and she needed to understand, sympathize and comfort.
At first, Liu Yuheng was able to patiently meet his wife's requirements, but the number of times was more, and his heart became irritable.
After dinner after work one day, Ruan Xia sat on the sofa and said to Liu Yuheng, who was standing next to the TV: "I hate that hateful Mo Xinfei, and one day I will seek revenge on him." He lost all his conscience, and he deliberately killed me. Although he was the leader, I was not afraid of him. Only because the principal has done justice for me, and he has also gathered a group of people to rectify the principal, he is really hateful and fierce! ”
"What's the use of you scolding him like that?" He is leading you to the common people. In my opinion, your principal was only so good, he did not let you graduate on time after all, this kind of thing should be a piece of cake for him at that time. ”
"I know you, you just help Mo Xinfei speak, you are afraid that he is an official." I just want to be grateful to the principal, if he doesn't take over my affairs, I don't know what will be handled by Mo Xinfei? ”
"You're making a fuss! It's been a long time coming! Liu Yuheng suddenly felt a pang of bitterness in his heart, he did not understand why the events of the past ten years had been resurrected in Ruan Xia's life with such strong feelings? He did not know that Ruan Xia's illness had begun to recur, that the existing drugs had been unable to calm her mind, and that painful memories of the past had once again come alive in her mind, like a volcano that had been dormant for a long time and had begun to erupt again due to the resurgence of underground magma.
"You have to say this, let's get a divorce!" Ruan Xia was deeply hurt by Liu Yuheng's accusations, although she knew that divorce could not be said lightly between husband and wife, but she still couldn't help but blurt out, at this time, she even hated Liu Yuheng a little, and it was too late to calculate any consequences.
Liu Yuheng did not expect that Ruan Xia would threaten him with divorce, and he froze for a moment, so he had to choke on what he had to say and walked to the bedroom alone. Where did Ruan Xia's former gentleness and gentleness and zhishu Dali go? I didn't expect her to have such an unreasonable side, I really don't know her enough!
But Ruan Xia did not let Go of Liu Yuheng, she watched Liu Yuheng enter the bedroom, but also jumped up from the sofa and walked to the bedroom, the mood was very excited, she needed to have a good fight with someone: "You know that the elbow is turning outward, are you receiving any benefits from others?" ”
"You are so despicable that you can ignore your own wife!"
"You don't know right from wrong, and you have no shame!"
Liu Yuheng's face swelled into the color of pig's liver, he looked at his tearful wife, listened to her grit her teeth and cursed, and his heart hurt like a knife, but he really didn't know what to say, only sad.
Ruan Xia saw that Liu Yuheng always did not answer, and he was so cold to himself that he couldn't help but lie on the bed and cry loudly.
Liu Yuheng stood facing the window, outside the window was the brightly lit crystal capital city, bright and warm, and he was like in the ice cave of the North and South Poles, locked in the deep cold, with nowhere to escape.
Suddenly, he thought of Ruan Xia's family, as if he had seen a glimmer of light in the darkness, so he quickly picked up the phone: "Hey! Brother Nguyen Leung? Ruan Xia was in a very bad mood tonight, and I don't know what happened to her? She always quarreled with me, and I couldn't persuade her. She always talked about the past, and said it so sadly. ”
"She may be sick again. Well, maybe it's better if you call your parents and ask them to come over and take care of her. It was too late for us to come and contact me. Ruan Liang instructed Liu Yuheng.
It was really sick, it turned out that she was sick like this! Liu Yuheng shivered in his heart. He had made N kinds of preparations before, but when the time came, he was still helpless, he felt sweaty all over his body, and hurriedly called Ruan Xia's parents.
Upon hearing that Ruan Xia was sick again, Ruan Xia's parents were very anxious, and although it was nearly late at night, they hurriedly packed up their things and rushed to Ruan Xia and Liu Yuheng's small home.
The arrival of her parents gave Ruan Xia a shot in the arm, her heart had a sense of peace again, and the remaining reason made her quiet again, no matter what, her parents will always be on their side, and their parents will not hurt themselves and will not betray themselves.
