You won't worry, one day

　　1

　　You are a passenger on the road at midnight.

　　You don't expect that the airport in the early hours of the morning is still crowded, and everyone has a tired face. You find an empty seat to sit down and listen to a song like that. No one walks with you, no one talks to you.

　　You and your friends are sending WeChat, thinking that they were still crazy together not long ago, thinking that there will be a long time to meet. Memories began to pour upwards, and there was no way to restrain them.

　　You waited for an hour, and the plane still showed no sign of flying, and you sighed and thought to yourself, just in case it flew in a while.

　　Finally, the friend on the other side of WeChat wants to sleep, and your movie is finished. You rub your eyes and can't stop the headache.

　　You start to miss the cat at home and don't know how it is now.

　　Waiting for a plane at the airport that won't be on time is like connecting to a wifi with a bad signal, and you're anxious.

　　2

　　You are a traveler in a foreign land.

　　You finally pack your bags, the room is still a bit messy, the walls are plastered with favorite posters, and the kitchen is stocked with half-cut lemons. It seems that I can finally say a word to myself, so that I can be considered to have grown up. Fortunately, with high technology, you can report to your parents at any time, say so many words, you say that you are going to sleep, and you did not talk anymore.

　　You lie in bed, but you can't sleep.

　　You are full of hopes for the future, but you are vaguely uneasy. You tell yourself that the days ahead are up to you, and make a plan for yourself. For example, to go for a run every day, such as cooking for yourself every day, such as not being late every day. You think, it's never sad to be so fulfilled.

　　The lights are broken and you repair themselves, the electricity bill must also start to make your own money, friends are still on the other side of the ocean, and the people who like it don't know where, but it seems that it doesn't matter.

　　Just start a new life, you tell yourself.

　　Finally, you fall into a deep sleep.

　　3

　　You are a student doing problems in the middle of the night.

　　You look at the answer, find out how you have made the mistakes you have made again, you scold yourself for being so stupid, and you have less confidence in yourself.

　　You look at your goals, how things that seemed within reach at first are now thousands of miles away.

　　You look at the phone lock screen, see your own goddess goddess, spend a moment and decide to continue fighting.

　　Sometimes you also wonder why you chose this, why you want to go to graduate school, why you want to go to a farther place. Sometimes you feel tired and want to tear off everything in front of you, and you can't see it.

　　Where is the future? You don't know it yourself.

　　Later, you watched the dawn at five o'clock in the morning again and again, and you also wanted to share your feelings in the circle of friends, but you were afraid that others would say that you were pretentious and said that you were pretending. Originally, there were 10,000 words that I wanted to say, but the words I never met my expectations, and the last line of words written down was deleted with one click.

　　We lose sleep late at night, we faint during the day, and we end up accustomed to being speechless.

　　4

　　I'm just like you.

　　We often feel inexplicably lonely and feel like an outsider. We have to face separation, what was once an oath becomes just talk, what was once forever becomes an instant, and what was once companion becomes a departure.

　　You're just like me.

　　We are all people who live in our own way, even though these things may be difficult for others to understand. But we still prefer to live alone than live like we don't want.

　　In fact, I have carefully thought about why we would leave home and choose a strange place to live and struggle. No one forces you to memorize words every day until dawn with a headache; no one forces you to run east and west to hand over an application form; no one forces you to leave your hometown and go to a strange place. But you did it without hesitation.

　　Because we are not willing, we want our lives to be more colorful. Because the place where we lived before could not let go of our dreams, we wanted to understand the world. Because in our hearts, we always have our dreams and never want to give up. Because we're young, we want to have more.

　　5

　　You are the reader who is looking at this article.

　　We talk about wine in the story, so I know there are times when you can't feel like it'. Some memories are like that, frozen in the past, sleeping in dreams. Spring rain gives birth to a hundred grains, and the night gives birth to a thousand sorrows, all of which must be digested by themselves.

　　Time doesn't change the past, it's your perception of the past that time changes.

　　Maybe we feel that those happy times, when we experienced them, were just as painful, and only in retrospect did we feel happy. Maybe a long time later we look back on the life we've lived, and no one can get a complete answer. But, so what? At least you've got to hold on to it before you can one day stand in a higher position and look back.

　　Day by day, we seem to have changed nothing; year by year, we have changed so much.

　　Everything must turn out to be a good thing in the end, and if not, it means that it has not yet reached the end.

　　The passengers finally embark on the way home, the traveler finally returns to the roots, the apprentice finally cultivates the right results, and the story is finally told with laughter.

　　So, haven't you had a good time lately? Those people are pointing you out behind your back, emotional things give you headaches, and the work is always not smooth? One day, we won't have to worry about that.

　　This is what I can say to myself and to you now: one day, I will no longer worry.