"Hello Mr. Wang, I'm Miss Zhang from the matchmaker's matchmaking agency. I'm glad to introduce you to this blind date. "Her name is Li Xue, she is 28 years old, and she is the human resources manager of a well-known company. The conditions are very good, you take a look at her profile first. "
I was nervous, holding Li Xue's resume in my hand, which listed her education, work experience and life hobbies. It did seem to meet my requirements, but I was always not interested, and the figure of my ex-wife kept coming to mind.
"Mr. Wang, how about you take a look, do you want to meet?" Seeing that I hesitated, Miss Zhang asked with concern.
I took a deep breath and decided to give myself a new chance. "Okay, let's meet. "
In the agreed café, I arrived early, and after dressing up in every possible way, I couldn't help but look in the mirror again, hoping to make a good impression on Li Xue. It didn't take long for a plainly dressed lady to walk in, and she was Li Xue.
"Hello, I'm Li Xue. She smiled and offered to greet me.
"Hello, I'm Wang Lixin. I barely managed to squeeze out a smile, and the tension in my heart didn't lessen at all.
"I heard that Mr. Wang is the general manager of a manufacturing company, which is very good. Li Xue said sincerely.
"Yes, but the size of the company is average. I replied humbly, looking at her to myself, and finding that her personality gave me a sense of solidity.
In this way, we chatted word by word, and the topics involved work, life, hobbies, etc., although they were a little restrained at first, but gradually became familiar. Perhaps, this is the beginning of my new life.
After a few blind dates, Li Xue and I got to know each other better and better, and appreciated each other more and more. She is a diligent, down-to-earth, upright woman, sincere and enthusiastic. Despite her age, she is passionate about life and her career, and I appreciate this positive and optimistic attitude.
Once, when we were walking, we accidentally saw a couple taking wedding photos, Li Xue looked at the groom's eyes flickering, and seemed to have a desire to get married. I knew it and decided to propose to her right here.
"Xue Xue, we've been together for a while, you're a very nice girl, I like you very much. I wonder if you would like to marry me, let us become husband and wife, and walk the future path of life together?"
In this way, we decided to enter the palace of marriage and start a new life.
"Honey, what do you think of this leather sofa? The workmanship is very good, and the price is very affordable. Xue Xue said, pointing to a dark brown leather sofa suit.
"Well, that's good, just buy this. I readily agreed, because I really didn't see anything wrong.
Next, we picked out new bedroom furniture, dining room sets, etc., and Xue Xue asked for my opinion on everything. Sometimes, I instinctively compare my ex-wife's previous tastes, but I soon realize that it was all in the past.
"My dear, what do you think of this table lamp? I think the shape is very simple and elegant. Xue Xue asked me again, pointing to a modern table lamp.
"Very good, very good, just choose this. I said with a smile that I had nothing but hope for the future.
Although the renovation process was hard, I worked with Xue Xue and enjoyed it. New furniture is coming in one after another, and our new home is about to change beyond recognition.
After moving into a new home, Xuexue and I lived happily ever after. Xue Xue is a very good wife, hardworking, virtuous, and dedicated, so that I have never enjoyed the care of a virtuous helper.
Every morning, Xue Xue would wake up on time to prepare a nutritious breakfast for us. Sometimes I wake up and I can smell the smell wafting from the kitchen.
"Good morning, dear, get up for breakfast. "Snow will wake me up gently.
I would yawn and walk to the table to see her carefully prepared dishes: poached eggs, ham sausages, vegetable salads, etc., all nutritionally balanced, full of color and flavor. My appetite is always up and down.
"Eat slowly, be careful of choking. "Xue Xue always reminds me intimately.
In addition to cooking, Xue Xue is also good at housework. She will clean the house spotlessly, and she is proficient in laundry, tidying up, and tidying up. Sometimes I would take the initiative to help, but she always smiled and said, "Honey, you just work hard to make money, and leave the family affairs to me." "
After work, we would snuggle up together on the newly bought leather sofa to watch TV and chat. Xue Xue will massage my shoulders in a meticulous way to relax me completely. Sometimes we also play chess, listen to music, and spend warm evenings together.