Of course, how much she hoped that Liu Yuheng would always be on her side of supporting herself, but he couldn't do it, so the feelings between the two also had a deep rift.
In particular, Ruan Xia was always wary of Liu Yuheng in her heart, but Liu Yuheng was suffering from Ruan Xia's illness, and even regretted that she had agreed to marry Ruan Xia.
A very happy couple has since endured painful suffering, and a seemingly perfect marriage has become mutilated by Ruan Xia's physical mutilation.
Marital Conflict (2)
Under the care of her parents, Ruan Xia did not quarrel with Liu Yuheng again, but she always rejected Liu Yuheng in her heart, and slept on the sofa at night, she told Li Qin: "At night, when I slept with Liu Yuheng, I always had nightmares and felt insecure. ”
At this time, when Jingdu city applied to open a civilized city in the country, Liu Yuheng worked overtime every day and did not have a day off.
Liu Yuheng also used overtime to temporarily forget his contradiction with Ruan Xia, paralyzing his painful mood, he did not know when such a day would end.
Out of his disdain for Ruan Xia, he could no longer mention his previous enthusiasm for his in-laws, but only showed respect on the surface. Fortunately, he often left early and returned late, and he did not have much time to meet with the Ruan family.
This home is cold, I always felt that the home was the best, and now I find that the home is the most uncomfortable.
He also did not know why Ruan Xia was so hostile to himself, but her parents-in-law were still as warm and friendly to themselves as before, and they did not mean to blame their son-in-law at all, and Ruan Xia occasionally took care of herself under the persuasion of her parents, and this marriage still had to be maintained.
However, this lukewarm situation lasted less than a month, and Ruan's mother fell ill. Ruan Liang took her to the Second People's Hospital of Jingdu City for a check-up, it was gallbladder stones, and the gallbladder had become inflamed, and she wanted to be hospitalized for surgery immediately, and Ruan's father was also admitted to the hospital to accompany Ruan's mother.
Without the care and companionship of her parents, Ruan Xia had to be alone with Liu Yuheng, and Liu Yuheng's coldness felt particularly clear and tingling for her.
Because she did not go to the doctor to add medicine, Ruan Xia's illness continued to worsen, she became more and more sensitive, and her fear of being killed became stronger and more suspicious. But she can still control her feelings, so she can still go to work. But for Liu Yuheng's coldness and incomprehension, she hated it very much.
One night, it was only about five o'clock, Ruan Xia locked the door and sat in the study to surf the Internet, she heard a very loud knock on the door outside, but she thought it could not be Liu Yuheng, because Liu Yuheng had never left work so early. The phone rings all the time, and Liu Yuheng's phone Ruan Xia resolutely refuses to answer. Until late at night, Ruan Xia saw that Liu Yuheng had not yet returned home, and she couldn't help but be a little worried, but she didn't want to call to inquire. About eleven o'clock, Ruan Xia was ready to go to bed, she thought that Liu Yuheng gambled not to go home, her heart was very lost, and then the phone rang again, she thought it was Liu Yuheng's phone, very happy to answer the phone, but it was Ruan Liang's voice: "I made a lot of calls before, why don't you answer it?" ”
"Oh, I didn't know it was your phone. I thought it was Liu Yuheng's phone, and I didn't want to answer his phone. ”
"Liu Yuheng called me, he said that when he came home, you locked the door, you didn't open the door when you knocked on the door, and you didn't answer the phone, so he had to go to Yuxiuling." He slept in Yu Xiuling tonight, are you afraid of being alone at home? Do you want someone to accompany you? ”
Ruan Xia realized that it was Liu Yuheng who was knocking on the door, and she regretted a little that she did not open the door and answer the phone. But it was too late to regret it, and she didn't want to take the initiative to explain this matter to Liu Yuheng, only said to Ruan Liang: "I didn't know that he was knocking on the door, he had never left work so early." I thought someone else was knocking on the door, I was alone at home, afraid to open the door. Since he slept in Yu Xiuling, forget it. I'm fine at home alone, the door is locked and no one else can come in, you don't have to worry. ”
Liu Yuheng slept in Yuxiuling, but he couldn't sleep at all, and tossed and turned one night: it seems that Ruan Xia's condition is more serious. Since Ruan's mother was hospitalized, Ruan Xia has not had a good face for herself, and now she simply does not let herself go home, what to do?
