As the saying goes, beauty is not in the skin, and it is most appropriate to use this sentence to describe Lin Qingxia.
Lin Qingxia's appearance, most of which inherits the dignified beauty of her mother, but between her eyebrows, she has a little bit of her father's abundance and handsomeness, looking back at Gu Pan, there is tenderness and heroism.
Coupled with the free and charming temperament of her body, it eventually blends into an outstanding beauty of wind and bone, which is unique in the world.
Fate has always been not stingy about the eccentricity of beauty, it has given Lin Qingxia a brilliant career, but also let her harvest countless peach blossoms.
However, not every one of these peach blossoms can bear beautiful fruits.
One
Since elementary school, Lin Qingxia has been liked by many people because of her outstanding appearance.
As soon as the neighbors saw her, they boasted of being beautiful, and they couldn't stop stuffing some candy snacks to show their love;
Classmates also often chased after her ass, one bite of a "little cabbage", called kindly.
It is reasonable to say that with such a painful daughter, parents should be happy, but Lin Qingxia's parents are not happy, but they always feel that this is not a good thing.
Lin Qingxia's father, a military doctor, has a serious and old-fashioned personality, and her mother is also traditional and conservative, and neither of them wants looks to be the daughter's biggest advantage.
As a result, the praise of the outside world has become a wake-up call for the second elder.
They frequently "knock" Lin Qingxia: appearance has never been a capital worth showing off, it is only temporary, and when you are old and yellow, there will be nothing.
People always have to have other skills, such as reading, having poetry and books in their belly, and beauty can't always follow you, but the cultivation and knowledge brought by books is a lifelong thing.
The frustrated education of parents has played a great role in Lin Qingxia's growth path.
Although sometimes the education is too hot, resulting in Lin Qingxia once inferiority, but also let her know how to sustain herself, not because of the high appearance, it is pretentious.
In this way, Lin Qingxia grew up with a "beauty does not know it" mentality, and gradually learned to look at the voice of the outside world objectively.
She was never confined to the trapping of looks, and the praise of others was a smile, and over time, the power of this mentality began to spread out, evolving into a unique temperament of Lin Qingxia, free and charming.
It just so happens that this temperament complements the heroism in her facial features, and the two form a closed loop, which eventually reshapes Lin Qingxia.
Throughout the ages, there have been countless beauties, but Lin Qingxia has only one.
Rao is one of those male stars who have been in the entertainment circle for many years, watching beautiful women and seeing aesthetic fatigue, after seeing Lin Qingxia, the same glance at ten thousand years, all bent waists.
Two
In 1972, 18-year-old Lin Qingxia failed the college entrance examination, and she went to the dance hall for recreation in a depressed mood, and inadvertently bumped into the first man in her life, Gou Feng.
At that time, Gou Feng was already the champion of a singing competition, and was transforming into an actor to work hard, and there was no shortage of female stars around him.
But as soon as he saw Lin Qingxia, he still couldn't help but be amazed by her countenance, and he fell in an instant.
He immediately asked his friend to be an intermediary, and asked for Lin Qingxia's contact information.
After that, a fierce pursuit began.
The pure and ignorant Lin Qingxia had not been exposed to the red dust, where she could withstand such a battle, and soon fell in love with Gou Feng.
Gou Feng is 9 years older than Lin Qingxia, and he has had several emotional experiences before meeting Lin Qingxia.
But considering that the latter is the first love, it is the age of simple fantasy about love, and Gou Feng did not come up with the common set of adult men and women.
Instead, it arranged the romance that many little girls liked, which caused Lin Qingxia to rejoice.
This emotional experience, Lin Qingxia later mentioned in her autobiography, said it was "the happiest day of my life".
Unfortunately, the word happiness is often closely related to transience.
After the two established a relationship, they hid almost everyone, including Lin Qingxia's parents.
It is said that during the days with Gou Feng, Lin Qingxia's parents actually did not allow her to fall in love.
Coupled with the fact that in Taiwan at that time, the entertainment industry was full of evil spirits, and they had already agreed with Lin Qingxia for three chapters: Absolutely cannot interact with people in the entertainment industry!
As a result, Lin Qingxia banned all the offenders,
Even hidden from his parents, he went to the crew to visit the class, and often climbed the water pipe in the middle of the night to go out on a date with Gou Feng, and then secretly climbed home in the early morning.