In this way, our life is full of taste, and our new home is full of happiness. I often feel that I have accumulated great virtue in my previous life, and I can meet such a good wife in this life.
Everything seemed so perfect until one day a small episode broke our tranquility.
Holding an old cardboard box in his hand, his expression was a little serious.
"Honey, what is this? I dug it out in the pantry. She placed the cardboard box on my desk.
I looked down and was immediately struck by the pain in my heart. It turned out to be some old things left behind by my ex-wife: there were pictures of our wedding, a tie she gave me, and some love letters.
The expression on Xue Xue's face became a little difficult to look at: "Honey, we have been married for several months, why do you still keep these old things? And you never mentioned your ex-wife to me." "
I could feel the disappointment and incomprehension in her words, and I was very upset. "I'm sorry Xuexue, I just haven't had the courage to dispose of these things all the time. But I assure you that I truly love you, and the past has been written off. "
"Then why do you keep these things, do you have any other feelings for your ex-wife?" Xue Xue's tone became a little sharp.
"No, absolutely not, don't worry about it. I hurriedly explained, but Xue Xue had already slammed the door and left.
I sat alone in my study, clutching the carton in my hand, distraught. I was truly in love with Xuexue, but the shadow of my ex-wife could never be completely erased, which made me feel extremely painful and self-reproachful.
That night, Xue Xue was uncharacteristically unusual, did not prepare dinner, and did not speak to me. I knew she must be mad at me because of the afternoon's events.
"Xue Xue, let's have a good talk. I took the initiative to break the silence.
"Say, what's there to talk about?" Xue Xue responded coldly, her eyes full of vigilance.
"Those things, I just haven't had the courage to dispose of, but they don't mean anything to me anymore. I truly love you, and you are all I am now and in the future. "
But why do you want to keep it a secret? As husband and wife, we should be honest with each other. Xue Xue's tone was obviously aggrieved.
I was silent, she was right, I should have confessed to her sooner. "I'm sorry Xuexue, I knew I was wrong, I should have told you about my past earlier. But believe me, I really only think of you as my only one. "
"But what about your feelings for her? How did you break up? Do you have any other thoughts about her? Why are you hiding this from me?" Xuexue seemed to be crazy and kept questioning me one after another.
I was a little overwhelmed by her questioning, but I still patiently explained: "Xuexue, my ex-wife and I chose to break up because of a rift in our relationship. But I assure you, now I have you alone in my heart. I'm sorry I was hiding this just because I didn't want you to upset, but I know I was wrong. "
"Then why do you keep those things? Do you think of me as a true wife, or do you think of me as a substitute for her?" Xue Xue choked up, her tone full of accusations.
"Xuexue, how can you say that? You are the love of my life, how can it be a substitute?" I was in a hurry, and my voice was raised.
In this way, our quarrels became more and more intense, and the insults, accusations, and justifications were out of control. In the end, Xue Xue rushed out of the house with red eyes and threw down the sentence "Let's break up".
After Xuexue ran away from home, I had insomnia all night long. I regret it so much, why didn't I tell the whole story of my ex-wife in the first place? What a selfish person I am, I let a good wife like Xue Xue carry my past.
A few days later, Xue Xue finally took the initiative to call, but her tone was very resolute: "Wang Lixin, we have nothing more to say." You have never been able to let go of your ex-wife, and I can't trust you anymore. Let's get a divorce. "
"Lixin, I know you may also have a hard time, but I'm so sad. How can I love you with all my heart because you have been hiding important things from me, and you still have the shadow of the past in your heart?"
"But Xuexue, I really love you, please give me another chance. I pleaded, my voice full of despair.
"Lixin, the trust between us no longer exists. So be it, we end this marriage and embark on a new path in life. After saying that, Xue Xue hung up the phone.
Just when I was in great pain, an unexpected person appeared, and her arrival caused the whole situation to turn around unexpectedly.
That afternoon, I was about to call Xue Xue again when suddenly the doorbell rang. I thought it was Xue Xue who had returned, so I hurriedly rushed to open the door, but was stunned by what I saw.
Standing outside the door was none other than my ex-wife, Xiaohong.
"Lixin, long time no see. Xiaohong greeted a little awkwardly.
