A famous female writer during the Republic of China period. 被誉为二十世纪“三十年代的文学洛神”。
Xiao Hong's fame is very big, but her fate is very bitter and bitter.
Death was often with her, and love and hatred tormented her repeatedly.
In a short life of 31 years, Xiao Hong has entangled with 5 men, and she has twice carried other people's children and thrown herself into the arms of another man.
Xiao Hong has been looking for a man who can be entrusted for life, but she has tried her best to walk alone.
"I'm a woman. The women's sky is low, the wings are thin, and the burdens around them are bulky. ”
Yes, Xiao Hong attributed her life's misfortune to her being a woman.
萧红的这种观点来源于不爱她的家庭，1911年，萧红出生于黑龙江省哈尔滨市呼兰区一个张性地主家庭。
Xiao Hong's original name was Zhang Xiuhuan, her name was Ronghua, and she later changed her name to Zhang Xiaoying.
Xiao Hong's father, Zhang Tingju, was a public official, and although he had been the director of education in Hulanhe, he was still a feudal patriarch in his bones.
The arrival of the daughter did not make Zhang Tingju happy, in addition to Xiao Hong being a girl, there is also a point that this child was born in the Dragon Boat Festival.
In those days, children born on the Dragon Boat Festival were unlucky.
Xiao Hong has not received the love of her parents since she was a child, her father treats her coldly, and her mother ignores her.
Later, Xiao Hong's mother gave birth to a son, and she put all her energy into her son, and she was even more dismissive of her eldest daughter.
In this ancient and feudal courtyard, only her grandfather Zhang Weizhen really loved her.
His grandfather Zhang Weizhen was an idle and lazy man, who lost his son in his later years and succeeded the 12-year-old Zhang Tingju in order to continue the incense.
Zhang Tingju and Zhang Weizhen are not biological father and son, and their feelings for each other are very indifferent.
But Xiao Hong liked her grandfather, and after she was wronged, she always loved to cry with her grandfather.
Grandfather looked at his sad granddaughter, held her lovingly, and kept saying—
"Grow up, just grow up!"
Xiao Hong tried hard to grow up quickly, but before she could grow up, her mother died.
9-year-old Xiao Hong lost her mother, although her mother did not love herself, but it was her own mother after all!
The mother died, the father remarried...
The stepmother is not a bad woman, but she does not like Xiao Hong, after all, this girl is not her own, and she has done her duty to eat and wear warm.
In Zhang Tingju's view, girls studying is a waste of money, and it is better to find a good family.
Zhang Tingju found a fiancé for Xiao Hong, whose surname was Wang Ming'enjia and was also a reader.
"Get married when you graduate from elementary school!"
Zhang Tingju said to Xiao Hong in a commanding tone...
"No, I'm going to Harbin to study."
The stubborn Xiao Hong did not listen to her father's arrangement, and she insisted on going to Harbin to study.
The father and daughter quarreled countless times over the study, and finally with the support of their grandfather, Xiao Hong went to Harbin as she wished.
While studying in Harbin, Xiao Hong showed extraordinary literary talent, and her articles often appeared on the school wall.
Even the air in Harbin was beautiful, and at this time, her grandfather had passed away, and Xiao Hong really wanted not to go home for the rest of her life.
But her home was in Hulanhe, and she still had to go home.
Xiao Hong, who had studied in Harbin for two years, returned to Hulanhe, and her father, Zhang Tingju, demanded that her daughter not study and immediately consummate her marriage.
Xiao Hong was unwilling, she was not only against arranged marriages, but also had someone in her heart.
This person is Xiao Hong's cousin Lu Zheshun, and they grew up together, which is quite a bit of a green plum bamboo horse.
Xiao Hong loves her cousin because of his progressive thinking and always encourages her to get rid of her old family.
But Xiao Hong's father was very annoyed with his daughter's love, in addition to feudal thinking, there was another important reason, Lu Zheshun had an arranged wife.
