A boy's little secret
My name is Li Yun, and I am an ordinary college student. The family background is very simple, both parents are ordinary salarymen, and they have been running around for a living. When I went to university, I had to rely on scholarships and part-time jobs to make ends meet.
In college, my friends thought I was a cheerful and sunny person. But they didn't know that there were little secrets hidden deep in my heart, hidden secrets that I didn't dare to say easily.
First of all, I have a little secret, that is, I have a crush on a girl in my class, her name is Lin Yawen. She has long black hair, and her clear eyes always exude tenderness and wisdom. Every time I see her, my heart involuntarily beats faster, but I don't dare to confess to her, I can only silently admire her beauty.
Another little secret is that I love to write poetry. In the silence of the night, I would hide under the covers, take out a notebook hidden in the bedside drawer, and write down my feelings. I love to put words into words to express my inner feelings, and while I've never shown my poems in front of anyone, that's my truest emotional catharsis.
Sometimes, I would sneak into the library, find a corner, and read quietly all day. It was a place where I escaped reality and sought inner peace. I like to immerse myself in the world of books, forget all my worries, and just quietly feel the power of words.
Perhaps the most unexpected little secret is that I have a dream hidden deep inside me – to become a musician. In the dead of night, I take out my precious guitar and play melodious melodies in my bedroom. I want to use music to convey the emotions in my heart, even if only I can hear them.
These little secrets may be insignificant to others, but they are precious and deep to me. They make up the colorful world inside of me, making me not only a college student with a sunny smile, but also an ordinary person with many stories and emotions hidden.
In this complex world, each of us has our own little secrets. They may be insignificant, but they are an integral part of our lives. Just like the girl I have a crush on, these little secrets are like shining stars that illuminate my path.
Until one day, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to Lin Yawen. Although it didn't turn out as I hoped, at least I was no longer silent and I told her the secret of my heart. And she smiled and told me that she was grateful for my courage, but that she already had someone else in her heart.
Although there was a slight loss in my heart, I felt a sense of relief because I no longer hid my secrets, and I opened my heart to more possibilities in life. Perhaps, this is the meaning of bravery, not for the result, but for saying goodbye to the fear in the heart and daring to face the true self.
So, I continued to write poetry, continued to play the guitar, and continued to pursue my dreams. I know that no matter how difficult the world is, I will continue to go because I have endless hope and courage in my heart.
So, whether you are a boy or a girl, you should be brave enough to face your inner secrets, open your heart, and follow your dreams. Because only in this way can we truly live ourselves and become the brightest star in life.