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My name is Li Ming, and I am an ordinary young man living in an inconspicuous small county. My family is not rich, but it is okay. My parents and I have been living an ordinary life. Until one day, a piece of news came that upset me - I was arranged by the property company to work as a security guard in a new community.
When I first saw the new community, I couldn't believe my eyes. It's a luxurious complex, better than anything I've seen before. High-rise buildings, verdant lawns, and a variety of well-equipped supporting services. I felt a little dazed, as if I had arrived in a whole new world.
"Li Ming, did you see that?" my colleague Xiao Wang patted me on the shoulder, interrupting my thoughts, "This is the most expensive community we have here, and I heard that all the people living in it are big money." ”
I smiled wryly, thinking to myself how could I have anything to do with these big money? I'm just an ordinary security guard, my daily job is to patrol and guard, how can I have anything to do with them?
However, fate played a joke on me. Shortly after I arrived in the new community, I was approached by a woman named Miss Liu.
"Hello, you're Li Ming, right?" a fashionably dressed woman walked up to me, looking at me with a fierce gaze.
"Yes, I am. I nodded a little puzzled, "Is there anything you're looking for me?"
"I am one of the owners of this community, and I have recently had a small incident in my family and would like to ask for your help. Miss Liu said with a smile.
"Please, as long as I can help, I'll do my best. I replied politely.
So, Ms. Liu told me about her needs. It turned out that there had been some petty theft in her home recently, and she wanted me to increase the frequency of patrols to keep the community safe. I said yes and said I'd do my best.
Since that day, I have been in touch with Miss Liu more. She would chat with me from time to time, ask me if I had noticed anything unusual recently, and care about my life and work. I was a little surprised that a woman who lived in such an upscale neighborhood was so close to an ordinary security guard.
As time went on, I found myself unconsciously attracted to Miss Liu. She is not only beautiful in appearance, but also gentle and kind, and always gives me a lot of encouragement and care. I began to look forward to seeing her every day and chatting with her, and although there was a clear difference in status between us, I didn't feel pressured by it, but felt that it was a kind of warmth and happiness.
However, just when I felt like I was in a mire of happiness, an accident broke it all. One night, while patrolling the neighborhood, I spotted a stranger trying to climb over the wall to enter Ms. Liu's home.
"Hey, stop!" I hurried forward, yelling.
The stranger was startled and quickly turned to run away, but I had already grabbed his arm and kept him from a chance. I decisively subdued him, handed him over to the community's security team, and informed Miss Liu.
When Miss Liu learned about this, she said to me very gratefully: "Thank you, Li Ming, you are such a brave and good security guard. ”
I felt a warmth in my heart, but then I felt a little upset. I found myself in a situation that seemed to be out of my control. My feelings for Miss Liu are getting deeper and deeper, but I clearly know that the gap between us is insurmountable. She's a rich woman, and I'm just an ordinary security guard, and the trajectories of our lives can't coincide at all.
I started to hesitate and didn't know what to do. Do I continue to maintain this delicate relationship, or do I let go of everything altogether and tell myself not to have any illusions anymore? I was lost in thought, unable to seem to find a way out.
"Li Ming, what are you thinking?" Xiao Wang suddenly walked to my side and broke my thoughts, "Is there anything bothering?"
I smiled wryly and shook my head, "It's nothing, it's just a few trifles." ”
Xiao Wang looked at me with some distrust, but in the end he didn't ask anything more and turned away
Just kidding. After Xiao Wang left, the irritability in my heart did not dissipate, but became more and more intense. I thought about it a lot and finally decided to find an opportunity to be honest with Miss Liu.
A few days later, I took advantage of the darkness of night to find Miss Liu.
"Li Ming, why are you here?" Miss Liu looked at me in surprise with a hint of doubt in her eyes.
"I have something to tell you. "My tone was a little heavy," about the ...... between us Relationship. ”
Miss Liu was slightly stunned, as if she was aware of it, but still politely listened to me continue.
I hesitated for a moment, then said, "I know there's a big gap between us, I'm just an ordinary security guard, and you're a successful woman." The trajectories of our lives simply don't coincide, and I don't want to mislead myself or put you in an awkward position. ”
Miss Liu listened to me quietly, with no expression on her face.
I continued: "I appreciate your care and care for me, but I feel like there should be some distance between us. I don't want to be a burden or a burden in your life. ”
Miss Liu was silent for a while, then sighed softly: "Li Ming, I can understand your thoughts. We do have a big gap, but that doesn't mean it's impossible between us. ”
I looked at her quizzically, "What do you mean?"
Miss Liu smiled and said, "I have always had a special affection for you, Li Ming. I admire your bravery, integrity, and kindness. I don't care about your status, I only care about your character and quality. ”
I was a little surprised, I didn't expect Miss Liu to have such an idea.
"But......" I was about to say something, but was interrupted by Miss Liu.
