Wen | Wang You
In the middle of the night, three more suddenly woke up, drowsiness at all.
The night is extremely quiet, there is no wind, and there is no insect chirping. The door is tightly closed, the curtains are tightly drawn, and the dark room is like a dark room. The potion dripped in, and the memories were revealed, one photo at a time, blurry and clear. "Can't sleep at night, sit up and play the piano." The ancients are really Yaxing, insomnia night, but also can be full of breeze, bright moon plus body, so that the ancient loneliness that penetrates deep into the bone marrow with the sound of the melodious piano penetrates into the depths of the night. The moon was heavy, and the bells of the Hanshan Temple suddenly hurt the hearts of the fallen soldiers, and the frost covered the ground, the black birds cried, and tonight there would be no sleep. So many great souls have danced alone in the dark night, and many nights have been immortalized by it. At this moment, is there also a lonely moon hanging high outside the window, quietly sprinkling a clear glow on the ground, and purifying the wandering souls who can't sleep at night?
The eyelids are heavy and the brain is clear. Open or closed, the same dazed emptiness. Without thinking much about it, many things jumped out on their own, one after another. The button is broken, fast-forward sensitive, and pause fails. The black-and-white film unfolds one by one, and can only be watched, almost indifferently. An hour had passed, and it was four o'clock in the morning, and there was still no sleep.
Yasunari Kawabata said that at four o'clock in the morning, the sleepless begonias exude a kind of sad beauty; The paintings of Shigejiro, Nagajiro's tea bowls, and the dusk sky of the lonely village in the wasteland are just as beautiful as the frightening beauty - Kawabata Yasunari's sad and sensitive heart is mostly in a state of insomnia. Insomnia, for some people, may not be a bad thing?
But what a wonderful treat to a sweet sleep. Remembering Márquez's "Love in the Time of Cholera", Fermina and Dr. Urbino about whether there is soap in the bathroom and the cold war for four months, I can't help but laugh. When Urbino returned to the ancestral feather bed again, he finally surrendered his weapons. Drowsiness extinguished anger, comfort mixed with differences, and good sleep defused a marital crisis.
Sleep, sleep. The head began to be heavy, as if the paste was too viscous, and it could not be stirred thickly, accompanied by a humming sound, like a bee king. The thought of having to get up in two hours made me anxious. It has always been a habit to go to bed early and get up early. Occasionally staying up late, the next day must be sluggish, such as a serious illness, serious injury, a few days can not recover. In addition, sleep is extremely shallow, the environment must be extremely quiet, and there is no sound and light. Therefore, I always slept unsteadily during the day, and later I simply avoided the nap.
How this can be good, must quickly fall asleep! So count, count the sheep, less than two hundred are chaotic; imagine yourself under the stars, the sea and the beach, the empty valley, the cicadas in the breeze... The humming sound gradually weakened, and the chaotic brain gradually became clear, but it was still not sleepy. The phone is right next to the pillow, time is passing, not hurried, not slow, non-stop, expressionless. The brain hummed again and again, a burst of dry heat, and fine sweat came out of his body. Grab your phone and take a look, 5:16...
Alas, there is no drowsiness, why force sleep, so I read Maugham's novel. After a cursory look at two verses, Larry's story has lost its previous appeal, the country riverside inn, Spain, Seville, Susan... But one symbol after another, empty and dry, can not arouse any imagination. He was particularly interested in the treatments Larry had learned in India, including Gray's headaches, not to mention insomnia. "Hearing the sound and seeing the color is delusional, and after counting the thoughts, the mind turns to ignorance." Sleepless night, the sky can't fall, what a hurry! Why sleep for a long time before death, after death, you will never sleep. The delusion was extinguished, and drowsiness struck. Just fell asleep, the alarm clock went off...