It was no wonder why Lin Mu was so angry after she broke the two of them.
She scolded Lin Qingxia and ordered the two to break up, no matter how Much Lin Qingxia pleaded, she could not change her mother's heart.
At the beginning, Lin Qingxia did not want to give up this first love, and she spent a period of time with Gou Feng.
But later, still failed to withstand the huge pressure and twists and turns, the two worked hard to maintain a relationship for several months, and finally ended up breaking up.
Just as the so-called one-eyed mistake for life, leaving Lin Qingxia's Gou Feng, and later finding a few beautiful people, but always can not find the feeling at that time.
This made him can't help but sigh many times: missing Qingxia is the biggest regret in this life.
In the end, Gou Feng converted to Buddhism and wrote a sequel to the decision he made when he was in his 20s, never asking about red dust.
Three
After the failure of her first love, Lin Qingxia put her eyes back on studying and reported to her girlfriend for a cram class to prepare for World War II.
Probably it is destined that Lin Qingxia cannot be isolated from the entertainment industry in this life.
Not long after, Lin Qingxia was on her way to the cram school and met the scout Yang Qi.
Yang Qi had been doing this for a long time, and when he first saw Lin Qingxia, he was still a little surprised, and he rushed up to talk.
He actively invited the latter to audition, and also revealed that the film "Outside the Window" adapted from Qiong Yao's work was starred by Qin Han.
Two sentences directly hit Lin Qingxia's heart, she is Qiong Yao's book fan, but also Qin Han's film fans, under the double temptation, it is inevitable that she will not be moved.
However, Lin Qingxia's heart was useless, her parents' two big mountains pressed there and did not open their mouths, this matter would have to be ruined.
Fortunately, Yang Qi is a master with endurance, the first time he went back to Lin Qingxia's house to eat a closed door soup, the second time he had to go,
So five times, and promised this and promised that, and then Lin Qingxia promised many times that she would clean herself and love herself, and finally grinded the second old man to open the golden mouth.
In this way, the newly adult Lin Qingxia successfully entered the crew of "Outside the Window" and officially began her acting path.
At the same time, it also unveiled the curtain of her emotional drama that has been entangled with Qin Han for more than 20 years and is more floating and entangled than Qiong Yao opera.
To say that this Qin Han is actually not as amorous as the outside world rumors,
He lives in a big family with many sisters and is excellent, so he has a natural immunity to beautiful women.
Later, he married Shao Qiaoyin, mostly out of his own development considerations.
Shao Qiaoyin is the general agent of Miss Buddha's Taiwan Province, her appearance is not low, but Qin Han pays more attention to the huge resources and financial resources behind it.
Therefore, the combination of the two, Qin Han actually did not pay much affection, but Shao Qiaoyin loved the deep blood of his love.
If they did not encounter wind and rain, the two could barely go on, and as a result, in the first year after marriage, Qin Han met Lin Qingxia.
Lin Qingxia's beauty is unique and charming, there is a kind of penetration, Qin Han, who has always had little feeling for women, was hit by her, and for the first time, he germinated a desire for the love of men and women.
Four
The fledgling Lin Qingxia is shy and sensitive, and her performance in the crew is not good.
But Qin Han still suggested to the director and pushed her to the position of heroine.
Qin Han is selfish, he plays the male number two in "Outside the Window", but the emotional drama with the female protagonist is more than the male one.
Even if sometimes there is no need for two people to play, just sit in the back to make a background board for other actors, Qin Han also has to chat with Lin Qingxia for two sentences.
The first sentence is: Can I travel with a married man?
The intention can be said to be obvious.
However, Qin Han was not always so proactive and enthusiastic, he was worried that this would scare Lin Qingxia away, and most of the time he still showed himself as a gentle gentleman.
Lin Qingxia is not from the class, plus the first time filming is a kissing shot, inexperienced and nervous, not gritting her teeth, or making a sound, the angry photographer almost picked the pick and did not dry,
In the end, it was Qin Han who guided her over and over again, and worried about Lin Qingxia's emotions, that finally let her slowly adapt.
There are many more bits like this, Lin Qingxia originally worshipped Qin Han, and she also had a different kind of affection when she came and went.
