[This content is an adaptation of a long fictional short story, please watch it rationally, and do not sit in the right seat.]
"An unintentional encounter, but I found my own love, it seems that failing the college entrance examination is not necessarily a bad thing!"
My name is Li Dazhuang, born in 1971, I have two older sisters, my parents are farmers, although the family is not rich, but my parents and sister are very good to me.
Whenever there is anything delicious at home, I will be the first to taste it, after all, as the eldest in the family, I still enjoy a certain advantage, that is, I will be pampered by the whole family.
Although my parents were farmers, they were not backward in their thinking, and they would use all their savings to pay for the three of us to go to school.
The eldest sister and the second sister have very good academic performance, and they can be at the top of the class every time, so my parents will always take the two sisters as my goal to study.
But I also wanted to study hard, but my brain didn't listen to me at all, and every time I read and write, I always dozed off, and I fell asleep before I could even look at it.
It can be said that when my father saw me like this, he was so angry that he picked up the firewood on the ground and began to greet my body, so his body was always blue and purple.
My mother saw that my father often beat me and would always protect me behind her, so my father finally had no choice but to drop the stick and go back to the house in a rage.
And the two sisters are very conscious, every time after school, they will sit quietly in the yard to study, it can be said that their parents are very relieved to see it.
But every time after school, I would either go to the river to fish or go to the trees to get enough locust flowers, and my mother would always call me home to review my homework when I had free time.
That's why my father always taught me that if a farmer's child wants to get ahead, he must study well, so that he can change his mediocre life.
I also agree with my father's words very much, but when it comes to studying, there will be all kinds of discomfort in the body, and even if you force yourself, you can't do it mentally.
Although the grades in primary school are not at the bottom of the class, they are not ranked as good students, unlike my two older sisters, who are often rated as "three good students" in the class.
When I reached the sixth grade of primary school, my grades were still in the inferior class, and my father was also very anxious, so in the end, I had no choice but to arrange for my two sisters to tutor me.
In our rural areas, many people think that it is useless for girls to study, and some of them only reach the first grade of primary school, and some do not provide for them even if they are admitted to junior high school.
So my two sisters are especially grateful to their parents, they didn't dislike the two of them as girls, so they didn't let them study, so they worked very hard in reading.
But now, at a critical juncture, it is to help me get admitted to junior high school, so that I can have the opportunity to go to university, and I also began to study hard under the pressure of my family.
The final result also lived up to expectations, I was admitted to the county's junior high school, and my two sisters were about to face the college entrance examination, so they didn't have a lot of time to take care of me.
It can be said that when I was in junior high school in the county seat, because it was dozens of kilometers away from home, my parents let me choose to live in the school, so that I would have more time to study.
When I lived on campus, I was like a bird that had been released, and without the supervision of adults, I could play around with my classmates and even do some naughty things.
After spending three years in school in a daze, and now when I was about to face the college entrance examination, I realized that my grades had plummeted.
At this time, my heart became very panicked, because the tuition fees paid by my parents were all earned by doing hard work for others, which can be said to be very difficult.
I wasted my parents' money, didn't even give them any expectations, and in the last few days I began to study hard.
However, I found that many of the knowledge in the books could not be understood at all, and even if I asked other students to help with tutoring, they were very perfunctory, because it would affect their learning.
It wasn't until the college entrance examination came that my grades were unexpectedly lost, and after my parents knew about it, they said in silence that I might not be the school's material.
It can be said that when I failed the college entrance examination, I was only a teenager, and I didn't want to go out to work for others, even if I did some drudgery for others in the village, people would directly refuse.
In addition, at that time, there were no technical schools, so many people would return to their families to farm or inherit their father's work after they were not admitted to university.
When my father saw that I had achieved nothing, although he did not say anything, he was very angry with me in his heart, and he was always very impatient with me.
Compared with the two elder sisters, they were both admitted to good universities, but the annual college expenses have also become a lot of burdens for the family, so their parents often save money.
Seeing that the family is in this situation now, as the pillar of the family, he must take on this responsibility, so he is ready to go to other provinces to work.
Huzi, who was not admitted to university with me, and his brother was a contractor in another city, so Huzi asked me to go to the city to work together.
I am also full of fantasies about the city, and I feel that I can rely on my own strength, and I can also establish myself in the city, and even earn a good income.
After negotiation between me and my parents, they also agreed that Huzi and I would go to work in other provinces, so that I could not only reduce the burden on my family, but also exercise me.
My mother secretly stuffed me 300 yuan while I was walking, and told me that if I really couldn't get along in the field, I could sell a ticket to go home.
But I have secretly vowed in my heart that I must make some fame in the city, so that my parents can look up to me, and I can earn money for my sister's education.
It can be said that the ideal is beautiful, but the reality is skinny, the first time I followed Huzi's brother to make a bus, I felt the "prosperity" of the city.
At the bus station, I saw many migrant workers like me, carrying big luggage on their backs, shabby clothes, and dark skin, completely out of place with the people in the city.
Even when we went to a restaurant with Huzi and his brother, the boss would let us put the big package outside, and if we brought it into the restaurant, it would affect other guests.
There was no way I sat outside the restaurant with Huzi looking at the luggage, and his brother went to the restaurant to buy three bowls of noodles, and we just sat on the luggage and ate.
After eating, the three of us went to the construction site with our luggage, but when we entered the construction site, we found that the life here was completely different from what I imagined.
