When the moon loses its covenant, I will stop at you.
There is a line in the movie "One Day" that says:
"I love you, I just don't like you anymore."
I didn't understand the true meaning of this sentence before,
After separating from you, I began to understand.
I always thought that at the moment when we decided to separate,
I don't like you anymore.
Just see the cats we've had together,
Passing by that café that we've been to countless times,
Remembering when we were first together,
No matter how sad I am, you will hold me.
I often think of you when I'm alone,
I've sent you messages many times in airplane mode,
I posted a lot of feelings related to you on Weibo,
Every time you are wronged and want to hide from your arms and cry,
I shook my head and told myself: No.
I can't be the one who initiates in love anymore,
I don't want to lose anymore.
When I occasionally chat with friends,
Knock on the side and pretend not to care about your current situation,
Wondering if you have someone you like right now,
What does she look like, is there a little bit like me,
I wonder if you secretly inquired about me after we separated,
Will you remember me too?
I have secretly read your Weibo many times,
See what you like and what you care about,
Find out which games you've been playing lately,
Flip through the comments to see if there are any girls who have shown you overtures,
Guess your relationship by how often you interact with girls,
I know it's none of this to do with me.
But because of you, I still become sensitive and tangled.
I still haven't accepted the fact that I became a passerby with you.
Always expecting our ending to be rewritten,
But what will be changed to what it will be,
I never dared to think about it.
We don't really love anymore,
There's nothing wrong with that,
It's just that each other lacks a little firmness towards each other,
Without the determination to fight the unknown together,
Maybe it's better to let go.
I always say I hate you, I hate you,
Calling you a scumbag, a turtle king bastard,
But I have to admit,
Even if you have all the bad, I still haven't forgotten it.
I said let you go,
In fact, it has been waiting for you to turn back.
I've actually sent a lot of circles of friends that are only visible to you,
Looking forward to your likes and comments,
Waiting for you to ask me, "How are you doing lately?" ”
A lot of helpless moments I want to call you,
But I can't,
I haven't forgotten you yet,
But I can't help but face it.
I'm to you,
I don't dare to look forward to anything anymore.
Once the disappointment accumulates,
I really don't have the courage to love you again.
I admit,
Like you is the thing I have insisted on the longest,
Only fate did not give us good luck,
Only by distinguishing one from the other can each be happy.
When I used to like you,
I want to give you all the warmth of the world,
I don't like you anymore,
Still want to give you everything that's good.
I hope you're doing well so I can scold you,
If you're having a bad time,
I don't even know whether to scold you or hug you.
Maybe it's because you're important.
Time has passed so long and I still haven't forgotten,
But yeah, people who can't wait I don't want to wait any longer.
Goodbye Oh,
I really won't like you anymore this time.
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Author: Jiang Classmate, 97 years of sagittarius girl, love to eat hot pot, I have wine, waiting for you to come to me nagging. Public number: Jiang classmate with a story (ID: meiya54264), please contact the background for reprinting.