"Freedom" is a kind of artistic conception that most people yearn for, and those who can achieve freedom must have their own blueprint in their hearts.
However, there are always some people who have a wrong definition of "freedom", and they are different from others in terms of cognition.
Xu Siyuan is the "symbol" of "freedom", and the "freedom" in his heart is to stay away from his own land, and he does not even think that the place where he was born is his home.
There is always a feeling of being born in the wrong place, and even once I felt that I could live a perfect life by crossing the ocean.
It seems that he is whimsical, but in fact, his education is not low, and he is still a professor.
I have lived in China for more than half a year, but I have never been satisfied with domestic materials and do not agree with the so-called traditional ideas.
He followed the traditional examination mechanism and achieved the position of professor step by step.
While teaching knowledge in the university and having a happy family, Xu Siyuan is still not satisfied, he always feels that his birthplace should not be in China.
All along, he believed that the United States was his destiny and that he was wrong to be born in China.
Receiving Chinese education and enjoying the treatment of Chinese citizens, he talks eloquently about other countries.
Until he realized his American dream, he still did not admit that his choice was wrong.
After going through the ups and downs of life and going through all the vicissitudes of life, I finally regretted it, but it was too late.
It seems to have repented, but it is also instantaneous.
It's a pity to say that the "Oscar" was not awarded to Xu Siyuan.
Don't let go of your good future, you have to live a life without a meal, and even the children will suffer with him.
But he didn't feel like he was in "purgatory".
He thinks that "heaven" is to be a successful person in the United States.
Walking on the street with a coffee, then overlooking the current economic situation, and then pointing out the "country" by yourself.
After work, he can still have a single-family house, and his wife and children are waiting for him at home.
These are just Xu Siyuan's fantasies, he never thought that he would be worthless when he went abroad.
Before what he said had an impact, he began to like everything about America, not only foreign ideas, but even American history.
He also studied economics because of the United States, and he has always admired the American economy, and even thinks that we are very backward.
For this reason, he worked hard, not to be a pillar of the country, but to immigrate to the United States to live.
At first he did not leave, because he had achieved a certain status in the country and still had real estate in Beijing.
is not only a professor of economics, but also a group of students behind him, and such an influence really makes Xu Siyuan unable to let go of all this immediately.
But his heart was already stirring, seeing that some people had already emigrated, and while constantly celebrating others, he felt that he had not worked hard enough.
In fact, his admiration for foreigners has long been expressed, but it has not yet reached the point of being well-known.
While teaching at school, he constantly compared China to the United States.
Instead of judging objectively and fairly, they have always said that the United States is a country that advocates "freedom and democracy" and that they do not have narrow ideas about others.
Not only the economy should be compared, but also the life should be compared.
And specifically explained the benefits of the United States to students, and many students were moved by his remarks and felt that the United States that Xu Siyuan said was too good.
Some students have also chosen to study abroad.
After they went abroad, they found that they had been deceived a lot, and many of them looked like "ancient people" after returning home.
Not only do you not know how to use convenient payment, but you don't even know how far the country has developed, it's like going to the mountains.
There are also some people who come back like "wild people", eating everything they can't eat abroad.
If it weren't for the fact that he was still studying abroad, he couldn't wait to return to China immediately, Xu Siyuan blocked these feelings, he felt that these were just examples.
All he could see were people who liked foreign countries, and even went to a conference and thought Americans were more decent.
Both in terms of dress and conversation are better than the Chinese, so he wants to immigrate even more.
After he returned, he began to prepare various procedures, and he was also ready to realize all the real estate in Beijing and move directly abroad.
He didn't even plan to ask for a job in the country, and his wife became pregnant halfway through the preparations.
Faced with the arrival of a new life, Xu Siyuan was extremely excited and immediately accelerated the process, wanting the child to be born in the United States.
He felt that the thing he suffered the most was that he was born in China, so he naturally would not let his children follow his own old path.
After quitting his job and selling his house, he took his wife and children to the United States.