"I know that there are many difficulties and challenges between us, but I believe that as long as we truly love each other, there is nothing that cannot be overcome. Miss Liu's eyes were firm and gentle, "Li Ming, I am willing to be with you, no matter what the outside world thinks." ”
I was deeply moved by her words, and the doubts and confusion in my heart seemed to be swept away. I know that I am in love with this beautiful and strong woman, and I am willing to face all challenges with her.
"Thank you, Miss Liu. I squeezed her hand, "I would like to be with you too, no matter what happens in the future." ”
We looked at each other and smiled, our hearts filled with anticipation and confidence for the future.
However, just when we thought everything was going to be good, an unexpected piece of news shattered our illusions.
"Li Ming, have you heard?" Xiao Wang ran to me in a panic, "There have been some rumors in Miss Liu's family recently, saying that she is going to marry a rich man, and you are just her spare tire. ”
My heart sank, and I couldn't believe my ears. Did Miss Liu really just treat me as a spare tire? I felt that my heart was full of despair and helplessness, and the future that was full of hope just now became bleak in an instant.
"No way!" I gritted my teeth, "I'll have to ask." ”
I hurried to Miss Liu's doorstep, my heart full of anxiety and uneasiness. I knocked on the door and waited for Miss Liu's response.
"Li Ming, why are you here?" Miss Liu was a little surprised when she saw me, "Is there something wrong?"
I tried to control my emotions and calmly asked, "I heard that you are going to marry a rich man, and I am just your spare tire, is it true?"
Miss Liu's expression was a little embarrassed and unnatural, "Li Ming, this matter ......"
"Tell me, is it true!" I interrupted, my voice filled with anger and disappointment.
Miss Liu was silent for a while, and finally sighed, "Li Ming, I have to admit that this matter is indeed a bit complicated. ”
I felt a wave of despair rush over me, and I couldn't believe what I had heard. I thought the relationship between me and Miss Liu was real, but now it seems that everything is just a game for hers.
"I'm sorry, Li Ming. Miss Liu's voice was a little choked, "I don't want to hurt you, but the pressure on my family is too great, and I have to make some choices that I don't want to." ”
I felt a sharp pain in my chest, and I didn't
I couldn't speak, and my heart was filled with endless loss and despair. I don't think I've ever felt such deep pain, as if all hope and happiness had been completely shattered in this moment.
"Miss Liu, I thought the relationship between us was real. I struggled to control my emotions, my voice filled with endless sadness, "I never thought you'd use me like a spare tire. ”
Miss Liu burst into tears, she trembled and stretched out her hand to put it on my shoulder, but stopped halfway through, as if realizing that she should not come near me again.
"Li Ming, I'm sorry. Her voice trembled, "I know I'm doing something wrong, but I really can't help it." ”
I silently turned away, my heart filled with endless pain and helplessness. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this, and I don't know what the future holds. I just felt like an abandoned child, lonely and helpless.
Back in the security room, I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down. But the deep pain could not be concealed, it was like a sharp knife, constantly piercing my heart, making it impossible for me to breathe.
"Li Ming, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Wang asked with some concern when he saw my distraction.
I managed to squeeze out a smile, "It's fine, it's just a headache." ”
Xiao Wang didn't seem to believe my words, but he still didn't ask anything, just sat beside me silently and accompanied me. I appreciate his concern, but I know that only I can experience this pain.
I couldn't sleep the whole night. I lay on the bed with my eyes closed, and my mind kept replaying Miss Liu's words and her eyes. I can't figure out why she chose to hurt me, why did she choose to cheat on me, did she never have real feelings for me?
I felt like I was in a knife, I didn't know how I was going to deal with all this, and I didn't know what the future would hold. I felt like an orphan abandoned by the world, lonely and helpless.
The next day, I came to work with a heavy heart. I tried to focus on my work, but the pain in my heart could not be eliminated. I know that this unforgettable pain will leave a lasting mark on my heart.
"Li Ming, what's wrong with you?" asked one resident with concern, "It looks like you're not feeling well." ”
I managed to squeeze out a smile, "It's okay, it's just a little problem." ”
The resident didn't seem to believe me, but he didn't continue to ask questions, and just left silently.
I stood silently in place, my eyes blank, my heart full of confusion and helplessness about the future. I don't know if I'll be able to pick myself up and face this world of pain and helplessness.
"Li Ming, do you want to take a break?" Xiao Wang asked with concern, "I can help you watch for a while." ”
I shook my head, "No, I'll get on with my work." ”
Xiao Wang looked at me and sighed distressedly, but he also knew that what I needed now was time and space to face my emotions.
All afternoon, I silently stuck to my post without making a sound. My heart was filled with endless pain and despair, as if the whole world had lost its color.
As night fell, I slowly closed my eyes and took a deep breath to try to calm myself. But the deep pain could not be concealed, it was like an invisible hand, constantly choking my throat and making it impossible for me to breathe.
