2019 My Hero

In 2019, my hero appeared so naturally in my work. He, not good enough eyes small but always laugh very intimate, very cute, very humorous, love to tease the poor, typical Beijing boy, love to click, and the hero's story slowly began...

Heroes are very meticulous and serious about their work, which makes me, a Capricorn who has always flaunted serious work, ashamed of himself, and admiration will arise spontaneously. But in addition to work, the hero is lazy, living irregularly, and is very casual about life.

I felt very special when I went to eat at the hero's house once, and he didn't like to eat out, so I went to his house for a meal at his invitation. Unexpectedly, I didn't expect his cooking skills to be so good, comparable to the master level. Looking at the way he looks in the kitchen, looking at a table full of dishes, how nice it would be if he could have such happiness in the future! I like such a silent little day with the breath of life, a room for two people to eat three meals and four seasons, have their own working and living space, and can be mixed with each other, from that moment on, the hero has roots in his heart!

The reason why I called him a hero was that in the following months, he appeared like a hero in every crisis of mine. In the adult world, I can never survive by kindness, the bloody rain in the workplace, the deception is always unexpected, I always can't avoid it, his appearance is like the light in the darkness, illuminating me hiding in the corner crying, I plucked up enough courage to move forward. In a critical moment, he happened to appear again, I think at that moment you probably didn't think about anything, just wanted to help me get through the difficulties, when there was no direction, he firmed up all my directions, watched him sleepless all night, and finally we made the ending perfect together, from that moment on, he was the supreme hero in my heart.

19 years have passed, he is okay, I am okay, but there is no ending... Like all girls, I look forward to living a plain life with him, holding his hand and walking with him, doing whatever I want with him, but liking is not allowed to be demanding, if he does not love, how can I force! In 2020, I choose to live harder and be closer to him. Because I like him, I began to live an optimistic and strong life; because I liked him, I began to study hard; because I liked him, I wanted to work harder; many friends said that my likes were meaningless, but I silently insisted in my heart, obsessed and unrepentant!

My likes do not dare to face him, do not dare to take off the exit, but in this southern night, thousands of kilometers away from you, I miss you deeply every night, my hero, and think of every heroic moment you appear around me. In the days of fighting alone in the South, you became all the driving force for me to move forward.