The next day, Liu Yuheng got up very early and basically did not sleep at night. Ruan Jian is now in the training class of software production, and when he sees Liu Yuheng get up, he also hurrys up.
Liu Yuheng had already washed his face, but Ruan Jian saw that he was gaunt, his eyes were melancholy and confused, and he asked, "Didn't you sleep well last night?" ”
Liu Yuheng nodded and sighed a long sigh, "I don't know how she can do this to me?" I really don't know where I offended her? ”
"She was sick. She used to be like this to us at home when she was ill. Later, the drug was controlled, and now the key is to take her to the doctor. ”
"Why did she get sick?" I'm really weird! ”
"Maybe it's the reason for the pregnancy. Doctors say pregnancy can cause a relapse. ”
"I told her I didn't want children, but she just wanted it."
"She is a very traditional woman, although she is sick, she still wants a child and has a comfort. In fact, she herself knew that giving birth to a child would take a big risk, but she was willing to take this risk. Rest assured, she will get through this. She has always been strong. ”
"I don't know when she'll be okay? I don't blame her for doing this to me, I just want her to get better sooner. I'm worried about her like this. ”
"You better find a way to take her to the doctor." Maybe the doctor can figure out a way to do it. ”
"Well, I'll find a way to take her to the doctor." So I'm going to work now. ”
On this day, Liu Yuheng deliberately went home very early, ruan xia did not lock the door again, but when she saw Liu Yuheng go home, Ruan Xia still ignored him.
Liu Yuheng put down his handbag (the handbag was still given to him by Ruan Xia when they were in love), and went into the kitchen alone to make dinner. He specially made Ruan Xia's favorite sauerkraut fish head, cauliflower stir-fried meat and sour and spicy sweet and sour radish. Ruan Xia was eating a delicious meal, and her heart was a little less mustardy for Liu Yuheng: "Last night you slept in Yuxiuling? ”
"You don't open your door when I knock on the door, and you don't answer when I call, so I had to go to Yuxiuling."
"I thought you were going to sleep at work."
"I originally wanted to go to the unit, but I was afraid that I would not be able to explain it to you when I arrived, so I went to Yuxiuling."
"I didn't mean to shut you out, I didn't know you were knocking."
"Ruan Jian said you better go to the doctor."
"Why should I go to the doctor?" I know my own body best. ”
"We're worried about your pregnancy recurring."
"No, it won't. I feel more sensitive and smarter now than I used to. Taking too many medicines will only make people stupid. ”
Liu Yuheng did not dare to force Ruan Xia, so he had to change the topic and talk about the unit.
Marital conflict (3)
After eating and washing dishes, Liu Yuheng came to the bedroom to open the drawer of the cupboard, Ruan Xia was watching TV in the living room, and suddenly heard Liu Yuheng say anxiously: "Why is the money in the drawer missing?" ”
Ruan Xia hurried to the bedroom, only to see That Liu Yuheng was holding an envelope in his hand, Ruan Xia knew that this was the envelope that Liu Yuheng usually had money on, and Ruan Xia remembered that Liu Yuheng had put two thousand yuan in it, saying that he wanted to use the money to avoid too much trouble in going to the bank, and it was more convenient to take it at home. Ruan Xia's pay card can be withdrawn at the school's ATM, so the money in the envelope is not used, but now the envelope is empty, where does the money go?
"There must be a thief in the house!" Ruan Xia's tone was hard, and at the same time, she was also very worried about the thieves in the family, if the family could come to thieves, her safety would not be guaranteed.
"Impossible. But who took the money? Liu Yuheng was also very confused in his heart.
"It was never my parents who took it. I know them all too well, even if I put money on the table, they won't use a penny unless I give it to them. Ruan Xia quickly excused her parents.
"If so, don't tell your parents about losing money." Liu Yuheng instructed Ruan Xia.
"I'm just afraid that the family really got into the thief." Ruan Xia said worriedly.
