When you were young, you heard a saying that if you hate a person, you can worship him, praise him, make him a god, and then you wait to see him fall into mortal dust and fall into hell.
Man is not a sage, no one is perfect, but people are always keen on "making god" for the person they like, seeing him as too perfect, when he has moral flaws, his expectations are shattered, his ideals and dreams are shattered, and he feels that this person deserves to be punished by heaven, and can never be forgiven, so love, so chase the stars. Compared with God, it is easier for us to forgive the "bad guy", if a person shows himself as a bad deed at the beginning, and one day, he does something out of the ordinary and not so excessive, we feel that this person is quite good, and his favorability is multiplied.
Cui Hao's life was like this.
As a native of Hengshui, Hebei, he certainly would not have thought that Hengshui is now famous for its college entrance examination factory, and parents who are painstakingly lonely hope to send their children to further study. Cui Hao was born in a northern magnate Boling Cui family that has lasted for more than 800 years, and the path he should take in his life has long been arranged. He also lived up to the expectations of the people, and in his early twenties he entered the army and the first, but unfortunately the official luck was not good, and he has been doing such a small official as five pins and six pins. Fortunately, there are many descendants of the Cui family, and there is no shortage of him a shining lintel.
Born in the Tang Dynasty, as a literati, you can be an official, but you must be able to write poetry. However, Cui Hao looked at the literary world, and his heart was broken.
At this time, the literary and artistic circles of the Tang Dynasty had already blossomed, the light of the four masters of the early Tang Dynasty had just faded, and He Zhizhang, who praised Li Bai's immortals, had ended his mission to promote the descendants of the literary world and chose to return to his hometown. Peers such as Gao Shi Cen Sam Wang Changling were playing with the performance art of walking away, and by the way, they wrote the side poems to the end. Wang Wei and Meng Haoran formed a group to occupy the rural pastoral theme, relying on a guitar and a cigarette throat, stirring the hearts of thousands of young girls, becoming Li Jian and Zhao Lei of that era. There is also a god-like Li Bai, which is simply a cow in the sky, and the emperor himself stamped his talent, no matter what he wrote, it was popular.
There is a saying that in the face of luck, strength, talent and diligence are all brothers, seeing such a scene in front of him, Cui Hao's heart is broken, he must be thinking, why didn't I give birth a few years earlier? Why didn't my dad meet my mom sooner? Why should I meet an opponent like Li Bai Wang Wei Wang Changling? I really don't want to be in the same era as them! yes!! yes!!!
Good subjects have been written, left and right, Cui Hao has another way, he is determined to be an emotional anchor, as a woman's friend of the late-night radio.
He talked about his first love:
"Long Line: Part 1"
Where the Jun's family lived, the concubines lived in Hengtang.
Stop the boat for a while, or I am afraid that it is a fellow countryman.
"Long Gan Xing · Part II"
Home near the Jiujiang River, go to the Jiujiang side.
The same is a long dry person, born small do not know each other.
The shy thoughts of the first love woman were all in place by him.
Talk about the suspicion in women's hot love:
"Long Line: Part III"
There are many winds and waves in xiazhu, and the lotus boat gradually feels thin.
That can not be treated, alone against the tide.
"Long Line: Part IV"
The tide of the three rivers is rapid, and the wind and waves of the five lakes are surging.
The origin of the flower is light, and the lotus boat is heavy.
"The origin of the flower is light, do not fear the lotus boat heavy." It's not that I don't trust you, it's that you don't give me a signal to be reassured.
Chat ambiguous:
《Tanabata》
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Changxin's deep overcast night turned gloomy, and the Yaojie Golden Pavilion counted the number of fireflies.
Ban Ji is infinitely sad this night, and Ha Han San is more concerned about bullfighting.
Afraid of the boy he likes, he is uncertain, thinks she is not good, and abandons her in the blink of an eye.
Maybe Cui Hao is handsome, or maybe he has a high level of acting, in short, he accidentally really mixed into a friend of women, and hundreds of years later, Yan Shu and Liu Yong's generation, who also won this honor, should worship him as a master. Fame grew, and his poetry heroines slowly enriched.
