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Doctor of Medicine of Peking University, once these words appear in the resume, it seems to represent "unlimited potential", "medical power", and a bright future.
However, there is such a doctor of medicine, but after leaving school, because of one incident, he has not worked for 18 years, and now he can only live like an ordinary farmer in his hometown, and even receives a subsistence allowance from the government! His name is Zhang Jinsheng.
So why did the high-achieving students who were full of praise at the beginning become what they are now? What happened to Zhang Jinsheng?
The "Golden Pimple" in the village
Zhang Jin was born in 1966 in an ordinary farming family in Changde, Hunan, and is the youngest son of the family.
After Zhang Jinsheng reached the age of school, he showed an amazing ability to learn Xi: Zhang Jinsheng only needs to memorize and memorize texts, Zhang Jinsheng only needs to look at them, and he can memorize them like a stream, and those cumbersome mathematical formulas, he only needs to learn them once, and he can use them skillfully.
With such a talent, Zhang Jinsheng's grades are naturally very good, firmly occupying the first place in the grade, and has also become the pride of the Zhang family, and has become a good student praised by the whole village, he has been pinned on by the whole village since then, and everyone thinks that Zhang Jinsheng must be the first college student in the village!
You know, in that era, high school education was already very remarkable, and the appearance of college students was not an exaggeration to call it Guangzong Yaozu! I was afraid that Zhang Jinsheng's family did not pay attention to Zhang Jinsheng's Xi, and even made a special home visit for Zhang Jinsheng's future.
After listening to the teacher's words, Zhang Jinsheng's father immediately made up his mind: Such a genius cannot be buried, and he must be confessed! So he asked all the other children in the family to drop out of school, and the whole family worked to make up for Zhang Jinsheng's tuition.
At this time, Zhang Jinsheng was still very sensible, he knew that the burden on his shoulders was very heavy, and he could not let down anyone in his family, so he put more energy into studying Xi, and he was more serious about studying Xi! With the support of everyone, he entered high school with extremely excellent results, passed the college entrance examination, and finally got excellent results.
Zhang Jinsheng, who was close to the university, was embarrassed to choose a major, and as a "golden pimple" in the village, many uncles and aunts came to Zhang Jinsheng's house to give advice to Zhang Jinsheng's college major.
You say a word, I say a word, I don't know who mentioned the sentence "It's better to study medicine, not only is it respected, but if we have any problems, Jinsheng can help us take a look!"
Such words made Zhang's parents think about it, and they were very satisfied with this suggestion, and after everyone left, Zhang Jinsheng confessed to his parents: "Dad, Mom, in fact, I want to study civil engineering more, I want to build a big and beautiful house for my family!"
Hearing this, the faces of the Zhang family's parents changed suddenly, and they said: "The profession of civil engineering is both civil and wood, and you deal with these things every day, isn't that the same as us peasants?
Thinking of his parents' efforts over the years, Zhang Jinsheng no longer resisted, agreed with his parents' ideas, and finally chose a medical major, and also got the admission notice of the clinical medicine major of Hunan Medical University.
Wear and tear, hemorrhoids
But after entering the university, Zhang Jinsheng also knew that this was his opportunity to get out of the mountains, and no longer thought about the civil engineering major that he had no chance with, but studied Xi in medical school with peace of mind and hard work, and his parents and uncles often wrote to him, encouraging him to study hard and Xi, and said jokes like "If we have something uncomfortable in the future, we can count on you".
Zhang Jinsheng, who has always been sensible, is unwilling to disappoint his family, he works very hard, and what the teacher who visited his home at the beginning is indeed not wrong, he is indeed a rare genius: in the first year of entering the school, Zhang Jinsheng let all the teachers know him with his strong memory and comprehension ability, and won the first place in the major.
Since the second year, Zhang Jinsheng needs to be exposed to practical learning Xi, and the gears of fate have begun to turn, and Zhang Jinsheng has encountered bad news that affects his life.
In this class, they followed the teacher's guidance to the operating room, Zhang Jinsheng was very excited, a year of study Xi had already made him like medicine, he was excited about the surgical practice he was about to see, but Zhang Jinsheng, who was ready to carefully observe the operation, felt dizzy at the moment when the blood flowed out of the patient's body, and even almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, the classmates next to him helped him.
At this time, Zhang Jinsheng, who already had some medical knowledge, guessed that he might be faint, and he was afraid that he would be ridiculed by his classmates and teachers who were once known as "geniuses", so he could only wave his hand and pretend to be okay in the face of his classmates' inquiries: "Small problem, I just didn't rest well yesterday." ”
In order to prevent being discovered, Zhang Jinsheng was paddling every time he took a practical course, but although this behavior did prevent him from being found abnormal, it also caused him to not learn any knowledge of the practical course, and Zhang Jinsheng's written grades were really good, and he still successfully got the graduation certificate.
The pride of the sky takes the subsistence
After graduation, Zhang Jinsheng, who entered the hospital, fainted blood, naturally couldn't hide it from the attending doctor, and it was soon revealed that he could only do some miscellaneous work, and his salary was much higher than that of people with the same education.
At this time, Zhang Jinsheng remembered the comfort zone of the school, he thought that as long as he was in school, he did not have to be afraid of failure, after all, he learned Xi theoretical knowledge very well, and finally Zhang Jinsheng became a graduate student of internal medicine at Peking University.
Such an achievement and the praise around him made Zhang Jinsheng even more reluctant to step out of his comfort zone, he continued to study for a doctorate, this time he also received a lot of foreign admission notices, but the tuition fee was too expensive, Zhang Jinsheng, who wanted to escape abroad, had to choose a domestic school to study for a doctorate.
But the family did not understand his behavior, they thought that Zhang Jinsheng's academic qualifications were enough, and he could find a very good job, when would this study end?
Under pressure from all sides, he suffered from depression and had to temporarily submit an application for suspension, and after a year of adjustment at home, he did not have the courage to start again, and was eventually expelled from school.
After being dropped out of school, Zhang Jinsheng entered a small hospital with the help of his parents, doing ward rounds and other chores, and he himself was a top student of Peking University, how could he be ridiculed by the whole hospital because of this kind of work? Zhang Jinsheng, who had this mentality, became more and more withdrawn, and he felt that everyone was laughing at him, and he suffered from social phobia again after not recovering from depression, and was finally dismissed from the hospital.
Zhang Jinsheng, who had endured a series of blows, fled back to his home, hiding, and his home became his new round of comfort zone, and he has been relying on the relief of his parents and older brothers and sisters to live, because of his poverty, the village handled a low-income household for him, and Zhang Jinsheng's life was barely guaranteed.
This "pride of the sky" has completely become an ordinary person, which is really embarrassing.