Liu Yuheng did not know how to explain the loss of money, so he had to acquiesce to Ruan Xia's statement.
The next day Ruan Xia woke up early, and as soon as she woke up, she discussed with Liu Yuheng how to prevent thieves: "I think you can install a camera in the living room." ”
"There's no need for that!" I don't know if it's really a thief, maybe we spend it ourselves and don't remember. Liu Yuheng analyzed.
"I know you're not a random spender, and it's impossible to spend that much money at once. And I didn't take a penny of the money there. Ruan Xia refused to believe that Liu Yuheng had spent the money himself.
Liu Yuheng could not refute Ruan Xia, and could not explain the loss of money, he saw That Ruan Xia was very emotional, knowing that this matter would have a great impact on Ruan Xia's soul, and even caused the recurrence of the disease, in order to make Ruan Xia quiet, he decided to leave home as soon as possible.
He thought that not arguing with Ruan Xia would liberate Ruan Xia, but he did not know that Ruan Xia's thinking at this time was very stubborn, and he also needed to understand and comfort.
Seeing that Liu Yuheng had left so mercilessly, without figuring out anything, Ruan Xia suddenly felt very sad, crying in the room alone, and the wind and clouds changed color.
Crying, crying, the more he cried, the more angry he became, this hateful Liu Yuheng, always sang the right stage with himself, indifferent to himself, thanks to the fact that he was so good to him before, he was such a cold and ruthless guy! Leaving myself alone here to cry so much that I can swallow this breath!
Thinking of this, she picked up the phone and dialed the phone of Liu Yuheng's eldest brother, who works in Yunnan: "Liu Yuheng, this bastard, liar, bastard!" Thanks to how good I was to him before, I was so blind to see the wrong person! ”
The eldest brother could only hear Ruan Xia's heart-rending cries on the phone, and he didn't know what had happened between the two of them, who had only been married for half a year, so he had to comfort Ruan Xia: "Liu Yuheng did something sorry for you, right?" I'll help you teach him a lesson. ”
Ruan Xia couldn't tell where Liu Yuheng was, but just scolded Liu Yuheng to relieve his hatred, crying tired, and scolding enough before putting down the phone.
It is now the end of the term, the school's examination work is nearing completion, Ruan Xia's work has been completed, and she no longer needs to go to school. But it was boring to stay at home alone, and she decided to go to the hospital to take care of her mother. Her heart was always at peace when facing her parents.
In fact, Ruan Xia's illness is mainly manifested in her lack of necessary security, and when she is insecure, she will think wildly, and even quarrel with the people closest to her, hoping to find a sense of security from them. As long as she has a sense of security, she will be quiet.
The doctor was ready to operate on Nguyen's mother on Monday, but when she woke up on Sunday morning, she had a cold and had to wait until the cold was better before she could have surgery. Because it costs too much money to stay in the hospital, Ruan's mother asked to go home to treat her cold, and Ruan Liang had to send her back to Ruan Xia's house.
"How did you get home?" Finished surgery? Ruan Xia was surprised.
"There was a patient in the hospital who died badly, and the air conditioner was turned on very low every day, and she said that the air conditioning fee was paid anyway. I was not in good health, I couldn't blow the air conditioner, and as a result, she blew out a cold and couldn't do surgery. The doctor said that he had to have a cold before he could do the operation. Hospitalization was so expensive, I came back. ”
"Does the gallbladder still hurt?"
"After a few days of hanging needles, it didn't hurt. The doctor also prescribed a lot of medicines to come back and eat. ”
Marital Conflict (4)
A week later, Ruan's mother's cold got better, and she was hospitalized again, only this time Ruan Liang arranged for her to be admitted to phoenix hospital, because the operation fee of phoenix hospital was three thousand yuan cheaper than that of the second people's hospital of Jingdu.
Ruan's mother had to have surgery the next day, and the doctor asked Ruan Xia to sign the surgery form. Ruan Xia walked into the doctor's office, it was already noon, only to see a young doctor sitting in front of the computer, so she asked him: "Where do you sign for Chang Xiuli's surgery?" ”
"Is it gallbladder stone surgery?" The young doctor asked.