Although Qin Han was already a husband at that time, he could get along day and night, or let love accumulate rapidly.
And in the end, the bottom line of reason and distance is crushed.
In August 1973, "Outside the Window" could not be released in Taiwan because of qiong yao's mother's obstruction, and had to go to Hong Kong, Southeast Asia and other places.
Unexpectedly, due to the blessing of misfortune, the film sold well at the box office in the two places, and Lin Qingxia became popular with this, and was named a student lover, and the film contract continued.
Many drama parties took a fancy to the chemical reaction between Qin Han and Lin Qingxia in the play, and intended to bundle the two into operation.
Later, they were invited to shoot dramas such as "Eight Hundred Heroes" and "On the Side of the Water", almost shooting a blockbuster.
The director loves the director, the audience loves to watch, the media also loves to stir-fry, the two people in the play are entangled in pity, and outside the play is also shaped into a pair of affectionate couples.
Suddenly, gossip and gossip about the two of them were flying all over the place, all kinds of things, and even outrageous.
This general trend undoubtedly played a role in fueling the forbidden love between the two,
At the same time, it also made Lin Qingxia and Qin Han have an illusion.
Perhaps, this relationship that should be hidden in the shadows can also receive blessings and the possibility of seeing the light.
With this kind of thought, Qin Han no longer avoided suspicion, and even openly held hands with Lin Qingxia to travel.
He also said some vague words to the media many times, which aroused people's imagination and had the momentum of "making the scandal more violent".
This is in stark contrast to Gou Feng, who originally wore a helmet mask in order to protect Lin Qingxia.
And Lin Qingxia was in the whirlpool of love at that time, her heart was a sweet pink bubble every day, and she was almost completely shielded from the sounds of the outside world.
Only two sides could not sit still.
One side is Lin Qingxia's family,
The conservative family style makes them resolutely oppose Lin Qingxia's love affair with people in the entertainment industry, and lin Qingxia's love affair with Gou Feng is still vividly remembered, and now there is a scandal with Qin Han, so naturally it is necessary to ask a clear question.
Lin Qingxia used the phrase "all fake" to prevaricate.
On the other side was Qin Han's main chamber, Shao Qiaoyin.
Compared with Lin Qingxia's family, she is the one with the strongest sense of crisis.
In fact, at the beginning, Shao Qiaoyin's measurement was still quite large, thinking that her husband was needed for work, and did not pursue it.
However, this connivance was exchanged for the intensification of this storm, and even once there were some signs of reality.
Worried about his position being replaced, Shao Qiaoyin finally became vigilant, and rushed to the set to fight for sovereignty with her child.
Five
Shao Qiaoyin's method of keeping her husband was actually very naïve.
It is nothing more than more concerned and more contact with Qin Han than Lin Qingxia, holding a woolen thread every day to ask for warmth, and also arranging for the film party to give himself a role, weakening Lin Qingxia's role with Qin Han.
Childish, though, is childish, but effective.
Shao Qiaoyin's wave of operations caused great trouble to Qin Han and Lin Qingxia, and also allowed the outside world to find new topic points.
The original partners personally went down to grab love, is this not equivalent to the relationship between Lin Qingxia and Qin Han in disguise?
All kinds of newspapers and periodicals and media used this big book to write a special book, and the story of "Qin and Han affairs, Lin Qingxia Xiaosan intervened" once made a lot of noise in the city.
With the sharp turn of the wind commentary, the two sobered up,
It turns out that gossip is just gossip in the end, and no matter how the outside world gives them a mandarin duck spectrum, they can't rely on it and cross that moral boundary.
That's the bottom line.
In the end, under the pressure of public opinion, the two sides had to make compromises.
First of all, Qin Han, who promised Shao Qiaoyin that he would no longer interact with Lin Qingxia.
Then there was Lin Qingxia, who personally promised Shao Qiaoyin that she would no longer cooperate with Qin Han, and then entrusted her mother Ma Lanying to make a statement to the outside world: she would no longer meet with Qin Han privately.
The relationship between the two was temporarily interrupted, and in 1976, there was no film and television cooperation or personal interaction for a whole year.
But such a thing as feelings, if the parties voluntarily let go of their hands, cannot end safely after all.