Xiao Hong, who is immersed in love, does not care, she is a girl who is the supreme love, and when love comes, she does not care about anything.
Her father's opposition did not stop Xiao Hong's courtship, and she took advantage of the lack of preparation, secretly took some dowry, and eloped with her cousin Lu Zheshun to Beiping.
Xiao Hong and Lu Zheshun escaped, and her father Zhang Tingju was furious.
Wang Enjia's eldest brother was furious and dissolved the marriage contract with the Zhang family, which made Zhang Tingju lose face.
Xiao Hong didn't think about her father's embarrassment at all, she only felt how happy she was to be with her beloved.
However, love without bread does not exist, and after arriving in Beiping, Xiao Hong and Lu Zheshun realized what is good at home for a thousand days, and everything is difficult to go out.
When the money runs out, the love disappears.
Lu Zheshun abandoned Xiao Hong and left alone.
Cornered, Xiao Hong could only return to the Hulan River with a hard scalp, and she found the Lu family, but Lu Zheshun hid and did not want to see each other.
It turned out that love was so vulnerable in the face of reality, and Xiao Hong, who was helpless, had to return to her family.
Xiao Hong returned home with tears in her eyes, and she was greeted not with a hug, but with a loud slap.
Zhang Tingju resented this filial daughter, and he was eager to kick her away.
In order to stay away from the gossip of his neighbors, Zhang Tingju moved to the countryside with his whole family.
In the countryside, Xiao Hong was severely beaten and imprisoned for sympathizing with a sharecropper and asking her uncle not to raise the rent.
The uncle felt that Xiao Hong was rebellious and must be eliminated quickly, and Zhang Tingju, as a father, actually acquiesced.
Xiao Hong's life was in danger, but thanks to the help of her sister-in-law and aunt, Xiao Hong escaped again.
It is also strange to say that Xiao Hong's whole life has always been on the run, fleeing from one place to another.
Xiao Hong, who escaped from her hometown, came to Harbin again, and she met Wang Enjia when she fell into the streets.
Wang Enjia funded the poor and poor Xiao Hong, and they came together in this way.
Xiao Hong was originally opposed to arranged marriages, not Wang Enjia, but now looking at Wang Enjia, who was dignified, she recognized him from her heart.
However, the Wang family would never recognize Xiao Hong again, and Wang Enjia had to take Xiao Hong to live in the Dongxingshun Hotel.
Xiao Hong became pregnant shortly after living with Wang Enjia, and Wang Enjia, who had run out of savings, offered to go home and raise money.
Xiao Hong, who had no choice but to let Wang Enjia go, was taken hostage in the hotel.
Xiao Hong looked forward to the arrival of Wang Enjia every day, but Wang Enjia disappeared without a trace like a kite with a broken line.
Why did Wang Enjia never return? Is he really a negative man?
No one knows, in short, Wang Enjia never returned, which made him bear the name of the ancient infamy.
Xiao Hong, who owed half a year's house money, was locked up in the attic, and the boss and the boss lady saw that they could not get money, so they privately discussed selling Xiao Hong to pay off the debt.
Sensing that Xiao Hong was strange, she was not willing to be slaughtered, she wanted to resist, she asked for help.
But to whom does a woman who has no relatives and is pregnant with Liujia come to her rescue?
Desperate, Xiao Hong occasionally saw a copy of the International Association Daily, and she was in a hurry and wrote a letter to Pei Xinyuan, the editor-in-chief of the literary and art supplement, for help.
Xiao Hong's writing attracted the attention of an editor in the International Association Daily, whose pen name was Xiao Jun, an authentic northeastern Han.
Although Xiao Jun and Xiao Hong had never met, they were attracted by her talent.
In July 1932, Xiao Jun was entrusted by Pei Xinyuan to go to the Dongxingshun Hotel and met Xiao Hong, who was pregnant with Liujia and had a haggard face.