"Yes. Who are you looking for to sign? Ruan Xia asked patiently.
"Look for Dr. Gan, he's gone to dinner, he'll be here soon, wait a minute."
Ruan Xia had to stand in the doctor's office and wait.
After a while, a tall, thin doctor in a white coat came in with a pot of rice, and he asked Ruan Xia, "Who are you looking for?" ”
"I went to Dr. Gan. I am Chang Xiuli's daughter, and they say that the surgery sheet needs to be signed by the family. ”
"I am. You wait for me. Dr. Gan said as he put down the rice bowl and opened a desk drawer and took out a folder: "You see, this is the surgical sheet." ”
Ruan Xia took the folder and carefully read the explanatory text on the surgical sheet. Several reasons why surgery may also fail are written above. "Is it also possible that the operation will fail?" Ruan Xia asked Dr. Gan worriedly.
"The chance of failure is very small, but it is written on the surgical list, it does not matter much, you can sign it with confidence." Dr. Gan explains.
Ruan Xia signed her name very seriously and said, "I'm sorry to disturb you while you are eating." ”
The operation went well.
After the operation, Ruan Xia specially bought caiyu to stew a pot of soup for her mother and took it to the hospital, because caiyu is good for wound healing.
Just after the operation, Ruan's mother was admitted to the intensive care unit, and the patients in the ward were particularly kind to Ruan's mother. As soon as Ruan Xia left, she also distributed the fruit at the head of Ruan's mother's bed to the patients.
Seeing that the situation in the hospital was so good, Ruan Xia's heart was much calmer.
"I've had surgery, why didn't Xiao Liu come to see me once?" Ruan's mother asked Ruan Xia.
Ruan Xia thought it was right, Liu Yuheng didn't seem to care much about Ruan Yuheng's mother's illness, so he called Liu Yuheng: "Mother said that you don't come to see her for surgery, do you not want this home?" ”
Liu Yuheng answered the phone and came to the hospital that night. However, it can be seen that he is not in a good mood. Ruan's mother is particularly concerned about Liu Yuheng, and Liu Yuheng simply copes.
In the evening, Ruan Xia decided to accompany her mother in the hospital, and Liu Yuheng also said that she would not go home, but let her father return to Yuxiuling.
The next morning Liu Yuheng went to work, but Ruan Xia stayed in the hospital to take care of her mother. The mother's wound was much better, and the doctor told the mother: "Tomorrow you can transfer to the general ward." On this afternoon, Liu Yuheng's sister and brother-in-law also came to visit their mother.
Marital Conflict (5)
On the morning of the third day, it was the time for the mother to be transferred to the general ward, but the doctor who came to go through the formalities was still missing. Ruan's mother told Ruan Xia, "Go find Dr. Li." Dr. Li told me that I would be transferred to the general ward today and would be discharged tomorrow. ”
Ruan Xia went to the general ward to find Dr. Li, but Dr. Li was not there, and Ruan Xia did not know who Dr. Li really was. In the afternoon, Dr. Gan went to Ruan's mother's hospital bed and said that he was helping Ruan's mother transfer to the hospital.
Ruan's mother told Ruan Xia: "This is Dr. Li, and he has always helped me see a doctor." ”
Ruan Xia then understood that Dr. Li had deliberately changed his name in front of him. But why did he do that? From the whole situation since his mother was hospitalized, it is speculated that he should be the one who helped himself. But why should he help himself? Ruan Xia couldn't understand. He's just a regular doctor, and there should be a pair of more powerful hands behind this. Thinking about this, Ruan Xia found that her life had become very complicated, and she felt particularly troubled.
What made Ruan Xia even more unexpected was that the patients in the ordinary ward suddenly changed their previous friendly attitude. A middle-aged man in his forties who accompanied his wife looked at Ruan Xia like two knives, eager to swallow Ruan Xia alive and peel it off, saying in his mouth: "Then we can beat you to the countryside." Another man in his fifties also always slipped his eyes on Ruan Xia, saying: "This Phoenix Hospital also has a brain department, which can treat neuropathy; there is also an obstetrics department, which can give birth to children." "Smoking in the ward while talking, making the whole ward a miasma of smoke." Ruan Xia had to open the window in the ward and stick her face out of the window to breathe.