There are singers:
"Weicheng Youth Line"
The little woman chunlai is not ashamed,
Sing a song of willow flowers.
The Woman with the King:
Nagato Complaint
The king favored the first rest and abandoned his concubine Nagato Palace.
The Purple Hall is full of moss, and the sky is bright and clear.
Night sorrows give birth to pillows, spring curtains.
Crying no one asked, Rong Hua fell into the mirror.
There are runaway girls who have fallen into the wind and dust:
"Handan Palace People's Grievances"
In the spring of March, Handan strangely met a woman at dusk.
He said that in the township, Ben Yan Zhao, the young boy followed his family west into Qin.
The mother and brother have compassion for the unscrupulous partner, and at the age of five, they are called Ajiao.
Seven-year-old plump good color, eight-year-old Huihui can speak.
Thirteen brothers taught poetry, and fifteen Qinglou learned song and dance.
The teenager went to mo stop whipping, and everything in life was up to heaven.
Not only I am today, but both ancient and modern.
There are urban independent women who are working away from home:
《Kawakami Woman》
Kawakami girl, fresh evening makeup, sunset Aosugi try light.
Ting Changhua was returning to the boat, and the twilight waves were tightening.
Saying that he went to Hengtang near this, the Green River walked alone at night without a companion, and his mood was endless.
There is also looking for him to cry about how he was blind when he was young and married such a bitter woman with a negative heart:
"Substitute Girl Answers Light and Thin Teenager"
The concubine's house is close to the Phoenix Pond, and the pink wall screen windows are hanging willows.
In this issue, Jin Wu's son-in-law in the Han Dynasty mismarried the Chang'an Ranger. ......
The fame has been established, and it has also attracted the curiosity of peers. Everyone is a straight man of steel, all listen to the saints and read the sages, why can you understand the woman's mind? Do you dare to say that you are still a grandfather? The doubts of his peers provoked Cui Hao to be indisputable, but in fact, a little examination of his life did not need to be curious at all.
The history book "Chronicle of Tang Poetry" commented that Cui Hao was "literate and unprofessional", talented and unseen, and this remark was very serious. "The Biography of Tang Caizi" adds that this person is good at gambling, drunk, marries his wife only to see beauty, and after a few years, he is tired and divorced, so he tosses and gets married three or four times. As often as he got married, I guess my colleagues were not happy to attend his wedding later, and they lost all their money. However, it is also conceivable that Cui Hao's degree of flower heart is quite serious, that is ancient society, the divorce procedure is so cumbersome, but it is not like the TV series acting to write a letter of resignation. Moreover, marrying a wife three or four times, how many times the concubine is estimated to be unable to count, shelving the proper scumbag, Weibo hot search every day, enough to eat melon masses to eat hand in hand, Luo XXiang This kind of time management master is not comparable! It is said that scumbags understand women the most, and Cui Hao scum to this extent, can he not understand women?
His peers still looked down on him more, saying that he used flashy words and scolded him along with his life style. People wrote poems to attack the three ways and go to the heart; he wrote poems directly down the ninth stream, and the people at that time cursed very badly. Cui Hao was indignant, but he took his proud work to find the literary tycoon Li Yong, who I mentioned in Du Fu's biography (Du Fu's biography).
Li Yong was a man who was confused as an official, but he could not stop writing well and doing a good poem, and most of the people who were famous in the official field of the Tang Dynasty were such people. And Li Yong's influence in the literary world was due to the fact that his father was the main commentator of the officially designated reference book "Zhaoming Wenxuan" of the imperial examination at that time, similar to the status of Zhu Xi's "Four Books, Chapters and Sentences" compiled by Zhu Xi in the Song Dynasty, which was the "Five-Year College Entrance Examination Three-Year Simulation" of that year.
Cui Hao rushed to hand over the poem, who knew that Li Yong frowned after reading the title, and read the first sentence with anger, he really couldn't help it, broke his mouth and scolded, and the scene was extremely embarrassing. This treatment was even worse than when Li Bai met Li Yong with his poems.
