"Spare Tire Girlfriend Is Gone" I suddenly found that I didn't love him anymore

Title: "Spare Tire Girlfriend Is Gone"

Protagonists: Song Daiyan, Wang Xi

summary:

Honestly, I was a little disappointed when he put up with his temper.

We've been together for seven years, and our personalities and tempers are familiar with each other, and he must have felt my abnormality and indifference, and I actually wanted him to start a fire, and then pointed at me and asked, "What the hell is wrong with you? ”

Then I can logically say, "I don't love you anymore, let's break up." ”

Unfortunately, he didn't ask, and I didn't say.

Went to the supermarket together in the afternoon, I have always been fond of visiting the supermarket, because this way with him pushing the shopping cart to buy household items, really like an ordinary couple, when I went to the supermarket with him before, I hated to be able to soak in the supermarket with him all day, every three steps I would ask him: "Is this good?" "This is so cute to put in the kitchen." "Hahaha you see that, let's buy a couple toothbrush cup together, so cute!" "This one must look good hanging in the hallway."

At the end of the tour, he was so annoyed that he had to shout shut up before he could control me for five minutes.

I couldn't control my joy around him all the time, and I wanted to share what I thought was the best with him, and that joy was from the heart, just like being around him, no matter what I did, even if it was just breathing, I would feel happy.

Obviously, in the eyes of others, I am also a mature and cold person.

But after about half an hour of shopping today, I looked at the shopping cart and found that I hadn't spoken to him today, and I had only bought a little necessities, so I had already said to him: "All bought, go back." ”

On the way, he was silent, and when he was about to get home, he opened his mouth and said, "Have you been too tired lately, take an annual leave after this project, let's go to Morocco for a tour, don't you always want to go?" ”

After a pause, he added: "I said that I would let you resign and raise you before, I was not joking. ”

To be honest, I am a little depressed, Song Daiyan is actually a person with very weak feelings, he is most afraid of responsibility, but also afraid of burden, before he was afraid of burdening my feelings, now he is afraid of burdening my life.

To be able to get him to say this, before, I was probably grateful for the zero pain and weeping, but now I don't.

I was surprised for a second and politely rejected him: "No, I like my current job." ”

Such a rejection is too direct and embarrassing, especially the number of times I reject him is very few, as if unconsciously I and Song Daiyan's position have been completely reversed, it is I who is absent-minded and careless, and it is he who has been hidden in grievances.

I saw him take a deep breath, and I said that he really wasn't a good-tempered man, but he paused, then continued to ask softly, "What about Morocco?" When you are busy with this time, let's go on a vacation together. ”

With a faint alienated smile, I said, "I've been there, Song Daiyan, and four years ago, I went alone." ”