The barrier of others and the erosion of time can never dilute the blazing heat hidden in the bottom of the heart.
In the year that Qin Han broke off contact with Lin Qingxia, his relationship with Shao Qiaoyin also dropped to a freezing point.
Shao Qiaoyin knew the original commission, but she was unwilling to face it, and she had cried and collapsed, and she could not stop the expansion of the marriage rift.
She asked Qin Han more than once whether she still had illusions about Lin Qingxia, and Qin Han admitted it, bluntly saying that "I can't help myself" and "when I meet and hate when I don't marry later."
These words were like a sharp knife stuck in Shao Qiaoyin's heart, and the knife saw blood.
But the love for Qin Han made her extremely screwed,
In the end, Shao Qiaoyin still wronged herself, even though Qin Han later moved the idea of divorce, she still said that she would not let go of anything.
Looking at Lin Qingxia's side, although she and Qin Han in 1976 temporarily ended, there were still countless peach blossoms around her.
Qin Xianglin cooperated with her twice in that year, and the two fell in love in the movies "Autumn Song" and "I Am a Sand Gull".
After the movie was finished, Lin Qingxia quickly withdrew, but Qin Xianglin brought the truth out of the play.
However, Qin Xianglin also had a family at that time, and his wife was a well-known actress Xiao Fangfang, who played Miao Cuihua in Jet Li's version of "Fang Shiyu".
Although a heart was filled with the throbbing of a crush, the storm between Qin Han and Lin Qingxia had not yet subsided, and he did not dare to crash into the tip of the knife at this time.
You can only secretly rub through filming to release your true feelings in the camera.
At the same time, Hong Kong martial arts superstar Wang Yu moved to Taiwan to explore the market, and he was still accompanied by Jackie Chan, who was still unknown.
The two met Lin Qingxia at a wine game, and without exception fell for her peerless appearance, becoming a courtier under the skirt.
Jackie Chan was fine, he was busy with his career at the time, and he also intended to make friends with Qin Xianglin, and did not dare to make a mistake.
But Wang Yu was different, he had a big background, had no scruples, and attacked Lin Qingxia fiercely, but Lin Qingxia had a heart and did not succeed.
If this trajectory continues, Lin Qingxia and Qin Han may only be able to think of each other and never intersect in their lives, but at this moment, the appearance of Qiong Yao has brought a turnaround for the two.
1976 was a year of deep memories for Lin Qingxia and Qin Han, and an unforgettable year for Qiong Yao.
Ping Xintao, whom she admired, finally got her ex-wife Lin Wanzhen to agree to divorce in this year.
Although the formal divorce came three years later, Lin Wanzhen no longer interfered with Ping Xintao's freedom.
Qiong Yao was able to substantively ascend to the throne, went in and out with Ping Xintao, and set up a film company at the speed of light.
Then, through many efforts, she promoted the reunion of Lin Qingxia and Qin Han.
After a year, the two once again cooperated as male and female protagonists.
The old feelings buried in the bottom of my heart for a long time instantly rekindled, like the lightning and fire of the sky, more intense than before.
After reuniting with Lin Qingxia, Qin Han's attitude towards Shao Qiaoyin was more ruthless, he did not go home for a long time, and as soon as he returned home, he put on his face, cold war, Shao Qiaoyin also had great perseverance, swallowing a stomach full of resentment and bitter water, and did not let go.
Qin Han deliberately provoked her, and also used more extreme tricks.
In 1979, he directed his own Virgo, called "Love Run", Lin Qingxia was the heroine, and the whole film showed the carefree life scene of the two in the paradise.
After the movie was released, Shao Qiaoyin did not go to see it, but she was greatly hurt by the spirit.
She knew that this was Qin Han's love letter for Lin Qingxia, a treatment she had never had before.
But what is surprising is that even at this point, Shao Qiaoyin is still not divorced,
But when she kept Qin Han at this time, it was no longer pure love, but also an element of possessiveness.
As for Lin Qingxia, she has been waiting for a name for a long time, and her long-term identity as a third party has made her suffer from growing up in a conservative family.
Coupled with the 1979 Asia-Pacific Film Festival, the fierce enemy Hu Huizhong became popular with "Happy Face", and the rumors outside were overwhelming, saying that Hu Huizhong could replace Lin Qingxia.
