<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > record the true emotional records of a netizen (text: the past is cleared).</h1>
In love, how many people are constantly lowering their own bottom line, to accommodate each other, the humility of love, but still in exchange for a body of injuries, and finally the moment of complete end, can really wake up and understand that they have never been loved.
If you look at his appearance after the breakup, I believe you will understand that he really does not love, there is no reason for a relationship to come, so that a person has no bottom line, no self-esteem, no reason, and the end of the fate, there is no reason!
The peace I've never had now, and the laziness of not wanting to see you or contact you anymore, make me doubt myself: I've never loved you!
I followed him for five years, a full five years, and every woman felt that the person she met was unique, and in that moment it seemed to illuminate her whole life, and when I met him, so did I.
The day I met him, the sun was particularly good, he was wearing a police uniform, his back was very straight, it looked exceptionally tall, he sat reclining in the car, the sun through the treetops, a little bit of sunlight sprinkled on his body, sprinkled on the face with a deep silhouette that I liked, at that moment, I was moved, my heart was like the sun, the stars were dotted, full of tenderness and joy! Isn't that a beautiful, unique man?
I tell you, wrong! It's not like how beautiful he is, this series of descriptions, but I automatically added filters to him! So, don't think how unique the person you meet, you think he is unique, it's just that you feel that you like him, so you feel! It was many years later that I also realized this truth.
At present, we have not seen each other for four months, and we have not come and gone for more than one month at all, and the scumbag seems to have a small fourth, and suddenly he is particularly glad that he is resolute! Think of the woman in the family, this life is so alive, it should be very painful!
I've also done things that I couldn't afford to do, and if it were possible, I'd like to say to that woman: I'm sorry!
But I know that there is no possibility and no meaning! I hope she can see this incompetent and immoral man as soon as possible, leave him, find a good, capable man for herself, and live a good life!
In the past, every time I made a fuss, he thought I was just making trouble, and it would be fine in a few days, in fact, he didn't know, every time I was serious about wanting to leave, and every time I was so capricious, I was counting the days, the kind of suffering, he never understood, such an ordeal, until he coaxed me again, I was relieved.
Later, I can't remember the awkwardness of the months and the other day, and then deleted the contact information, silence, and I can't remember how many days have passed. No tears, no upset, well, just a little bit sad after the moment after the deletion.
Occasionally, I still think of him, but I know very well how grateful he is to me for my withdrawal! Well, I don't want to be ruined because of this!
In fact, you don't know, my departure, the biggest benefit may be me, after all, you have always been the blame for all this exposure, after all, I have been better than you in all aspects, but you will not know! You've always had only yourself in your heart, and after all, I am too!
Thinking about it carefully, these five years of intermittent years were fragmentary, and neither he nor I could have become the subject of the other party.
Well, the most memorable thing is that his wife beat him again and again, and he was full of injuries. He said it was to protect me, so he wouldn't expose me.
At that time, I knew that this was not the reason, but actually his cowardly self-preservation, and he protected me by the way, and he used this kind of behavior as an excuse to paralyze me to love him, and paralyzed me to keep me by his side.
Yes, I've always known, but at that time I still couldn't help but approach him, bottomless forgiveness, entanglement.
At that time I resented him for hating him for this kind of behavior, and later, I began to be quiet, no resentment, yes, I don't blame him anymore, does it mean that I don't love him anymore?
After this time, I have never contacted you again, and you have not contacted me again. I realized that before the division and combination, it was always me who was unwilling to let go.
How much you want to get rid of me! You are afraid of me: afraid that I will pestering you and ruining your family, you know that I can pinch you, you dare not open your mouth and say that you want to leave first, you have been silently enduring me, waiting for me to get tired of taking the initiative to quit.
Very good, as you wish! I don't even want to remember you! Now, the past is a blur for me, and I have always been pieced together.
Time passes day after day, and occasionally, I still think of you, remember the moment you once loved me, the way you loved me. But there is no impulse to contact you!
Those years of counting the days are finally gone away from me, time is the deep sea, many grievances, with the passage of fate, sinking to the bottom of the sea! Your desperation has vividly worn away my last expectations of you.
