Since I was a child, I was treated partially, and my parents took my younger brother with me and only let me stay in the country.
I was finally taken to them, but my parents didn't want to see me in order to take care of my brother's feelings.
My brother said that I didn't know how to be polite and framed me for someone to beat him, but my parents believed him unprincipledly.
So I was sent to the so-called professionals for training.
With the acquiescence of my parents and the instigation of my younger brother, those who claimed to be able to make my children well-behaved gave me a brutal "education".
In the end, as they wished, I was taught.
Also taught to die.
1
I watched them dump my body deep into the mountains, the most remote part of the city.
Surprisingly, my consciousness was still there.
Count the days, and I have been dead for three days.
I wandered aimlessly, and unconsciously returned to the Shen family.
As it happens, they all returned.
This time, the whole family took Shen Wang to see the sea and celebrated his birthday, but they didn't bring me.
They were talking happily about the scenery on the cruise, something I had never seen in my life.
I stood silently next to them, listening to my sister Shen Yan complain.
"Hasn't Shen Zhou come back yet? I'm starving, I thought I would be able to eat as soon as I got home. ”
Mom frowned and called out my name a few times, but no one answered.
"He's not at home again? Didn't the school have a holiday two days ago? I don't know who his temperament is, our whole family knows etiquette, and he is such a good-for-nothing countryman. ”
"Just fool around with those bastards. ”
Dad sat on the couch and said nonchalantly.
Maybe it was the last time he called Yeon-yeon and asked Yeon-yeon to pick him up, but Yeon-yeon didn't go and lost her temper. ”
Mom made the souvenir rattle and was very annoyed.
"Aren't we good enough for him? Pick him up from the country, but what about him? Ah Wang is so young, and he is his own brother, he should have loved Ah Wang. ”
Ah Wang also tried his best to let him, but he actually took his group of gangster friends to injure Ah Wang, and even bit back and said that Ah Wang did it himself. ”
"I wish I had never given birth to this son. ”
I shuddered and looked at my mom intently.
Shen Yan said in a round game.
"Okay, okay, wait for Shen Zhou to come back and educate him again, it's really not good, let him stay in the management center for a few more months. ”
Mom was puzzled and said viciously.
"I really hope they can give me back a well-behaved and sensible son, with his character, I don't dare to take him out to meet people. ”
I looked at my mother as if she was so disappointed in me, and lowered her eyes, remembering for no reason when I was in the country.
At that time, I had a serious illness, and I couldn't see well in the county seat.
I was afraid of disturbing my parents' work, so I kept holding on and didn't call them.
Later, they didn't know where they got the news, and they told me to bear with it any longer, and they immediately took me to the city to see a doctor.
I waited and waited until it started to snow, and they didn't come to pick me up.
It's a miracle that I survived in the end.
It wasn't until I was taken to the city that I knew that when they were packing up and preparing to pick me up, Shen Wang was clamoring to go to see the snow, but they couldn't resist Shen Wang and took him to the north.
They had a good time, and when they got home, they didn't remember that there was a seriously ill son waiting for them in the countryside.
If they don't care about me as a son, why did they give birth to me?
2
Soon it was time for dinner, and the table was full of seafood they had brought back from the seaside, and the aroma was overflowing.
Mom lovingly peeled shrimp for Shen Wang, and even his father asked him with a smile if it was delicious.
Shen Yan looked at her watch frequently, and her tone revealed displeasure.
"Shen Zhou is going to stay home at night again, it's really unruly, Ah Wang won't do this. ”
Mom's eyebrows raised, and she said viciously.
"When will he not do this? I told him to be sensible and sensible after he came here, but he just didn't listen, and brought the bad things of the countryside over. ”
Shen Yan sighed.
"If only I had picked him up earlier, I wouldn't have contracted these bad diseases. ”
Mom didn't think so.
"He has already learned badly in the countryside, and it is useless to pick him up early, maybe he will make Ah Wang be bullied more. ”
"Now I can only hope that the management office will change him for the better. ”
Dad coughed a few times, his tone a little impatient.
He also mentioned what he did, and he was not afraid to teach Ah Wang badly. Eat, eat. ”
I didn't want to listen any longer, and I drifted to the grocery room in despair.
Because Shen Wang didn't like me, this grocery room, which was farthest away from Shen Wang's room, became my room.