Lin Qingxia faced the double setbacks of career and love, and could not think for a moment, and took ten sleeping pills in the hotel.
It was Qin Han who first found out that something was wrong, knocked on the door, and then carried Lin Qingxia to the hospital, all of which was looked at by poor Shao Qiaoyin.
When encountering such a deeply affectionate pair, the original match seems to have become a superfluous person.
After this incident, Lin Qingxia flew to the United States to study, and Qin Han returned to Taiwan, and it was a long tug-of-war, and Shao Qiaoyin finally unlocked the lock and agreed to sign.
Six
Many people know that Lin Qingxia and Qin Xianglin are engaged in the United States, but in fact, before Qin Xianglin, she also spent some time with a man named Zhao Ning.
Zhao Ning is a writer and scholar in the United States, 19 years older than Lin Qingxia.
The two are blind dates, arranged by Lin Mu, which is also the type of son-in-law of the Lin family:
Professors, knowledgeable and knowledgeable, do not have a complicated background like entertainment stars.
But Lin Qingxia didn't like it, she and Zhao Ning got along for a while, not to mention lovers, even the friendship relationship was one block.
In the end, the two parted ways, and it was only at this time that Qin Xianglin was late.
Compared with Qin Han, Qin Xianglin can be said to be another extreme.
One is extremely thin to women, and the other is extremely affectionate with women.
At the beginning, he pursued Lin Qingxia for the sake of Zhengda Guangming, and specially divorced Xiao Fangfang.
After recovering from the single body, he turned his head and fell into Teresa Teng's love network first, and after the two of them were good for a while, it was Lin Qingxia's turn.
At that time, Lin Qingxia had just turned 25 years old, and she was eager to have a home.
The appearance of Qin Xianglin made up for her desire for marriage, and Qin Xianglin did not make any effort to successfully hold the beauty back.
It didn't take long for the two to prepare for the engagement.
This news reached the ears of Qin Han, who had just been divorced, and he immediately bought a plane ticket to go to the United States, lived around Qin Xianglin and Lin Qingxia for a period of time, struggled psychologically several times, and finally chose silence.
The night before the engagement, Lin Qingxia hesitated to dial Qin Han's phone, hoping to hear the latter's words of retention.
As a result, Qin Han did not react in any way.
Lin Qingxia was disheartened, picked up the phone, and gambled like a gas to tell herself that she must marry Qin Xianglin, and the next day she regretted it again, and even wanted to jump out of the car to escape, but her soft personality made her reluctantly accept the reality.
All this was seen by Qin Xianglin, who probably guessed the reason, but did not say anything.
Qin Han also temporarily returned to his ex-wife after this incident, and the sadistic love story of the two seemed to have come to an end.
But in 1983, Qin Han separated from his ex-wife again, this time it was really a complete end, and he finally mentioned the courage to save Lin Qingxia.
At the same time, Lin Qingxia had been engaged to Qin Xianglin for four years, but she was still reluctant to go to the step of marriage.
Over time, Qin Xianglin also wanted to understand, no longer obsessed, took the initiative to break the marriage contract with Lin Qingxia, and also fulfilled each other's decency.
Seven
In 1984, when Lin Qingxia was 30 years old, during the Spring Festival, Qin Han took the initiative to call her.
After a free chat, the two finally restarted the relationship under the premise of no one blocking.
After many tribulations, fate still gave them a good result, which also made Lin Qingxia and Qin Han firmly believe that each other was destined to be a dependent of each other.
However, they overlooked one thing:
All the previous tribulations were external factors, whether it was public opinion pressure, Shao Qiaoyin, or Lin Qingxia's family.
A couple, in order to spend a lifetime, ultimately rely on the harmony of personality and mutual support, it is necessary to have a clear understanding and judgment of themselves and their partners.
And this is precisely the part that the two people who are busy dealing with external resistance have never considered, and it has become the ultimate trigger for their disintegration.
In the early days of her reunion with Lin Qingxia, Qin Han mentioned the idea of marriage to her.
But Lin Qingxia's career was in a period of transition at that time and she did not agree.
By cooperating with Er Dongsheng, Jackie Chan and Maggie Cheung, her popularity in Hong Kong soared, and many people remembered this beautiful girl with a little bit of heroism between her eyebrows.