The dormitory inside the construction site is a large bunk, and it can be said that the migrant workers sleep only about one meter, and there is nothing in the room except a lamp.
The wages also need to be paid to the farmers after the work is completed, and the project money will be paid to the farmers, which is not only not well guaranteed, but also the living environment is also very poor.
On the first day of work, I was in the 40s in temperature, moving bricks and lime in the construction site, and from day to night, until I rested, I felt that my bones had become broken.
At this time, it can be said that I want to go home very much, but I also think about the burden of my family and my sister's tuition fees, so even if I am tired and tired, I have to persevere.
After working here for a month, my skin became dark, and my hands were covered with calluses, and at this time I realized that it was not easy for my parents to raise this family.
The project took about half a year to complete, which meant that I needed to work here for half a year to get paid, which also made me feel that life in the city was very difficult.
However, although life on the construction site is relatively difficult, the workers still have a place to have fun, that is, to go to a place not far from the construction site to wash their hair and massage.
These places are also specially opened for these migrant workers, and the overall price is relatively affordable, so many workers go back to patronize.
Huzi's brother once took me and Huzi to shave my head there, and the barbershop's proprietress service was also very good, not only would I do a head massage, but also shaved my head very cleanly.
Huzi's brother has a very good relationship with the proprietress, because Huzi's brother belongs to the contractor here, so he will often bring his co-workers to patronize.
Once born and two times ripe, the two began to get acquainted, and then the two began to fall in love, and Huzi's brother decided to rent a house outside in order to have further development.
However, the rent in the city is still relatively expensive, and in order to save money, Huzi's brother rented a widow's house, because her rent is still relatively cheap.
And Brother Huzi's girlfriend doesn't often live here, but only comes to live occasionally, so the rented room is always empty, so Brother Huzi let me live here with Huzi.
When her girlfriend came to live here, Huzi and I had to go back to the construction site for a few days, and when his girlfriend left, Huzi and I lived here.
After all, the conditions here are much better than the construction site of the dormitory, not only do you have a large loose bed, but also an electric fan, and you can even take a shower.
We only need to spend an extra ten minutes to get to the construction site every day, nothing else is different, and Hu Zige has to manage the workers, so he can only live on the construction site most of the time.
Until one day Huzi and I heard the screams of the next room, so frightened that Huzi and I hurriedly came out to check and found that a thief had entered the next room.
Seeing that the woman inside was threatened, Huzi and I fought with the thief regardless of it, and it can be said that during the period of working on the construction site, the originally slender figure had already developed muscles.
However, in the process of fighting the thief again, the handle of the knife unfortunately cut my left forearm, and although the thief was subdued, my arm was bleeding.
Because the movement was so loud that I attracted the help of other neighbors, the thief was taken to the police station, and the widow in front of me took me to the hospital.
After getting to know her, I found out that this widow was 6 years older than me, and it can be said that she got married at a very early age, and her husband died in a car accident not long after they got married.
Her mother's family felt that she was very unlucky, so she was not allowed to go back to her mother's house, and her mother-in-law was the only one on her mother-in-law's side, who made a living by renting a house.
So there was no choice but to stay alive and widowed, so she kept it for 6 years, although there were many men who pursued her, but they never mentioned marriage.
Gradually, she didn't have the idea of remarrying, and only guarded the house with her mother-in-law, although her mother-in-law also resented her very much, but she still expected to provide for her, so she didn't send her back to her parents' house.
Now that something like this has happened, she has been frightened a lot, and in the past few days when she went to the hospital to take care of me, the two of them have also become familiar with each other.
I found that the two of them had a very common topic, and when the injury was healed, the widow would often boil me some nutritional supplements, which also made me feel very happy when I was in a foreign place.
Although there is a 6-year gap between us, I feel that she is more like a little woman, so gradually the two of us secretly have a relationship, and even Huzi doesn't know it.
Originally, I just wanted to work on the construction site for half a year and then leave, but because I wanted to have more contact with widows, I worked on the construction site for two years.
One day, the widow and I made love in the rental house, and this scene happened to be seen by Huzi, who loudly accused me of being shameless, and immediately told Huzi the news.
Brother Huzi immediately informed the family of the news, and my parents were very angry when they saw my behavior, so they called me to break off the relationship with the widow.
On the one hand, the pressure at home, and on the other hand, the girlfriend I loved, this situation also made me feel very uncomfortable, and the widow saw my predicament and decided to break up with me.
However, in the process of breaking up, I found out that the widow was pregnant, and she was still pregnant with my child, so even if there was too much pressure at home, I decided to marry the widow.
Then I started packing up on the construction site and went back to my hometown with my girlfriend, although my parents were very ugly when they saw me coming home with my widow.
But after hearing that the widow was pregnant, I was still willing to accept her, although my parents were more traditional, but they were still able to tolerate their grandchildren.
For two years, the widow became my daughter-in-law, and after I got married, my daughter-in-law did not let me work on the construction site, but opened a small restaurant next to the construction site.
The income has also increased several times compared to before, and now I also have a pair of lovely children, so I am really glad that I met the widow at the beginning, and I am even more glad that Brother Huzi rented the house next door to the widow.
Now that decades have passed, my relationship with my daughter-in-law is also very good, I never quarrel in life, and she tolerates me more like a sister.
[This content is an adaptation of a long fictional short story, please watch it rationally, and do not sit in the right seat.]