Looking at the unfamiliar layout of the grocery room, there is not a single thing that belongs to me. I just remembered that this room had been converted by my mother into Shen Wang's cloakroom.
My mother said to me in disgust.
"Your father and I don't think we have treated you badly, and Ah Wang is also your own brother. He's not in good health, as an older brother, don't you hurt him, forget it, and find someone to beat him?"
"I know that you have been wronged by letting you live here, but Ah Wang has not changed for a while to have an extra brother, so you can't let him? Now I am so disappointed in you to beat Ah Wang like this, if Ah Wang has something that is long and short, I want you to look good!"
So saying, she instructed the workers to throw away all the contents of the general store and convert it into a room for clothes and shoes.
No one believed me, no one listened to me, and I never knew any thugs.
Looking at the walls full of Shen Wang's designer clothes and shoes, I realized.
It turned out that this home had long since lost my place.
It's so big that I don't even know where to go.
3
Eventually, I drifted to the kitchen.
The kitchen is huge, and if you are happy, you will hold a bowl and squat in the corner to eat.
Happy is an abandoned baby that I adopted.
Because of his intellectual problems, his family abandoned him in the mountains, and I picked him up when I went into the mountains to look for herbs. I named him Happy because I wanted people like me to be happy every day.
In the time I waited for my parents to pick me up day after day, only Happy and I depended on each other, we warmed each other and passed this long and lonely time.
He knew what the Chinese New Year was, and would squat stupidly by the river in the freezing weather, waiting to catch fish.
Because I said that I should eat fish during the Chinese New Year, and there will be more than enough every year, which is a good sign.
When my parents took me to the city, I took him with them.
Shen Wang disliked that he had a problem with his brain, and never let him serve on the table, he could only hold a small bowl in the kitchen to eat leftovers, and sleep in the kitchen or the small pavilion outside.
Although he is stupid, he is very well-behaved, and he will not steal food even if he can't eat, but Shen Wang still won't treat him.
Under the influence of Shen Wang, others were not willing to give him a good look.
After a happy meal, I would usually come over and talk to him, even if he couldn't understand it, but he could sense my emotions, and would open his big bright eyes and clumsily pat me on the back with his little hands.
I crouched down next to Happy and watched him staring at the door, he was waiting for me to come.
But I'll never be able to talk to him again.
It's been a long time since he's seen me, and Happy must be thinking about me, he squatted in the corner of the kitchen, and began to cry.
At first, the cry was suppressed, but then it got louder and louder, and finally alarmed the Shen family.
Hearing the movement, he happily stumbled to the kitchen door, and when he saw Shen Yan, he said inarticulately.
"Brother...... Brother ......"
Dad frowned, scolded Happy, and told him to stop arguing.
"I'll lock him up in the room outside. ”
After Dad left, Shen Yan came over and grabbed his happy clothes and was about to pull him away.
Shen Wang said with a smile on his face.
"Sister, you're tired just now, I'll come, go back and wash up and get a beauty sleep." ”
Shen Yan eventually left.
After watching Shen Yan's figure disappear, Shen Wang put on gloves and dragged his happiness to the small room outside in disgust.
With a "bang", it was Shen Wang who threw his happiness to the ground.
happily covered his head, grinning in pain, but still looked at Shen Wang with ignorant eyes.
"Brother......
"I'm not your little beggar's brother. ”
Shen Wang grabbed Xingxing's hair, which had not been taken care of for a long time, and the pain on his scalp made Xingxing's hands and feet swing, but they all avoided Shen Wang and did not touch him.
Shen Wang looked at Happy with contempt and slapped him in the face.
Happy screamed, his eyes were quick, and he stuffed a rag into Happy Happy's mouth to block Happy crying.
Then, he threw Happy to the ground like garbage, forcing Happy to hide in a corner.
Shen Wang squatted in front of Happy with a hideous smile on his face, and kept slapping Happy Happy.
"You are a little beggar, Shen Zhou is a big beggar, hahaha, quite a match. ”
"What kind of bullshit is Shen Zhou, he is also worthy of being my brother, causing me to be ridiculed by the people in the class. ”
"It's disgusting how he didn't die in the countryside. ”
Happy cheeks quickly became red and swollen, and the rag in his mouth also faintly showed red marks.
Shen Wang looked at Happy who was curled up in the corner and half dead, smiled, and kicked Happy in the back hard before leaving.