I know that this pain will stay with me for a long time, maybe even a lifetime. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this, and I don't know what the future holds. I could only bear it silently, silently waiting, hoping that I could find a glimmer of hope and perseverance in this painful storm.
During that difficult time, I tried to find my inner peace and strength. Every day, I work like a machine, silently bearing the pain and helplessness in my heart.
However, life doesn't stop moving forward. Despite the pain and despair in my heart, I still have to face the challenges and responsibilities of each day.
One day, when I was standing at the gate of the community, looking at the familiar scene, I suddenly heard a familiar voice.
"Li Ming!" a girl's voice sounded behind me, "What are you doing here?"
I turned my head and saw a girl in a school uniform standing in front of me, her eyes full of surprise and curiosity.
"Xiaoyu?" I looked at her in surprise, "why are you here?"
Xiaoyu smiled, "My family lives in this community, and I have to pass here every day to go to school." ”
I was a little surprised, I didn't know that Xiaoyu's home was in this neighborhood. I remembered the good times I spent with Xiaoyu when I was at school, and I couldn't help but feel a little warmth in my heart.
"What's wrong with you? Xiaoyu asked with concern.
I managed to squeeze out a smile, "It's okay, it's just a little annoyance." ”
Xiaoyu didn't seem to believe my words, she leaned over to me and whispered, "If there's anything, you can talk to me." ”
I felt a warm current in my heart, and this innocent and kind girl made me feel a touch of warmth and comfort.
"Thank you, Xiaoyu. I looked at her gratefully, "I will." ”
Xiaoyu smiled and patted me on the shoulder, then turned to leave. I looked at her back, and my heart was filled with gratitude and emotion. Perhaps, there will always be some warmth in life that makes us feel a glimmer of hope and perseverance in the most difficult moments.
With Xiaoyu's encouragement and support, I slowly learned to face my heart and accept all the challenges and difficulties in life. I know that while the pain is still there, I can't let it be a stumbling block for me to move forward, I have to face everything strong and regain my strength and courage.
As the days passed, I gradually stepped out of the shadows and regained the joy and meaning of life. Although Miss Liu's betrayal has left me with eternal pain, I believe that there will be better things waiting for me in the future.
I regained my confidence and courage and continued to work for the safety of the community and the happiness of the residents. I know that no matter what happens, I will stick with it because life is still worth cherishing and embracing.
I am grateful to those who have supported and cared for me in the past, and who have given me a sense of warmth and hope in the most difficult of times. I believe that as long as I persevere, there will be more beautiful things waiting for me in the future.
As time passed, I gradually returned to my old life. Although there was still a little pain in my heart, I learned how to get along with it and let myself smile again.
In my work in the community, I have met many kind residents who have warmed and appreciated their support and encouragement. I learned to listen to their stories, share their joys and sorrows, and became an integral part of their lives.
One day, while I was patrolling the neighborhood, an old woman came up to me on crutches.
"Are you a security guard here, young man?" she asked in a trembling voice.
"Yes, Grandma, is there anything you need help with?" I asked, walking forward, with concern.
The old grandmother trembled and took out a note and handed it to me, "This is an important document that I lost, I can't find it for a long time, can you please help me find it?"
I took the note and looked at it carefully, and it had the grandmother's name and contact information written on it. I immediately said yes and told her I would help her find the lost item as soon as possible.
I searched around the neighborhood, carefully inspecting every nook and cranny and every detail. After some hard work, the grandmother's lost documents were finally found next to the trash can in the community. I quickly took it out, carefully wiped it clean, and sent it to my grandmother's house.
"Thank you, lad. The old woman grabbed my hand excitedly, "You are such a good boy, I am so grateful to you." ”
I smiled and shook my head, "Grandma is polite, it's my job." ”
The old grandmother said with emotion: "Young people nowadays are not like you, you are really a good boy." ”
I felt a warmth in my heart and knew I had done the right thing. Helping others makes me feel extremely happy and satisfied, and it also strengthens my determination to continue to do my job well.
Outside of work, I also started to re-examine my life. I learned that no matter what happened, life went on and I couldn't allow myself to be trapped in the shadows of the past. I want to learn to let go of the pain of the past, bravely move forward into the future, and create a better tomorrow for myself.
I started working harder, actively participating in various activities in the community, and building closer ties with the residents. My smile and enthusiasm were contagious to everyone around me, filling the neighborhood with warmth and harmony.
Slowly, I found myself rediscovering my meaning and purpose in life. Although Miss Liu's betrayal hurt me a lot, I was not knocked down by it, but stood up again with strength and courage.
Every day, I am filled with anticipation and confidence for the future. I know that no matter what happens, I will continue to do my job and work hard for the safety of the community and the happiness of the residents. I believe that as long as my heart is full of love and hope, any difficulties will be solved, and the future will be better.
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