Later, with a "Rolling Red Dust", he won the first Golden Horse Film in his life, which can be described as a double harvest of honor and money.
By this time, it was already 1990, the 6th year of their time together.
Only at this time did Lin Qingxia move the idea of marriage,
She hinted at Qin Han more than once in her life, and later pushed this urgency to the front of the screen,
Not only did he take Qin Han to attend the TVB program, snuggled in the arms of the latter, and frankly said that he had saved a lot of money over the years and could get married.
On the day of the Golden Horse Awards, Qin Han was publicly confessed: "You are the male protagonist of my life!" ”
What Lin Qingxia did not expect was that Qin Han now did not want to get married.
The gap between the two people's careers is getting bigger and bigger, Lin Qingxia is in Hong Kong, but Qin Han is in a trough, which makes Qin Han, who is somewhat macho, unacceptable.
He never confided his heart to Lin Qingxia, but in fact, Lin Qingxia did not mind that the man's career was not as good as his own.
She loves this person, even if she is penniless, she does not abandon it,
Unfortunately, in Qin Han's view, her thoughts were tantamount to a kind of humiliation.
The mood of the two began to be misplaced, and they were equally emotionally distant.
The number of quarrels is increasing, and the misunderstanding is getting deeper and deeper.
Later, probably because of a sentence, the Cold War lasted for several months.
Lin Qingxia believes that he is not as important as he imagined in Qin Han's heart, and he loves his children more.
Sometimes from the child's side, the relationship between the two will be re-evaluated.
It made her feel like she was living "like an island of misery and loneliness." ”
When Lin Qingxia was filming outside, Qin Han rarely came to visit, leaving her alone to start work and then finish work.
During that time, Lin Qingxia's mood fluctuated greatly, and there was nowhere to solve the loneliness in her heart, and sometimes she would suddenly cry, confused about the meaning of her desperate efforts.
At the beginning of 1992, Lin Qingxia was invited by Xu Ke to shoot "Smiling Proud of the Rivers and Lakes", creating a classic role of dongfang undefeated, which is both good and evil, and left a strong mark in the history of film.
Everyone lamented the explosive power of Lin Qingxia's acting skills, but Lin Qingxia knew that the presentation that was close to madness was actually an outlet for her at her lowest tide.
She was too tired and very embarrassed.
At this time, this relationship was already in jeopardy, and Qin Han and Lin Qingxia were mentally prepared to separate, just waiting for the last straw to fall.
But neither of them expected that this straw would come so quickly.
In the summer of 1992, Lin Qingxia filmed "New Dragon Gate Inn" in the mainland, because she was too desperate, resulting in an arrow in her eye.
She returned to Hong Kong for treatment, and when she was hospitalized, she was very lonely, so she called Qin Han to come over.
As a result, a sentence came from the other end: "Who pays for the ticket?" ”
Lin Qingxia's heart was cold at once.
It was at that moment that Lin Qingxia suddenly understood that Qin Han and her, perhaps, had no connection in this life.
Eight
In 1994, Lin Qingxia did not break up with Qin Han, and married Xing Liyuan, a wealthy businessman who had been chasing her for a long time.
She was 40 years old.
From the first encounter at the age of 18 to the final marriage, Lin Qingxia left the most precious 22 years of her youth to Qin Han.
The two entangled in the fate of half a life, and finally drew a conclusion, and the landscape never met.
And this story that has not become a good story is also a regret in the hearts of many people after all.
To this day, there are still voices on the Internet that make Lin Qingxia and Qin Han compound, and Lin Qingxia has also heard about it.
She just smiled heartily and said, "Let the things of the past pass, people should think more about what they have, rather than chagrin at what they have lost, and be a little free, in order to live happier." ”
Lin Qingxia, who was over the age of flower armor, finally learned this truth.
Be free and not be trapped in your heart.
It is also a sigh, all along, Lin Qingxia's image to people and the audience is free and heroic, but she herself has spent most of her life to truly understand the meaning of freedom.
Perhaps, it is love that makes people become confused, even if people who usually know how to be self-sustaining and free will become less like themselves.
Only by learning how to remain calm and free in love can we always be sober and not trapped by love.