Completely frightened, I was speechless for a while. Little Red still looks so familiar, as if the years we spent apart were just a dream.
"I heard that you recently remarried, so I wanted to come and see you, and by the way, remove all the things I left here. Red explained, scanning our new home nervously.
Only then did I realize that she had seen the furniture and appliances that Xuexue and I had newly purchased, so she knew that I had started a new life. An unprecedented and guilty feeling arose.
"Come in, let's talk. I stepped out of my way and invited Red in.
After entering the house, Xiaohong saw our brand new furniture, and a look of melancholy appeared on her face. I guess she must have been thinking that this home was what she had dreamed of before.
"Lixin, I heard that you have had some conflicts with your new wife recently, is it because of some old things I left behind?" Xiaohong suddenly asked.
I nodded, a little embarrassed. Yes, it was because of some of my nostalgia for her that it led to the contradictions and breaks between me and Xuexue.
"Lixin, I'm sorry I caused you trouble. However, with the new life you are starting now, I think you should let go of the past completely. Xiaohong said sincerely, "You should cherish the wife in front of you and treat her with a new mentality." "
I was deeply touched by Xiaohong's words, she made too much sense. I should treat Xuexue as the only wife in my life, instead of being bound by the shadows of the past. It is my constant suffering and wariness that leads to the estrangement and suspicion between us.
"Thank you, Xiaohong, I'm too complacent. I thanked from the bottom of my heart, "I will correct my attitude and cherish Xuexue." "
I hurriedly stepped forward to explain: "Xuexue, this is my ex-wife Xiaohong, she came over today to remove some of the things she left with me. "
The expression on Xue Xue's face became more and more difficult to look at, and she seemed to think that Xiaohong was here to sow discord.
"Lixin, I'm so disappointed. Not only did you keep your ex-wife's things, but now you've even invited people to your house. Do you have any other thoughts about her?" Xue Xue asked angrily.
"Xuexue, what Lixin said is the truth. I'm here today just to get rid of all my stuff and let go of the past completely. Xiaohong said, "I used to have a relationship with Lixin, but that has passed." Now that he has such a wonderful wife as you, I am sincerely happy. "
"But why did he hide your past from me?" Xue Xue questioned.
"That's because Lixin is afraid of hurting your feelings, but what he did was wrong. Xiaohong said sincerely, "Xuexue, you should be honest with each other and manage your marriage with a new mentality." Lixin is a good person, you must cherish him. "
Xiaohong's words finally dispelled Xue Xue's doubts and mustards. She looked at me with a complicated look in her eyes, and there seemed to be a hint of apology in her eyes.
"Xue Xue, I sincerely apologize to you. From now on, let's start all over again, shall we?" I stepped forward and said solemnly to Xue Xue.
Xue Xue nodded, tears glistening in her eyes. At this moment, Xiaohong left silently, leaving us with a new beginning.
After Xiaohong left, I immediately hugged Xuexue and hugged her tightly in my arms. Xue Xue's body stiffened a little, but she quickly relaxed.
"I'm sorry Xuexue, it's me who has been hiding too many things from you, and I know it's wrong. I sincerely apologized, "From now on, I will tell you everything and no longer hide anything." "
Xue Xue nodded, and there seemed to be some caution in her eyes. I realized that it wasn't going to be easy to win back her trust.
"Xue Xue, we have been married for almost a year, and you are the most important person in this world to me. I solemnly said, "I love you more than anyone else." I've let go of the previous things, and you're my only wife. "
Xue Xue's eyes softened slightly, but she was still a little hesitant. I know it's going to take a process to rebuild the relationship between us.
"Xuexue, the reason why I haven't told you this all this is because I'm afraid of hurting you, but I know I'm wrong. Speaking of this, I looked into Xue Xue's eyes sincerely, "I promise you that from now on, I will tell you everything and there will be no more concealment." "
Xue Xue finally showed a smile, and she reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. "Okay, Lixin, I believe in you. Let's start over and run our marriage well. "
In this way, with sincere communication with each other, we regained our trust in each other. I know that this is just a new beginning and that we still have a long way to go. But as long as we manage it carefully, we will be able to live a happy and fulfilling life.