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Text|Yahara Yanagi
"You're going to call the shots for me!"
Just as I was about to be promoted, a sudden visit from a woman changed my fate completely.
At that time, my battalion commander called me alone, and the moment I pushed the door, I heard the woman's cry.
Seeing the miserable appearance of crying and screaming inside, I was instantly stunned in place, and I didn't understand what was happening at all.
01
It was arguably the happiest moment for me during that time in the army.
I can't even forget the minutes I spent there, but these things did end completely because of one thing, and even my fate changed completely.
I was born into a poor but simple peasant family, and my parents were not educated, and even a few acres of fertile land were only relied on for survival.
Although I didn't have a good material life, my childhood was full of many happy memories.
The rows of soldiers who walked by became the place I remember the most.
Since I was a child, being a soldier has become my greatest wish, and I even learned to walk.
And this strong feeling did not stop until I became an adult, and looking at the proud faces of my parents, I decided to pack my bags and join the army.
When I first arrived, I was not used to life in the barracks, and even collapsed a few times due to the lack of adaptation.
Although these pains washed me inside and out, my heart seemed to be forged of steel, and it had become stronger in hundreds of beatings!
Since I joined the army, I have overcome all the difficulties I have encountered one by one, even if it is difficult, I have to grit my teeth and persevere.
As I gradually adapted to life as a soldier, I also became stronger, not only in terms of physical fitness, but also in military quality.
During that time, I also made several achievements, and I suddenly became the best of those recruits.
My efforts paid off, and I soon became the class leader.
When I became a supervisor, I wasn't complacent about this small success, because I knew there was still a lot of work to go ahead.
But I never thought that all my future roads would be completely ruined because of one woman!
02
After I became the supervisor, my performance became a malleable talent in the eyes of the supervisor, and my name could even be heard in the praise afterwards.
It didn't take long for me to receive the good news that I had been promoted to platoon commander!
After learning the good news, I immediately told my family about it, and their faces showed pride and pride for me.
But the joy didn't last long, because I was about to go to another city.
The place where I joined the army was not too far from my hometown, and although I couldn't see each other often, I could see each other once or twice.
After being promoted this time, I will be transferred out of the city I call Yuan, and all the sadness and reluctance will erupt in this separation.
But I am still willing, just like when I chose to join the army, although I was reluctant but did not hesitate.
When I embarked on the parting journey again, my heart was not so apprehensive, and I was greeted only by unknown challenges!
But what I never expected was that I was not the only one who went to that land, but also my childhood sweetheart Xiaoli.
Just as I was adjusting to my new surroundings, I was told that a woman came to me.
When I heard this, I was so confused that I couldn't remember who would come to me in an unfamiliar environment.
When I walked to the doorman with a puzzled face, I was greeted by a familiar figure.
At this time, I didn't want to believe that the person in front of me was my childhood sweetheart, but the other party's words completely pulled me back to reality!
"I'm looking for you, are you happy?"
Hearing the other party's intimate and familiar words, I could only calmly put a happy look on my face.
Looking at the curious eyes of the friends around me, I could only pull Xiaoli over for the time being, whispered "It's not the place to speak", and then took her to the reception room.
Xiaoli is my childhood sweetheart, I grew up with her, her family lived in a very difficult environment, and she had learned to take care of her younger siblings when she was a child.
Every day, in addition to going up the mountain to cut firewood, I go home to do countless farm work.
My house and Xiaoli's family are only separated by a road distance, every day Xiaoli will pass by my house when she is working, my mother sees that such a young girl has to do so much work, and her heart suddenly can't help but have some bitterness and pity.
In order to let Xiaoli have a little respite, my mother often helped Xiaoli and stuffed the steamed buns to Xiaoli.
Looking at Xiaoli's blushing face every time she postponed, I couldn't help but feel funny in my heart.
It is also for this reason that Xiaoli and I have become familiar with each other.
Xiaoli is three years older than me, and because of family reasons, her personality is very mature, and in the process of getting along with her, Xiaoli has always taken care of me as a younger brother.
Maybe it's because my mother is kind to her that she feels guilty, so Xiaoli will always manage me.
