Kinseilum's mother should be familiar to everyone, right? The 41-year-old still maintains a childlike appearance after giving birth to 3 beautiful daughters, because her beauty has been searched several times.
This appearance is really convincing
When she and her daughter Kinsey lun stood together, the two looked like sisters. In addition to the young and beautiful mother, the appearance of the Kinseilon family is very anti-heavenly.
Jin Sailon's sister Jin Yalun understands that this is the genetic gene of other people's families.
Born in 2002, when Jin Yalun was 10 years old, she starred in the movie "Barbie" with her sister Jin Sailun, and I don't know if she will also develop into the show business circle in the future. However, this appearance is more than enough to be an actor.
Raising three such beautiful daughters, the eldest daughter is already a new generation of Korean actresses at a young age, and Kim Sai-lun's mother should be the envy of her peers.
However, her recent words and deeds on SNS have surprised netizens: Did she have depression before?
Yesterday, Kinseilon's mother published a small essay like this on her trumpet:
Full text translation:
I used to think about it
The burden of life is too heavy and now I really want to take a break
I want to drop everything and go to sleep and never wake up again
These are things you can't even think about
I actually did something crazy
I carried the baby to the balcony
The eldest daughter (Kinseilum) clutches the balcony pillar
Hoarse voice crying help I was wrong
The little hand that was clutching so tightly turned red
That's when I suddenly came back to God
Only to see the child
What the hell did I do
The sad cries of my eldest daughter made me strong
Let us all survive
To live, to persevere
Sometimes the eldest daughter would talk about that time
Mom, I was really scared
The impact of that time left a deep shadow on the child
No one instructed, but it revealed the middle of life
The saddest look in the eyes and the bitter pain
Not performance, but natural expression
That's not acting
In the cold winter of minus 27 degrees Celsius, the scene of rain was filmed
There was no warm baby sticker in the clothes
High fever of 40 degrees for several days
Nor did it show a look of hardship, too cold, don't go out
This scene is a suicide scene, and it will hurt your heart to see it
Mom always has insomnia and sleeps for a while
I have to drive in the early hours of the morning, and she said so
Filming ended at 4 a.m
The forehead of the sleeping child in the car was a ball of fire
Found my sister who was a nurse
Hung up the hanging needle in the morning and went to standby early in the morning
When and where exactly can the children in my car sleep?
I have always used the back seat of the car as a bed to run
In order to rest in the car when on the road
It's always not possible to eat well on set
When eating, children always want to take time to sleep
I ran to the cafeteria and bought something that my kids liked to eat
Warmly fed her
I'm always afraid of the cold in the early hours of the morning
Go make tea first
Feed your child
When shooting in the mountains or in the countryside
I spent an hour or two over to see her with food she liked
Kids who are tired of shooting can rely on me
Be her pillar and wrap her in a blanket
Afraid of frostbite on her feet, feel free to rub it for her
Squint in the car for a moment
Bring a box lunch
Mom finished eating and walked away in a low voice
Grow up to a certain extent and will take good care of the staff around them
During that time, I also had to take care of my sisters
Before I went to elementary school, I could still walk around with my three daughters
After school, the little girls have to go to school
I had to send my kids to school before I could go to the shooting scene
That's between Seoul and Busan
Jeolla-do Gyeongsang-do Chungcheong-do Gangwon-do is even on a small island
There is no place I haven't been
Now that I'm older, I can trust the broker, and I should let go a little bit
It's not like taking care of her as a child, but she's young but not childish
Born 19 years this child who has adhered well to adulthood
Regardless of age as an actress gives her certification of respect and respect
Agents like that weren't around before
I will always be on the spot
"Minus 27 degrees", "Rain", "40 degrees high fever"... From her mother's description, we can see how hard Kinsey Lun is filming.
And no matter how far away, she brings delicious things to see her daughter's mother, the mother who is afraid of her daughter's frostbite and helps her rub her feet, and the mother who wraps her daughter in a blanket to sleep, these careful care is also very touching.
Having given birth to 3 children in the early half of the 20th generation, not only to take care of their living and schooling, but also to worry about their eldest daughter, who often shoots in other places, Kinseilon's mother is indeed great.
Without mom taking care of everything behind her back, maybe there wouldn't be Kinsey lun's success today.
But if you look closely: "The eldest daughter clutches the balcony pillar, hoarsely shouts help, I was wrong" This paragraph is very strange, it looks like describing some scene of murder of her own daughter...
South Korean netizens also speculated that Kinseilon's mother had not wanted to commit suicide with her daughter before.
Some people guess that Kinseilhun's mother suffered from postpartum depression. Some people also say that maybe there is something difficult in the Kinseilon family that we don't know, and the pressure on the mother to take care of three daughters alone is too much, so she thinks about it.
But either way, it's scary to think about.
Think back to Kinseilon's works, usually actresses of her age will mostly act in some fresh and romantic campus idol dramas.
However, many of Kinseilum's works are heavy characters who have been kidnapped, abused, and abandoned.
Kinseilum debuted in the movie "Voyager" when she was 9 years old, in which she played an orphan, and the picture of her mother also came from this movie.
At the age of 10, she won the Women's Newcomer Award at the Busan Film Festival for the film "Uncle", in which she played a child who had never received maternal love, was always alone, and was even kidnapped later.
At the age of 13, she starred in the movie "Dao Xi Ah", playing a cowardly and silent little girl who was often beaten by her drunken stepfather, and was also bullied by her classmates at school.
At the age of 14, she played a girl with deaf ears in the movie "The Sewer Well", who was targeted by a perverted murderer and was imprisoned in the sewer well.
At the age of 17, she starred in the TV series "Snow Road", playing a comfort woman who was subjected to inhuman abuse in the Japanese military camp tent, and finally died at the age of 15.
Although he is not yet 20 years old, Kinsey Lun interprets each role with amazing understanding and expressiveness. In particular, her sad acting skills that transcend her age and experience make people get goosebumps.
And yet her mother said, "The saddest look and the pain in her bones is not the performance, but the natural expression, and that's not acting." It's really hard to imagine what happened to Kinseylon growing up.
Now, Kinseilum has grown up safely and become a good actress, and her photo with her mother looks happy.
Although I don't know what the deep meaning of her mother's sending these things at this time, I hope that her mental state can be restored to stability as soon as possible, and never do stupid things again.
After all, even if there have been hard things before, they should be bitter now, whether it is mother, sister or Kinseilon, I hope that their beautiful faces will only have a smile in the future.
What do you think of this SNS of Kinsey Lun's mother?