I'm fine and hope you too!
In fact, on the other hand, I don't like you much. Am I not willing to turn back, nor am I willing to give up what I have?
This extramarital affair, I am still the original me, and you and her, may not be the original you! No matter what reason you have come with me, there will always be a thorn in her heart, accompanying your future marriage until you are old!
Well, thank you for your fulfillment, I just went back to the original point, and then I was finally completely relieved, and I should thank you for making my life the same way it was.
When I saw the word Yuan, I suddenly remembered some things, but you won't know, in fact, many things in the past have lied to you, just like you lied to me, I am not an eighteen-year-old girl, it is not easy to deceive, everything is just that I chose to be willing and believed. Feelings really make a person double quotient zero! Now wake up and think about it!
He really has four, the past so long, occasionally, I will still feel guilty about him, see another woman call him husband, my last guilt for him disappeared, no wonder there is no trace of nostalgia for me, how glad I only spent more than two years to see this man, more than two years, very long! However, compared to the woman's life in the family, how fortunate I am!
He deliberately let me know that he had a little fourth in such a short period of time, and I would have the following two reactions: First: I would jump like thunder, find him theories, question him, and then have a big quarrel, and then, logically let me completely take the initiative to quit, I will never pose a threat to him again! The only surprise is that I might tell his wife out of anger, so what does that mean? It shows that neither his wife nor I is the one he cares about.
Second: I will be silent, pretend not to know, then I will also be dead hearted, never pose a threat to him, what a terrible man!
Are you so tired? In the face of the mother of your child who has lived with you for more than ten years, one knife and one stick on your body, do you think all these calculations are interesting?
Anyway, leaving him, for me, is beneficial and harmless, in fact, it is good. There is no kind of revenge that always has a better life than the other party!
The relationship with my boyfriend has not become more and more intimate because I jumped out of this strange circle of the third party, but my work and rest rules are normal, I no longer have to think about your thoughts, I don't have to think about your joys and sorrows, and I don't need to ring my mobile phone like a bird of fright...
I think no matter what, I have nothing to do with you, this is the best ending, no quarrel, no denigration, no resentment, no hysteria, no denunciation, I just see you clearly, tired of you, don't love you anymore!
After all the communication, it seems meaningless, pale and powerless, you say that you do not have a little four, you say that you have been wronged by me... Yes, it's all you said, you feel at ease yourself, it has nothing to do with me!
Idle, occasionally think about him, sometimes I will have the idea of hating him, hating his ruthlessness and desperation, thinking about it, if my heart was as calm as water, why did I come to the heart after that! Let it go, it's over, it's over forever, don't look back!
I finally unloaded the heavy shackles on myself, and after that, I was clear and pure! I'm no longer someone else's little three!
He said he wanted me to hate him and let me go, and he said that he was ready to admit the little four who didn't have to, make me angry, make me hate him, and leave him completely.
He said I was the only woman he had ever loved in his life, and he said... He said...... He said it all, so what? You are not willing to pay for me, what is the use of saying so much? I won't believe you anymore.
Suddenly remembered a thing, in the past more than a year he never stayed at home, and then his wife could not bear to break out, did not let him go out, confiscated the phone, bank card, car, in the end, in this emotional game, it seems to be a game between me and his wife, in fact, the most pitiful thing is still our two women, his wife no matter how fierce, how strong, hidden behind the sadness, how many people can know?
A year ago, I lied to him that I was pregnant, pregnant with his child, he was shocked at first, then there was a long silence, I asked all kinds of questions, he couldn't make up his mind, and finally I threatened him with the original match, he said that the knife and the mountain and the sea of fire were born, I took you away, otherwise, I can't protect you completely! Yes, he was telling the truth, and even if it was true, I was sober and clear that he could not bear the fate of me and my children!
However, how could I get pregnant for such a man! Today's ending has long been predestined, the times have changed, he probably can't think of anything, it's just a game I tested him, how can I have the thoughts and ideas of conceiving and giving birth to a child for him!
