Garni Meade was the third prince of the Trojans and the most beautiful man in the world.
One day, Zeus transformed into an eagle and forcibly abducted Ganimed. Became his only male partner.
The queen of heaven Hera's jealousy burned.
Turn him into a transparent water bottle, sealed into heaven, and become an Aquarius.
This is the origin of Aquarius.
In Europe in the mid-20th century, there was an Aquarius beauty boy Bern Anderson.
Gani Mead's grief is also his unbearable pain—
The countenance of the bewildered beings brought him jealousy, attack, and destruction.
Like Garni Mead, he disappeared into the world, leaving only a beautiful touch of regret.
That year, director Visconti remade Thomas Mann's novel The Death of Venice.
He needed to find a beautiful boy twelve years old with blond hair and blue eyes.
Thomas describes it in the book:
He was pale, polite, surrounded by blonde hair, with a evenly sloping nose, a lovely mouth, a charming expression and a divine sincerity, reminiscent of Greek statues of the noble period.
For this reason, Visconti traveled through northern and eastern Europe, looking for a boy who matched the original book.
Later, in a hotel in Stockholm, Visconti saw Bourne.
Visconti's eyes lit up, and the first thing he said was, "You're handsome." ”
He sat up straight, cocked Jiro's legs, and looked at Bourne carefully.
Then restrain the ecstasy in your heart and conduct a basic examination.
The voiceover from the documentary In Search of Tacchio says:
"Now he's Tacchio. Just Tacchio. A truly beautiful creature. ”
Bourne was a little too tall, and he wasn't twelve years old.
But his gentle and proud temperament was enough to make Visconti give up some of his insistence.
When auditioning, Bourne was completely different from the other candidates.
The director asked him to strip and look at the figure, and he was quite cooperative.
Facing the camera, he smiled confidently, and the breeze blew the hills and hills, bringing refreshing joy.
Even if you choose it, there is no obvious excitement.
Sitting on the side with arms around him, he has a maturity and depth that is different from his peers.
Like a dancing prince who came out of a famous family, pure and elegant.
I am not very old, and I am used to being alone.
He came alone, and then he went alone.
Until long after he left, there was a brilliant illusion in everyone's mind.
When he smiled, it was as if the beauty of the world resonated with him.
He was lonely and cold in silence, as if the world had nothing to do with him.
He conquered the director and the audience.
After the film aired, the response was enthusiastic.
A lot of people don't care about the content of this movie at all. Just expecting: how come Tacchio hasn't shown up yet?
Even if he stood there quietly, the picture was frozen and did not move, it was pleasing to the eye.
Bourne was surprised by the madness of the fans, he thought that he was not ugly, but he definitely did not think that he was beautiful.
But no matter what he thinks, it has become popular.
He has been called "the world's most beautiful teenager". There are also "Magic Adam" and "Female Public Enemy" and so on.
This beauty transcends the world. Lost in the unreal. Only suitable for long-distance viewing.
Fall in love at first sight, and fall for it.
No one thought that the movie could bring anything to this beautiful teenager.
Bourne was put on the altar and became synonymous with beauty.
Then came the sound of the altar cracking.
In the movie, Tacchio has a vague sexual orientation, and the male protagonist indulges in his beauty and dies for him.
Outside of the film, the production team is mostly gay.
In order to build momentum for the film, the director took Bourne to a gay club.
Mere Bourne didn't know what that meant.
He just clearly felt the possessiveness in the eyes of others,
"I didn't get considerate care, and the waiters upset me, and they all stared straight at me as if I were a plate of delicious dishes. I understood that if I couldn't resist at that time, it would be ruining my future. ”
He felt offended, uncomfortable, and for the sake of his career, he could not escape.
Naturally, the public also tacitly accepted that Bourne was gay.
Some magazines even used Bourne's photograph as the cover of the photo album The Beautiful Boy.
The readers of this magazine are mostly gay men.
And he has beauty beyond gender, and the outside world is willing to believe that he is gay.
Some fans would follow him and harass him.
He has a fierce attraction to older men, and there are always men who inadvertently touch him.
A lot of people want to get him, and the rest basically want to destroy him.
Now everyone is quite tolerant of homosexuality.
But in Europe in the '70s, homosexuality was a cryptic topic.
All kinds of malicious speculation and sneering rushed to the 16-year-old teenager.
He was very passive, wrapped up in public opinion, suffocated, uncomfortable, unable to resist, and did not know how to resist.
More terrible is yet to come.
Originally, the role of Tacchio was originally chosen to be the director's lover, Horcht.
After falling out of favor, he became jealous of Bourne.
He bought European magazines and spread all kinds of rumors that Bourne was a junior, that he was abusing drugs, that he was dead...
Bourne took on "Soul Break Venice" because he wanted a motorcycle of his dreams.
At the time, there were reports that he had been in a car accident a week after getting the motorcycle.
Such death rumors are updated from time to time.
Ostracized by the times and jealous of the world, Bourne was almost forced to a desperate situation.
He longed to grow old immediately, his face withered, and he was forgotten by the world.
Beauty, made him very miserable, suffered from gossip.
It also made him lose his sense of self-identity.