"A woman-like silhouette appeared in front of my eyes, half-length hair scattered around the shoulders, a pale face nearly round embedded in the middle of the hair, and a pair of extraordinarily large shining eyes staring straight at me... To my surprise, she already had a distinctly white hair in the middle of her spout, shining in the light, and then her pregnant figure, which seemed likely to be in labor before long..."
This is the scene many years later, when Xiao Jun recalled when he first met Xiao Hong.
Chuchu's poor Xiao Hong aroused Xiao Jun's love and pity, and both of them liked literary creation and had endless confidants.
Xiao Jun used his identity as a journalist to sternly warn his boss not to sell human beings, and Xiao Hong escaped the disaster temporarily, but because she had no money to pay off her debts, she was still imprisoned in the attic.
Xiao Jun also wanted to help Xiao Hong pay back the money, but he was penniless and powerless, and could only wait for the opportunity to save people.
Maybe god pity this pair of lovers, in July of the same year, Harbin rained heavily, and the whole city became a water town.
The Dongxingshun Hotel was also flooded by the water, and Xiao Jun took this opportunity to swim to the hotel late at night and rescue Xiao Hong, who was trapped in the attic.
Xiao Hong, who was pregnant, leaned tightly on Xiao Jun's shoulder, her stomach aching for a while, and she was about to give birth.
Xiao Jun helped Xiao Hong through the water, he found a hospital, and sent Xiao Hong in with his fist.
In this hospital, Xiao Hong gave birth to a baby girl, and she had no money to pay the hospital fee, so she could only give the child to the doctor.
Since then, there has been no more news of this baby girl...
After Xiao Hong gave birth to a child, she lived with Xiao Jun.
This period of time was Xiao Hong's happiest time, although life was very poor, but the two of them were happy in their suffering, and their happiness was harmonious.
Xiao Jun found that Xiao Hong had a talent for writing, and often pointed out how to write good articles.
Under the careful guidance of Xiao Jun, Xiao Hong's writing skills have become more and more mature, and the two have created many works together.
In order to pursue her dream, Xiao Hong wandered with Xiao Jun, and they traveled from Harbin to Qingdao and from Qingdao to Shanghai.
In Shanghai, Xiao Hong and Xiao Jun meet the young man's mentor Lu Xun.
Lu Xun admired Xiao Hong's writing, and he thought that this girl would become an excellent writer.
In Lu Xun's home, Xiao Hong felt unprecedented warmth, she loved to be a guest at her husband's home, and she loved to listen to all the words that mr. said.
Visiting again and again made Xu Guangping tireless, but Xiao Hong did not feel anything, and Lu Xun was also happy in it.
Under the strong recommendation of Lu Xun, Xiao Hong's "Field of Life and Death" had a strong response.
Xiao Hong's novels have become popular all over the country, and publishing houses have come to ask for manuscripts.
Over time, Xiao Hong's fame in the literary world surpassed Xiao Jun's, which made Xiao Jun, who has always been macho, very dissatisfied.
Since saving Xiao Hong in the rainy night, Xiao Jun has regarded himself as a savior, he believes that Xiao Hong's life has been changed by him, and Xiao Hong should obey his own words.
But now Xiao Hong is famous in the literary world, which makes Xiao Jun, who has always been superior, very inferior.
"This woman can now point to my article."
Xiao Jun's proud heart was hurt, and he picked His nose and eyes at Xiao Hong, and even spread a lot of gossip.
Xiao Hong, who couldn't bear it, had a dispute with Xiao Jun, and in the midst of the quarrel, Xiao Jun moved his hand against Xiao Hong.
Xiao Hong left Xiao Jun sadly, and she did not know why Xiao Jun treated her like this.
Frustrated, Xiao Hong, with the help of Lu Xun, crossed the Orient to Japan.
Although Xiao Jun was a little reluctant about Xiao Hong's departure, he did not feel that he was at fault.
The loneliness of a foreign country made Xiao Hong miss Xiao Jun even more, and she returned to the motherland with a nervous mood.
After returning to China, Xiao Hong lived with Xiao Jun again, but the quarrel was still so painful, and their fate had come to an end.
