A life that goes with the flow

Sometimes I suddenly feel so sad because I think of this life of drifting. They owe too much to their parents, and they should have enjoyed the age of happiness, but they are still desperately trying, all for the sake of their children. Sometimes I want to have a drink with my father and pour him a glass of wine, but unfortunately my father is angry with me and has not been in contact for almost a month. I have always felt that I am not a filial piety child, so you can not rest assured. I want to be successful, I want to be better, but you're getting so old that I've been worried. In fact, I miss you a lot, but I just don't dare to say it