After the breakup you asked me, can I still call you? Will you change the number? I said: No! I will change the number, you say: I will never change the number, in fact, I want to say that between us, there is no reason to call or not to call.
Later, I learned that really, a lot of things, in fact, without later, are the best results! Many things are also premeditated, such as separation, and he and I are like this!
The past is only a flashy dream after all, in fact, without you, my life is really normal, I almost forgot that I once had such a past, I know you will not miss me, I do not look back on the past so often!
I'm fine, and I think so are you! Life is really, death and breakup are not the final farewell, but forgetting is!
I have to forget you completely from my heart! I finally survived that period, to see who is like you, to see everything I think of you, to listen to songs are all about you, very fortunate, I can finally go smoothly, do not ask the return date, no longer contact, do not have to wait for you.
It took me so long to understand that it turned out that I had been forcibly giving you some things, my time, my willfulness, my nonsense, my viciousness and love, and I felt that everything that was good for you, I never asked you if you wanted it, I only knew that I would not give it to others, but you really didn't care.
I have always felt how ridiculous the hysteria of the original match is, like a clown acting full of sorrow and joy, the world is sad and happy, pleasing others, and having to laugh exactly like a real fool, and then seeing that other people's stories are similar to their own, I realized that the clown has always been himself!
The hardest part of life is to admit it: admit that you have failed, admit that you have been deceived, admit that you do not love.
You're not that great, I don't believe you really abandoned me for my own good, you stop acting, I never believed it.
In the past, I believed only because I loved you, and I was willing to choose to believe, but in fact, another voice in my heart has been telling me that you are protecting yourself and protecting your family.
Even now, you still say that you abandoned me for my own good, don't act again, okay? Very tired, I let you go free, did not do any counterattack, what are you still worried about? Let you sing so hard!
After all this time, do you think I will come back and hurt you and your family?
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" >in fact, after all, I never understood you, and you never understood me. </h1>
I have to say goodnight to you, I will never spend all night with you like before, I will not say a word to you again, you and me, no longer us, your happiness or sadness, have nothing to do with me!
Toast the past with a glass of wine, no matter how much love you love, don't look back frequently.
You once said that when you see those backs on the street that resemble me, you will lose your mind, and after so long, I will not be half shaken by you, and the moment you, ruthlessly make a decision, I will no longer regard you as my person.
I'm fine, and I think so are you! Just like that, when you gaze into the abyss, the abyss is also gazing at you, we can't go to heaven, we can't go down to hell, so there is the human world, our goodness can't suppress malignancy, so there is an abyss.
He said that he had come secretly four times, the first time he stood downstairs in my house for a long time, the second time he came, he looked at me from a distance for a long time, the third time he came I was not at home, the fourth time he came at night, and he stood downstairs in my house for a long time, I did not believe it, and then I believed, undeniable, I had fluctuations in my heart, yes, this is the person I have paid time, energy, hard work, feelings and even money, how can I be a stranger generally unconscious.
Some people say that the real letting go is no waves, forgetting each other, yes, and I didn't, at the beginning desperately want to forget, but can not forget, so, a lot of eager to shake off the memory, let it exist, give yourself some more patience and time, it will make you more precipitated you, see clearly without words, it is not a good thing.
After all, I am going to grow up and grow up slowly and gracefully! Yes, I want to be an elegant woman, not humble, gentle to the sun! And the sins we have suffered before, the pains we have suffered, are the light that illuminates us in the coming days!
This time, I went out to meet him, I haven't seen him for more than a year, I was very embarrassed, there was no eye contact, there was no physical contact, or the old thing was mentioned again, the same... I'm tired of it!
When I was separated, I went straight away, did not look back, and left without hesitation....
It's pointless to meet again, I admit that my heart will still fluctuate, but I am no longer sad, yes, I don't want him anymore, just like he abandoned me fiercely!
The order of appearance of life is very important, the people who accompany you to get drunk are doomed not to accompany you home, and the people who accompany you home are reluctant to get you drunk!
Goodbye, this time I'm really gone, I don't hate you, thank you for letting me grow.