In 1938, Xiao Jun insisted on going to Yan'an, Xiao Hong only wanted to write a novel, and they finally parted ways.
"She is simple, simple, stubborn, talented, and I love her, but she is not a wife, especially not mine."
As a rough northeast Han Xiao Jun can not understand the delicate and sensitive Xiao Hong, the macho he can not treat his lover equally, they break up is inevitable...
Looking at the distant train, Xiao Hong caressed her stomach, she was pregnant with a child, it was Xiao Jun's child.
What to do, what to do, find another home!
Every time Xiao Hong was desperate and helpless, she always wanted to find a man to save her fragile soul.
A man named Duanmu Hongliang walked into Xiao Hong's life, and he was once a common friend of Xiao Jun and Xiao Hong.
In May 1938, at the Datong Hotel in Wuchang, Duanmu Hongliang and Xiao Hong held a wedding.
According to Duanmu Hongliang's recollection afterwards, in addition to appreciating her talent, he married Xiao Hong, to a greater extent, sympathizing with this woman, Xiao Hong was pregnant with Xiao Jun's child at the time, if she did not get married, what would she do in the future?
Duanmu Hongliang only married her because of sympathy for Xiao Hong, and Xiao Hong also used this man as a life-saving straw.
"I just want to live a normal ordinary people-style married life. There was no quarrel, no fighting, no infidelity, no ridicule, just mutual understanding, love, and consideration. ”
Xiao Hong, who has experienced emotional hurt, has no excessive requirements for Duanmu Hongliang, she only hopes to be an ordinary couple in peace.
However, this seemingly low requirement is still not easy to achieve, especially during the period of the War of Resistance...
When Xiao Hong was pregnant with a child and facing childbirth, Duanmu Hongliang went to Chongqing alone.
The world thinks that Duanmu Hongliang is selfish, but in fact, this really wronged Duanmu Hongliang.
The truth of the matter is that at that time, the ferry ticket to Chongqing was tight, and only one person could go, and at Xiao Hong's insistence, Duanmu Hongliang went to Chongqing alone.
Before leaving, Duanmu Hongliang entrusted the pregnant Xiao Hong to Tian Han's wife An'e.
However, due to the situation, An'e left Xiao Hong, and the lonely Xiao Hong could only go to Chongqing alone.
A few months after arriving in Chongqing, Xiao Hong gave birth to a child, but the child died prematurely.
Xiao Hong was pregnant twice and gave birth to two children, but one was given away and the other died prematurely.
Why wouldn't God let me be a mother?
Xiao Hong was of course sad in her heart, but under the persuasion of her friends, she recovered her previous spirit and threw herself into literary creation.
In 1940, Xiao Hong and Duanmu Hongliang came to Hong Kong, where Xiao Hong entered the golden age of creation, and successively completed the novella "Ma Bole" and the famous novel "The Legend of Hulan River".
Just when people thought that Xiao Hong's suffering would be over, the Pacific War broke out...
Xiao Hong, who was frail and sick, fell down again, and she was admitted to a hospital.
Not knowing what the reason was, Duanmu Hongliang entrusted Xiao Hong, who was ill, to his friend Luo Binji to take care of him, and he left Xiao Hong again.
Because of the doctor's misdiagnosis, Xiao Hong could not speak after the operation, and she looked at the ceiling sadly, her face full of unwillingness and resentment...
"I will coexist with the blue sky and clear water, leaving the half of the "Red Chamber" for others to write!" Half a lifetime of white-eyed cold reception... Die first, unwillingly, unwillingly. ”
Xiao Hong is not willing to leave this world, she still has many dreams that have not been realized, and she still has a lot of love to pursue.
However, life has reached the countdown, so what is the use of not being willing?
On January 22, 1942, Xiao Hong, who had tasted the warmth of human feelings, left, and she closed her eyes unwillingly, and she only had her friend Luo Bingji by her side.
Xiao Hong, who lacked love in her childhood, has been looking for love all her life, but in the end she only ended up empty...
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