College Love: "I like you, but I'm stuck in his age gap and don't dare to open my mouth." ”

On the eve of the start of my senior year, the sweltering heat at the end of August was so hot that I couldn't sleep, and by chance, I met him.

People may always be a little More Buddhist after being lonely for a long time, and that day I was just in the water group as always, and suddenly a red dot popped up, probably because of the same hobbies and is still a direct line of the same academy, and he and I met him like this. At first I was not used to his name (he asked me to shout it, but later I learned that it was exclusive to me), because I thought that the words of shouting overlapping words were a little too cute, but he was such a cute guy.

I know that I am the kind of person who looks ordinary, has no special skills and even has a somewhat isolated and strange personality, just like in the past few years, when I get used to a person, I will not think too much, and I will not desire love, so when I first get along, I feel that I just have another close friend, I can play games together, chat together, and occasionally spit on each other about the recent happy and unhappy things.

But fate is so wonderful, probably in such a long time in life, we can always meet a few people, maybe our family, lovers or confidants. When everyone thinks that what you have always loved and insisted on doing, ordinary can no longer be ordinary, in their eyes, you are the most sparkling in the crowd. I had never been trusted and cared for by someone else in such a capacity, and Adoration. There is no doubt that I liked him. But at that time, I was trapped in his age gap and did not dare to open my mouth. I even half-jokingly told him that if I were even a year younger, I would go after him.

The turning point came late one night not long after National Day, and for some reason, I confusedly told him what I really thought, breaking through the layer of paper that separated us. But when I woke up the next day, I regretted it a little. Because after all, the huge age difference will directly lead to future hardships and huge uncertainties, and I was hesitant to give up.

But I didn't expect that he was such a brave and persistent person. My friend advised me, "He's younger than you and doesn't worry about anything about these things, so why are you scared before you even start?" "Why do you always have to think about it so much?" When you still like it, you should seize the opportunity. "Finally, I told him my concerns and hoped she would think about it, and then I handed him the final decision. If he's really that determined, then this time, I'll let go of my worries and be a little braver.

When he called me and said he had come to me, I found that all my concerns seemed to have disappeared. When you like someone, you really give yourself the courage to face those difficulties with that person. Sometimes I may have missed some because I was overly preoccupied with my own worries, but fortunately, this time, because of his courage, we didn't miss each other.