Fortunately, after a while, Ruan Jian came with a group of people to visit his mother, and the two men did not dare to besiege Ruan Xia again. Ruan Xia also deliberately called her college girlfriend: "Hey! Yao Chang, I found that I seemed to have a little misunderstanding with Teacher Mo Xinfei, and I wanted to visit him. ”
"Yes. I also felt that it might be better to visit. Yao Chang said with certainty.
At this time, Ruan Xia suspected that Mo Xinfei was manipulating herself behind her back, and she felt that escaping was not the way, and it was best to meet with Mo Xinfei to talk.
In the face of tremendous pressure, she no longer regarded Mo Xinfei as a terrible giant, and she no longer wanted to avoid meeting him as she had done ten years ago.
Of course, at this time, Ruan Xia was no longer a timid and unsophisticated student, and ten years of social work experience had trained her into a brave and mature university teacher. Compared with the naivety and youthfulness of ten years ago, her thinking has changed dramatically.
Ruan Xia felt that the only people who had festivals with her in Jingdu were Mo Xinfei and Zeng Shuwei, and others would not come to find her trouble; and the only person who was willing to help her in this matter was Huang Bingzhi, the retired old president of Jingdu University, because she had offended Mo Xinfei and Zeng Shuwei because she had asked him to uphold justice for herself, and later Mo Xinfei and Zeng Shuwei retaliated fiercely against him for this. Colleagues at Jingjiang Metropolitan University were unaware of the incident, and Ruan Xia herself had always gotten along well with them. If something happens to a colleague, it must be caused by the influence of external forces. What Ruan Xia wants to do is how to protect herself and completely calm down this storm. But when she thought that she was in the midst of the storm again, she felt very annoyed and painful.
After her mother was discharged from the hospital, Ruan Xia made a phone call to her most trusted teacher, Qian Liang: "Teacher Qian, I am in trouble again. ”
"What trouble?"
"It's been a decade since I was a student, but after I got married they came back to me for trouble. I don't know what to do now? ”
Qian Liang is a teacher at Jingdu Normal University, in fact, the instructor of Ruan Xia's graduation thesis, and is the chairman of the graduation thesis defense committee hired by Jingdu University for Ruan Xia, and has always been very concerned about Ruan Xia, and he knows very well what happened to Ruan Xia in the past. He also attended Ruan Xia's wedding. Therefore, Ruan Xia respected him very much and always asked him for advice when there was something to do.
"Your things are all settled, I was still worried about you before, and now that I see that you are married and have a good life, I am relieved." I don't think anyone will come to your trouble again, so you can rest assured. ”
Ruan Xia couldn't say what the specific trouble was, so she hung up the phone. But in Ruan Xia's feelings, she always felt that there was a force around her forcing herself to make it difficult for her to live quietly, so two days later, she called Qian Liang again: "Teacher Qian, hello!" I'm Ruan Xia. ”
"Your business! I advise you not to go to Mo Xinfei, don't ask for trouble! I tell you it's for your own good. He is Principal Mo! Don't provoke the relationship between him and Principal Huang (Huang Bingzhi), they are all principals. Your mentor has won the grand prize for this year, and he is very highly regarded by the school leaders. As soon as Ruan Xia heard it, he knew that Qian Liang had already been greeted, otherwise he would not know that he wanted to find Mo Xinfei.
She hung up the phone in a daze.
And this matter can show that his feelings are not fantasies, and he has indeed been paid attention to by Mo Xinfei and others.
When this feeling is thus confirmed, the pain of past hurts comes to mind more intensely and clearly. Those pains Ruan Xia had been buried deep in her heart, and she had never found anyone to talk to, at this time, the strong pain and hatred in her heart were rolling like terrifying waves.
Lu Xun said: "If you don't erupt in silence, you will perish in silence." "Ruan Xia decided to break out once, and she wanted to tell everything about the past. Many people have heard about the past events, but not many people know the whole story and the essence, and even many people are blinded by the truth and are accusing and cursing Ruan Xia. To this end, Ruan Xia opened a blog. (To be continued)