As soon as I was mischievous, she immediately rushed out of the house and took me home.
When I was a child, Xiaoli's operation only made me feel irritated, and even pushed her to let her leave.
But for my actions, Xiaoli did not give up, and still controlled me everywhere.
It wasn't until I grew up that I gradually understood Xiaoli's good intentions and no longer had any hostility towards her.
During that time, I had only been studying enlistment in the army, and I didn't focus on my personal life at all.
Seeing that I couldn't eat or drink in this sad way, Xiaoli felt that it was still not a solution, so she decided to take care of me.
I'm not without a grateful person, and I always feel guilty when I see Xiaoli's every move.
Even after enlisting in the army, I often thought about Xiaoli, and often got rid of my mother to hand over the letters to her.
But what I never expected was that Xiaoli would come to my unit alone!
Thinking of this, I hurriedly took Xiaoli to the reception room, and when Xiaoli was waiting for me, many of her comrades-in-arms had already looked over here.
I don't know why Xiaoli should have a relationship with each other, to say that it is a sister and brother, but there is no blood relationship between us at all.
But to say that I am a lover, I just feel a little awkward in my heart, after all, we have no formal relationship at all.
So in this case, I didn't dare to communicate with Xiaoli at all, and quickly asked Xiaoli why she came here.
"You're too far away from home, so I'm thinking of finding a job near you and stopping by to see you. ”
After hearing Xiaoli's words, I was shocked, and hurriedly persuaded that Xiaoli was not familiar with life here, and it was very likely that there would be any emergencies, not to mention the semi-closed training of the royal family, if I encountered the situation, I would not have time at all.
After listening to my words, Xiaoli also seemed a little hesitant and pondered.
But then Xiaoli's words touched my heart, Xiaoli said that she can be self-reliant and will never cause me trouble.
Looking at Xiaoli's insistence, I couldn't help but be touched, and immediately agreed to Xiaoli.
03
In the days that followed, Xiaoli and I also saw each other often, and the people around me gradually knew the relationship between me and Xiaoli.
I think this relationship is extremely important, but when others ask me about my future plans, I still have a distracted attitude.
After all, I am not very sure about the future path, and I don't want to face Xiaoli's disappointed eyes.
As the days passed, I suddenly received the good news that I was likely to be promoted to deputy battalion commander.
The news was like thunder, and I was stunned at the time, not knowing what kind of expression to make.
Just when I was happy, Xiaoli looked sad, but I didn't care about these things at all.
Just after telling Xiaoli all my thoughts after that, Xiaoli was completely frozen.
It wasn't until a month later that I was suddenly called into the conference room.
As soon as he pushed the door open, the shrill cry of the woman rang out in his ears.
When I looked closely, I realized that it was Xiaoli crying in front of the chief with a handful of snot and tears.
When I saw this scene, I only felt that I was covered in ice, and even my brain couldn't stop being confused.
After I slowly understood the situation, I couldn't believe everything Xiaoli said.
But the cry of the person in front of me is extremely real in front of me, and I have to believe it.
Because of Xiaoli's operation, my promotion was naturally shelved.
Even later, because of the bad influence, I was transferred out of my place and returned to my hometown to work as a clerk.
It was a very fast time, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that everything had settled.
And Xiaoli disappeared after that incident, and no matter how I contacted her, she was still without a trace.
After that, my idea of looking for Xiaoli naturally stopped.
Now that time has passed, that blow had a drastic impact on me, and I can't even lift my spirits in my later life.
When I was transferred, it was as if I didn't belong to me anymore, and every day seemed like a state of confusion.
As I get older, I have married and had children in my hometown, and I live an ordinary life every day.
Former comrades-in-arms and commanders have also developed in their own ways, and I have also inquired about who took up the post of deputy battalion commander.
But after I know it, I can only sigh a few words, everyone has their own development, and I still stay in my hometown.
The past seems to have vanished, and I can calmly tell that experience.
I don't know how I feel about Xiaoli, and I don't care if I still have resentment.
After many years, I have a family that I care more about, and I have children, which is already my greatest happiness.
Maybe that past is just a part of my life.