Before he landed, the news of his trip to the United States spread in China, because he had been found by netizens many times before he had extreme language on social platforms.
He also said that he would never let his son learn Chinese, nor would he let his son eat Chinese food.
Even Chinese culture and ideas will be exposed to his son, and he wants his son to be 101% American.
And the most outrageous thing is that he will not let his son deal with Chinese, so as soon as such words came out, netizens exploded.
condemned him one after another, and at the same time, Xu Siyuan had already begun to plan his dreams.
He submitted his resume to the colleges and universities there before he arrived in the United States, and he never waited for news.
After arriving in the United States, he still firmly believed that his resume was not enough, so he continued to apply to various universities, but all of them were lost.
When he first arrived abroad, he had no connections at all, not even a place to live, let alone recruit people.
With no one to recommend and no interview, he could only wander the streets of the United States, living on what little money he had.
After settling his wife, he began to look for a job everywhere, but there was no news.
Even so, he will still tout everything abroad on social platforms, even drinking coffee and eating bread, he will say that foreign food is the best.
Not only that, but even the skies and streets abroad have to be sunburned, and the comments below are attacking him.
But he was indifferent, but became more and more heavily attached to foreign filters, and he was also indulged in a better life in the future.
If you don't usher in a good life, you have to blame yourself for being of Chinese ancestry, and you will dislike the diploma you got in China.
He felt that if he studied abroad, someone would definitely admit him, so he complained so much, but he didn't look in the mirror to see his real self.
After the child was born, he began to tout foreign medical treatment, and when the child went to his parent-teacher conference, he would feel out of place.
Because he is the only foreigner, for this reason he still pulls his face and hates that he is not an American.
Commentators say how he doesn't blame his parents.
Xu Siyuan boldly replied that his parents also liked American ideas and education.
Not only did he say that his father had a democratic spirit, but he also said that his mother had already converted to Christianity.
He bluntly said that he was not Chinese, but he had Chinese characteristics.
When netizens were discussing the most, Xu Siyuan's quality of life was also declining a little bit.
Because he had little savings left.
After experiencing the virus, not only is the global economy much worse than before, but Xu Siyuan has also begun to do odd jobs everywhere.
not only became a takeaway brother, but also became a taxi driver, as long as it is a place where you can make money, he has a figure.
Although he is full of knowledge, he is useless when he goes abroad, and can only exchange cheap labor for money.
He would also be beaten by passers-by when delivering takeaways, and Xu Siyuan was also very skillful in boxing posture.
Even so, he said that he would rather be beaten by the Americans than meet the Chinese.
And said that he would not deliver food to the Chinese because he met the Chinese who spoke disrespectfully to him.
His hatred of China has not diminished at all, and he has reached the point of sweeping the streets, and he will still praise the beauty of the ground in the United States, and netizens laughed when they saw such remarks.
As a driver, he also has to take photos and upload them to social platforms, and only the Internet may pay attention to his words and deeds, and he has also been brushing his presence in the virtual world.
For a long time, Xu Siyuan also felt bored, and felt the sense of disparity even more.
In China, he wears a suit and tie, and he is still a famous professor.
When he went abroad, not only was he not recognized, but he also had to look at people's faces everywhere and support his family with odd jobs, and he began to get tired of everything in the United States, but he couldn't come back after all.
When they see the environment in the United States, they will denounce them, feel that they have no quality, and they will take pictures of roads full of garbage to vent their anger.
Full of negative energy, he was also officially blocked, and his account on social platforms was withdrawn several times.
He has been persevering in opening a new account, and he feels regret from his words, but his nature has not changed.
When I encounter something unsatisfactory, I start to blame my parents, complain about the hardships of life, and never think that this is all out of my own.
He used to be at the top of society, but now he is like a rat crossing the street, and others may not even look at him.
He no longer clamours for the foreigner, and if he sees China's development, he may regret it and cry.
can only say that there is no regret medicine to eat in the world, and he can only swallow all the bitterness into his stomach.
How to live is what he should think, and as for economics, he doesn't need to worry about it for a long time.
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