I trembled and stretched out my hand, wanting to touch my happy head, but it was in vain.
4
Happy was sent away by Shen Wang.
Because he got under Shen Yan's skirt and scared Shen Yan.
But it was obviously Shen Wang who snatched the rag doll I gave to Happy and threw the rag doll at Shen Yan's feet.
When that rag doll was in the countryside, I sewed it by myself and gave it to Happy Happy, and he has always regarded it as a treasure. And Shen Wang was just playing a prank, throwing the rag doll at Shen Yan's feet lightly.
Happy is intellectually deficient and doesn't understand anything. He ran fast and threw himself at Shen Yan's feet, trying to take out the rag doll, but Shen Yan was so frightened by him that she screamed.
Shen Wang directly grabbed the back of Xingxing's neck and threw him aside.
I subconsciously wanted to pounce on the ground to be happy as a meat pad, but happy passed through my body and fell heavily to the ground.
The injury that was beaten by Shen Wang a few days ago was not healed, and this fall, Happy immediately grinned in pain.
Shen Yan took out her mobile phone and dialed my phone angrily, but it was turned off.
Shen Wang laughed, his tone was leisurely, and he seemed to regret.
"I don't know if the happy style was influenced by Shen Zhou, and he knew how to lift a girl's skirt at a young age...... He was still a fool, so he knew that Shen Zhou's usual behavior was ...... It can well be imagined. ”
Shen Yan retreated in disgust, far away from her heart.
Happy stood aside in confusion, unable to understand what they were saying.
"Shen Zhou is really, a good fool to come back. ”
Shen Yan frowned.
A gleam flashed in Shen Wang's eyes, and he proposed.
"Why don't you send Happy away, with his behavior, maybe one day he will hide in his sister's house. ”
Shen Yan was still a little hesitant.
"Now that there are many people who can't conceive children, they will definitely be happy, it's better than continuing to stay by Shen Zhou's side and learn badly. ”
In the end, Shen Yan still agreed to Shen Wang's proposal.
After Shen Yan left, Shen Wang kicked Xingxing to the ground, his eyes full of banter.
"Don't worry, little fool, I'll help you find a good place to go. ”
"Beggars, go to beggars' dens. ”
My only connection with the Shen family was also cut off by Shen Wang.
5
I've been dead for ten days, but the Shen family still hasn't thought about looking for me.
They all said I might have run away to escape punishment.
Even my mom became more and more disgusted with me.
"Don't want this son! It's a shame to have such a son!"
Until my mom received a video on her phone from someone who claimed to be an administrator.
I fell on all fours, kneeling on the ground in an extremely humiliating position, and the camera followed me for a few steps, and then, I smiled flatteringly, stuck out a piece of my tongue, and barked loudly.
My family couldn't see my clothes hanging on top of me, and I was so thin that I couldn't hold up even the smallest size of clothes.
They also can't see the electric batons that keep appearing on camera.
They only saw the eldest son of the Shen family rubbing other people's trouser legs like a dog.
"Turn it off!"
Dad turned red with anger and yelled at Mom to turn off the video that made him feel ashamed.
After Mom turned off the video, she clicked on the administrator's voice.
It was a voice that I could hear day and night in that management center, and it was often accompanied by a punishment that made me tremble.
Whipping me with a whip soaked in chili pepper water, or electrocuting me with an electric baton until I convulsed all over.
They would just laugh and laugh at me, the son of a rich family, for not being as free as their dog.
"Mrs. Shen, Shen Zhou's situation is really disappointing, in order to escape punishment, it is really disgraceful to be able to do such a thing! I suggest that his 'study' time be extended, so as to better become a well-behaved and sensible child. ”
Dad threw the fruit bowl to the ground and was furious.
"He disgusted me! What did I do to give birth to a shameless son like him!"
Listening to the voice playing on my mother's mobile phone, my mind drifted to the dark days before.
Each of them is in control of my destiny, and I am like a dog they have for their amusement and scolding.
It's just because the Shen family never cared about me.
Until that day, I rebelled.
And the end result, they broke my limbs, broke my spine, and kicked me to the wall.
All I saw was a patch of blood that permeated my eyes.
Perhaps, the back of my head was broken.
I thought to myself.
When they saw that there was a cause for their lives, they all ran away. And I took out my mobile phone tremblingly and called Shen Yan.
