Sanmao's "Immortal Bird"

A word for "love"

Keep it in your mouth a thousand times

Wait until it dissolves

I also failed to spit out my lips and teeth

A deep affection is hidden in the depths of the heart

Ten years and twenty years

Allow until completely settled

Nor did he dare to let it have a ripple

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If there really is an "undead bird" in the world, I think it must be very ugly in appearance and difficult to hear. Because its name is already an interpretation of its tenacious vitality. This bird should have a strong, brave and tenacious life that other birds do not have. It should be loved and respected by the birds, an exemplary and even leader-like presence. It should not be the way Sanmao wrote it.

Many people were moved to tears when they read Sanmao's "Immortal Bird". But I don't have me among these people. Sanmao's prose is extremely well written, and this "Immortal Bird" is equally well written. It's just that when we read an article, we should not only read the article itself, but also read something outside the article.

In this essay, Sanmao wrote about his deep friendship with Jose, and also wrote about the loss of Jose, losing the direction of life, and even losing the strength and courage to live. Living only for one's own parents, the words are full of the pain and inability to live.

Love, as one of the many emotions of human beings, is indeed very beautiful and important, and it is worth our efforts to strive for. But love is not the whole of life, not even the whole of emotion. How can a human being give up his entire life for a small branch of his life, an emotional branch?

As a well-educated writer Sanmao, a person who has traveled all over the great rivers and mountains, how can he be so narrow-minded, how can he be so defeated by emotions, and how can he have the idea of giving up life. How can she use the writer's words and soul to help and save the world, and how can she be called an engineer of the human soul?

The world will strive to fight for their own love, but how many people can really love each other and work together to reach the end of their lives?

How many people have never met someone they love in their lives, and in the end they can only spend their lives. There are many people who can only have a crush, but never dare to express their love, and can only miss or give up their loved ones in their lives. Even if two people who are truly in love walk into marriage, how many can go to the end without breaking up?

Once watched a very touching news. A couple of men and women who were preparing to get married, due to the epidemic, rushed to the front line as a doctor's boyfriend, but then unfortunately became infected. At the end of his life, his girlfriend draped him in a wedding dress, separated by thick transparent glass, and they made a final farewell with blurred tears.

Even if they are in love, how many can really form a family and live together?

Sanmao is lucky, she found a person who truly loves herself and loves herself deeply in the vast sea of people, and formed a family to live happily together for many days. Sanmao is unfortunate again, she failed to finally grow old with her lover and reach the end of her life.

Even the unfortunate Sanmao had no reason to end his life. Because the memory of the good times with the people she loves, loves and lives together is enough to illuminate her entire life, not to mention just use these warm lights to light up the remaining few decades of her.

If time could be turned back, I don't know if Sanmao would have made such a choice, using those good memories to accompany her life to disappear.

Sanmao is fragile, so she ends up being a coward, abandoning the world (those relatives, friends, and readers who loved her) and selfishly ending her own life.

I love Sanmao's articles and listen to Sanmao's voice, but I can't love Sanmao himself, who is so selfish and cowardly.