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Text丨Editor: Twilight Snow
After graduating from a prestigious university, is life really smooth sailing? Zhang Jinsheng, a doctor from Peking University, will tell us the answer with a tragic ending.
As a child in a poor rural area, Zhang Jinsheng has carried the hope of the whole village since he was a child, and he is the first college student in the village, and he is even more unthinkable medical student of Peking University.
After graduating from Peking University, Zhang Jinsheng can change his life with this education, but his real ending is to go home to farm and survive with a subsistence allowance.
But when he left school, all he got was a bad job and a co-worker who stayed away, all because of that wrong decision!
Why did Zhang Jinsheng fall to this? What happened to him?
The pride of the village
Back in 1966, Zhang Jinsheng was born in a backward rural village in the mountains of Changde, Hunan, where people have relied on farming for generations.
The Zhang family, like other villagers, continued to have children with the idea of one more person and more efforts, and when the youngest child, Zhang Jinsheng, was born, the family already had 6 children.
Everyone knows that reading can change fate, but for people here, reading is a very expensive thing, although the tuition fee for a semester is only a few cents, but these few cents are enough to break the family's "capital cycle".
So the villagers only send their children to school when they are very young, and they should find a place to watch them, and once they reach the age of 10, they have to drop out of school and go home to work in the fields.
Zhang Jinsheng's brothers and sisters are like this, and so are the children of other families in the village, but when Zhang Jinsheng arrives, it is different.
When Zhang Jinsheng was about to turn 10 years old, his father suddenly told Zhang Jinsheng: "Don't go to school tomorrow, follow us to the field and teach you the ability to eat." ”
Although Zhang Jinsheng is still very young, he knows what it means, his brothers and sisters don't go to school, they work in the fields every day, and now it's finally his turn.
But in fact, Zhang Jinsheng felt very uncomfortable at this time, he felt that the school was quite good, but he was helpless, and his family did not provide him with school.
The next day, my father came to school alone: "Teacher, we will not come to school in the future, thank you for taking care of you for such a long time." After saying that, his father turned his head and was about to leave, but then the teacher stopped him.
The teacher said to him, "I know that you can't afford to go to school, and ordinary children can't learn well here, so it's okay to leave, but Jinsheng is different from this child, he is a good material for learning Xi."
Then, the teacher bitterly told him about Zhang Jinsheng's differences.
It turned out that although there were only these two teachers in the village school, the educational resources were very backward, and the students could not learn things, Zhang Jinsheng was very interested in words and numbers, and he was the most talented child in the village for so many years.
So the teacher persuaded him again: "It is said that studying Xi can change fate, if you don't let students go to school, this piece of material will be wasted......
The father also heard from the teacher's words that the child really learns Xi well, anyway, the family is not without him to work, so it is better to let him try.
After returning home, his father told the family all these words, and they still decided to let Zhang Jinsheng continue to go to school, and the family tightened their belts to make up the tuition fees.
Zhang Jinsheng is really a natural Xi material, he has been in the village to finish primary school, and successfully went to the town to go to junior high school.
But this also means that they have to pay more tuition, although the family is unable to make ends meet, they did not let Zhang Jinsheng drop out of school, Zhang Jinsheng also knows how to be grateful, and is determined not to let them down.
A few years later, Zhang Jinsheng was admitted to high school, he was the first child in the village to go to high school, and he was already a top student.
As long as they met Zhang Jinsheng's parents, they said to them: "Your sixth elder is really good at Xi, you will definitely be able to be admitted to university in the future, you are so blessed!"
Despite the hardships of life, their words of praise and envy were food for the soul, which strengthened their determination to send their children to school.
Sure enough, in the year of the college entrance examination, 22-year-old Zhang Jinsheng went home with the registration form and discussed with his family which school he would go to in the future, and the neighbors also came to join in the fun.
They were still speculating about what major they would be able to study to sit in the office, make a lot of money, and be respected, when the neighbor interjected and gave them a wake-up call.
They said, "Why don't you let your child become a doctor, not only will you be respected, but you will also be able to make a lot of money!"
Thinking of this, his father asked Zhang Jinsheng to apply for medical treatment because of his good face, but Zhang Jinsheng was not interested in this at all and was not very willing.
But his father had already been carried away by the remarks of outsiders and forced Zhang Jinsheng to study medicine, but he didn't expect it to ruin his life!
I chose the wrong path, and I couldn't go any way
Under the persecution of his father, Zhang Jinsheng still chose the Department of Clinical Medicine of Hunan Medical University.
It's not a big deal if you're not interested, but what is the most fearful thing in clinical medicine? The most feared thing is that the doctor will faint and can't be cured!
Zhang Jinsheng didn't know that he was fainting before, but he simply didn't like to be a doctor, but since he came here, he was helpless until he fainted in the classroom.
In the practical class, when Zhang Jinsheng practiced dissecting animals, he immediately felt dizzy when he looked at the blood gushing out, and even fell to the ground.
At this time, the teacher found out that something was wrong, how could a person who fainted blood come to study clinical medicine?
Although his grades in practical classes were a mess due to blood sickness, fortunately, he was good enough in his theoretical knowledge and graduated successfully.
When other students began to enter the hospital early for practical Xi, Zhang Jinsheng was reluctant to Xi for fear of seeing blood, and chose to continue studying.
Although the family did not understand this, they hoped that the child could become a doctor earlier and make money to repay themselves, but when they thought that a graduate student would have more face than a college student, they still agreed.
How else can it be said that Zhang Jinsheng is a good material for Xi? He was admitted to Peking University for a master's degree in medicine, which made the people in the village very happy, and the blessings were endless, and they all praised him for his success.
In 1995, 29-year-old Zhang Jinsheng graduated from Peking University with a master's degree and continued to study for a doctorate at Peking University, but at this time, his father at home no longer wanted him to study: "I can't earn any money, so you have studied for so many years, right?"
Under pressure from his father, Zhang Jinsheng submitted an application for suspension to the school and entered the hospital for Xi.
But he couldn't do anything at all because he fainted in blood, he could only do some odd jobs in the hospital, and his salary was pitifully low.
This is a vicious circle, Zhang Jinsheng is unable to work because of blood sickness, his mood is becoming more and more depressed and withdrawn, his colleagues are difficult to deal with him, and his personality has become more extreme.
Until the end, Zhang Jinsheng suffered from severe depression and was unable to complete his studies, and Peking University could only decide to let him drop out.
The status of a doctoral student is gone, but the master's degree is still there, so the school sent him to Tianjin for employment as a master's graduate.
A doctoral student who dropped out of Peking University, a high-achieving student with a genuine master's degree in medicine from Peking University, actually worked in such a small hospital and completely became the laughing stock of the village.
The angry father finally called him home and told him to return to his old business to farm, and all these years of tuition should be thrown away.
People in the village also said that Zhang Jinsheng was stupid, and only he knew that it was because they forced themselves to study medicine that they became what they are today.
But after returning home, Zhang Jinsheng was already 30 years old, his parents had long since grown old, and his brothers and sisters had also started a family, leaving him to start farming again and live a difficult life in the village.
Write at the end
Later, Zhang Jinsheng faced the reporters who came to interview, and his answer revealed countless helplessness and unwillingness.
"I could actually go to be a doctor who doesn't see blood, but that wasn't what I wanted to do in the first place, I wanted to study civil engineering, but they wouldn't let me ......," he said.
Yes, the dream has long been shattered, it is better to go back to the past and be an ordinary person who farms.
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