"I'll pick you up right away. ”
Even if it was a very perfunctory voice, I took it seriously, waiting for her to save me with hope.
Eventually, the blood dried up, and she lied to me, just like that snowy day.
6
After watching this video that humiliated the whole family, my mother frantically called me, but unfortunately no one answered.
Dad was so angry that he almost smashed his phone, and ordered Shen Yan and Mom not to open the door for me when I came back.
"I don't have him as a son in the future! Since he treats our kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs, then send him back to the country!"
"Let him fend for himself and ruin his life!"
Mom said impatiently.
"I'll find someone to throw away all his garbage, I'll be dirty when I look at it." ”
I stood in front of her and looked at them sadly.
Why did they take it for granted that it would be good for me to force me to go somewhere like that?
In their eyes, there is only Shen Wang?
Suddenly, Dad's phone rang, and when he saw that it was a call from the police station, Dad's face changed unpredictably.
Mom said in annoyance.
"It must be Shen Zhou who caused trouble outside! Now that he knows that he is looking for us, he is really not obedient at all. ”
Dad snorted coldly and answered the phone.
"Hello, are you Shen Zhou's family, we are ......"
Dad interrupted impatiently.
"We're not, you're looking for the wrong person, I don't have a disgraceful son like Shen Zhou! Since he has committed a crime, let him repent and reform in it, don't call us again, I have broken off relations with him." ”
"By the way, please tell him, don't come to the Shen family again when he comes out, go back to his countryside and be a gangster for the rest of his life!"
"By the way, remember to ask him not to try to rely on us, the Shen family has already done his best to be benevolent to him!"
Before Dad hung up the phone, the person opposite quickly said a few words.
"We are from the Public Security Bureau, and a few days ago we received a report from the public that a male corpse was found on the mountain...... The identity information has been confirmed as Shen Zhou. ”
In an instant, the phone fell to the ground, and the living room was silent.
7
This time it was Shen Yan's car.
Mom and Dad sat in the back row, without a trace of sadness on their faces.
Mom even frowned, and Dad opened the car window and spat out a circle of white smoke.
When they arrived at the police station, a staff member led them to the morgue, and he couldn't bear it.
"Be mentally prepared...... The deceased had injuries of varying degrees on his body. ”
Instead of being sad, my mother snorted coldly.
"Shen Zhou has spent so much effort to buy you out, he must have done a good job. Since you're acting so realistically, let's go check it out. ”
Dad chimed in.
"He must have been hiding in the corner to see us regret it, but he didn't let him get his way. Besides, isn't he quite capable, how could he die? ”
They looked dismissive and seemed to conclude that it was just my prank.
"Shen Zhou's joke is indeed too much. ”
Even Shen Yan nodded, looking disapproving.
The staff took them to the morgue speechlessly.
Dad stepped into the morgue first, and in front of the corpse covered with a cloth inside, he lifted the white cloth.
"Okay Shen Zhou, don't pretend to be ......"
As the white cloth fell to the ground, his voice stopped abruptly.
Mom followed, took one look at my body, screamed, and fainted.
The forensic doctor gave her first aid in time.
Dad was still in that position, staring blankly at my corpse, his eyes full of shock and disbelief.
Shen Yan covered her mouth to prevent herself from screaming, trying her best to control her emotions.
Seeing this, my heart is full of joy.
As you wish, I will never stay in the Shen family again, why are you unhappy?
Here, the police are still talking.
"After forensic examination, the deceased's limbs were broken, his spine was smashed with an iron object, and there were obvious marks of impact on the back of his head, and the cause of death was excessive blood loss. ”
"In addition, the deceased weighed less than 54 kilograms, had visible injuries on his body, including electric shocks and beatings with sticks, and had not eaten for a long time, and was suspected of being abused. ”
"On the day of the incident, the deceased's mobile phone was communicated with a person with the remark of Shen Yan, may I ask, what did you do on the day of the incident? Why did you ignore the deceased's call for help?
The Shen family did not speak.
What were they doing that day? Of course, they accompanied their precious son Shen Wang to pick up shells on the beach, or to take pictures of him to celebrate his eighteenth birthday.
The medical examiner shook his head, looking both pity and anger.
"None of the injuries on the body of the deceased are fatal, and if they are treated in time, they can still live. ”
It's just a pity that in the end, no one saved him, so he could only bleed to death. ”
Shen Yan stumbled and fell to the ground in despair.