This time, I really can't complain about Li Yong's clumsiness, the poems offered by Cui Hao are really indecent, and the name of the poems is called "Ah! My daughter-in-law next door." Although the social atmosphere of the Tang Dynasty was very open, it was possible to achieve such a decent and moral sense of no reader as Cui Hao, and it is no wonder that Li Yong's old predecessors broke their mouths and scolded and were shameless.
"The Young Lady of the Royal Family"
Fifteen married Wang Chang, Yingying into the painting hall.
Since the least years of self-esteem, the re-reliance on the son-in-law as a lang.
Dance love before the green, song pity the night long.
Idle to fight hundreds of grass, live a day without makeup.
This road is not passable, and Cui Hao's creative career is in crisis. Since then, he has tried to write side poems, and he is not very popular. As a rich boy, talent is the icing on the cake, but Cui Hao seems to be more energetic than his life, and he vows to write a name.
In the brilliant literary circles of the Tang Dynasty, Cui Hao was not a very sad thing to list as an unknown youngster, and the great poet Du Fu of the same era was also obscure throughout his life. Moreover, one more Cui Hao and one less Cui Hao is not such a regrettable thing, with Li Bai Wang Wei Wang Changling, these are already wonderful enough to be dazzling.
This process is extremely arduous and painful, it is difficult to imagine what kind of effort Cui Hao has made, what kind of perseverance has been exhausted, how much hard thinking has been done, and in the end Cui Hao still came out. In his later years, perhaps it was the day-to-day contemplation that allowed him to finally open up a certain literary nerve, and the history books said that he "suddenly changed into a normal body in the late festival, the wind and bones were awe-inspiring, Bao Zhao, jiang flooded, and there must be shame." It was the Bao Zhao who was used by Du Fu to praise Li Bai, "Fresh Yu Kaifu, Junyi Bao joined the army", and it was also the Bao Zhao who made Li Bai worship for a lifetime, Bao Zhao wrote "Difficult to Walk", he wrote "Difficult to Walk". Later generations objectively evaluated that Cui Hao's poetry in his later years was above the level of Bao Zhao.
What made future generations reverse their prejudice against Cui Hao? It is the "Yellow Crane Tower" that we are familiar with.
The people of the past have gone by the Yellow Crane, and the Yellow Crane Tower is empty here.
The yellow crane is gone, and the white clouds are long in the air.
Harukawa calendar Hanyang tree, yerba buena parrot island.
Where is Nippori Pass? The Smoke Wave River is sad.
As soon as this poem was sent to the circle of friends, it exploded the entire Sheng Tang poetry circle overnight, and Li Bai personally praised it, and said that "there is a scene in front of the eyes, and Cui Hao's inscription poem is on the top." You know, Li Bai is a great genius, he looks at the world, there are few people who can afford it, Du Fu is only enough to give him as a wine and meat friend, and poetry is not discussed. Can make Li Bai like and praise on the spot, this alone, it is worth Cui Hao blowing for a lifetime! Li Bai not only worships, but also directly imitates, imitating one song but not addictive, directly imitating two "Parrot Island" and "Dengjinling Phoenix Platform". Later, this became the direct evidence of the opponent's attack on Li Bai's talent, which made Li Bai's fans feel distressed, and for thousands of years, the war of words that justified his brother did not know how many times it had been fought!
Also because of "Yellow Crane Tower", when posterity evaluates Cui Hao, he no longer just thinks that he is just a rich and stupid boy, wandering his life, using his own dog blood marriage history to let the world eat melons for a lifetime; he no longer feels that he is just an emotional Internet celebrity anchor who relies on late-night chat and gossip to stir up trouble, writes women's stories, earns women's tears, and money; but will solemnly add a stroke, this person is Cui Hao, the author of "Yellow Crane Tower". This point cannot be erased by history, and this pen has given him a glorious meaning to his life of ups and downs in the literary world.