I was born with a perfect face, I was watched everywhere I went, and I wasn't noticed inside.
Sometimes I just want to hide, but wherever I'm in, I'll be recognized.
Why didn't God ask me what I thought when He created me?
Sometimes, I really just want to be anonymous in the corner.
He wants others to see him inside.
But when he acted, no matter what he acted, others only wanted to see his face.
Everyone thinks Bourne is just a beautiful skin bag.
He just needs to appear frequently on the screen to maintain his "beautiful teenager" image.
For a long time, the script that came to him was either a beautiful boy or a gay man.
He no longer pleased, and fled to Japan in a fit of rage to chase his musical dreams.
Japanese companies like him.
Take a photo of him and arrange a show to accumulate popularity.
But it can be seen that they still want to package Bourne as a Tacchio.
Bourne has matured.
The cinematographer still wanted him to pose in the movie.
He released two songs, and the attention of the public will always stay on his face.
Walking down the street, everyone still called him Tacchio and pointed at him.
The feeling was all too familiar to Bourne.
He felt disheartened.
Back to his hometown, take on some small roles to make a living, become decadent, degenerate...
The suffering did not end until 1983.
He got married that year.
At a movie party, he meets a beautiful woman who keeps his eyes off it.
He fell in love with her at first sight,
“She was so beautiful that I can say nothing.” (She's so beautiful that I can't breathe)
Her name was Suzanne, and she was so beautiful that she startled Bourne's body full of ashes.
Her presence gave his life a new look and gave his life a radiance.
Bourne felt a long-lost happiness.
Suzanne was a poet and Bourne was a musician.
They all love the Beatles.
They compose music together.
Soul fit.
Soon there was also the crystallization of love.
Gave birth to two daughters.
The whole family goes skiing together.
During that time, Bourne loved to laugh.
This kind of laughter is different from the purity of adolescence.
It is the relief after a long time and bitterness.
But soon, his laughter was once again interrupted by the bad news of life.
In 1986, his young son suddenly suffered from infantile syndrome and died.
His wife, Suzanne, could not accept this reality and separated from Bourne.
Three years later, the two chose to divorce.
Bourne once again experienced the darkest hours of his life.
Meeting Suzanne was the luckiest thing he had ever done. Marrying her was his happiest time.
It was one of the few, and short-lived loves of his life.
He lacked love since childhood.
I have never felt the warmth of family.
At the age of five, he was abandoned by his father. Remarry with her mother.
Before the age of 10, the mother committed suicide.
He was abandoned again.
He had to grow up in his stepfather's parents.
That situation can be imagined.
Who would have a crush on a drag bottle?
In his stepfather's house, he had to be discerning and wise.
You must also endure the malice and injustice of others and learn to be strong.
At the instigation of his neighbors, he ran for the fate-changing "Soul Break Venice".
Bourne was not spoiled when he auditioned.
It wasn't a strong family background that expanded his heart.
Rather, it was the tragic childhood experience that wrapped him in a shell inside.
He grew up alone, alone, stumbling.
Music was his only outlet.
He loves the Beatles and loves playing guitar and piano.
When she met a beautiful child who amazed her, she even admired his preferences.
He did not hesitate to fall into her warmth.
It was like having a dream about happiness, and soon he woke up.
Continue your tattered life.
He had no love in his life.
Until his old age, he wanted to see his father once:
"I want to be able to see him, just 5 minutes, I want to stare into his eyes, listen to his voice, I can look at his hands to know what happened in his life."
Bourne has been young, depressed, happy, fortunately still has a deep love for life.
At that time, the teenager stood at the end of growth, looking back at the past, the road was already full of flowers.
Bourne didn't marry again.
He lives with his daughter in Stockholm.
In addition to this, there is a cat, a dog, a squirrel and a group of little ones.
Disappeared for many years, and there were always people looking for him.
"Everyone still wants to see the 'most beautiful teenager' through me, and the truth is that I have become the 'oldest teenager' in the world," he said. ”
He was like the darling of the gods who had no intention of falling into mortal dust and provoked the gods.
As a result, he had a lifetime of misery.
He once used "chaos" to describe the past, and now he is relieved when he is old,
"Although my life has been full of ups and downs, I still believe that there is nothing wrong with beauty."
Later Bourne had a girlfriend.
Both share a common artistic pursuit.
The years are long, and everything is at your own.
They drink with other artists, playing human.
Occasionally, it will help the young people who appreciate it.
He worked as a keyboardist in an orchestra.
On stage, he hid in a corner, and the audience did not pay much attention to him.
Of course, seeing it doesn't necessarily recognize it.
Long hair covers the faces of the world that once amazed the world.
He enjoys music to the fullest and longs for a bigger orchestra.
But, no, it works.
He no longer had to aggrieved himself for money.
Occasionally, I would make a cameo appearance in the movie.
When recognized, it always causes a feeling of time.
A few years ago, Bourne's latest picture flooded the Internet.
Music and wine.
The luxury car drove up, and the sunglasses were on.
He was full of white hair, and his face was covered with the ravines of years of cultivation.
He was no longer a teenager and no longer beautiful.
But the eyes were firm.
In a trance, you can still see the spirit of your youth.
Author: Convex Lu